The Corona (see 150G4 below)
150. The Corona
2-9-2020
Dear friends,
There has been a lot in news about the new coronavirus recently that started in China. However, this post is about another corona. It has come in a way that I could never have dreamed of! I hope that you will read and ponder this post prayerfully, and make sure that I speak the truth from God, and not from myself.
I trust most of you have also received your thumb drive by now. If not, just let me know.
Warmly,
R
P.S. If you are a healing angel, please consider the admonitions to me to study all that I have written about healing on my website to be something for you also to do. Please pray about this and receive your own direction from God.
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A. R's Personal Journal Entry, January 21, 2020, Tuesday
1. Evening–Tonight I met with my Heavenly Father at the little meadow in the depression just west of the top of the switchback, on the opposite side of God's Loving Healing Lake. I was kneeling near the horizontal log there, facing the little hill that comes into the meadow.
2. Heavenly Father appeared before me and spoke: 'Raphael, when you act as my conduit for healing tonight, you will be able to see me, but the 31 people on your list will only see you and not me. This is generally how it will occur. They may come in their replicated spirits to our healing center, and will see you. We will generally remain in our higher celestial sphere and you will see us, but they will not.'
3. He then asked me to ask everyone in the group to come in the meadow, and then to act as his conduit for healing upon them.
4. I stood and asked all 31 people on my list to come before me in this beautiful meadow. I then told them I would act as a conduit for healing from God to them.
5. I asked in my mind that Heavenly Father send his healing power through the intense healing light from Heavenly Mother to each one of them before me. In a few seconds I felt a surge of elation, and my healing stone lit up momentarily. I then knew they had all been either healed or put in a state of healing by my Heavenly Father.
6. I checked my wife who was in the group, and found she was all in the state of healing. I was very pleased and turned and thanked my Heavenly Father who was standing next to me.
7. I observed that my intention in doing all of this was very critical in having it happen. I thanked my Heavenly Father for his great gift of healing to these choice people. He smiled and then was gone. I then excused the people and left.
8. I have been trying to listen and read as much as I could on my own website. I am systematically going through every part of my website which speaks of healing. I am trying to absorb it all so that I am fully aware of all I have written on healing.
B. R's Personal Journal Entry, January 23, 2020, Thursday
1. Today my wife and I are leaving on a 2-day getaway, just us two. We are flying to Santa Barbara, California, and one of our daughters is coming to stay with our dependent son. We are excited about our trip together!
2. Last night and this morning I came to God's Loving Healing Lake. Both times all 31 people on my list came were buoyed up by God's healing light.
3. This morning Heavenly Mother came and spoke to me. Here is what she said:
'Raphael, continue bringing your entire group of people on your list to receive my healing light until you are fully trained. Once you have read or listened and absorbed all about healing from your website and your posts (see my postnote at the end of this post), I will let you know that you are fully trained as a healing angel in mortality. At that time I will give you directions on how to act as a conduit for the people on your list. I will also inspire you to act as our conduit for healing for others. I am pleased with your progress, Raphael!'
4. I thanked my Heavenly Mother for her instructions. I told her I loved her, and would keep her commandments. She then left and I closed my prayer.
C. R's Personal Journal Entry, January 26, 2020, Sunday
1. I was quite exhausted when we got home from our trip and went dancing last night. My wife and I ate late and went right to bed. I awoke past midnight and tried to do light therapy back in time to about 6 PM. At the time I thought it was possible. I hope I receive some guidance today on this. I have been doing this light therapy with all 31 of the people on my list, twice a day while on our short vacation. It seemed to have worked just fine. I wasn't able to read one single article or post while in Santa Barbara, however. I am eager to get back to doing this today some time.
2. This morning I came to the northern shore on God's Loving Healing Lake. I saw myself clothed as Raphael. I asked for Heavenly Father to come, which he did. Here are words he spoke:
3. 'Raphael, I am please you enjoyed so much your trip with your wife.
You are also correct that you, as a healing angel, may go backwards in time and act as our conduit of healing. I did that this early morning for you, according to your desires.
4. We desire also that you continue in acting as our healing servant, in a training state until you have read and studied all that you have written and the videos that you have created relating to healing that are available on your own website. Once done, you will have our greater power given to you of healing as our holy conduit.
5. Call again the 31 individuals before you on the lake, and I will continue placing them in a state of healing.'
6. I then stood, and Heavenly Father came to my left side. We faced the lake. I then called all 31 people to come, and they came. I asked Heavenly Father to send forth the healing light of Heavenly Mother to them to continue to shine forth her light upon them. I then saw my healing stone light up. I also felt assurance that all were boosted with her light. I checked out 5 or 6 individuals among the group, and confirmed that they were glowing with healing light. I dismissed them and they departed.
7. I then turned to my Heavenly Father and asked him a question. I had heard on the airplane, M.S.'s podcast wherein he testified that he had heard from his Father by the Spirit, that the LDS Church was his precious earthly church, or words to that effect. I asked my Father to fill me with peace and assurance of truth regarding the current Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints.
8. Heavenly Father then spoke to me: 'Raphael, this church used to be my precious earthly church, but since the leaders have rejected your Heavenly Mother and me, we have rejected them and the church. They no longer hold my priesthood power, nor have our Holy Spirit to be with them. They are left without our guidance, even as other organizations and churches in your world.
9. He then looked upon me and smiled. I felt great peace and assurance what he said was true, and that I had heard his voice in my mind accurately. I felt buoyed up with enlightenment in my mind and heart!
10. He then asked me to write in my journal all I had received today. He then turned and walked back into his higher celestial realm and was gone. I closed my prayer in the name of Jesus Christ, and wrote all of this down.
11. After church–We went to a local ward today. In my mind, I came outside the white gate and knelt on the grass. After the sacrament prayer, I made my covenant with my Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother.
12. At this time, Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ came from the white gate and walked on the grass in front to me! Heavenly Mother was not with them.
13. Once I partook of the bread, Heavenly Mother descended in a bright light from the sky next to Heavenly Father. All three Gods were then in front of me, with the greater light coming from Heavenly Mother to me and shining on all the surrounding area.
14. Heavenly Father spoke: 'Raphael, your Heavenly Mother and I accept your covenant to take upon you the name of our Beloved Son (he looked to his right to Jesus Christ), to always remember us (he looked to his left to Heavenly Mother), and to keep our commandments. We will always be with you!'
15. I then heard the blessing on the sacrament water back in the ward. As the water was being passed to us, Jesus Christ spoke to my mind:
'Raphael, the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints is no longer my church, although it bears my name. The leaders have rejected me and the revelations of the Father and Mother that I gave to them. They no more have the Father's priesthood and are left alone now, and are adrift and in a free fall, without our guidance or Spirit. This church is like a boat without power, anchor or our heavenly direction! This is my second witness to you, to that given by our Father who spoke to you in your prayer this morning.'
16 I thanked my God for their words to me!
17. Heavenly Mother then shone her intense light upon me so that I felt like I was even transparent before them. I felt so linked and connected to my Gods!
18. The sacrament then ended, and the talks began. I wrote all of this down in my pocket journal immediately at this time.
D. R's Personal Journal Entry, January 28, 2020, Tuesday
1. This morning I awoke refreshed and came to meditate. I was in front of God's Loving Healing Lake. Heavenly Mother appeared to me here on the grass. She was brilliant and full of love and acceptance.
2. She spoke to me:
'Raphael, make more open time in your day in order to review what you have written about healing on your website. As you do, you will gain insights of what you learned nearly five years ago. These are truths you need to know again in your conscious mind.
3. The coronavirus you have read about spreading over the world is just part of the many plagues and calamities coming upon the earth. We want you and the healing angels to be able to be our active and powerful conduits for healing. Your work done, largely done in secret, will help our elect from being overcome with the destructions that will soon be poured out upon the earth.'
4. She then asked me to call the 31 people on my healing list to come upon the lake so that she could send forth her light of healing upon them. She said it didn't matter how large or small the group, for I was still in training and that these individuals would be placed in a state of healing due to her healing light that would come upon them. She said once I was fully trained, I would be a powerful conduit of her healing light, and the people then could be more fully healed.
5. I knew I needed to read, absorb and review all I had written about healing on my website and in my posts to be able to receive this elevated stated as a healing angel.
6. I then called all 31 people before me. They came in their replicated spirits before me on the lake. I checked the intensity of the light they had received last night for a few of them before the light from Heavenly Mother once again came upon them this morning. I checked them after her light came also, and saw that the light had started to dim in the 12 hours since it had come last evening. I observed that the regular boost of healing light each 12 hours kept them in a continual state of healing.
7. This morning I saw my healing stone again light up as Heavenly Mother's healing light came upon the group. I thanked her for this great blessing, and committed to be more attentive to going over what I had previously written or said about healing on my website and in my posts. She then departed. I excused the 31 people and closed my session in the name of Jesus Christ. I then started my new day.
E. R's Personal Journal Entry, January 29, 2020, Wednesday
1. I talked to my daughter today who has become quite a good energy tester. When I was on our vacation to California, she claimed to have been able to tell when I didn't yet do light clearing on her. I was quite tired at nights on my trip, but managed to do this still twice a day, even if it was late at night.
2. Tonight I did light therapy as a conduit for 34 people plus myself, or 35. I spent time accessing how vibrant the healing light was in a few of them prior to doing this. It was about a 3 out of 10. After the light session, it was a 10 out of 10.
3. When in prayer to my Heavenly Mother, I asked that she increase her intensity and duration of the healing light each of these 35 people would receive. I said I was being diligent in reading all I could in preparation for being fully trained. She said she would increase her healing light intensity and duration.
4. I tested after I was done and those I tested were shining brightly at 10 out of 10. I am happy tonight!
F. R's Personal Journal Entry, January 30, 2020, Thursday
1. This morning in my energy work session I met with Heavenly Father. I could see the light from Heavenly Mother coming from him with more intensity. I also felt that it funneled through me as a conduit and then to the 34 people before me. I felt energized that I was acting as God's conduit.
2. I had also listened to my YouTube videos on "Being a Clear Conduit". I remembered some things that I mentioned and taught, like feeling the spirit thyroid and feeling the physical thyroid, all with my spirit hand. I see the wisdom of reviewing all of these things relating to healing on my website.
3. I also have the thumb drives all ready to mail to those on my email list. Each one had sent me their address. I plan to mail these tomorrow.
4. I have been reading about the coronavirus and watching a few videos online. It sounds like this could be the start of the plagues of being poured out upon mankind. This gives me more motivation to increase in my healing ability also. I feel so blessed to be guided by my Heavenly Parents in becoming a conduit for their healing power!
G. R's Personal Journal Entry, February 1, 2020, Saturday
1. Last night my wife fell ill with an intense virus. It started at her throat, went to her sinuses, and then over all her body. She was aching all over when we went to bed early, particularly in her back. I did lots of energy work on her.
2. During the day, I too had a little raspy throat, but it never developed or pained me like it developed in her. When I energy tested her, her remedies I felt she needed were very low compared to what I would normally think she needed. This was very puzzling to me, and made me question my results.
3. In my evening prayer, when I did my light therapy on the group of now 50 people (this group had increased from the 31 people in 150A2 above), I met with Heavenly Mother and asked her questions about my low dosage numbers. I also asked that I might feel what it will be like in the future when I am fully trained and accepted as her fully conscious healing conduit. I asked if she would give me a view of the intensity of her light that is required to heal her children with her light. I asked that I might see this intensity of light in the future, now from my hands on my wife.
4. I then placed my hand over my wife who was currently feeling very sick in bed next to me. I looked at my hand and saw my overall body, all in a future time. I saw the intensity of the light from her come upon my wife to the point that the light emitting from my wife passed through my hand and out the backside of my hand (my palm was facing her body). The intensity of the light coming from my wife was so intense that I could see a corona effect of the light glowing on the backside of my hand! The word "corona" came clearly into my mind, and I knew this corona name was from God and not me. There was a corona flame that raised 4-5 times the thickness of my hand on the backside of my hand!
5. Heavenly Mother then spoke: 'Raphael, in the future when you see the corona effect on the backside of your hand, you will know I have chosen to heal your client, or the person you are intending we heal by my power and light.
6. When you feel my light flow from the person without the corona fire, then that person is in a state of healing. In this state, they find a degree of healing, but this effect takes time to change the state of the person.'
7. I thanked my Heavenly Mother for helping me see how intense her light needs to be to heal the intended person. I thanked her to be her conduit of healing, and to be receiving this view or vision of what I would have in the future.
8. She spoke again: 'Raphael, as you continue to read, watch and study all that you have placed on your website about healing, I will increase the amount of my healing light that will pass through you to those in your group whom you wish to heal. You will find that the intensity of my healing light will grow as you become familiar again with what we have revealed to you to date about healing our children.'
9. I mused over what she told me, and then did my normal light therapy session for the 50 people who had gathered before me again on God's Loving Healing Lake. I saw my healing stone light up brightly in a few seconds, and I knew these people were in a state of healing. I checked the intensity of the light coming from a few of them by placing my hands around their beings, or parts of their bodies I knew had been in distress. I felt more light flowing from them through my hands. I knew what Heavenly Mother said was happening, for I could feel the more intense flow of light from them through my hands.
10. I also thought more about the corona flame I had seen in my vision, coming from the backside of my hands. I had never thought before that this would be the manner I would know healing had occurred.
11. I then wondered when Jesus was on earth healing the people, if he also saw the corona effect or flame on the backside of his hands? I felt his healing power was also transmitted by the healing light coming from him to these he healed.
12. This morning I awoke after a good sleep. I crept out of my bedroom since my wife was finally sleeping. I immediately came to the beautiful meadow just north of God's Loving Healing Lake. I asked for Heavenly Father to come to me. He came and I beheld his loving and compassionate face! I spoke to him and asked him lots of questions. Here is what he spoke to me:
13. 'Raphael, what you saw last night with the corona fire on the backside of your hands indicated that your client was healing by Heavenly Mother's healing light. This is about 50 times more intense than the light you felt after your light healing session with the 50 people who came before you on the lake last night.
14. This light from us who are your Gods passes through your entire body, for you are our conduit. It then flows to all of the 50 people in your group. When our healing is completed, in this case by placing them in a healing state, your healing stone lights up brightly, and you also feel an assurance we are done. You may then excuse your group.
15. As you study, view and absorb all that we have revealed to you about healing that you have written or placed on your website, you will have more and more of Heavenly Mother's light pass through you as our conduit of healing. You will be able to perceive this intensity by the light then shining from them through your hands. You perceive now that this light is flowing faster and with more steadiness through your hands than in the past.
16. You also asked about why the remedies you test for now are so much lower in amount than they have been in the past. This is because your wife is now fully transitioned to be a terrestrial mortal individual. She needs so much less remedies to help her heal that she needed in the past when she was a telestial mortal person. Your energy testing results are accurate.
17. In addition, a terrestrial mortal has greater power to direct their own body defenses to fight infections that may come upon them in the flesh than were they still telestial. This is a great blessing they now have. This capability will greatly help them survive the difficulties in the days ahead. When they take helpful remedies, they will also be able to use these much more effectively in healing their own body.'
18. Heavenly Father then asked me to call the 50 people in my group to the meadow so that he could boost the healing light that comes upon them. I did so, and again felt the intense light of Heavenly Mother come from him through me to the entire group. This light came through my entire body to them. I also saw my healing stone light up when he was done.
19. I thanked Heavenly Father for coming, and for speaking to me so clearly! I said I loved him and Heavenly Mother, and would diligently study, as I was able. I then dismissed the 50 people, and then Heavenly Father left. I closed my morning prayer and wrote all of this down immediately in my journal.
20. At night: Today I have been caring a lot for my wife who is still ill. I believe she has a nasty virus of some kind. She has been wondering why I couldn't get higher numbers in my energy testing for remedies? I told her I thought her body was now more effective in fighting illness, and now she needs less remedies to do more.
21. I thought about this more and did some more generalized energy testing, between terrestrial mortals who were previously telestial mortals. These have now all have had a month or more of being in a higher state, even though they mostly don't know it.
It tested true that terrestrial mortals can get over illnesses and problems in their bodies ten times better, or more effectively than telestial mortals. There are more perceptions issues that are also clearer with terrestrial mortals–see post 141C5-141C12. See also post 142A13-142A23.
22. I felt I could cut down on my consumption of meat, but that my full desire will drop eating meat altogether once I start eating terrestrial food (see my post 142G13-142G17.
23. Late in the evening my wife was in pain. She asked if I could do anything for her. I felt lots of compassion for her in her sickness and pain! I prayed to my Heavenly Mother if there was any way that my wife could be relieved of her pain, at least to some degree? I prayed in faith.
24. I was then next to my wife with my hand on her head. Then, in my view, I saw me, Raphael, as an angel of light come before me! I saw Heavenly Mother behind. I then saw the intense light from Heavenly Mother flow through Raphael, in my celestial translated replicated body, to my wife! The whole view didn't last long, but I could tell a lot of healing light flowed into her at that time.
25. The heavens then closed, and I accessed how much light my wife actually received: I asked to feel the amount of light passing through my hand on her head. I immediately felt a huge amount flowing into my palm and out the backside of my hand. I did not see the corona effect, but the light coming out the backside of my hand had a wave feeling, like there was so much light it was almost moving in a wave at the surface of my hand. I was impressed and so pleased with my Heavenly Mother in answering my prayer! I thanked her in my mind.
26. I was outside for a few hours earlier today moving bags of leaves. In the process, I somehow twisted my back muscle when throwing these bags over our barbed wire fence! Later in bed it was hurting me a little. I energy tested that my body, now being terrestrial, could heal about ten times faster with this injury than when I was a telestial mortal! I sure hope this is true, for I am eager to have my mobility back.
27. I feel very blessed to be a terrestrial mortal! I want to eat as well as I can and exercise and treat my body, as I know I should. What a blessing this transition will be, I am sure!
H. R's Personal Journal Entry, February 2, 2020, Sunday
1. I came alone to a local ward today. My wife wasn't feeling well today.
2. This morning I redid my wife's chart for remedies for her latest infection. The dosages were still very low for what I would expect for a normal person who was sick. I then energy tested for her had she been in October 2019, 4 months ago. I then was able to get much higher dosages for that time, when she was a telestial mortal. She is now a terrestrial mortal who apparently requires so fewer numbers of remedies. This is truly remarkable to me!
3. At the sacrament I came to the knoll above the circling waters, and faced the temple to the west. I knelt there while I partook of the bread back in the ward. I made my covenant with my Father and Mother in heaven.
4. Heavenly Mother came, and as soon as I partook of the bread, she spoke to me in my mind, very clearly:
'Raphael, your Father and I accept your covenant today and will always be with you, by your side. We will answer every request you may make of us, and will also answer your petitions to help heal those whom you desire to heal.
5. When you energy tested this morning for your wife, your answers were accurate. You were correct that you, your wife, and your son and daughter for whom you have energy tested in the past week, are lessening in the remedies they now need. This is because they are now terrestrial mortal individuals, and their bodies are much more capable to fight infections and body ailments. They also don't need so many healing remedies as before when they were telestial mortals, and make better and more efficient use of these remedies.'
6. The blessing on the water then began, and Heavenly Mother spoke no more. I immediately wrote this all in my journal, since I brought it with me to church.
7. Evening, 9:30 PM–I just completed my prayer with both my Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother. Those who have been chosen of Heavenly Father as his elect, and who have also been changed worldwide to terrestrial mortals, or who would be born and soon changed to terrestrial mortals, now have an extra level of protection just given to them: they each have the intense light of the Holy Ghost from Heavenly Mother to protect them from infectious diseases like plagues that are starting to sweep the entire earth. In addition, Heavenly Mother sent forth her intense light to destroy toxic substances once these might enter into their bodies that would maim or destroy them, in any way. These diseases and toxins will be burned up and destroyed by her light that remains in their bodies until after the second coming of Jesus Christ. The elect are destined to come forth whole and vital into the millennial day of peace and rest. They are terrestrial, and will abide the day of Christ's coming, while the telestial will perish.
8. Here is the story tonight how this all came about.
I had been tending my sick wife for several days now. Tonight she asked me if I couldn't just bundle some positive energy or something, and send it into her head and body, destroying all of the infection that was keeping her sick. I told her I would do my best and try to do something!
9. I then thought of the power of Heavenly Mother's light, and the thought came to me to ask right then my Heavenly Mother if she would send her light into my wife to kill the virus that was keeping her ill.
10. I then prayed directly to Heavenly Mother, and when she came next to me, I asked if she would send her intense light of the Holy Ghost to kill off the infection inside my wife, at a rate that she would not get sicker from the die off of the viruses. I thought in my mind this would be like taking penicillin when infected with a bacterial infections. Within a day or two, the patient usually recovers significantly.
11. Heavenly Mother then spoke to me:
'Raphael, I will answer your request by sending my light into your wife at a rate that will kill off the infection and gradually make her better. I will always answer all of your petitions to me as they are given you by our Holy Spirit.'
12. I thanked my Heavenly Mother for her gracious response.
I then felt assurance that her light had passed through me, her conduit, and into my wife who was next to me. I also saw or perceive that my healing stone lit up.
13. I then asked that I be able to perceive with my hand that was on her head, the level or intensity of Heavenly Mother's light in my wife. At this time I felt a very high flow of light through my hand and out the backside of my hand. I saw it was more intense light than the light that caused the wave effect, but not as intense as when a full healing occurred when I saw the full corona effect. This time I saw a glow of light on the backside of my hand, and an occasional flame light up here and there, but not have sufficient light to be sustained.
14. I then also asked to see the high intensity of the light Heavenly Mother had sent to my wife earlier in the evening when I did my light therapy for the 50 people. I then saw the light on the backside of my hand have a wave effect, but no flame. I found I could see the effects of whatever light had been sent to her, all with my intention.
15. I helped her to bed and gave her some remedies. I laid next to her in the bed with my hand stroking her hair. She fell asleep for a short time, and I started pondering.
16. Earlier in the day, I had read more about the coronavirus, and how fast it was spreading worldwide, even now in twenty nations. I read how there were over 17,000 infected, and 362 confirmed deaths. These too were probably very low since the Chinese government where this all started had most likely been way underestimating the numbers in their country of infected and deaths.
17. Anyway, I then thought that the terrestrial mortals who had been all changed by the end of 2019 should also be protected against this and other infectious plagues, with the light from Heavenly Mother, just like Heavenly Mother had done for my wife.
18. As I thought of this, I felt it would be a good request to make of my Heavenly Mother and Heavenly Father tonight! I felt it would be important also to do this for the entire world, since the coronavirus was now breaking out worldwide by some of the articles I read that seemed very credible.
19. After I got my wife to bed, it was still early (9 PM) and I said I was going to pray and write in my journal in our private room.
I came to the bluff, above God's Loving Healing Lake, to pray to both of my Heavenly Parents. I saw their glorious temple shimmering in the distance to the north.
20. I then knelt and addressed both of them in prayer. Heavenly Mother first came, and then Heavenly Father on her right. They were in the air in front of me! I humbly told them of my thought, and asked them specifically to protect those who had been chosen by Heavenly Father as their elect, and changed to be terrestrial mortals already. I asked that Heavenly Mother send her intense light of the Holy Ghost upon this entire group, all across the earth, worldwide, to protect them in their bodies from the infectious plagues now erupting on the earth, and from all the toxins and toxic conditions they might encounter during the coming calamities. I also asked for those elect who would be born who would be shortly changed after birth to become terrestrial mortals, to have the same protection.
21. Heavenly Mother then spoke first to me: 'Raphael, we will answer your petition and request in behalf of all the faithful elect chosen of the Father, by sending my intense light of the Holy Ghost upon them through you and our angels of healing! They will each be protected from the plagues and toxins coming upon the world, so that they might remain unharmed, vital and strong.
22. Stand now on your feet before us!'
I then stood on the bluff and Heavenly Mother started shining very brightly, and her light came directly into me. I felt greater and greater light begin to flow and pass through me, even to a higher intensity than I had previously experienced. I saw that this light came into me and through me, headed to the earth and to every single elect person who was a terrestrial mortal. The light was like burning fire, with great flames and throughput!
23. This lasted only ten seconds it seemed. Then it lessened, and I felt assured it was all done, as she desired. I also saw my healing stone light up for a few seconds, meaning it was complete.
24. Heavenly Father then spoke to me: 'Raphael, all of the elect I have chosen who now are mortal, or will soon be born as mortals, have or will receive this protection of light from their Heavenly Mother! You and each of our healing angels can tell that they are protected by the same manner in which you saw your wife was protected, with the backside of your hand glowing intensely with occasional flames appearing. This will be the sign that they are protected from the plagues and toxins coming upon all humanity. This protection will endure with the same intensity until after the second coming of our Beloved Son, Jesus Christ in glory to the earth.
25. Raphael, we have done this great thing because you have asked it of us, and because you are our holy healing conduit. We have ordained you to this end, and all of our healing angels as well.'
26. I humbly and tearfully thanked both my Heavenly Mother and Heavenly Father for their great power, and their compassion and kindness to their faithful tonight!
They each smiled at me, and then turned and went back in a beam of light to their holy temple in the far distance. I closed my prayer in the name of Jesus Christ, and started writing all of this in my journal.
I. R's Personal Journal Entry, February 4, 2020, Tuesday
1. I have continued to be caring for my sick wife yesterday and will do so again today. This has taken most of my time.
2. She is sleeping now at 8:30 am when I write this. Her infection has moved to her right lung, right ear and right throat. Last night around 1:00 AM I pled to my Heavenly Mother for help, and I felt her additional light coming down my arms and out my hands to my wife. After this was all done, I felt that when I evaluated her with my hands, I could feel a small continual flame of light coming from the backside of my hands. It was even more intense than the occasional flame of light. I use my hands to see how much healing light is coming from an individual. I place the palms of my hands near them, or the affected area, and then ask to see the intensity of this light. The healing light she is receiving is the highest level I have seen except that which I will see in the future when I am fully trained and accepted in my conscious mind as a holy healing angel by God. The requirement for this is to study and review all that I have written or placed on my own website relating to healing. Until that time, I am continuing to be the active conduit of Heavenly Mother's healing light to my now 50 people in my group. These all have a high level of healing light that I boost up daily in the morning and the evening.
3. This morning for this light therapy session, and my morning prayer, I came to the domed room in God's Loving Healing Center. I asked for Heavenly Father to come, for he is whom I felt impressed to pray to. He came in glory before me! I poured out my heart to him, and expressed my worry over my wife's condition, and my wonder at what all has happened to me recently. When done with my petitions, Heavenly Father spoke to me these words:
4. 'Raphael, my son, be comforted and know that your wife will recover and that we have all in control. We see the end from the beginning of your mortal earth. What you have experienced and written about in your journal are also true and from us your Gods.
5. Last night when your Heavenly Mother came to you in prayer, she did send additional light to your wife. You had pled to her with faith. The increase of healing light appeared like a small yet constant flame on the backside of your hand when you accessed how much healing light was coming from your wife's body.
6. Your wife might worsen before getting better, but the healing light from your Heavenly Mother will constantly remain with her.'
7. Later–I was interrupted at this time by the moanings of my wife! She really couldn't speak, for now her throat, ear and lung were significantly worsened she said.
8. We ended up going to the doctor and he said she had a nasty virus and a secondary bacterial infection.
I spent the day caring for her again, but am hopeful she will now gain additional strength from the drugs to fight the bacterial infection.
9. It is hard to remain positive when she seems so sick and in lots of pain! I checked again and saw the constant flame out of the backside of my hand, so I know she is receiving healing light from God. I guess healing is gradual and I shouldn't expect immediate healing. Some might say that this illness will run its course, and she is receiving no healing light from Heavenly Mother. However, I choose to think this light is very real and the healing light is definitely speeding up her recovery.
This and the remainder of the images are healing foods that greatly
help heal us from illness.
10. What I have seen in the past four days are various stages of healing in people. The variation is from the amount of healing light coming from my Heavenly Mother. Here is a summary of what I have seen when looking spiritually at the backside of my hand, when my hand is next to the person in question who is in a healing state:
11. A. Low level of healing: I feel a moderate flow of light out the backside of my hand.
12. B. Medium to high level of healing: I feel a large amount of healing light flowing, even with a wave pattern of the light, but no flames.
13. C. High level of healing: I see a greater flux of light with occasional flames coming out the backside of my hand, but these flames not staying.
14. D. Very high level of healing: In this state, there is a steady flame, about the height of the thickness of my hand.
15. E. Highest level of healing: I see great light flowing, even with a corona effect which is 4-5 times the thickness of my hand. I believe this is when total healing occurs quickly. I have only seen this in the future, once I become fully accepted by God in my conscious mortal mind as a healing conduit on earth.
16. I could have never dreamed all of this up! I was driven to see it all because of my sweet wife who became very sick, and that I felt a great need to plead for her health and healing. This process also led me to act as Heavenly Mother's conduit for all of the terrestrial elect in the entire world, bringing them to a high level of healing and protection (to the level of C above).
17. Heavenly Father also told me this morning that there would occasionally be those of his terrestrial elect who would still succumb to the plagues and toxins on the earth, even though they had this healing state in their bodies. He said he would send his healing angels to act as their conduits of light to increase the intense healing power of Heavenly Mother to help them heal and survive the last day events. He also said there would be also a few who would meet the time of their death during the plagues and calamities, because their time on earth will be completed.
J. R's Personal Journal Entry, February 6, 2020, Thursday
1. I have been very busy all of my waking hours in caregiving, keeping meals on a regular basis (which I didn't do well yesterday), of washing dishes and cleaning up the kitchen and house, etc. I also did work for a few hours yesterday with our business, ran to the stores and got food and necessaries, and tried also to prepare my next post.
2. My wife in particular says she has learned some important things from the illness. She is getting better now. I too have learned some important principles that I would not have learned had I continued living in our busy telestial world around us I will write about these soon.
3. When I came to pray this morning, I communed with my Heavenly Mother. She said she wanted me to write down her words. I then got swept away in caring for my wife and now finally, two hours later, I am writing in my journal. I feel settled now and feel I should write what I have learned and then connect again with my Heavenly Mother and write what she says to me.
When a person is really sick, like my wife was, here is what I learned and believe:
4. A. It is so very important to touch them , like holding their hand, and slow down enough to listen to what they say. That is far more important than dropping by a meal at the doorstep, or bustling around trying to keep the house in order like I have tried to do. It is very important to be kind and gentle.
5. B. Good, wholesome vegetable and fruit are probably more important to eat when recovering than sometimes taking other pills or remedies. My wife said she could somehow "see" the foods that were good for her, and for which she craved. They each had a bright light around them. Fresh veggies were at the top of the list. She really craved broccoli, cauliflower, brussel sprouts, a slice of a fresh crisp apple–basically all sorts of vegetables and fruits. She said that prepared foods, like one buys in the store, were mostly dark, and she didn't want these.
6. I believe this gift of seeing what was wholesome and healing foods is a temporary gift she has. As she heals, the gift slowly leaves. We have both experienced this sort of spiritual gift when we've been very ill in the past.
7. She also said when she was in pain and suffering that the inside of our house started to fade and get blurry. A different realm came more to light in her sight. This realm was superimposed on the actual house. This is when she could see the brightness on the food she should eat, and a darkness on the foods she shouldn't eat. See D&C 42:43, where God talks about mild food:
"And whosoever among you are sick, and have not faith to be healed, but believe, shall be nourished with all tenderness, with herbs and mild food, and that not by the hand of an enemy."
8. C. When very sick and in pain, if we who care over them can alleviate the pain it helps the body heal. You can't sleep if in severe pain. The doctor said take Tylenol (acetaminophen, 500 mg) along with Ibuprofen (200 mg) to help relieve pain so healing and sleep can occur. He said not to exceed 2 tablets every 6 hours for Tylenol and 3 tablets 3 times a day for Ibuprofen. I set these out in a little dish so when my wife awoke in pain at night she could take what she felt she needed.
9. D. Sleep is a secret healing for viruses. I think it is perhaps our best remedy. This allows our body to rally all of its forces to fight the infection.
10. E. My sweet wife talks now of a dark place where she went in her illness. She said that pain worsened it, and made her slip deeper into the dark abyss (see Mosiah 27:29). In this state, she said she cried out in her mind, over and over again, "O God, help me!" In this darkened state she said she really couldn't feel God reaching down to her. She described it like tar and darkness. We had recently read "Proof of Heaven" by Dr. Eben Alexander who also experienced a very dark place where he descended when he was ill.
11. Anyway, I learned a lot as a caregiver, and my sick wife who is now recovering learned a lot. I think it is helpful to write down these learned lessons, for they can be very fleeting and leave as we start back into daily living again.
12. I came back to my meditations, at God's Loving Healing Lake, where I had communed with my Heavenly Mother earlier this morning. She now spoke to me:
'Raphael, you are correct that there are important lessons to be learned from your wife's illness, both for her and for you. All healing beyond what her spirit may have done to help heal her body is in our hands, we who are your creators and your God.
13. In all of your lessons you've learned remember that I extended to your wife through you a high degree of my intense healing light. It might appear that she is improving quickly from the amoxicillin from the doctor, but my healing light is quietly healing her from her entire illness, including the virus and her body functions which the prescription cannot reach or affect.
14. We wanted you to act as our conduit to bless her to heal, but only acted when you asked of us that you might do so. This also gave way to you being open to ask us for our healing light to be shed forth upon all of the terrestrial elect in the world. My healing light has now been sent forth upon each one and will reside with them constantly until the pestilences, plagues, destructions of all sorts, and calamities of these last days are completed. We will send our healing angels to those elect who are in greater need. We will protect and bless our own whom the Father has chosen.
15. Make this entry now the final one for this next post 150. Each one who reads your words should verify that what we have done for you, your wife, and the entire world is true. These things are also to remain in secret until the great millennial day heralds upon the earth.'
16. I thanked my Heavenly Mother for her wonderful words today! I thanked her for her abundant healing light that I have experienced this week, and for her great love and compassion she continually shows to us her children.
17. My view of Heavenly Mother and the lake where I was kneeling suddenly vanished. I closed my prayer and continued my day.
K. R's Personal Journal Entry, February 7, 2020, Friday
1. I am taking the liberty of adding just one more journal entry to the end of this post. My wife and I slept well last night. She is on the way to recovery–hurray!
2. I came to my private room to pray to Heavenly Mother, and I felt I should commune with her this morning. I came next to the little stream that goes into God's Loving Healing Lake. I prayed for her to come, and she came down from the sky to the center of the lake, and then came in a beam of light directly to me! I was kneeling before her.
3. I thanked her abundantly for her light she had given my wife to help her heal and now to have a good night's sleep. I asked Heavenly Mother about the fire that Lehi and Nephi received in the prison in Helaman 5:23-24, and she said this was similar to the level "D" (see my entries 150I11 to 150I15 above) that my wife had received for her healing.
4. Helaman 5:23-24: "And it came to pass that Nephi and Lehi were encircled about as if by fire, even insomuch that they durst not lay their hands upon them for fear lest they should be burned. Nevertheless, Nephi and Lehi were not burned; and they were as standing in the midst of fire and were not burned.
And when they saw that they were encircled about with a pillar of fire, and that it burned them not, their hearts did take courage."
5. The terrestrial elect now have Heavenly Mother's healing light to a level "C, or an intense light with an occasional flame. This will protect most of them from the severe plagues and toxins coming upon the entire earth.
6. Heavenly Mother also told me this morning that I should continue to act as a conduit for the group of now 50 people. Those who are the terrestrial elect will keep at a constant level "C" of healing light, whereas the telestial mortals will receive up to a level "B". The telestial will not be able to keep the healing light level "B" for long, for it immediately begins to fade. I checked those telestial in my group of 50 (I didn't know who they were by name) just before I acted as a healing conduit again. They had retained about 30% of the light they had received last night. If I wouldn't act as their healing conduit, these telestial mortals would be without Heavenly Mother's healing light within a day. Generally, I am not privy to know those who are designated elect or not, for God wants this to remain secret. I don't know how long I will keep working with a group of people like I am now doing twice a day (maybe until I am fully trained and accepted as fully-fledged healing conduit?). We will see.
7. I feel very encouraged that the terrestrial elect have a constant flow of healing light coming into them from Heavenly Mother which will not be diminished until after the second coming of Jesus Christ! What a great blessing this is! Let the world sink into woe and calamity, but the elect of God will be save in a very miraculous way!
8. Heavenly Mother then asked me to stand to call forth the 50 in my current group. I did so, asking them to come to the shore of the healing lake before me. I then asked Heavenly Mother to send her healing light through me as her conduit to the 50 people. In a few seconds I felt the feeling of elation and my healing stone lit up brightly. I then thanked those who came and dismissed them.
9. I turned again to my Heavenly Mother. She spoke: 'Raphael, you have completed reading and listening to everything on your public website, and post 1 to 5. When you complete reading or listening to all of your posts relating to healing, we will make you our fully active conduit for healing in your conscious mind. You will then have our power to act as our full healing conduit to completely heal those you request to heal, all by my healing light.'
10. At that time I will no more send healing to your group twice a day. Instead, you may send healing on other groups of people as you are inspired and as you feel you may need. This will also be true for all the healing angels.'
11. I thanked her for her directions. I said I loved her so very much.
She smiled and then vanished. I closed my prayer in the name of Jesus Christ, and started my day.
Postnote on 2-8-2020: I have finally completed reading, listening to and pondering the essentials of what I have written on my website relating to healing. This includes all my public links plus my private posts 1 through 15. Heavenly Mother has now blessed me to be a fully vested healing conduit for transmitting her healing light to the earth. I am now able to act in my full capabilities as a healing angel in my mortal conscious mind. I feel so grateful! I thought you'd like to know.–R
