A. R's Personal Journal Entry, January 11, 2020, Saturday

1. Last night my wife and I went on a date and got to bed late. Right before bed I did light clearing on all of the people on my list (14 people) and I was amazed how much intense light came via my hands to them! However much I intended to shine forth on each one, or on specific areas of their bodies, it was done. I thanked my Heavenly Mother who was next to me providing this intense light.

2. She spoke to me next: 'Raphael, each week the intensity of the light coming forth out of your hands will increase, even according to your intentions, until you are fully trained. I will be with you, and will guide you in all these things.'

3. I felt buoyed up and awed by her power I felt in her light. I thanked her again and then went to bed.

4. This morning I slept in a little later than normal. I will now do the light healing on these same people and try to observe what happens. I am excited about this work, and desire to help others improve and heal. I know of myself I am nothing, but with God's power all things are possible.

5. Later–I just finished my light energy session for these fourteen people. I learned one thing in this process: I noticed a difference in trying to project more light on each person, versus just observing that light already present. Last night when I felt so much light coming out of my hands I didn't have to "try" to project this intense light, for it just came freely and abundantly. This is the state of how I think I should be in when I project light on others. It should project freely without me trying so much to do so.

6. This morning I intended to "observe" only and feel the amount of light from each person, or from each area on these persons that they were shining with. When I didn't try to project light, but instead observed the light, I could really tell the difference. When observing, I felt the same intensity of light that I put into them last night come forth through my observing hands. It was very bright light, and I confirmed this intense light had continued since last night. I asked, when trying to observe each person: "help me to see or observe the intensity of the healing light that continues to shine from this person." I then felt the light come from them, back through my hands and out the back of my hands.

In all of this, the key is to be intuitive and to just follow my impressions.

B. R's Personal Journal Entry, January 12, 2020, Sunday

1. I awoke this morning refreshed and feeling happy and settled. I came into my private bedroom and sat in my recliner. I enjoyed a wonderful meditative session wherein I learned a lot!

I came in prayer before my Heavenly Father and the little stream just north of God's Loving Healing Lake. He was smiling and full of light. I asked that I learn what he wanted me to learn this morning.

2. I came before each of the 14 people on my list that I had before been the conduit of Heavenly Mother's healing light. I was very successful in bringing my physical hands in front of me and feeling clearly the light of God flow into the person or targeted area of their person, or flowing out of this person. I could "intend" to observe at first the level of healing light that God was continually sending to them. When I asked in my mind to God that I might "see" how much healing light was coming from them, I could instantly feel this light. Some people had huge healing light, and some were not so bright. I then asked if Heavenly Father wanted more healing light to flow into them, and asked that I might feel this light flow. As I did, I know if more light was to be given or not by the increased flow of light through my hands. I was simply an observer, and Heavenly Father controlled all the flow of the healing light.

3. I also could zoom in or zoom out in size around the person. As I got close, for example, to their head, I could feel more light coming into my palms and out of the backside of my hands. It was a great feeling to be able to observe and access the level of light flowing into them from God in this way! As I was doing this, I was simply observing.

4. I then asked if I, being God's conduit, could be the means for more light to flow to that person? For some people, I knew there was sufficient healing light, but for others I immediately felt the increased flow of light from Heavenly Father, through me to the person needing more healing! The feeling came through my hands, which seemed to become very attenuated to the flow of healing light. I was only a conduit, and only asking Heavenly Father questions and then observing or feeling the flow of light. Of myself, I was generating no light, but was a means by which light flowed directly from God to my client, or the person needing healing. It was a remarkable feeling!

5. After visiting all 14 people, I thought to keep my hands on my lap while sitting in my chair in my private bedroom. I had been bringing my physical hands in front of me, and feeling through my spirit hands that were inside my physical hands. I believe my spirit hands were what was attenuated to the flow of light that I was feeling.

6. I then asked my Heavenly Father to help me "feel" or "sense" this flow of light through my replicated spirit hands that I viewed or imagined come before me. I viewed them come up from my physical hands that were on my lap, and come in front of me. At that time I could see them before me, spiritually, perceiving them in my mind and not with my physical sight.

7. I then came back to a few of the people I had been the conduit for, and tried to feel the flow of light through my spirit hands in front of me. At first it was harder to feel this flow of light, but soon I felt the light flow, just like I had done earlier through my physical hands.

8. I then asked that I might have Emma, college girl that I had come last night to our folk dance, to come to me. I then could see her in front of me, and I asked if I could be her conduit to bring more healing light to her. She agreed. I then brought my spirit hands around her head and asked Heavenly Father if he would send Heavenly Mother's light of healing to Emma. I immediately felt the flow of light come through my hands to Emma's head. Her head was at first dark, but then the light flowed into her in great abundance! I felt the light flow to her head through my spirit hands. I then backed away, or zoomed out, with my spirit hands, and asked that I be able to feel the level of light coming into Emma. I immediately felt light coming from her, into my palms and out the back of my hands. As I brought my spirit hands closer to Emma's head, the flow of light through my hands increased. I knew Heavenly Father was directing light to her, and that she was shining this light from her being. I was feeling the amount of light shining from Emma.

I next zoomed out a little and over her entire body, and she was shining light in all areas of her body too. Heavenly Father was sending forth to her continual healing light, and the light was abundant.

I thanked Emma for coming, and told her she was receiving healing light from our Heavenly Father. She was smiling, and then departed.

9. It seems that once I initiate the healing light flowing from God, as God's conduit, that the light is started. Once started, it continues to flow whether I am there or not. Somehow I get it started. However, none of this healing light comes from me at all, but I am only a pass-through being where this light initially starts to flow through. I feel it is like the circuitry is already in place for the light to flow, but somehow my intention to have the person healed, according to God's will, is what flips the switch, or the flow of healing light from God. I then can walk away and the flow of light just keeps flowing.

10. And then sometimes when I come back to observe the person again. I generally come back every 12 hours of earth time, in the morning and at night. I see the light still flowing, and sometimes lessened. In either case, I bring my hands around the person or a particular area of that person, and ask God if any more healing light should flow. Often I feel increased light flow from God into the person at that time. This light then continues to flow when I leave.

11. I also ask when my hands are around my client, whether God wants a healing gift done for them? If God wants a particular gift done, to clear unwanted energy and fill more with healing light, I then perceive for what gift I am to act as God's conduit. I then immediately do this gift, and God again provides all the healing light and power of healing.

This all is so very remarkable to me! I feel so blessed to be God's conduit of healing, and to see and feel so clearly what God is doing for his/her child who needs healing. What a great gift.

12. My intention is that I may be proficient at being God's conduit without raising my physical hands in front of me, but to do it all with my spirit hands. These are not observed by others who may be around me in mortality. Therefore I may truly act incognito, or without being noticed. This is how I would like to usually act, for I want to seem like an ordinary man without any fanfare. In a particular case, if God wants me to reveal any part of what I am doing, I will do that. Otherwise, my intention is to do all of this in secret, in the spirit realms and not in the physical realm.

13. Evening–Tonight we returned home after most of the day away. At church, during the sacrament, I came to the little knoll above the circling waters. After I partook of the bread and made my covenant with my Heavenly Father who was before me, he accepted my covenant and said that he and Heavenly Mother would always be with me. Then Heavenly Father spoke:

14. 'Raphael, what you have experienced with your new insights in your healing work this morning are real. Continue to be observant of all we lead you to do. Be very open and perceptive, and ask of us and observe what we do. In this way you will be trained and instructed by us, and not man.'

15. Heavenly Mother then also came next to him, and spoke: 'Raphael, you are doing well in your healing efforts. We will open up healing gifts for your wife and two daughters and son in the future. Many people will be conduit of healing for our healing power in a future day. My healing light will flow through them to those in distress and great need. We will heal and bless our own!'

I felt very thankful for her and Heavenly Father's words!

16. In the meeting, my wife was having sinus pain. I sought to act as God's conduit of Heavenly Mother's light. I was directed to do a God's Loving Focus gift on her head, and felt my Heavenly Mother's hands behind my right spirit hand that was directly behind her sinuses. She pushed gently behind my hand, and our joint hands gradually moved together. When the "stuff" came out, it was green and even aged, like it had been in her sinus cavity for many years! I whisked it away then filled her sinuses with light, by my intention and Heavenly Mother sending forth her light. Soon my wife's head appeared very bright and shining. I hope she gets relief sometime today, from her growing sinus pain.

4. My daughter, who had been sick for 20 months, also needed some healing work. Heavenly Mother did a God's Loving Embrace gift on her. I think the scan adhesions and visceral issues she had in her abdomen were removed because of this healing gift, particularly with her kidneys and bladder. She seems like a normal functioning person afterwards, and was shining with Heavenly Mother's heavenly light. I was very hopeful! I watched and observed as Heavenly Mother healed her with the golden rings of fire, the deep breathing, and finally lighting up her seven chakras, one at a time. Everything that I could perceive and view after the healing gift seemed so full of light and seemed to be normal again. We will see, and I'll talk to her soon.

5. I felt like I was truly a conduit and not the healer in all of this today. I felt light flow in and out of my hands, and I observed the various parts or sections of the healing gifts that Heavenly Mother was fully doing. I could see before and after the healing, and it was clear to me the changes in body tissues and amounts of heavenly light. I felt very honored to participate and watch!

Tar oozing out the rocks on the beach!

E. R's Personal Journal Entry, January 16, 2020, Thursday

1. Today I worked on all of the people on my list (now 23 people). It takes me about one hour, slightly more if I do lots of healing gifts.

2. I later talked with my sister K. It was very nice to connect to her! She also sends healing light to those she works on, but doesn't do any particular healing gift. In all of this healing work, I do it using lots of intuition and heavenly guidance.

3. I have been getting better with all of this. I feel I am now about 60% trained. I plan to make time available in the morning and night so that I may progress as fast as I am able. I do not know what this training will be.

4. Later, after my evening light session: It seems that my role is to:

1) Invite God to send the healing light to those who wish to receive healing. They each give me their permission.

2) The healing light continues throughout the day and night after it initially comes.

3) If the healing light diminishes, when I check back in, then I ask if there is anything I can do as God's conduit. There usually is, and I perceive that this is a clearing process of some kind, by using whatever healing gift I perceive is needed. When the unwanted energy is removed by God, I then go back and check again to see if more light has come to the person or the specific area. Almost always, there is a significant level of more healing light.

5. In all of my learning, I believe I need to press forth with diligence in order to truly learn (see 2 Nephi 31:20).

6. I told my sister on the phone today that it seems that one major chapter in my life has been completed, with all of my posts up to post 146 that I completed in December 2019.

Now there is a new phase, and this is my real core mission of healing. I feel very excited to learn my true core mission to a much higher degree, being trained by Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother, and not by man. I pray to be receptive to all they will show me. I also pray for the mortal healing angels and celestial servants, and all humble and open followers of Jesus Christ upon whom the great power of healing will be conferred on in the near future. What great days we live in!

F. R's Personal Journal Entry, January 17, 2020, Friday

1. This morning in my light healing session, I brought everyone up to receiving the full healing light of God, acting as God's conduit. I did this for the same 23 people. At the end, I felt to do a healing light "endowment" on five children, all at once. These were all siblings. I was before them and raised my right hand, and stood with intention that Heavenly Father would send forth healing light upon all of them. It was then instantly done for all five children! I didn't feel like the light came at all through me, but just came to them, by the will of God. I then checked each one, and they were all filled with healing light, and were each in the state of healing.

2. This morning I also visualized me as Raphael, in my angel vestures, full of light. The entire process this morning went quicker and with more power and effectiveness. I plan to do this healing process in this way in the future.

3. I have a feeling that I will be visualizing me more clearly, in my angel vestures as Raphael, an angel full of light who stands in the presence of God. I actually feel that God is by my side continually, so in this way I am truly in the presence of God. It is in this way that I believe I will be able to affect healing for the people, acting as God's conduit for Heavenly Mother's healing light.

Question from M.A. when she edited this post 149:

"I am a little confused. In your last post 148, you were told you only needed to do it once for each person and yet in this post you are sending healing light over and over for the same group. Which is correct? I’ve been told that I need to do it only once. . .

What do you think ?"

Here is what she was referring to from post 148:

post 148A3. "Here is my list of questions and her answers:
. . .
Q2 Once I shower them with light (Intention Healing), to the highest level of healing they can receive, do I do this again?
A2 No, one time of light clearing and healing is enough."

I also wrote this in post 148:

post 148H6. "Once you shine my healing light on an individual, I continue to shine forth my healing on them. Usually when you come back to them, you observe that my light is still shining on them. Sometimes it takes a few days of the light shining on them to loosen the unwanted energy that is causing distress, sickness, darkness, and reduced function in their body. However, after my healing light breaks forth upon them, you often see that this unwanted energy can then be removed through one or more of the healing gifts that we have revealed to you and that you have described on your website."

Answer to M.A.'s question: I am in training, and am not exactly sure how this will all play out. Right now I am doing my light therapy on the same people twice a day. I am able to see that sometimes the light dims between the times that the light from God comes upon them. I don't know if this is because I am in training, and not fully endowed as a healing angel, working from my mortal body. I guess time will tell.

I do believe that once a person is fully healed, there will be no more need to send additional healing light on that person, or upon their particular ailment. However, if they are in the state of healing, I believe that additional light will only enhance their healing, and keep it in a high state of healing.

Flowers growing on the side of the road in the nearby mountains