Fires in the mountains, near our house this past week!
Image courtesy of KSL News
94. Love from the Tree of Life
Posted 9-21-2018
Hello my friends!
I trust you and your family are happy and enjoying the end of summer. I have become very happy recently! Read why in this post!
The beautiful mountains to our east have been burning for over a week now, and it has only been getting worse! Read all about God's views of the fires in this post!
I have learned so much more also about light energy and light matter. It has been a very difficult thing for me to really understand. There are properties of light that the gods use to transfer their thoughts and their very persons instantaneously across vast distances. This is so very intriguing to me! Read all about this also in this post.
I also have learned that love is an actual substance that comes from the Trees of Life! In a very real way, it sheds itself abroad among the children of men. When love and light combine together, they are used in healing God's children. This post addresses all of this also!
Please, pray about all of these things. Only cleave to that which is good, and which resonates with you, as God will reveal to you.
Warmly,
R
P.S. I have included some pictures of the Pole Creek Fire in our mountains, interspersed with pictures of woods in the Portland Oregon area where I hiked yesterday with my sister K and sister-in-law.
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A. R's Personal Journal Entry, September 7, 2018 Friday (continued)
1. I came tonight to a top of her bedded plants to the east in Heavenly Mother's lower gardens. I had gone here a few days ago when Heavenly Mother showed me her vegetable and fruit garden. I was at the end of one of her rows on a gently sloping hill. I could see God's holy temple in the distance to the west. I came there seeking to commune with my Gods. I wasn't sure why I came here, but this is the only place I felt I should come. I knelt facing the downward slope and the distant temple. I asked for my Heavenly Mother to come.
2. Heavenly Mother then walked to me from behind the next row to the north! She was smiling and came next to me. She put her right arm around my shoulders and looked me in the eyes. She then spoke to me:
'Raphael, I am glad you came to me tonight and responded to my prompting to come here at the far east end of my lower gardens, at the end of this row. I wish my elect children would respond to me with desire and persistence, and have a great level of hearing my soft, still voice! One of the greatest accomplishments of mortality is to become in tune to the voice of God and then always obey that voice!'
'My mother, I just wanted to hear thy voice and to obey what I heard. I couldn't go anywhere but here, in thy lower gardens, for this was the only place where I felt I could come. All the other places felt like they were not the correct place.'
4. Heavenly Mother responded:
'Raphael, what I sent to you was my Spirit, which is light, coming from my thoughts. We, who are Gods, have the capability to convert and transfer light matter that comes into us into light energy and light matter. We beam these together to our children, which is our Spirit. I sent a message with this light matter, or this Spirit, to your mind. This was discernible to you since you are a very perceptive recipient. You could tell what the message was that accompanied my directed Spirit.
5. Raphael, this is how your Father and I give our messages usually to our children. We direct the light matter or Spirit, to your mind and heart, along with a thought message. This message is carried in the light matter or Spirit. You receive this Spirit and the thought that comes with it. Since you are attuned to spiritual promptings, you can "read" or "hear" our voice, the voice of our Spirit that we send with a thought message in this light. It is all very tangible and has substance, and can be discerned spiritually.
6. All of our children were trained to receive and also send their thoughts to each other and to us, their Heavenly Parents. Some of our children developed the ability to transfer their thoughts with a portion of light matter. These thoughts come across with more clarity and strength than thought energy transfers without the light. When we, who are Gods, send thought messages via light matter, this is called the promptings of the Spirit of God. It is discernible to have come from us.
7. Thought energies are different than thoughts that create emotion energies. Thought energies are communications from one being to another. Thought energies may be sent alone, or they may have an accompanying emotional energy attached. When together, the thought message is accompanied with stronger feelings or emotions.
8. When I asked you to come to this section of my celestial orb, there was no emotional energy that accompanied this prompting. Sometimes, however, we send an emotion energy along with our directions, both which can be discerned. For example, you had been directed in the past to gather all of our angels to the fountain of living waters. Our directive was accompanied with a firm, important and urgent feeling. You realized the great importance of our directions since they had an important urgency emotion accompanying this thought energy.
9. In our celestial realms, most communications are shared via thoughts. These may be accompanied by emotion energies, also created by thought. We and our children may thus communicate exclusively with our thoughts and emotions, all directed from our minds by our thoughts.
Again, when we communicate to our children, we use this same form of communication, accompanied by light matter or the Spirit.'
I thanked my Heavenly Mother for her words! I had a hard time fully understanding these things however. I asked her to help me digest her words so that they would be clearer to me.
I then closed my prayer for she gave me the thought that I would receive more tonight. I said I loved her and got ready for bed.
B. R's Personal Journal Entry, September 8, 2018 Saturday
1. I got up and reread what I had written last night. I was still confused about the difference between light matter and light energy. I was thinking about this a lot last night. I went back and also reread parts of my post on light and my post on light and darkness.
To me it is best explained in my simple mind this way:
Light matter:
• Created by our first parent Gods from elemental matter
• Beams out from them from the center of the universe, creating light matter webs to their creations
• Gods communicate and travel via these light matter webs instantly
• When the gods communicate to their children, they also use the existing light matter webs that already exist. They send their message, their thoughts or directions, via these light webs to us their children. These messages are encapsulated in light energy and travel in light matter and across the light matter channels or webs. This is called the Spirit of God.
• The light matter is transparent, has substance since it was created from elemental matter, and is spiritually discerned.
Light energy:
• Is received from light matter and converted by God into light energy that shines in brightness
• Once it shines and leaves God it cannot be redirected like light matter. It diminishes with distance, where light matter does not diminish.
• Light energy is an essential component of thought communication across far distances and instantaneous travel, itself being able to enshroud the thought or person in light energy and then travel within the light matter on light matter webs.
• The sun and stars also convert light matter into light energy by consuming the light matter and burning it up by combustion, then shining forth heat and light energy.
What I am still confused by is the process of how the thoughts from God are encapsulated by light energy and flow into light matter when they are sent through space via these light matter webs. It is also hard for me to understand the details of this transfer that is called the Spirit of God.
I came to the circling waters in heaven. I asked for my Heavenly Parents to come. I was kneeling next to the water's edge, facing south. I then perceived my Heavenly Mother on the water in front of me. She was radiant in light, which was beaming from her presence! She was smiling broadly.
2. She spoke:
'Raphael, my son, you would fully understand in your conscious mind all that we have explained to you about the differences between light matter and light energy, when you come into our celestial realm. You understand this perfectly in your unconscious mind, but still have questions in your conscious mind. I know others have some confusion also, in their conscious mortal mind.
3. For our thoughts or thought energies to transfer to you as our Spirit, they need to be enshrouded with light matter. This gives them tangible substance. Thoughts alone have no matter or substance. These thoughts, enshrouded in light energy and coupled with light matter, travel to you across the already established light matter web or channels that are everywhere in space (except the dark regions where the devil intelligences reside).
We also may add to the enshrouded thoughts more light energy too. This gives our message a brightness component. We don't have to do so, however, for it to be still our Spirit.
4. In addition, we may add some emotional energy to our thoughts or thought energies. These are also transferred in light matter with our thoughts when encapsulated by light energy. These emotional energies give our thought energies more "punch" or feeling. This is still called our Spirit. We normally don't think of this entire process but just think how we want our message to come to you. The message or thought comes to you as our Spirit. It is recognizable by our spiritually perceptive child.
5. When our children wish to communicate with each other in our celestial realms, they usually transfer their thoughts back and forth, rather than audibly speaking. These thoughts have no substance unless shrouded by light matter. Some of our children have learned how to shroud their thoughts in light matter when they send these to others. This is not called our Spirit, for it is significantly less powerful and is not from us, their Heavenly Parents.
6. Our children who are communicating with thoughts only communication in our celestial world willingly share their thought energies. These can be understood by those with whom they share with. This skill was all learned in the early days of maturing into a spirit son or daughter of God.
7. Our children may also have their own thoughts that are not shared with others. The others then don't perceive their thoughts. We, who are their Heavenly Parents, always are able to perceive their thoughts, for that is part of our power as a God.
8. We also taught our children how to create emotional energies from their own thoughts and how to share these with others. When directed to another, these are fully discernable as emotions. Our children therefore may share their thoughts and emotions, as they desire with each other. They have become very astute at receiving these shared thoughts and emotions and in sending them, all without speaking.
9. When our celestial spirit children are born in mortality, they continue their processing of thoughts and emotions, but have learned to communicate these with audible words. Some may still be able to direct these thoughts and emotions with directed thoughts to another, but mostly it is through verbal means.
I am now speaking to you, Raphael, through my Spirit to your unconscious mind. You transfer these to your conscious mind and write my words. This whole process flows freely to you now. Read again what you have written to more fully understand the particulars of all of these communication processes.'
I thanked my Heavenly Mother for coming and helping me better understand all of this! I knew my prayer time had ended. I said I loved her and closed my prayer in the name of her Beloved Son, Jesus Christ. I then started my day.
10. In the evening–I have enjoyed a pleasant Saturday. We have been putting up a lot of our garden by freezing, drying or giving away. We also eat a lot ourselves. Today we even planted a winter garden bed of salad greens.
I have been thinking over the topic of light and the details of what my Heavenly Mother shared with me this morning. I listened to an earlier post on light and was interested how the topic of light was first introduced to me. It wasn't until days later that the concept of light matter and light energy was introduced. The revelation became more and more detailed as more was revealed. This is all very interesting.
Anyway, tonight I came to the little stream that enters into the lake at God's Loving Healing Center. I knelt on the west side of the stream and faced the lake. I asked for my Heavenly Parents, or one of them to come.
Heavenly Father then came from the top of the switchback path to my right. He descended to me in the air above the path until he came right in front of me! He was smiling and full of light coming from his being and he looked very majestic.
11. He spoke to me:
'Raphael, we wish to enlighten your mind more about light energy and light matter, but we first want you to study and review what we have already revealed to you. Study the posts 89 on Light and 90 on Light and Darkness, plus what we have revealed to you since then. Try to understand all about light and then ask us any specific questions you may have. We will then come and answer your questions.
12. We have told you before that light is required for all entities to live and have being. Even the rebellious Lucifer and his minions continue to receive some light from us, their Gods. If they didn't receive light, they would cease to function as spirits.
13. When we finally consign Lucifer and his followers to their final destination, we will then remove all the light from them that sustains them, and then remove their elemental matter from their spirit and intelligence. We then will send their intelligence back to the place where we originally found them. These then migrate to their final destination. Without light, any entity ceases to function, whether a spirit or a spirit in a body of any form of glory. Light is basic to all entities that exist.
14. This light that keeps all life living and all entities functioning, is light matter. This invisible form of light penetrates all space except where the intelligences of past devils reside. This light matter is integral with the way the intelligence interfaces with the spirit matter, made from elemental matter. It is like the circuitry of the spirit that gives the message to the spirit body to act and function. The intelligence fills up the spirit being and the light matter connects the intelligence to the spirit. Light matter is the transmitter of the thoughts and desires of the intelligence that connects to the spirit matter and makes it move or act.
In a similar way, the spirit inside physical entities makes the physical body move or act. Therefore, without light, the spirit would be non-functioning and the physical body would also not function.
15. We send light matter to all of our creations, even in their eternal destinies, except to the intelligences of the rebellious devils. All else continues to be bathed in the light matter we abundantly shed forth upon them. Those who reside in celestial glory receive more light matter than those in the lesser glories. Our celestial world has a high level of light matter continually flowing in to it. We, who are God, have the very most light matter coming into our being continually. We convert some of this light matter to light energy which shines forth from our very presence.'
I thanked my Heavenly Father for his beautiful words! I said I would study all my recent posts of light and try to understand more. I would then ask any question I might still have.
I next knew my precious time with God had come to an end. I bowed my head and closed my prayer in the name of Jesus. I then got ready for bed.
C. R's Personal Journal Entry, September 9, 2018 Sunday
1. I came to the desert oasis where I love to go and pray. I love how quiet it is and how I am able to connect to my inner soul and to God there. I drank some living water from the clear oasis water and then knelt by the shore, facing south to the water. I asked for my Heavenly Parents to come, or one of them to come to me.
I then saw the sky open and both my Heavenly Parents were standing directly in front of me, up in the sky! Heavenly Father spoke:
'Raphael, come up into the sky with us!'
I arose from my knees and came before both of my smiling, glorious Heavenly Parents. They were beaming with light energy. I felt bathed in the light energy and also abundant light matter that came from their presence. I felt happy to now know what this light was composed of!
My Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother both extended one hand to me so I took each in my own hands. We then traveled out to space instantly. We were out of their own galaxy, where was their domain. We seemed to be between the galaxies.
2. Heavenly Mother then spoke:
'Raphael, we have brought you to the space between the galaxies in our great universe. There is our own galaxy.'
She then pointed to their own Milky Way Galaxy in front of us.
'And over there is the galaxy of our own parent Gods!'
She then pointed to a galaxy behind us. We were right between these two galaxies.
3. 'Raphael, light matter flows from our first parent Gods, deep in our universe to our parent God's galaxy.'
She then pointed to our right, to the center of the universe.
'The light matter that our first Gods created comes from galaxy to galaxy until it comes to our parent Gods' and then it beams to our own galaxy. We are on the path where this light matter now flows through space to our own domain, our own beautiful galaxy.
We want you now to perceive this flow of invisible light matter that is coming to our galactic center.'
4. I then recalled the experience I had on my lawn when I was learning tai chi some years ago in 2013. I remembered the light matter coming down from the sky, like little particles of something falling all around me and coming to the earth on which I stood.
I then perceived these same little particles flowing in space where we were located. I was able to perceive this flow of light matter in little "snapshots". In each snapshot I could "see" all of the little particles all around me, all heading in the same direction. I then saw one little particle of light matter and the next moment saw again this same little piece of light matter and it was far away, already departed from us on its way to their galaxy! I realized these particles were all moving with great speed!
5. Heavenly Father then spoke:
'Raphael, you have correctly seen or perceived the abundant flow of light matter that is now heading towards our own domain from our parent God's domain. This light matter does not shine, is transparent, and is composed of tiny little particles of light, created from elemental matter. This originates in the center of our universe by our first parent Gods.
6. These particles of light matter are continually flowing to us and our galactic center. This light sustains us and connects us with our entire direct ancestor Gods right back to our first Gods.
7. When we wish to travel to the domain of other gods in this vast universe, we travel across these vast webs of light matter to our destination. We arrive instantaneously to our desired place. We are able to do this on these channels of light matter that are continually flowing in space, within our universe.
8. You also noticed that these particles of light matter were moving very fast. They move at the speed of light that scientists have measured on earth. When these particles are converted to light energy, like happens in your sun, this light energy also travels at the same speed towards your earth to give you sunshine and warmth. This light matter all around us has been traveling from galaxy to galaxy from the center of our universe to this point. It takes several eternities in time to get to this point from our first parent Gods.
9. Once we receive this light matter, we transmit the major portion of it onto our children God's and their descendants. This great flow of light matter comes into our great massive cluster of stars at the center of your galaxy and then most of it then emanates to the domains of our exalted children Gods, to their galaxies. These are located in all directions from our galactic center. Come, let us go there now!'
We held hands again, and then all three of us were directly above a very massive and bright star.
10. Heavenly Mother then spoke:
'Raphael, the star below is one of many stars in the center of our galaxy. These have a massive gravitational pull. The light matter flows to them and then we have redirected it to flow to the locations where we want this light matter to go. These stars have the capability to receive and redirect the light matter as we have commanded them, for they are each celestial entities, similar to our own celestial orb in size and shape. Feel now the flow of light matter all around us!'
11. I then thought to perceive the light matter flow around us. I then saw little snapshots of the light matter flow in my mind. The light was flowing in lots of directions and not like I had sensed before, between the galaxies when they all flowed in the same direction. Here, above this massive celestial star, I could perceive in my mind light matter flowing in and out, in all directions it seemed! When I thought to perceive the light matter going away in only one direction, I could isolate that mass of light matter flowing in that direction. I could do this for any direction away from the star below us if I wanted to "see" a particular flow in one direction. When I perceived all the flow, it was just a bundle of light particles, all moving everywhere!
12. Heavenly Father spoke again:
'Raphael, if we were to go to a place above your sun, in your own solar system, we would be able to see that one of these streams of light matter was going there, from our galactic center. This is what we have asked this celestial star to do. He continually transmits light matter to your sun, to the level and flow we have asked him (this star) to send.'
We then held hands again and then we were immediately above my own sun in our solar system.
13. Heavenly Mother spoke next:
'Raphael, we are above your sun. The flow of light matter from our galactic center is flowing into the sun below us. As this light matter falls onto its surface, it is all consumed, for it is matter and the sun is very hot. As the light matter is burned, there is a great emission of light energy. This light shines into space in all directions. Some of it reaches your earth upon which you live. You are familiar with how this light energy enlivens and blesses greatly your telestial world. Come, let us go now to the earth where you live!'
We then held hands again and were immediately above my own yard where I had before learned tai chi several years ago!
14. Heavenly Father spoke next:
'Raphael, we have brought you finally here to your mother earth. We have brought you to your own property. The sun is shining in the sky above and radiates light energy and warmth from the light to all the world you know. Now, perceive again the flow of light matter that comes from the sky above.'
I then thought and could "see" the light matter flow down to the earth from the sky above. I saw that it had the capability to enlighten my mind and enliven my whole spirit and body.
15. Heavenly Mother then spoke to me:
'Raphael, the light matter you see all around you does not come from your sun, for what you receive from your sun is light energy. This light matter that flows to you and your earth comes from our galactic center right to your earth and to all of our creations on the earth. We send our light and love to the earth directly from our galactic center, usually together in their travel to our earth. Together these are extremely healing to all the creation on your mother earth and to the earth itself. The love matter is transmitted to your earth from the main tree of life next to our celestial temple. It too sheds forth actual matter, love matter, which comes to the earth, along with the light matter.
16. When you wish to heal someone, we may direct this light and love matter to that person in the portion we wish to use, in one of our healing gifts. These are all from God, both the light and love matter and our skill in directing these to heal and bless our child. We often use our holy healing angels as our conduits of this power of healing.
17. In the millennial day, we will increase our light and love matter that flows to the earth's surface. Satan will be locked up in the regions of darkness inside the earth, but on its surface our light and love will come in abundance. All of our creations on the terrestrial earth will then become enlivened by our light and love!
In addition, you will have two trees of life in the celestial New Jerusalem area that will also emit love matter to the entire earth. What a beautiful world you will then live in!'
18. I then was suddenly in the air above the New Jerusalem temple, with my Heavenly Parents on either side of me, in a future millennial day! I saw the light matter coming from the skies above to the earth, particularly to the celestial temple and the New Jerusalem area! I then saw the love matter flowing out of the two trees of life to all the regions round about and to eventually fill the earth with the love of God. I saw too this love of God was flowing down to the earth from the skies above, with the light matter from the presence of God's tree of life near the temple in heaven. The earth was very full of the light, knowledge and love of God in that millennial day!
I turned to look at each of my Heavenly Parents who had then come before me, holding each other's hands. They were smiling, beaming with light and love themselves!
19. I spoke to both of them:
'Oh my Heavenly Parents, I have been so richly blessed in my prayer today, with these multiple visions and experiences that you have both showed me and explained to me! I feel so richly blessed. I feel so accepted and loved! I am filled with deep eternal gratitude for thy wonderful works!'
20. My Father then spoke:
'Raphael, we wish all to read the account of what you have written in your journal. We will confirm to every soul its truthfulness. We will continue to reveal through you great things, our archangel Raphael!'
He and Heavenly Mother then left me and I was kneeling again at the shores of the desert oasis in heaven! I thanked them again in prayer, and concluded my prayer in the name of Jesus Christ. I then reread what I had written during the vision and then started my new Sabbath day.
21. After church– It is almost 9:30 now and I want to transcribe what I had written in my journal after church:
We came to a local ward today for the sacrament. We met a friend who lived in this ward too. We sang the sacrament hymn page 116 "Come Follow Me". On verse three, I realized that I was coming up to the white gate near God's temple. Jesus Christ opened the gate, I entered, and he shut the gate behind me. I came to my knees, looking into his deep and compassionate eternity eyes. He lifted me up and pointed to the straight and narrow path that led to the tree of life. All this time I was still singing the hymn, now at the end of verse three back in the ward.
I then walked down the straight and narrow path. I looked back once and Jesus smiled at me and waved to me. I continued walking towards the tree of life. I soon came to the tree and came under its canopy. I then saw my Heavenly Parents standing next to the trunk of that tree. I came to my knees before them as we ended singing the fourth verse of "Come Follow Me".
The priest then offered the prayer on the bread back in the ward. I was looking into the faces of my Heavenly Parents and looked into their eternity eyes. I then made my covenant with them like I do each week at the sacrament. I then ate the bread as it was passed to me in that ward.
22. Heavenly Mother then spoke to me:
'Raphael, we accept your covenant, to take upon you the name of our Beloved Son, Jesus Christ (she looked down the path to the distant gate where he was still standing), to always remember us, and to keep our commandments!'
23. Heavenly Father then spoke:
'Raphael, we will always be with you. We will have our Holy Ghost to be with you always on earth, who is the spirit of your Heavenly Mother. In heaven in our celestial world, we will both be with you in our very persons. Raphael, now place your hand on the trunk of this tree of life.'
I stood and came to the tree of life and placed my right hand on the trunk. I felt immediately a strong flow of something going through the trunk, upwards to its canopy above me. It was like a water pipe with water flowing through it.
24. Heavenly Father spoke again:
'Raphael, the flow of matter you felt in the trunk of the tree of life is love matter that comes up from the roots of the tree of life. We send our love through the tree of life abroad to all our children. From here the love of God is transmitted to the earth upon which you dwell. Come now and pluck a leaf and a fruit of this tree of life and eat these!'
I plucked a leaf and a white fruit. As I ate, I felt my being filling with the love of God, particularly from the white fruit. The love seemed to settle more fully into my heart area than anywhere else in my body.
25. I then thought of being on earth, in my side yard of my home where I had come this morning with my Heavenly Parents in prayer. I had felt the light matter coming down from the sky. I looked again now and saw this same light matter coming to the earth together with the love of God. This was also tangible matter, or love matter. The love matter was finer and did not present like the tiny particles of light. Instead, love matter was a constant flow medium. I saw that the love accompanied the light matter when coming to the earth. I knew too that this love matter came from the tree of life before me in heaven, next to God's temple. I was there still, replicated and in my celestial translated being.
I thanked my Heavenly Parents for letting me come today through the white gate to Jesus Christ and then to them. I thanked them for the wonderful tree of life and its Godly function. I felt very blessed! The meeting started and I started writing all of this down in the ward meeting.
Now it is almost 10:00 p.m. I am ready to again commune with my Heavenly Parents in prayer tonight. I have been so blessed to have felt the trunk of the tree of life and to have later seen the love coming down to the earth along with the light.
I then thought that with understanding that light and love matter is all around me, I could more effectively do healing work, since it combines both light and love to various proportions. The healing work from God used both love and light matter in all their healing gifts. I am more motivated how to help use these love and light matters in healing. I will continue to call upon God to heal, I will be their conduit, but I will be able to observe close what proportions are coming in the healing gift, both of light matter and love matter.
26. Tonight I came to the wooded fir forest beyond the overlook of the green hill, north of the river representing Jesus Christ. I was in a deep fir forest, with tall trees all around. I felt clean and pure. I then asked my Heavenly Parents to come. I knelt in the forest. I then saw Heavenly Father coming directly to me on the path. He stopped in front of me.
27. He spoke:
'Raphael, we have revealed a lot to you yesterday and today about light and love. There is a lot to digest and study. Please read over your journal entries and posts on light. You haven't had time today to do this. Review all that we have revealed to you and seek to be enlightened by our Spirit. Then ask us if you have further questions.'
Heavenly Father then turned and started to go back to the deep forest. He then disappeared as quickly as he came. I thanked him for his words, and said I would study all of this. I then closed in the name of Jesus and got ready for bed.
D. R's Personal Journal Entry, September 10, 2018 Monday
1. I came to the field of buttercups this morning. I am taking a lot more time in connecting in prayer it seems. I did seem to feel clear and so I asked to have my Heavenly Parents come to me.
I felt my Heavenly Mother came in front of me. I was not real clear to hear them.
2. Later in the evening–I came out this morning part way in my prayer and took some ginger to help quell the migraine that was coming on. I even felt disoriented some. I took a nap for a half an hour and then found out one employee called in sick. I had to go take her place so I stayed until 4:30 this afternoon. Then we took our granddaughter on her 15th birthday party dinner. We just returned home and I just barely sat down.
I am very sorry I missed my morning prayer. I feel that I should go again to the field of buttercups and that there I would be finally able to visit with my Heavenly Mother who came in front of me this morning at the onset of my migraine headache.
So I came to this field of buttercups in the celestial orb. I immediately saw my Heavenly Mother in front of me in the air! I knelt in the air, just above the happy buttercups so as not to weigh them down. I then looked up at my smiling Heavenly Mother. She was happy and was full of light and acceptance.
3. Heavenly Mother then spoke to me:
'Raphael, you have been busy today and were not coherent enough this morning to really commune with me. We are glad that you have more open time like you didn't have today. For our children to connect to us in prayer, they need to consistently have open time, and to be clear in their mind.
4. Tonight I wish to speak to you about the way that living water affects our children, our plants and animals. This living water comes from the fountain of living water, whether in our celestial orb or on the earth in its terrestrial millennial state.
5. The fountain of living water in the millennial day on earth will come forth on the celestial section of the earth in the New Jerusalem area, and also from a terrestrial fountain in the Jerusalem of old. The water from both of these sources or fountains will come from cavities under the earth where the celestial living water resides. The living water cavity, under the future New Jerusalem area, has already been activated by our holy angels. These celestial living waters will come under pressure to the fountain of living water once this area is clear of the telestial inhabitants on its surface.
6. There is a similar deep cavern under the Jerusalem of old. This too will one day be converted into celestial living water by our angels. It will be propagated by similar means by pouring into the deep water cavern celestial living water from our celestial world. This will happen after the second coming of Jesus Christ, after the great earthquake in the area of the Jerusalem of old.
Once both of the fountains of living water are flowing forth celestial living water from these deep caverns in the earth, this water will start to heal the earth. It will flow out from the two world centers to completely fill all water on the face of the new earth. Where it does not reach, living water may be transported to these areas to have the same healing effect.
7. Celestial living water is capable of making similar living water from telestial water on the earth. This is done by pouring in celestial living water into the body of telestial water. When done on the surface of the earth, this water becomes terrestrial living water with many of the same healing properties as celestial living water. These two caverns of living water then bring forth celestial water,which becomes terrestrial living water soon after it exits from the fountain of living water.
8. The healing effects of living water, whether celestial or terrestrial living water, is similar for our own children, plants and the animals. These, our creations, function more coherently in their body and spirit and are elevated by this water into a terrestrial state. The earth itself is enhanced and changed into a terrestrial state by this water. This living water on its surface in rivers and lakes, the living water in oceans, and the living water in all weather on the earth, like rain, snow, mists of water, greatly affects our creations. These sources of living water will soon completely bathe the earth's surface–all lands, plants, and the earth's inhabitants. Soon our entire creations will ingest the living water, for all plant and animal creations need water. Our own children are also largely composed of water. This water will enhance and enliven our children by any portion of the living water that comes in contact with them. This too will gradually transform their bodies into terrestrial beings, with all the blessings and capabilities of elevated and more glory-filled children!
9. The air that all our creations use in their normal life will also change into a millennial terrestrial state. The rain, water mist, evaporation of the water–all from living terrestrial water, will also initiate a terrestrial change in the air. As our creatures and our own children breathe in this changing terrestrial air, their bodies will quicken faster into a terrestrial state.
10. Lastly, when our animals and children eat plants that are changed or are changing into their terrestrial state of glory, they will also further enhance their own change to a terrestrial state. As you can see, all our creations will change as they live and exist together. The living water that will spread over all the earth will change all!
11. Raphael, you have given a blessing, with the holy angels, to the earth to start making the change to its terrestrial state. It all started at Utah Lake on August 20, 2016 (see post 23 B). Soon after that, you and the holy angels came and blessed the waters in the earth with celestial water (see post 49 on April 23, 2017). These changes will continue to occur in the earth until her full transformation, early in her millennial state!'
I thanked my Heavenly Mother for her wonderful explanation! I feel so enlightened by all of her words. She smiled, as did her buttercups it seemed, that also radiated happiness and joy!
I knew my time was finished in my prayer tonight. I smiled and closed my prayer in the name of Jesus Christ, her only Begotten Son. I then got ready for bed.
E. R's Personal Journal Entry, September 11, 2018 Tuesday
1. I got up early this morning and reread what I received last night. I was again impressed with how living water will transform the earth into a terrestrial state! It started gradually, but once the living water comes to the surface of mother earth, the changes will happen quickly. It was all initiated by the angels when we blessed the earth and its waters and poured celestial water into the deep cavern from Lake Beautiful!
I am now ready to connect again with my God in heaven. I came to the bench in front of the circling waters. This is such a pretty mountain setting and is very reviving to my soul! I felt clear and even transparent this morning. I am very glad not to have a migraine again! I still have a little lingering headache, however, but it is not adversely affecting me.
I knelt in front of the bench at the circling waters and asked for one or more of my Gods to come to me. I observed and waited.
I next felt I was to walk into the small forest to my northwest. I stood and walked on the narrow path to the horizontal log, where I once had received the sacrament with my archangel brothers. As I arrived, Heavenly Father was in front of the log. He spoke and asked me to sit on the log while he spoke to me! So I came and sat on the log with my feet on the ground.
2. Heavenly Father then spoke:
'Raphael, your Heavenly Mother has shared with you last night how the earth and its inhabitants and all of our creations will transition into a terrestrial state of glory. This change of state will change the nature of our children and of the plants and animals. There will be greater kindness, more elevated thinking and communication, and changes also in their bodies. All our creations will lose their telestial aggressive nature, and will start to act in greater cooperation and love. This entire change will come from the blessings and effect of the living water.
3. In addition, you and the holy angels will bring to the New Jerusalem celestial temple square area, two trees of life from our celestial orb. The presence of these two trees of life will also further change the earth and its inhabitants. Once in place, your Heavenly Mother and I will send forth the love of God to the earth through these two trees! This love will flow up the roots of these trees and project abroad into the sky and the water. The air and water will be filled with this tangible love of God more so than has ever happened, even in the Garden of Eden days when there was also one of these trees of life.
4. At first all people who feel this shift will be our elect children. The elect will be the only ones in the New Jerusalem area, but they will also be scattered on the face of the earth. This love of God will continue to flow out from this world center to fill all the earth. The good people who dwell on her surface will soon also feel the change that the love of God brings to their souls. Coupled with the change in their terrestrial beings, the love will soften and bless their hearts and minds. All of our children will start acting with more gentleness, love, consideration and peace!
5. The effect of the love of God on our animals will also change their nature. They will act in calmer and less aggressive ways. They will consider mankind to be their friends and those who saw mankind as a threat will no longer see them as their enemies to be feared. They will have greater desires to bless and serve our children in mortality and become aware how their practices may no longer harm mankind. The insects will lose their aggravation, the varmints and predators will change their ways and the poisonous animals of all kinds will lose their venom.
6. Isaiah 11:9
"They shall not hurt nor destroy in all my holy mountain: for the earth shall be full of the knowledge of the Lord, as the waters cover the sea."
7. At this time of transition, at the beginning of the millennium, many records that have been kept secret shall be plainly revealed. Your records, Raphael, will become available to all the people. Similarly, your archangel brother will translate the sealed portion of the Book of Mormon and also other records of ancient peoples. Many records of great truth and knowledge will come forth on the earth and will spread forth as the waters cover the earth!
8. Raphael, we look so forward to this beautiful day of peace and rest for the earth and her inhabitants. Your great Redeemer, Jesus Christ, will reign personally on the earth. Your Heavenly Mother and I will frequently come among our people and enjoy their companionship again. This will be the great day for our elect to come forth upon this marvelous terrestrial world!'
I felt the great joy expressed by my Father! I was so very happy to think of the time, soon to happen in our near future! I thanked him for sharing his thoughts today. I said I would do all I could to prepare myself and the earth for this glorious millennial day!
I then felt myself falling back to earth to my adjacent room where I had been writing all this down in my journal. I then closed my prayer and started my new day!
9. In the evening– I listened to more of the two posts, 89 Light and 90 Light and Darkness. I also went over it all by reading pertinent sections several times again.
It looks like instantaneous travel, or thought communication across distances is done like this:
Light energy encapsules or beams from the person or thought. This light energy is thereby able to somehow travel across the light matter webs or channels. The travel of the person or thought thereby is instantaneous, whether across the universe or right next door. Somehow, light energy is able to travel instantaneously across light matter without becoming diminished in strength. It also is able to encapsulate and take along with it a person or a thought just as speedily. This is the inherent quality of light energy that moves across light matter. This is the property that the first Gods designed into their creation of light. Anyway, this is my current understanding. God had said it is difficult to understand unless one actually experiences it.
I know too that I instantaneously travel and have thought from our earth to the center of our galaxy where our celestial orb is located. I continually go back and forth without any constraints! This must be by light travel and light communication. This process is part of the basic order of prayer.
Anyway, tonight I came to the desert oasis. I looked over the beautiful water to the south from where I was sitting on the bench. I felt clear and ready to connect to God in prayer. I knelt and asked for one or both of my Heavenly Parents to come. I observed and waited. I then saw immediately in front of me a bright column of light. Heavenly Mother then instantly came in this light right in front of me. She was smiling broadly and had sparkly eyes, so happy and accepting!
10. She spoke to me:
'Raphael, my son, I have come to you tonight full of light energy in a beam of light energy. This I created myself from the light matter that continually comes into my being.
11. Now that I am full of light energy, I may travel wherever I wish instantaneously! I do this by traveling along light matter webs or channels that already exist over our entire universe. The travel is instantaneous. I may also create thoughts and send them forth in light energy across these same vast light matter webs to whomever I wish. They travel instantaneously also.
12. This property of light energy traveling across light matter instantaneously without any reduction in the intensity of the light energy is a property of the light that our first Gods continuously create. We are able to activate this because we have Godly powers and know how to do it. We also quicken you and our children to use this same power under our skill and ability. It's all very simple and comes quickly just the way things work in our realms. We don't worry about the details anymore, for it is all activated by our own thoughts. It is one of the great powers of godliness!'
I then thanked my Heavenly Mother for her very clear words. She smiled and left in the column of light right up into the sky. She was quickly gone, in an instant. I bowed my head and closed my prayer. I got ready for bed.
I had my words about light travel and light thought communication all confirmed tonight in my prayer. I feel so blessed to be so enlightened!
F. R's Personal Journal Entry, September 12, 2018 Wednesday
1. Today our employee is coming back to work so I won't need to be there throughout the day! I look forward to a quiet and less busy day!
I came this morning to the maple tree grove on the western shores of Lake Beautiful. I felt clear and ready to commune with God again. I really so much thrill daily at their experiences. I knelt in the center of the maple grove and faced the lake. I asked for my Heavenly Parents to come.
I then saw both of my Heavenly Parents walking on a path to my left on the shore of the lake. They turned and walked up to me in the grove! They were holding hands. They soon were standing in front of me, very majestic and full of light coming from their presence. I was on my knees before them.
2. Heavenly Father spoke to me:
'Raphael, you have had truths about light confirmed to you last night by your Heavenly Mother. We are able to create the amount of light energy we wish to shine forth. We do this all by our thoughts.
Your Heavenly Mother talked about instantaneous travel of light energy across the existing light matter webs, all through our universe. We may similarly encapsulate love matter in light energy and send it forth instantaneously to whomever or wherever we wish.
3. Love comes from us, a result of the abundant kindly feelings we have for our own children and all our creations. This is a tangible emotion, an actual matter substance that may be perceived and felt. You have seen with your spiritual eyes recently how it flows from us, through our tree of life and then to the earth. The love matter flows along these same web paths of light matter instantaneously. We enshroud the love in light energy and it then may travel across vast distances without being diminished in intensity, for it is matter. It arrives the moment we wish it to, to fill the hearts of our children wherever they may be. The love may be received and felt by our children. This causes swelling feelings of compassion, acceptance, kindness and all other virtues of love. Our child who accepts our love usually feels motivated to bless others around him or her.
4. In the great day of our millennium, we will send more of our love continually upon the earth to all our children who dwell there. Our elect will sense our love and then fully accept it. As they accept this in their hearts and minds, they will want to turn outward in service and care for others and for all our wonderful creations.
5. Love enhances our children with additional light that accompanies it. Our children naturally smile and act in tender caring ways, having a glow of love coming from them. We continue to send more of our love to those who accept our love and this in turn flows out from their very being.
Our elect children are recognizable by the high levels of light and love they have to share with those around them. All of this comes from us, their loving Heavenly Parents that we shed forth abroad in great abundance on the earth.
If one of our children does not accept our light or love, they will not receive these into their hearts or minds. They then are left by their own choice to become more carnal, sensual and devilish, for Satan comes to tempt them.
6. Moses 6:49
"Behold, Satan hath come among the children of men and tempteth them to worship him; and men have become carnal, sensual and devilish, and are shut out from the presence of God."
7. Our mortal children therefore may receive more light and love that comes from us, thus becoming like our Beloved Son. However, if they close their hearts to us, they will lose that light and love that they already have. They will then attract the adversary and be tempted to accept his ways, which are to become carnal, sensual and devilish.
Therefore, all men and women are free to choose whom they listeth to obey (Alma 3:27 and Mosiah 2:33). They choose the amount of light and love that we send them. If they are our elect, they receive more and more light and love, and in this way we lead them to ultimately act and become as we are.'
8. Heavenly Mother then spoke to me:
'Raphael, the words of your Father are true! We send forth abundantly our light (our Spirit) and our love abroad among our children. Those who accept it are able to be themselves more filled with our light and love. This tangible substance then shines and exudes from their very being. Light attracts light and love attracts love. You may therefore discern clearly those who are our elect, for they have love for their fellowman.
9. We may also send other emotions we create in light energy, to whomever and wherever we desire instantaneously. When we speak to you, we intersperse with our thoughts the various emotions we create to enhance our meaning. This is common also to our children, for we taught them early as spirit children how to do this.
10. The greatest of all emotions is love. This is why we have particularly emphasized this for it encompasses all other goodly emotions and virtues. We have even chosen our tree of life to send our love abroad freely upon the world and its inhabitants.
We love you Raphael! We will continue to pour out upon you our light, love and revelations as fast as you are able to receive them.'
I thanked my Heavenly Parents for their beautiful word today, accompanied by their light and love! I feel so blessed to have been in their presence!
They smiled at me and then turned back to the path around Lake Beautiful. I watched as they continued walking hand in hand. I closed my prayer and started another day.
11. In the evening–This afternoon it looked like two fires were burning on the mountains near us! At night we saw the glow on the mountain. There is smoke all around us for much of this end of summer. Sad to me!
I came to the orchard on the north side of Lake Beautiful. I drank some living water from Lake Beautiful and then I walked up the path into the orchard. I turned and looked back on the lake. I then knelt next to the path under a peach tree, having beautiful fruit. I asked my Heavenly Parents to come.
Heavenly Mother appeared below me next to the shore on the path. She then came up the path, a little above the path in the air. She came in front of me, standing and smiling before me. She was glorious and beautiful!
12. Heavenly Mother then spoke:
'Raphael, I am glad to bring you here to my lovely orchard tonight. I would like to answer a few of the questions you have received recently.
Q1: If our thoughts are the way to control our emotions, do our hormones have anything to do with our emotions or is it an excuse that is used?
A1: This is a good question! Hormones are particularly strong for many of our mortal children in their telestial state. These chemical signals in the body are initiated by the spirit of the individual via their unconscious mind in order to regulate the human body in many of its functions. There are also some of these hormones that cause wide mood swings. For instance, a pregnant woman will have many changes initiated by hormones that will cause sleepiness for example, but also a host of emotions too. These emotions are very strong and sometimes tend to override the mental thoughts to control them. These types of emotions are not very changeable, and create strong emotions, generally necessary for the well being of our physical mortal child. Hormones do create emotions, but their lasting effect is generally short. Emotions that are controlled by thought control may make lasting changes that daily and constantly make these emotions.
13. Q2: Is the temple at the New Jerusalem going to be protected some way from the burning of the wicked at Christ’s coming in glory? Or is the temple going to be lifted up like the elect people who are caught up in the clouds of heaven?
A2: The righteous on the earth that will abide the burning during the second coming will be caught up in the clouds of heaven. The burning will be on the earth among the wicked, to cleanse the world of sin. In the area of the New Jerusalem, and in the areas where the other righteous people and the righteous elect dwell, their buildings and fields will not be subject to burning. If these were burned, when the saints or the elect descent with their Redeemer, and then return to their homes and lands, they would have nowhere to live. These lands of the righteous will not burn at the second coming. This includes the entire New Jerusalem area. We who are your Gods will protect your houses and lands from burning.
At the end of the millennium, there will be another burning of the earth. This time, however, the entire earth will be engulfed in flames and the earth will die. The New Jerusalem temple square area (temple, two trees of life, fountain, alter and gardens) will rise up above the earth so they will not be burned. These will descend upon the earth after it is resurrected to its celestial glory. This temple square area will be the only area on the mortal earth that will be preserved and remain forever on the exalted celestial earth.
14. Q3: Is there only one universe in space?
A3: Yes, there is only one universe. At its center galaxy are our first parent Gods. Outside of the universe is space, consisting of intelligence and elemental matter.'
I thanked my Heavenly Mother for her clear answers! I am so grateful for these sorts of questions and the clear way they are answered. I knew then my time was all done and I smiled at Heavenly Mother and closed my prayer. I then got ready for bed.
G. R's Personal Journal Entry, September 13, 2018 Thursday
1. This morning I came to my adjacent room after talking to my wife. I came to heaven at the beautiful circling waters in Heavenly Mother’s upper garden. I love the beauty, the gurgle of the stream, and the serenity of this lovely place. I drank again of living water from the stream and felt refreshed and clear. I felt I was ready for prayer.
I knelt and faced the water, looking south. I asked my Heavenly Parents to come, or one to come to me. Heavenly Father then appeared before me, to my left by the incoming stream. He took a few steps in the air then and came right in front of me. He was smiling. He also seemed very much in charge and fully aware of all that was happening on earth. He was aware of each of his children and how they were responding to his gentle promptings.
2. He then spoke:
'Raphael, I have come to you in answer to your prayer this morning. Whenever you pray, your Heavenly Mother or I will be quick in coming to you. We generally come to you on our celestial orb or in celestial realms on the earth. We are both very pleased to come and be with you!
3. This morning I wish to speak to you about true religion. You have a daughter who has been upset by a bishop in the LDS Church who has stepped out of bounds in his role as bishop. He insisted she couldn’t wear certain shoes at the sacrament meetings and spoke rudely to her. There are many leaders in this church, and in many other churches too, who use their position to promote their own agendas and views. We don’t restrict this behavior, even though it is not pleasing to us, for such incidents are what these individuals have chosen to do. We allow all men and women to act how they choose, regardless of their positions.
4. We would rather our children act in love and acceptance, gentleness and kindness when acting in positions of responsibility, particularly when they are supposed to be representing God. We encourage all our children to act even as our Beloved Son, but many seem to be blinded in their actions. Satan tempts them and they exercise unrighteous dominion.
5. James 1:26-27
"If any man among you seem to be religious, and bridleth not his tongue, but deceiveth his own heart, this man's religion is vain.
Pure religion and undefiled before God and the Father is this, to visit the fatherless and widows in their affliction, and to keep himself unspotted from the world."
6. There are relatively few men and women who act in tenderness, who forbear their own agendas and interests, and truly think more how to nourish and love another. This is pure religion! It is to such a person that we will continue to direct and bless in our gentle ways, for they act in Christ-like patterns. They hear our voice and seek to be like us and to follow our counsels.
7. When our kindly and wholesome elect interact with others around them, they truly consider the needs of others. We send increased amounts of love to them in all of their ministrations. We act through them in blessing our many needy children on the earth. These are our true disciples and servants, the elect of God. They don't need a calling in order to serve, or an assignment from church to bless others. Instead, they act in love, looking for others in need. They gently care for others' needs. They seek to maintain a balance between service and self-renewal so that they may be spiritually strong when blessing others. We send our Spirit to these choice elect servants, for they accept our promptings and act on our suggestions.
8. Raphael, the love of man is waxing cold in all segments of your society, including in religious circles. It is easy to become hurt because there are so many who carelessly interface with our tender children. More and more people are self-focused, not being considerate or even thinking of how others might feel.
9. In all of this harsh world, we will gather out our elect children who listen to our voice. We will lead them along with tenants of our pure religion. We will be by their sides as they seek to succor the feeble and needy. These humble followers of God we will mark as our elect and preserve them for a better world that is coming!'
I told my Heavenly Father that I was so pleased he addressed this topic! I had felt helpless in knowing how to care for those who are hurt or offended. I said I knew the remedy was always more love and acceptance. I thanked my Heavenly Father for his words this morning! I felt I had written them sufficiently clear to have captured the thoughts given to me of my Father this morning. I then wished to linger but I felt my time had ended with my Heavenly Father in prayer. He smiled and then disappeared, leaving me alone at the beautiful circling waters.
I wish that my interactions with others would be so gentle as these circling waters! I feel the love of God in my heart. I want to share this love with those around me by my actions, by listening and by seeking to understand them better. I then closed my prayer and started my new day!
10. In the evening–The fires in the mountain have greatly increased today, up to 20,000 acres at 4:30 p.m. This Pole Creek Fire has now caused the evacuation of the local communities of Woodland Hills and Elk Ridge tonight. This evening the fire was raging on the hills of Payson Canyon. Scary! The local Stake President had asked all the LDS members to pray at 6:30 p.m. to help quell the fires. I would like to know if these local fires were caused by the angels at the command of God. If so, would these prayers do any good?
I was wondering all of this as I approached my Gods in prayer tonight. I came to the desert oasis and knelt next to the bench, facing the water. I asked for my Heavenly Parents to come. Heavenly Father came to me, walking in the air above the sand path from my right. I saw he was not smiling but he was pleasant and not upset.
Image courtesy of KSL News
11. He spoke immediately to me:
'Raphael, I am sorry for the destruction of our forests in your local area from all the fires. We have angels now who are waiting on our directions to control weather and calamities on the earth. We initiate this now since the people will not repent and are far from us. They have become caught up with the pleasures of the world. They love to follow Satan more than us, their Heavenly Parents. There are few who seek us diligently in humble prayer, and wait for us to respond and to lead them. We have now come out of our hiding place and began to vex the nations and peoples of this earth, including those Latter-day Saints in your immediate area.
The worldwide calamities are increasing significantly. We have told our Beloved Son and our angels, to begin the desolations now more and more on the earth.
12. D&C 112:24-26
"Behold, vengeance cometh speedily upon the inhabitants of the earth, a day of wrath, a day of burning, a day of desolation, of weeping, of mourning, and of lamentation; and as a whirlwind it shall come upon all the face of the earth, saith the Lord.
And upon my house shall it begin, and from my house shall it go forth, saith the Lord;
First among those among you, saith the Lord, who have professed to know my name and have not known me, and have blasphemed against me in the midst of my house, saith the Lord."
13. We command our mortal angels in their unconscious minds so that they are not aware in their conscious minds. These commands include bringing the calamities upon the earth, using our power.'
I thanked my Heavenly Father for all his words, spoken in soberness before me. I said I would always follow whatever he tells me and keep his commandments! I closed my prayer and went to bed.
H. R's Personal Journal Entry, September 14, 2018 Friday
1. We had to leave our windows all shut because of the abundant smoke outside. At least the wind has died down! It is eerily reddish outside! My wife had a hard time sleeping last night due to all the smoke.
This morning I thought to be in synch with God's will and not to pray for the fires to stop. I do not want to pray to God for something my Heavenly Parents initiated. It does sadden me too about the destruction of all the forests that is now happening. I wonder if these calamities will awaken any of the people to the need to repent and come unto God. I wonder if they will realize that God is in control of nature in this case, and of the increasing calamities on the earth. I believe also that the earth herself is revolting and convulsing more and more because of the wickedness of her inhabitants:
2. Moses 7:48,61
"And it came to pass that Enoch looked upon the earth; and he heard a voice from the bowels thereof, saying: Wo, wo is me, the mother of men; I am pained, I am weary, because of the wickedness of my children. When shall I rest, and be cleansed from the filthiness which is gone forth out of me? When will my Creator sanctify me, that I may rest, and righteousness for a season abide upon my face?
And the day shall come that the earth shall rest, but before that day the heavens shall be darkened, and a veil of darkness shall cover the earth; and the heavens shall shake, and also the earth; and great tribulations shall be among the children of men, but my people will I preserve."
Enoch saw in vision that Zion would be established during days of great tribulations, and that Jesus Christ would come and reign on the earth for a thousand years of peace.
3. Moses 7:66
"But before that day he saw great tribulations among the wicked; and he also saw the sea, that it was troubled, and men's hearts failing them, looking forth with fear for the judgments of the Almighty God, which should come upon the wicked."
4. Such were my thoughts this morning as I prepared for prayer. I came to the fountain of living water in front of God's temple in heaven. I knelt next to the river going north that represented Heavenly Father. I asked for my Heavenly Parents, or one of them, to come to me. I then saw three beings exit the temple doors in front of me! These were Heavenly Father in the middle, Heavenly Mother on his left side, and Jesus Christ on his right. They floated up to me in the air until they were between the fountain and me. They were each firm in their visages! My Heavenly Parents wore regal robes with gold trim. Jesus wore a scarlet red robe. My Heavenly Parents wore scarlet red waist sashes. Their presence was breathtaking, full of power and control!
5. Heavenly Father spoke to me:
'Raphael, stand before us!'
I stood and looked into the face of my Heavenly Father.
He spoke again:
'Call forth all of the holy angels to stand also before us, behind you in the air and in my fields!'
I responded:
'My Heavenly Father, I will do so now!'
6. I turned and rose up in the air above the fountain. I withdrew my trumpet of God from its place and blew one note, long and loud. I then spoke with a loud voice:
'All angels of God, assemble yourselves below me in the air and in the fields to the immediate north of the fountain of living water!'
I watched and the sky became immediately full of the holy angels of God. When all were there, we all descended in the air and the fields of the Father, in front of our Gods. I turned and came in front of my Gods again, and bent one knee before them. I bent my head and said:
'My Father, all of the holy angels are now assembled before thee, as thou hast asked me to do!'
7. Heavenly Father then spoke:
'Our holy angels, I have asked our servant and chief angel, Raphael, to gather you before us three Gods in order to instruct you and give you further commandments. The inhabitants of the earth, our children, have gone far astray! Most will not repent of their wickedness. They continually follow Satan and their own self-centered ways.
8. We have called you to imbue you with our power to thrash the nations and peoples of the earth (see D&C 133:59). We will each command you to increase the calamity and tribulations coming on the earth among our children who dwell there. When you receive our commands that one of us may give you, act in swiftness! Command the elements with our authority and power to do as we direct. You are our holy angels through whom we will bring these calamities on earth.
Our intent is to gather out our elect form among all people. We have other servants that will also help gather these elect. However, it is upon you and through you that the destructions will come forth, prior to the establishment of Zion and the glorious return to earth of Jesus Christ, our Beloved Son.'
9. He looked to his right side to Jesus Christ. The Father then extended both of his hands towards the angels. Great light came forth and imbued all of the angels in light and God's power! I felt the light enter my being from my head to my feet! I was lifted up on my feet from my bent knee position. I felt very clear and full of might and strength! It was like the angels and I had been empowered or endowed with God's holy power, to do all we would be commanded to execute, in their holy name and by their authority and power! I felt extremely assured and full of confidence!
Suddenly our Gods were gone from before us. I turned, raised myself in the air above the angels, and withdrew my sword of Raphael above my head.
10. I then spoke loudly:
'Let us all now go forth in the power of God to do all we are commanded!'
There was a loud shout 'Amen' from the angels! The male angels who had swords raised them high in the air also. All others raised both hands above their heads. I brought forward the sword of Raphael. Silver lightning came forth and connected to each sword tip and to all uplifted hands of the angels. We then vanished from sight, each angel going to their station to await the commands of God"
I myself was immediately back in my adjacent room in my house. I knew my prayer was concluded. I knew what I recorded was true and accurate!
11. I then knelt down and thanked my God for this dramatic vision in my prayer this morning. I next realized that we have the Jewish holiday Yom Kippur, the holiest day of the year, next week starting at sundown 9/18/2018 and ending 9/19/2018 at sundown. This is the Day of Atonement, considered the most important and holiest day of the Jewish faith. On this day Jews ask God for forgiveness for their sins, seeking to be accepted before God. See my post 59 for what happened in 2017.
For we who are the mortal holy angels, I think too we should seek forgiveness of our sins and weaknesses, for we will be acting in God's power and strength soon in the heavens, and need to be clean and pure.
I have a trip planned to Portland, Oregon on Sept. 19th, leaving at 7:29 p.m. This is the time of sundown, or the ending of Yom Kippur. I will have time with my sister during the few days I am visiting her and my aging mother. It will be interesting what may occur during this time we are together!
I closed my prayer and started my new day.
12. Evening– We have been sadly watching the fire on the mountain creep closer and closer to homes. The area burned is now 106 square miles. It is now the number one fire concern in the nation! The fire is burning on our side of the mountain now in four spots. We can see when large trees get engulfed, for the flames are 50-80 feet tall and very wild!
Anyway, I have been thinking of the experience this morning at the fountain of living water when our three Gods came. The Stake President asked again tonight for all the members to pray at 8:00 p.m. to implore God to stop the fire. I came into my room at 7:50 and prayed. I felt to pray along with the stake but I felt that the fires would still burn as they would burn and were directed by the angels.
Here are two scriptures about this.
13. D&C 38:11-12
"For all flesh is corrupted before me; and the powers of darkness prevail upon the earth, among the children of men, in the presence of all the hosts of heaven–
Which causeth silence to reign, and all eternity is pained, and the angels are waiting the great command to reap down the earth, to gather the tares that they may be burned; and, behold, the enemy is combined."
14. D&C 86:5
"Behold, verily I say unto you, the angels are crying unto the Lord day and night, who are ready and waiting to be sent forth to reap down the fields."
15. To me, it seems that all the angels are now poised in the celestial realms on the earth, and our three Gods are giving more and more directives for them to "reap down the fields" in the earth, causing calamities and destructions among the wicked. The mortal angels are simple and many are unlearned in their mortal lives. Look at this scripture:
16. D&C 35:13
"Wherefore, I call upon the weak things of the world, those who are unlearned and despised, to thrash the nations by the power of my Spirit."
17. I came to the lake at God's Loving Healing Center tonight. I knelt by the little stream that flows into the lake. I raised my hands above my head and asked for my Heavenly Father and/or Heavenly Mother to come. I then observed and waited.
My Heavenly Mother appeared before me to my left on the other side of the small stream. She was smiling at me. She seemed very open and accepting of me!
18. She spoke:
'Raphael, you are correct in that all of the holy angels are poised in heaven. They are waiting our commands to reap the fields (the tares) of the earth. In so doing, the wicked will be destroyed and the elect saved, according to the parable of the wheat and tares.
We have empowered you and all our angels to fully act in our name, with our authority, as we command. Each holy angel awaits our commands and has promised to strictly obey our directions. All is therefore ready for these weak of the earth to thrash the nations by our power and Spirit.
19. Raphael, you do not know any of our specific directions for yourself and the angels in your conscious mind. However, in your replicated, unconscious self, you are acting in great power as our leader of the angels in these last days, in the celestial realms and in heaven.
Do not fret or worry, Raphael, for all is in control and in our hands. We will lead you and our angels, step by step in this great work. We will prepare the world for the elect who will inherit it. There is a beautiful world ahead!'
I thanked my Heavenly Mother for her comfort and assurance! I feel so safe in her presence and in my Heavenly Father's presence. I love being in their kingdom, speaking to them and especially hearing their words.
Heavenly Mother said it was time for me to go to bed and get sleep. She again told me not to worry, but that all would turn out well for the righteous. She then departed and I ended my prayer and got ready for bed.
I. R's Personal Journal Entry, September 15, 2018 Saturday
1. We slept again with all our windows closed. I awoke to thick smoke outside again and an eerie glow! We cannot see the mountains.
I came to the south side of God's temple in heaven for my prayer this morning. I knelt on the grass facing east. I asked for my Heavenly Parents or one of them to come.
Heavenly Mother then appeared to my left! She was smiling and extended her right hand to me. I stood and took her hand in my left. We then started walking around the temple on the beautiful grass, heading east toward her gardens and river.
2. She then spoke and asked that I write her words:
'Raphael, I will bless your daughter who is needing healing work. When we come to such a healing request as you ask, we know what needs healing in her and our children. We always send our light and love as part of the healing process. We can fully discern and correct infection and inflammation, as is this case, by our power, acting through you as our conduit.
You may observe what we do with your spiritual perceptions as we heal and bless our children. We may heal our children immediately or we may choose to do this gradually. We may also not choose to heal our children at a given time, all based on our individual plan for the mortal probation of our needy child.
3. This morning I would like to address the thoughts that people in your area express about miracles happening and being moved by our Spirit. In the correspondence from the Stake President, he said many prayers were answered and many miracles occurred already with regards to the fire. However, we who are your Gods have withheld intervening with the course of the fire, since it was us who commanded our angels in the first place to inflame again the fire to where it is this morning. We do this as part of our overall plan to try our people and ultimately cleanse the wicked.
4. We have answered the prayers of the faithful with comfort and with as much peace as they would accept. We are pleased that there are some who have begun to awaken to the greater need to connect more fully to us, their Gods. As our children come unto us, we will guide them and comfort them. We also expect that they obey our promptings that we give them.
As far as many miracles go, there have been no miracles with respect to the fire. These are more sensational words from the Stake President to promote feelings that God will stay the fires.
5. With regards to our children being moved upon by the Spirit, there is a lot of confusion there too. The current culture of the Latter-day Saints promotes the attitude that God acts and works in the lives of many members of the Church. However, this is not the case now, for our interactions with the people are few since they will not humbly come unto us and repent. They say they are moved by the Spirit in order to impress their fellows, and may conjure up their own emotions, which are not from us, their Gods. I am not pleased when our Latter-day Saints say that the Holy Ghost moved them to do a certain action that I never inspired! Our children instead need to humbly approach us, seeking to follow whatever we may prompt them. Many of our children are afraid to do this since they are inwardly unwilling to follow us. They act in fear more to offending or confronting the norms of their broken culture than in truly wanting to follow us. Their communications with us are shallow and insincere.
6. If they do humbly and openly call upon us, their God, and persist in their desires, we will ease their burdens and guide them to a happier life and true revelation from us. They will learn like eager little children! However, there are few now who come to us in such an attitude.
We will therefore cause more calamities to come upon the earth, upon our children, as a whirlwind. This we do to help the elect be shaken to a point to come unto us, as we need them to do. They will have a glorious future if they drop their wicked desires, their attachments to false beliefs, and their hopes to be part of the current culture.
7. Raphael, we are pleased with our holy angels and their obedience to us. Many are in their own mortal experience like you are now. We will guide and bless these spiritually strong leaders who are acting in our behalf in the celestial realms of the earth. We are pleased when they live quiet, righteous lives on the earth, waiting upon God for guidance in their lives.
Our works and our acts are strange to those who don't know our ways (see Isaiah 28:21). We will become more and more known among the faithful who will love to hear our voice and follow our counsels. We will also become more and more feared among the wicked and ungodly.'
8. We had reached the river that flows softly, that represents Heavenly Mother. She turned and spoke these words:
'Raphael, I am so pleased with you and your daily efforts to keep in touch with us! I will send my Spirit with you continually as you live today!'
She pulled me close and we embraced! I felt her deep love for me, and her yearnings for all her wayward children on earth now! I understood then more fully why she and Heavenly Father are coming out of hiding to vex the nations and peoples of the earth! She then smiled and turned, walking in the air across her river into her lower gardens. I watched as she went into her gardens and was out of sight.
9. Evening– My wife talked to me about how it makes us sad or upset when we are not in our own business, but in other peoples' business or in God's business. For some reason this really "clicked" with me, especially about the fires: This is really ALL God's business and not our own. My business is what I have control of that is myself and my thoughts. What is reality is not changeable by me. God is in charge of God's business, and my Heavenly Parents are in charge of the local fires.
There are local members who desire to importune God to change the course of the fires. I have been told that to stop the fires is not the plan of God. This is really God's business and not my own. I will pray and fast with the stake tomorrow, but I will pray for the elect to be awakened and come to God, for this is the intent of God in part in having these fires. I for sure don't want to pray against God! Far better it is to pray to know God's will and then align ourselves to it.
10. I feel somehow relieved from the sadness I have felt today because of the fires, and because of the increasing of calamities on the earth. This is all God's business. I may be asked in my stewardship as an angel of God, in the celestial realms, to obey God's commands to create calamities on the earth. This is all God's business and not mine. I am the servant of God and have covenanted to always obey every command with exactness and swiftness. I am doing God's will, not my own. It is fully acting in God's business.
11. Tonight I came to the desert oasis in heaven. It was so calm there and it was evening. There was a moon and stars in the skies above me. All was calm and peaceful. I had no anxiety. I felt clean and pure before God and ready to commune with my Gods.
I knelt before the bench, facing the oasis. I asked for my Heavenly Parents to come. I then saw both of my Heavenly Parents appear before me on the water! They came in the air to a point directly before me. They were in a soft glow of light around their persons. They were both smiling and calm.
12. Heavenly Father spoke to me:
'Raphael, you were fretting and being sad this afternoon, thinking about all of the calamities that we are bringing upon the earth. However, this was not your business, but ours. We have full control of the elements and the earth, its destiny and the destiny of our children who live on her face. You came to the correct perspective tonight, to drop all your thoughts of wanting to change what we have already initiated. This is our decision, our plan for the earth and its inhabitants. We are most pleased when you obey our commandments and seek diligently to know our will for you and then to do it with all your heart.
Because you now do this, you have a correct perspective. You are also relieved of the stress of thinking about the consequences, for this is not your business. Therefore, first seek to know our will and then to support our decisions with all your heart.'
13. Heavenly Mother then spoke:
'Raphael, when you fully obey our will, we will greatly bless you. We will bless all of our children who come unto us humbly and seek to first know our will and then to act in harmony with our will.
This is the only way we accept of our children who may fast and pray to us: they need to openly and humbly seek our will, find first our will, and then act in harmony. At some times their prayers may sway our decisions if we are not intent against a certain desire they may have. However, if these desires involve others we never force our children, for each is given a precious gift to decide what they wish to do.
14. In the case of the fires in your area, it is our will that these fires be unabated until we will. We are in control of these fires. Prayers that seek to counter our will we will not answer. Only the prayers of the righteous who know our will and then don't seek to counter our will, we will bless, depending upon their faith and persistence.'
I was very grateful to learn these important principles of prayer and fasting and of importuning God. I feel very happy to now be in my own business. I will find out first God's will and then align my life with their plan!
I closed my prayer and left God's presence in the desert oasis. I then got ready for bed.
J. R's Personal Journal Entry, September 16, 2018 Sunday
1. I recalled last night while going to bed the story of Lachoneus, the governor of the land of the Nephites. The robbers had infested the land. He could not be frightened by the epistle of Giddianhi, the leader of the robbers. Lachoneus found out God's will first and then caused his people that they "should cry unto the Lord for strength against the time that the robbers should come down against them" (3 Nephi 3:12). He sent a proclamation that they should all gather in one place.
2. He then said this in 3 Nephi 3:15-16
"Yea, he said unto them: As the Lord liveth, except ye repent of all your iniquities, and cry unto the Lord, ye will in nowise be delivered out of the hands of those Gadianton robbers.
And so great and marvelous were the words and prophecies of Lachoneus that they did cause fear to come upon all the people; and they did exert themselves in their might to do according to the words of Lachoneus."
Lachoneus was called a "just man". He first found out God's will and then directed his people to comply. This resulted in the full defeat of the robbers in the land.
3. 3 Nephi 4:31, 33
"And it came to pass that they did break forth, all as one, in singing, and praising their God for the great thing which he had done for them, in preserving them from falling into the hands of their enemies.
. . . and they knew it was because of their repentance and their humility that they had been delivered from an everlasting destruction."
4. This is such a great example of a leader first finding out God's will, directing his people to conform to the will of God, and then having them fully act in prayer and fasting, repenting and gathering, and then fighting their enemy. God strengthened them in the battle and they were fully delivered.
Similarly, God now wants the peoples of the earth to repent and to come to God in humility and openness of their hearts. If they do this, God will lead them and protect them. If not, more and more calamities will come into their lives and the wicked will perish.
5. Unlike Lachoneus, the Stake President is asking the people to fast and pray that God will stop the fires. He should ask the people instead to repent and come before God in humility. The people need to drop their attachments to the wicked things of the world, and drop their own selfish desires. They need to act more like the Nephites of old in repenting in humility.
Anyway, I want to now connect to my God in prayer. I love to come into the presence of God and to hear his/ her words and then to obey them!
I came this morning to the little forest just northwest of the circling waters. I walked up the path to the horizontal log. There I knelt, leaning upon the log, facing northeast. I asked for my Heavenly Parents to come.
Heavenly Father appeared in front of the log in front of me! He was smiling. His eyes were deep and full of acceptance for me. He seemed to be so fully in control of all of his domains and creations. I had utmost confidence in whatever he might say.
6. He then spoke:
'Raphael, we have brought the story of Lachoneus and the robbers to your mind last night. This remarkable story is in the Book of Mormon because of the similar need of the people in your day to repent in humility and to come unto us. You are correct that our intention is to stir up our people to repentance. They first need to know our will and then to pray and fast in the humility of their hearts, and openness to us. We will then be able to lead them step by step to a life that will bring them the most joy and satisfaction they could receive! It is not about the fires; it is about them dropping their wicked ways and truly coming unto us in humility, being determined to obey our words and to keep our commandments.
7. This next Tuesday at sundown to Wednesday at sundown is Yom Kippur. This is the last of the ten days of Rosh Hashanah, of penitence of our people. Our people are to fast and to repent of their sins during this time. Yom Kippur is the Day of Atonement, where our Beloved Son will forgive them of their sins so they might be clean before us and be prepared to come into our holy presence.
8. Last year on Yom Kippur, I addressed you after your Heavenly Mother and I ascended the treacherous rocks from the deep hole on our celestial orb. I said then that your Heavenly Mother and I would freely accept and welcome those who come unto us in humility and repentance. I also said that the next day would begin more tribulations in increasing numbers upon the elect and upon the world (see my post 59 at the end).
We extend once more this same invitation to all the truly humble and open that come unto us! We will accept these sincere souls who repent and we will forgive them through the merits of our Beloved Son, who has wrought such a great atonement for them!
9. This year, even more tribulations are coming on the earth, to cleanse the world of the wicked and to help gather out the elect who repent. Keep in the attitude of humility, repentance, willingness to obey our commandments, and all will be well with you. Seek us diligently and we will lead you along to safety and a better world. This is our declaration to all of our children now living on earth!'
I thanked my Heavenly Father for his words! I have utmost confidence in him and in Heavenly Mother and Jesus Christ. They are all-powerful, in control, and have a plan to bring their children back to them. I am so grateful for this wonderful rescue plan they have revealed.
Heavenly Father then smiled again and began fading from before me. I was soon on my knees alone at the horizontal log in the forest. I closed my prayer in the name of Jesus Christ. I then got up and started my Sabbath day. I plan to fast and pray today for the welfare of the people in our area.
10. After church–My wife and I attended the "green church" in Payson, Utah built originally in 1897. During the sacrament I felt to go west to the overlook on the path next to the green hill, with God's temple in the distance.
When we were singing the last verse of the hymn, Jesus Christ came in front of me in the air above me. He wore a scarlet red robe that was breezing in the wind. After the prayer by the priest on the bread, Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother flanked Jesus on his right and left sides. Jesus was in the center.
I made my sacrament covenant with my Heavenly Parents.
11. Heavenly Mother then spoke to me:
'Raphael, we three Gods before you accept the covenant you have just made with us. We will send to you our Spirit to be with you always. Before you came to this chapel, you went with your wife to the Payson Main Street Park. In this park were very large and majestic trees, blowing in the wind. If we had wanted, we could easily have sent a destroying wind or fire to destroy all the trees in the park. Likewise, the structures of men, the cities of men, the many forests and anything on the earth's surface could also be easily changed or destroyed by us who are the Gods of this world.
12. Our designs in these last days are to gather our elect, to destroy the wicked and to usher in the glorious millennial day. Our Beloved Son (she looked at her right to Jesus Christ) will come in great glory to usher in this thousand years of reigning on the earth. These are our purposes and designs for the earth and our children who dwell thereon. In the process, we may also destroy some structures or cities of man and some of our beautiful forests and nature. However, our purposes will roll forth unabated on the earth.'
Then my Heavenly Parents left by departing behind their Beloved Son, Jesus Christ. They left into the skies above.
Jesus Christ was left alone before me. He did not speak but he stood in great majesty. I gazed into his loving yet firm eyes. I saw so much compassion and love. I recognized these eternity eyes of my Redeemer! His robes started blowing more and then he too went back into the skies gradually until he was gone. The sacrament ended and the meeting started. I then started writing all of this in my journal.
13. In the evening–I spent time late this afternoon in acting as a conduit for Heavenly Mother's healing for my daughter who came to be helped. She didn't know of Heavenly Mother's participation, but I definitely felt my Mother's presence. It was a beautiful experience of healing and getting answers.
Tonight I came to the granite outcropping at the east end of Heavenly Mother's upper gardens. I saw the temple to the west, in the far distance. I knelt on the granite and asked for my Heavenly Parents to come. Heavenly Mother was immediately at my left side, standing on the granite. She was smiling at me, had her normal sparkling eyes, and had a soft glow around her! I was thrilled to be again in her presence!
14. Heavenly Mother then spoke:
'Raphael, I too am glad to come to you so often in our kingdom.
One of our mortal angels wrote to you, asking that many now and in the past never connected with their unconscious minds. She asked if these would be members of the Church of the Firstborn?
15. To answer this question, our faithful children may not need to know that they are connecting to their unconscious mind. It doesn't matter what one calls it, but the important thing is that they sense or hear our voice and then have courage to follow our direction. There have been many who have done this very thing and continue to do so even in your day. The scriptures call this the Spirit of God, being moved by the Spirit, receiving a witness or a testimony from God, and many more descriptions. These all come in recognizable ways to our children. The more sure and unmarked from the stains of the world our people are, the more obvious and clear our words come to them. These all come from their unconscious mind, although they may call this a feeling or a witness or something else.
The process is the same for all our children who hear our voice and follow our commandments. We lead them step by step even until they are cleansed by the blood of Jesus Christ and brought back into our very presence.'
I thanked my Heavenly Mother for her clear answer. I felt very satisfied in her answer tonight. She then took my hand and asked me to stand. We then went towards the temple, hand in hand. Somehow I watched Heavenly Mother and me from a replicated perspective on the granite outcropping. I longed to be with her in my awareness, in my conscious mind. Her voice then came into my mind:
'Raphael, be patient and in time all your replicated minds will be awakened to your conscious mind!'
I thanked her for her words and comfort! I then closed my prayer and got ready for bed."