E. R's Personal Journal Entry, July 3, 2018, Tuesday

1. I slept in this morning by accident. It felt good to receive extra sleep, but I feel a little behind in my day.

I came to an area in heaven that I don't recall being in. It was in the planted field of grain just north of the Father's wheat field. I came to the far side of the field along a dirt road and just before an evergreen forest. I was on the west end, opposite the river representing Heavenly Father.

I prayed facing the forest. I asked for either Heavenly Father or Heavenly Mother or both to come to me. Heavenly Father came to me from the forest on a path that led into his field of grain.

2. When he arrived in front of me he spoke to me immediately:

'Raphael, your Heavenly Mother has shared with you information on the new name, our white stones, and more revelations never before described to man in such detail. We have revealed this to you in a prophesied day when all things would be revealed. In the scripture below the Holy Ghost is your Heavenly Mother:

3. D&C 121: 26-29

"God shall give unto you knowledge by his Holy Spirit, yea, by the unspeakable gift of the Holy Ghost, that has not been revealed since the world was until now;

Which our forefathers have awaited with anxious expectation to be revealed in the last times, which their minds were pointed to by the angels, as held in reserve for the fulness of their glory;

A time to come in the which nothing shall be withheld, whether there be one God or many gods, they shall be manifest.

All thrones and dominions, principalities and powers, shall be revealed and set forth upon all who have endured valiantly for the gospel of Jesus Christ."

4. You will receive a white stone with your new name, or password key, engraven on it, after you and your eternal companion become Gods as are we. This will greatly help you understand all things and wonders of our highest and holiest calling and position. I have your white stone already created and your new name engraven on it, Raphael. Your calling and election is made sure in our Church of the Firstborn, and thus also your exaltation in our eternal worlds.

I have brought you to view my field of oats that I recently planted here. These have no representation like does my wheat field to our south. I have created this field and planted it with oats simply because I find pleasure and enjoyment in working the land and gathering a harvest. I learned this skill while in mortality, providing for my family. I still enjoy doing this in eternity.

5. Your Heavenly Mother and I create areas in heaven, on our celestial orb, where we individually love to do things that interest us. She has many gardens, and so many plants. I have several fields that I work in. We have many areas of great beauty we visit and enjoy together. We introduce our children to these areas so they, too, may also enjoy them. Whatever we desire, we make a way for our desires to be fulfilled.'

I looked around and saw the nearly ripe field of oats. I could tell my Heavenly Father took great satisfaction in his work and effort. I saw too that the field of oats was very pleased to respond to his hard work and his skilled labor as a farmer of the field.

6. I thanked my Heavenly Father for coming here and or me communing with him. I said that my wife and I had decided to do what we each enjoyed doing in our lives now and to hire out the things we didn't want to do. I said I was very happy in my mortal life and would do what I really wanted to do now.

7. Heavenly Father responded:

'Raphael, this is good that you can do that which you most enjoy doing in your earth life experience. This same desire will continue into the eternal worlds. There are activities I know how to do that I have others do. I even have some of the celestial single angels in eternity help me harvest my fields as I direct them. These come from a celestial orb where they (added in parenthesis on 3-14-2019: are awaiting to receive) their celestial salvation. They have not, however, attained their (own) exaltation (as yet), as did your Heavenly Mother and I. They are in their saved, celestial state, (now) to minister to the gods (until they themselves one day become gods themselves):

8. D&C 131: 1-4

"In the celestial glory there are three heavens or degrees;

And in order to obtain the highest, a man must enter into this order of the priesthood (meaning the new and everlasting covenant of marriage);

And if he does not, he cannot obtain it.

He may enter into the other, but that is the end of his kingdom; he cannot have an increase."

9. Those who help me harvest my fields are celestial people who have attained their saved condition (or state) but have not (yet) entered into the new and everlasting covenant of marriage. They are single and in that saved, happy condition. However, they may not have an increase (until they themselves marry and receive all the ordinances in the New Jerusalem temple), for that is reserved for the Gods.'

I thanked my Heavenly Father for allowing me to come to his field, for meeting with me, and for sharing his revelations today! I stayed with him in my replicated state, but I felt the pull of mortality and that my prayer had ended this morning. I ended my prayer and started my new day.

10. One hour later–I have been mulling over what Heavenly Mother and Heavenly Father showed me about the white stone and Heavenly Father's oat field. I then suddenly realized that these oats were to be harvested and ultimately made into the hidden manna, along with some other grains grown in this very field of Heavenly Father! After the harvest of these oats, I believe he will plant barley and maybe some other crop. In time, Heavenly Mother will grind these into the hidden manna bread that will be given to the exalted gods who receive an inheritance on our sanctified celestial Mother Earth!

11. I then heard the voice of my Father in my mind:

'Raphael, you have correctly written about the hidden manna. I have given you this through your gift of foresight and then by my voice in your unconscious mind. The other grain for the hidden manna is rye. These three grains, oats, barley and rye, will make up the hidden manna bread given to our faithful on the sanctified earth, once they are all ordained gods in eternity. I am now growing my oats for this very purpose, now in my field north of my wheat fields in heaven.'

I thanked my Heavenly Father for this insight and for his confirmation! This is indeed a great mystery revealed to me today!

12. Evening–Tonight I came to the east end of Lake Beautiful where there is an exit down the hill to the city of Enoch. I couldn't see the Great Assembly Hall, for the lake was so vast and the curvature of the celestial orb prevented it anyway.

I knelt and faced the lake. I asked for my Heavenly Parents to come to me. I then saw a reflection in the still lake–a very bright light coming from the sky. However, when I looked up in the sky, I couldn't see this bright light at all at first. I looked at the reflection, seeing the light grow larger and larger. I then could see it in the sky directly overhead. I was curious why I could see the future in the water reflection more clearly than the sky itself.

I then saw both Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother before me! They were both smiling and wore matching glorious robes and scarlet red sashed also, tied on their right sides.

13. Heavenly Father then spoke:

'Raphael, we wanted you to see the reflection of our brightness in the water reflection before seeing us come in the skies directly above you. There is a reason why this water reflects events sooner than you can visually see them: this is all living water in Lake Beautiful. Not only does living water enhance perception in your mind when you drink it, but it also enhances your future vision, even when something is reflected on its surface. This is the gift of foresight that you have, realizing in your mind something is going to soon happen. When you look on the reflection in living water and think of something in the future, you may see it actually happening moments before it actually occurs!

14. For example, if you had a glass of living water and saw someone's reflection on the surface of the water, you usually would see what will shortly happen to that person. You might see the person start walking, whereas they really haven't started walking yet. This foresight property of the reflection off the surface of living water is what you witnessed today.

15. In your mind, if you were to drink living water, you would have your perception and your foresight gift also enhanced. To use this added blessing of living water, drink of the water and think on the event to see in the near future using the gift of foresight. If your Heavenly Mother or I grant you to see this event in the future, you will perceive what will soon happen using your gift of foresight, enhanced by the living water you just drank.

You may also ask water that you drink on earth to become living water for you. If this request is granted, you then could drink the living water and have your gift of foresight enhanced. You might also use the reflection phenomenon of living water to see near future events.'

I thanked my Heavenly Father for this very unique feature of living water!

16. Heavenly Mother then started to speak:

'Raphael, we have many elements and plants in our celestial world that also have unique characteristics, like the enhancement of the gift of perception and foresight for living water. We will continue to reveal these to you in time so that you may share them with our elect.

One element I am particularly happy with is the soil in heaven on our celestial orb. The soil here is vibrant in having available nutrients for our plants to grow and flourish. The soil always has the nutrients available, even if many plants have been planted in the same location. These nutrients in the soil are able to migrate from deep reservoirs of vibrant minerals and nutrients under the soil in our celestial orb. The orb itself controls the migration of these nutrients to the surface of the orb into our soil there. Therefore, each time I plant, they always have the most supreme soil possible in which to grow. This is why my plants are always at their prime condition!'

17. I told my Heavenly Parents that I was so grateful for these sorts of information that makes their world truly a heavenly place! I said I knew there were different characteristics of the same plants in the telestial, terrestrial, and celestial worlds where they might grow. I asked that I might learn these different characteristics of the plants, particularly the healing plants in these different levels of glory.

18. Heavenly Mother responded:

'Raphael, we will share with you all of these features, as quick as you are able to receive them. Once you are privileged to permanently connect your conscious and unconscious minds, when you arrive in the New Jerusalem, you will then be capable to learn and retain all of these features so very much faster!'

19. I thanked them again for these great revelations! I knew my time with them had come to a conclusion. I watched as they backed up and went back into the skies above. In this case, I did not see their reflection, but I saw them in the present as they went into the sky above! This phenomenon was consistent with the property of the living water. In the near future, my Heavenly Parents were gone, so they had no reflection. I then could only see them in the present with my vision.

I got ready for bed, looking forward to another Independence Day tomorrow. We have lots of plans all day long!

F. R's Personal Journal Entry, July 4, 2018, Wednesday

1. I awoke this morning at 6:00 a.m. I think that this may be the only effective prayer I will have today. We will be getting back late most likely tonight after the fireworks.

I received a number of email questions from my last post 84. I have listed these below:

1. Will this first pass by earth of Nibiru, where it causes an earthquake in Utah, will this happen before the bombings and war that you saw?

2. One of the mortal angels was told he was on a slippery slope. Was this slippery slope related to the knowledge he received and talked to people about? Is there more he is not getting?

3. When you are asked questions, do you ask God on all of them?

4. How is your wife taking all of this about all you put out on your website? Is she taking this good?

5. Who were the last two that are no longer receiving your posts, that asked to be removed so we may know not to talk to them about your website?

6. Do you know how well you are doing to awaken angels in their new callings?

7. If someone denies the Holy Spirit, is that an unpardonable sin? Can you receive more insight on this?

8. Is Heavenly Mother a cat person (i.e. someone who loves cats)?

9. Can you ask about the Book of Abraham?

10. How do I not judge someone that is lying to me when I know the truth having asked about it before talking to that person?

11. In post 60 you said, "all would need to be re-baptized into the Church of Christ. The records from the Church of Jesus Christ of LDS would not transfer over to the Church of Christ." Those with the priesthood need to be ordained also…"a fresh start for all…" How does this synch with only those baptized and ordained on or after May 25, 2014 would need to be re-baptized and re-ordained?

12. How do you use comfrey? Do you just use it as a poultice or can you steep it and drink it as a tea. What benefits does it have for the body?

I think I will receive answers on these over the next day or so. We'll see if my Heavenly Parents will answer any this morning in my prayer.

2. Today I felt to go next to the circling waters. I sat on the bench facing south. I also had my journal in my hand and a pen. Maybe I am poised to write down answers as they are given to me? I sat the journal and pen on the bench, drank some living water, and knelt facing the living water. I then asked for Heavenly Father or Heavenly Mother or both to come.

3. Heavenly Mother then quickly appeared before me. She was smiling. She spoke to my mind these words:

'Raphael, sit up now on the bench behind you and write my answers to all of your questions. I will go through them all.'

I sat up on the bench, got ready to write and faced her. I spoke:

'My Heavenly Mother, I thank thee for answering all of the questions this morning! I feel so blessed to be in thy presence today and to be able to perceive the words that thou will give me, in my unconscious mind.'

4. She smiled and spoke:

'Raphael, we will answer all questions that you or our mortal angels sincerely ask us. They may be able to resolve many of these directly with us. However, I will answer them all to you at this time, for the benefit of all.

5. 1. About Nibiru: This is a star, which is not nearly as intense as your sun and so much smaller. It travels on an elliptical path, as a binary star system with your sun. The first pass by earth will not be so close as it travels near the earth, causing the Utah earthquake and other disruptions. The second pass on its way back to far space will be much closer and will cause more cataclysmic damage, many more land upheavals and water in rivers, lakes and the oceans going over their current boundaries and shores. We purposefully are not revealing any timing information on Nibiru's appearance or passing by the earth. We use this binary star for our own purposes, timed as we desire with the events on the earth we have planned from the beginning.

6. 2. About the slippery slope: This refers to speaking too freely about the things received on your website Raphael, that you share with the mortal angels. The revelations are coming to you fast and with little constraint now, as part of knowledge flooding the earth in preparation for the great millennial day. Those few who read your posts should be careful when sharing any of these with others and follow my promptings when I speak to them as the Holy Ghost. Some may feel to share and others not. If one shares too much too fast, it can become a slippery slope, where the recipient is no longer opened to the truth because too much is given too fast. Follow my promptings in sharing with others.

3. Your answers to questions: Raphael, you have done well in asking Heavenly Father and me questions from the mortal angels who have asked you whether you formally ask us in prayer, like today, or receive our inspiration when you write your response. You have answered questions to our satisfaction.

7. 4. About your wife: We have blessed your wife with a very believing and open heart. She believes you but doesn't understand yet. You have done well in sharing with her. You might share more as you feel inclined to do so, about how you share your journal writing with other mortal angels in the form of website posts. Proceed as we prompt you. She knows you believe you are Raphael and have a mission to bless others with healing, and have a great latter-day work. We will confirm all this in time to her more clearly.

8. 5. About the identity of the two no longer receiving emails: Raphael, you may share the names of H.B. and J.D. with the others in your small group. These have requested to not receive your future emails and not have access to your website any longer. We have many mortal angels like these two that we will help you awaken in time.

9. 6. About awakening angels: Raphael, you continue to work directly with the mortal angels for the celestial realms above, each with a different plan for their full awakening. We are pleased with the progress of all of this. We anticipate this will all take years to be fully accomplished.

10. 7. About the denying of the Holy Ghost: I will address this more this week with you.

11. 8. About me being a cat person: I did have domesticated cats on earth in my day as a mortal. Your Heavenly Father had farm animals like horses, chickens and several dogs. In eternity, we do not have these animals either as companions or useful animals any longer near us in our celestial temple, our home.

12. 9. About the Book of Abraham: We blessed Joseph Smith to receive through purchase the papyrus containing some of Abraham's writings. What is translated and recorded in scripture is acceptable to us as Abraham's writings, which have greatly benefited those who study these words with an open mind and pondering heart. Further information after Joseph's death, about the Book of Abraham, will need to be confirmed by the Holy Ghost, myself, in sincere humble prayer.

13. 10. About judging lying people: People may lie to you, or seek to manipulate and trick you in your life. When you become aware that they are doing this, you are still able to hold off your judgments on them. Whether you continue to judge them or not will generally not stop their behavior. It is best to just accept them how they are, with no judgments on their behavior except how you might be directly affected. When you accept people with poor habits and intentions, you don't condone their behavior. You accept them as one of your brothers and sisters, living a mortal life and dealing with the weaknesses of the flesh. This attitude is one of love, which they will generally feel. When you withhold judgments, thinking of your own weaknesses and foibles, they sense your attitude. In this state of being loved and accepted, they then are more free to deal with their own weaknesses, and have the greatest possibility to change for the better. If you judge them, they are less likely to change, but to stay in their own poor habits and sin. Withholding judgment of your brother or sister takes personal maturity and effort, particularly at first.

14. Matthew 7:3-5–

"And why beholdest thou the mote that is in thy brother's eye, but considerest not the beam that is in thine own eye?

Or how wilt thou say to thy brother, Let me pull out the mote out of thine eye; and, behold, a beam is in thine own eye?

Thou hypocrite, first cast out the beam out of thine own eye; and then shalt thou see clearly to cast out the mote out of thy brother's eye."

15. 11. About re-baptisms in the Church of Christ: Raphael, your baptism and priesthood ordination is valid before us, for we have accepted all such ordinances and ordinations in the LDS church before May 25, 2014. However, as an entry requirement into the Church of Christ, soon to be established on the earth, you will also need to be re-baptized and re-ordained since none of the records will be transferred to this new church. You will then have records in the LDS Church and also in the Church of Christ. You will become a new member of this Church of Christ, by baptism of the water and of the spirit.

16. 12. About the use of comfrey: Raphael, you have properly been using comfrey as a telestial mortal healing herb. You have found it best to be used fresh, either chewed and ingested, or as a poultice on a wound or bruise. It may also be drunk as an infusion (tea). As for the infusion, the saturated plant is still better to take, more powerful, than the tea itself. Comfrey may be directed in the body to any location in the body, by two methods: 1) on its own inherent ability to go to the area in the body where it may best be utilized, and 2) helped by your directed thoughts to go to the area of need that you direct it to go. If there is a head injury, it may go to that area, even passing the blood-brain barrier. It would also be useful to apply to the outside, mixed with an oil like olive oil, to prevent it sticking to the flesh after it dries. Once applied as a poultice, I generally hold the chewed or mashed clump of comfrey leaves (or roots) on the affected area with a band aid of some kind, or a piece of tape or tied cloth. Your practice of placing plastic wrap on top of the comfrey is also a good way to keep comfrey juice from dripping on clothing.'

I wrote all of Heavenly Mother's words, both on the bench next to the circling waters in my heavenly journal and also in my journal on earth. I feel that I have correctly written it all.

17. Heavenly Mother then spoke again:

'Raphael, I am satisfied with what you have written. Share these questions and answers with all of your mortal angels who sustain you as Raphael, and who continue to receive your emails and web posts.'

I thanked her again! I felt so happy to have enjoyed this prayer time with her today. I then closed my prayer and got ready for the day! Lots to be happy about today!

Fireworks in Provo taken from my cell phone

G. R's Personal Journal Entry, July 5, 2018, Thursday

1. This morning I went to the celestial world where I began my morning prayer. I came to the very quiet desert oasis. Last night I had a short prayer. Heavenly Mother dismissed me from any real connection since it was so late and I was so tired. Anyway, at the desert oasis this morning, I came to the shore and drank from my cupped hand the living water. I sought it to clarify my mind. I felt perceptive and was ready to connect in prayer to my God.

I knelt by the shore facing the water. Heavenly Father appeared to me on the water of the oasis. His eyes were very deep and settled, fully in charge and happy it seemed. He had a slight smile. I so love to be in his presence! I asked for certain blessings on some struggling family members. I then asked to hear his words and message this morning.

2. He spoke:

'Raphael, I am pleased to come to you this morning! I am glad you are building lasting memories with your family. Sit up now and write my words.'

I sat up in my recliner at home from my kneeling position, and wrote to this point.

Heavenly Father spoke again:

'Your Heavenly Mother and I have blessed you to be able to hear our words we speak to you at the time you write them. You usually don't have to try to reconstruct our words after your prayer, but during the very moment we speak. This is the preferred way we communicate with you, for we want all our words written for you to share and write in your journal. I want to speak to you about the intentions of the heart.

3. You have a large enough family now that you can see your various family members who have matured to adulthood. You have raised those who are your children in the values of Christian behavior and good manners. Once they have become adults, they then challenge these views and establish their own heartfelt desires. Some have kept the same values they were brought up with, and some have chosen other paths. You have been doing well recently in accepting and loving each one, regardless of their choices.

4. The choices of our children are mostly driven by the intent of their hearts. These are the true desires that emerge once they are adults. There are enough circumstances in a lifetime to thoroughly help these true desires to surface. You never know what your children will choose. Also, you never know who may change their focus and change later in their lives, either for good or evil.

5. The mortal experience in a fallen telestial world is the only environment where we and our children may see truly their hearts' desires. Each of our children needs the freedom to choose their own path. Without choice, they would not have the options to decide on their own. During this time of choosing, we speak to each one in their unconscious mind. They inwardly hear our gentle enticements to choose the good and let go of the evil. We encourage them in all the ways to love themselves and their neighbor, to serve and bless others around them, and to act in ways of Christian decorum.

They are also enticed by that cunning one, even Satan and his minions. These also seek to persuade them to choose evil and to act in selfish and evil ways.

6. 2 Nephi 2:16

"Wherefore, the Lord God gave unto man that he should act for himself. Wherefore, man could not act for himself save it should be that he was enticed by the one or the other."

7. In these enticements for good or evil, in the environment of free choice, our child then may fully choose what he or she really wants. This is driven by the intent of their heart. For those who choose good and respond more to our enticements, we then continue to lead and direct. When they hear our voice and hearken to our counsel, we continue to lead them, step by step. They become numbered among our elect sons and daughters. Those who prove valiant and faithful to the end are our elect. They have chosen us, and rejected Satan. We then know, as do they themselves, the state of the true intent of their hearts. We have found that mortality is the most perfect environment to help them find out who they really are.

We ultimately bless each of our children with the eternal world of glory, which matches the intent of their hearts. They live forever with others of our children in a similar state. They are happiest to be with these, in their saved condition. Had they not experienced a fallen telestial state, no longer in our presence, we would not have demonstrated to them the true intent of their hearts.

8. Raphael, for you and our very faithful ones, we will make you even as we are, Gods in eternity! The intent of your heart is like ours! For all those whose hearts are pure and upright, we will lead them into our Church of the Firstborn and bring them to their exaltation and eternal life as a God, sealed to the companion of their choosing who likewise has a similar intent of heart. This process in eternity is how it has always been, even from our first parent Gods from the beginning.'

I thanked my Heavenly Father for these words. I had heard similar words but he tied it all together so well. I do so love to receive his messages in my mind! I asked if I recorded them well enough. I felt I had written his words accurately enough.

I closed my communion with God, but he said he would continue to be by my side. I knew my time in direct prayer had ended. I felt so very blessed to start my day in this way!

9. Later–Tonight I came to pray after my wife went to sleep. She particularly was very tired after the birthday party for our 2nd daughter. Our daughter felt very loved and that we were generous and spoke kindly words to her. That makes it all worthwhile!

Tonight I prayed on the northern shores of Lake Beautiful, near the fruit trees planted by the shore. I drank some of the water of the lake and then felt very clarified. I knelt facing the trees while I was on the shore. I asked for my Heavenly Parents to come, or one of them.

Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother both came to me, walking from their fruit trees. I gazed particularly on the face of Heavenly Mother–she was smiling broadly and was very pretty.

10. She asked me to write her words:

'Raphael, you have come to us once your family has all gone to bed. You still have more things you need to do. You have placed the prayer with us ahead of your own sleep and those other tasks. This is the sort of dedication we expect of our elect who really want to connect with us in prayer. By giving us a high priority in their lives, this gets our attention. We will bless these faithful who do this with our abundant guidance and revelations.

11. I want to instruct you more about controlling and writing the story of the way you think of your own past. You may write or think any story you may wish. This does not change the facts of history, only your view of how you feel about it. It is most profitable to oneself to make one's past not mean certain things that create negative feelings. Instead, you may reprogram your view or story of your past in a positive light.

12. For example, in your ward, there were few people who inquired after you and even seemed to ignore you in the time of your greatest need. You might think that they purposefully chose to neglect you and therefore they are bad people. However, a better view would be to say to yourself that these ward members were not aware of your dire plight or were very busy in caring for their own families. Had they known, they would have eagerly extended and helped you, or just even visited you.

The latter story creates kindly feelings of the ward members, whereas the first story makes you want to stay away from those ward members. You will find the second story creates feelings of acceptance, love and non-judgmental attitudes. This is a far better position to bless your current life than holding grievances, reflected in the first story of your past.

13. If you let feelings of acceptance, non-judgment and love pervade your past and current thoughts, you will find yourself much happier. The circumstances and past facts remain the same, but only your view has changed.

You may change your past stories and retell them in more positive ways. You will be much more able to face these people, now harboring no feelings of judgment. You will be able to genuinely extend love and acceptance to them, even those you once thought of as your enemies.

14. The same positive stories should be retold in your new mindset for your family, work and other settings. When feelings of judgment leave, you increase your love for those people and become unafraid of them or what they may do to hurt you again. You also have greater thought control in the present and don't react to their actions. You think overall more happy and loving thoughts towards these people. You are genuine, but still remember your new story involving them in your past. You are not foolish in thinking that those who once hurt you are harmless. You think, however, accepting thoughts, even though you may be guarded.'

I thanked my Heavenly Mother for her great view of being positive. She was so positive and happy today as she spoke to me! I asked to be able to re-think my past in positive ways. I then closed in the name of Jesus Christ and went to bed."

H. R's Personal Journal Entry, July 6, 2018, Friday

1. I awoke early and snuck into the adjacent bedroom to pray and write in my journal. I have a busy day planned. I am grateful to have some private time early this morning.

Yesterday morning I came out from prayer and didn't get a chance to talk with my wife as I had apparently said I would. Anyway, I had good intentions, but my actions were not what I said I would do. I had spent too long in prayer and she picked raspberries alone, which I was supposed to pick with her and talk.

I want especially to do what I say I will do and pay attention to my actions so I am trustworthy of my word. I asked her for her forgiveness and also my God.

This morning I came to a quiet place in God's desert area, not far from the hill I frequently come to. I knelt facing east. I asked for my Heavenly Parents to come.

2. Heavenly Father came to me, appearing directly in front of me, a little elevated in the air. He asked to speak and that I write. Here are his words:

'Raphael, yesterday we gave you an impression to go talk to your wife prior to praying to me. You did not respond to this gentle thought but kept approaching us in prayer. I talked to you about the intentions of the heart. At that time, you had good intentions, but had forgotten or dismissed an agreed time to talk to your wife. She forgave you but felt lonely for your companionship. You had good intentions, but your actions were not congruent with what she took as a promise.

3. Raphael, do not dismiss subtle promptings that come into your mind. They can be resolved as either from us or your own thoughts if you just address them and ask of us. We will let you know which are those that come from us and that you should heed, and which are just thoughts. In this way, you will not miss anything from us, even the most subtle and quiet promptings.'

4. I thanked Heavenly Father for his words. I asked for his forgiveness in not listening to him prior to my prayer, in those subtle, quiet impressions. I asked to be alerted to these promptings and question them more. I really want to be a man of my word! I asked to be able to develop better trust too, in the mind of my wife, so she and I will always be close.

He then said it was time for me to get started on my day. He said he had delivered his message. He said he forgave me and to listen more carefully to these subtle promptings in the future. He said I heard them, but dismissed them. He said he would help train me to pay closer attention during my day to these very quiet promptings.

I thanked him again and closed my prayer. I feel corrected, but so very happy to have a greater awareness that these subtle promptings may truly be from God and not my own background thoughts. I really want to be very congruent in my thoughts, following their promptings, and my actions in my daily life.

5. After my Friday date– We just came home, now at 11 pm. I hope to get a prayer with my Heavenly Parents.

I came to the circling water tonight, one of my favorite places. It was dark and the moon was reflecting off the water. I felt very settled and happy. I asked for my Heavenly Parents to come.

Heavenly Mother came to me, coming from the moonbeams in the night sky. I saw her again in her reflection before I saw her coming in the sky!

She soon was in front of me. She was very much filled with soft light, and was smiling a lot. Oh, I love to be with her!

6. I asked her for her message. She spoke and I wrote her words:

'Raphael, these are very peaceful summer days you are having! You are so highly blessed. You have family all around, your own children and their families that fill up a lot of your days. You celebrated with them the Independence Day of your nation. You have many parties and enjoy each other.

7. The days of peace will soon be replaced with days of change. War will come before you realize, in your own land. There will be lots of trauma among the people of the land. There will be lots of natural disasters and manmade calamities, in the coming needful but difficult days. These will open up the days leading to the establishment of Zion, the building of the New Jerusalem, and the great millennium!

8. I look forward to these days of peace and rest ahead, where our elect will thrive and Satan and wickedness will cease. In my present mindset, when I think of the future I choose to dwell on these happy events, rather than on the days of tribulation. If you do the same, you will find a hope and assurance that will help you endure the days of war and calamity.

9. We will be with you in every time of trouble. We will be by your side, directing and guiding you. We will do so for everyone who establishes with us now a strong relationship, and regularly approaches us with sincere diligence and connection. For all our children who come unto us, we will help them, at whatever state they may be in. Oh, we love our elect children!'

10. I thanked my sweet loving Heavenly Mother for her happy countenance, and for her counsel to think of the happy days ahead, after the troubles that will come. I thanked her for her and Heavenly Father's continual guidance that they have promised the faithful and I.

Heavenly Mother then left her spot from where she had talked to me. I thought I saw her travel into the sky, into the bright celestial moonlight above. I felt her warm and happy presence then next to me. I felt so comforted and at peace!

I closed my prayer and went to bed.

I. 's Personal Journal Entry, July 7, 2018, Saturday

1. This morning I came to the quiet desert oasis. I love the stillness of this place! I sat on the bench, facing the water, for some time. I then felt clear and transparent even! There was no heaviness, but I felt light and airy. I don't know what this means except that I feel pure and clean, with pure intentions of my heart and an open mind.

I asked for my Heavenly Parents, or one of them to come to me. I saw next Heavenly Father come around the oasis on a path to my right side. He seemed calm and happy, and very self-assured as always. When he came before me, I spoke:

'Heavenly Father, I am so pleased to be in thy presence this Saturday morning! I feel happy that thou hast responded to my prayer of faith, and have come to me!'

2. Heavenly Father spoke:

'Raphael, I am also pleased to come to you today! I want to talk to you more about your future thoughts. Your Heavenly Mother mentioned this last night in your prayer how she likes to think of happy times ahead more that the hardships times. She does well to do that, since she remains in a happier present state. We have control of our thoughts, whether past, present or future. For us, we know what the future holds in detail. For you, you don't have many of those specific details revealed to you. You are able to see into the future as we reveal them to you.

3. We have asked you to have no expectations about how or what we may do in the future. This attitude keeps you very open and malleable. However, we have shared with you certain future events that we see coming to the earth and its inhabitants. You may ponder on these things, and they may cause emotions of joy, anticipation and peace, or they may cause anxiety and fear. If you live in fear of the future, you subject yourself to unnecessary negative emotions in the present. If you live with happy days ahead, you will live with happy anticipation for the future. We ask you to think on the positive that is in your future, rather than thoughts that create fear and unwanted emotions. Think of happy days ahead, keeping your mind open with no expectations other that what we have already revealed to you.

4. Knowing that the near future holds hardships and trials that will hopefully cause you to prepare yourself to handle foreseeable difficulties now. This motivates you to keep out of debt, to have some food storage and production skills like gardening, and to have a rainy day savings. We will guide you on what to prepare for.

5. Emotionally, however, you will not be able to prepare for what might come into your life except to be the best you can be now. When you seek to fill your life with Christ like attributes of love and gratitude, and many positive character behaviors, you will be able to best meet future challenges. Having a good relationship with your Heavenly Mother and I will pay great dividends in the future, for we will always guide our elect who come unto us and obey our counsels.

6. Raphael, we have purposefully withheld most future events in the personal lives of our children. This keeps them able to live in the present and avoid unnecessary worry about the future. You only have control of your present state and actions, and not in the past or the future. All of your growth and improvement occurs in the present. Think of the past and the future in ways that enhance improving yourself in the present moment.

Make your past and future thoughts serve your best interest, being positive and happy as possible.'

7. I thanked my Heavenly Father for his wise counsel! I told him this:

'I thank thee Father, for thy guidance! I will live in the present; to be as good as I can be, seeking to be more and more like thee. I will think of the past and future in ways that strengthens myself in the present moment. I will seek to live a happy balance in my life, and control my thoughts as I am counseled by thee and Heavenly Mother!'

Heavenly Father smiled and said he needed to go so I could now live my present life in mortality. He said he loved me and would always be near me, in every time of trouble that I may face.

He then continued to walk around the oasis, going to my left. He soon disappeared from my view. I closed my prayer and started my Saturday. I am motivated to live as best I can today!

8. In the evening: Tonight I came again to the circling waters in Heavenly Mother's upper garden. When I arrive, Heavenly Mother was already there, on the stream side of the circling waters! I immediately knelt before her. I gazed on her very sparkling eyes and her happy countenance. She was shining a warm glow of light from her being. She spoke to me:

'Raphael, you discussed with your wife about various attitudes in your family among your children. You could easily spot controlling behavior and judgmental attitudes. You are doing so much better yourself in not being controlling of others or judging. You have been doing well in accepting and loving others, just as they are.

9. Today I would like to talk to you about the topic of denying of the Holy Ghost, or the unpardonable sin. This is when one of my children receives a sure witness from me, from my role as the Holy Ghost, and unquestionably knows I inspired and witnessed to them. The witness of my spirit to their soul is the strongest our children can receive in the flesh. Since I am the Holy Ghost, when I witness to their soul, it is the witness of their loving Heavenly Mother, a love and a witness that they may trust and heed. If they turn away from me, their Heavenly Mother, and deny me, it is stating openly that I never gave them their witness in the first place. This is an egregious sin, and is not pardonable. They therefore deny all the gifts of good and love we may extend to them, even to the level of salvation that they would be willing to receive. If they deny me, they forgo any level of eternal happiness in a kingdom of glory, whether telestial, terrestrial or celestial. If they deny me, they forgo their eternal happiness in a kingdom of glory. The only place for them is a kingdom of no glory, which is eternal damnation.

I pump and spray green algae water from my fish pond into the greenhouse

There are some scriptures that speak of the denying of the Holy Ghost and that it is unpardonable:

10. Alma 39:6–

"For behold, if ye deny the Holy Ghost when it once has had place in you, and ye know that ye deny it, behold, this is a sin which is unpardonable; yea, and whosoever murdereth against the light and knowledge of God, it is not easy for him to obtain forgiveness; yea, I say unto you, my son, that it is not easy for him to obtain a forgiveness."

11. Matthew 12:31-32–

"Wherefore I say unto you, All manner of sin and blasphemy shall be forgiven unto men: but the blasphemy against the Holy Ghost shall not be forgiven unto men.

And whosoever speaketh a word against the Son of man, it shall be forgiven him: but whosoever speaketh against the Holy Ghost, it shall not be forgiven him, neither in this world, neither in the world to come."

12. Luke 12:10–

"And whosoever shall speak a word against the Son of man, it shall be forgiven him: but unto him that blasphemeth against the Holy Ghost it shall not be forgiven."

13. D&C 76:35–

"Having denied the Holy Spirit after having received it, and having denied the Only Begotten Son of the Father, having crucified him unto themselves and put him to an open shame."

14. The interpretation of the blasphemy against the Holy Ghost as given in D&C 132:27 is the interpretation of man, and the last part of this verse is not accurate. It states receiving the new and everlasting covenant is required prior to the blasphemy against the Holy Ghost, which is not part of this issue:

15. D&C 132:27–

"The blasphemy against the Holy Ghost, which shall not be forgiven in the world nor out of the world, is in that ye commit murder wherein ye shed innocent blood, and assent unto my death, after ye have received my new and everlasting covenant, saith the Lord God; and he that abideth not this law can in nowise enter into my glory, but shall be damned, saith the Lord."

16. This interpretation is not congruent with Luke 12:10 which states that all sin against Jesus Christ may be forgiven, but the sin against the Holy Ghost or the blasphemy or denying of the sure witness once it has unquestionably been given, shall not be forgiven.

The sure witness of me, the Holy Ghost, is given by me to the very spirit and unconscious mind of my child who seeks me diligently. My spirit enters their spirit and witnesses to their very soul the truth of something. Along with this is a witness of God, even their Heavenly Mother, that they are a precious son or daughter to me. Later, if they reject me and my witness, and continue in the course of denial, they will be excluded from a kingdom of glory. They will then be given a kingdom of no glory where they are forever banished from God's presence, worlds without end. This is even the destiny of the Sons of Perdition.

17. See D&C 76:31-35–

"Thus saith the Lord concerning all those who know my power, and have been made partakers thereof, and suffered themselves through the power of the devil to be overcome, and to deny the truth and defy my power—

They are they who are the sons of perdition, of whom I say that it had been better for them never to have been born;

For they are vessels of wrath, doomed to suffer the wrath of God, with the devil and his angels in eternity;

Concerning whom I have said there is no forgiveness in this world nor in the world to come—

Having denied the Holy Spirit after having received it, and having denied the Only Begotten Son of the Father, having crucified him unto themselves and put him to an open shame."

18. When I am denied, and my child rejects my sure witness of the Holy Ghost, they also deny the atonement and the sacrifice of my Beloved Son Jesus Christ, who suffered for their sins. This denial is akin to mocking his sacrifice, and putting him to an open shame. If they were at the death of Jesus Christ, they too would crucify him afresh.

Raphael, this is my explanation of the unpardonable sin, or denying the Holy Ghost once it is received'

I thanked my loving Heavenly Mother for her great explanation. I have always been confused on this topic. It now makes better sense to me. I pray that I will continue to have my mind enlightened to understand fully the unpardonable sin, or the sin against the Holy Ghost.

I closed my prayer and got ready for bed.

J. R's Personal Journal Entry, July 8, 2018, Sunday

1. I awoke to another beautiful day! I came in my mind to God's temple, in the front entry area. I knelt on the east side, facing the temple doors. I felt clear and receptive. I asked for my Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother to come.

I then saw my Heavenly Parents both come through the temple doors. THey soon were in front of me. I gazed into their calm happy faces! I looked over all of them, even their full robes. I recognized them as my loving Heavenly Parents! I knew them and I love to be with them!

I spoke first. I asked them to help me find and do what I really wanted to do, and especially to hear their words and do what they said. I wanted to be my true self, fully one with my premortal self.

2. Heavenly Mother then spoke to me:

'Raphael, we have brought you this morning into our beautiful temple! There are many places that we could meet with you on our celestial orb. This is one of our favorite places to be in!

We will bless you to be your own true self, even Raphael our archangel, our fourth son born to us in this eternity! You have many talents and skills you have developed, all around your interests and strengths. These have also surfaced in your mortal life. As you come daily unto us, your true spirit self, your personality and who you really are, will become more evident to you. You will become in the flesh even the same person, dropping all habits that are not congruent with who you really are. You will have the same interests and skills, the same warm acceptance and love for your brothers and sisters. You will be more and more even tempered, having great trust in our lead as we guide you by revelation in your life. You will fully know yourself, your destiny and mission. This knowledge will give you more and more confidence in your self before us, your Gods and your Heavenly Parents.

3. We desire all of our holy mortal angels to likewise know themselves and their true identity. They too may drop habits and the cultural influence of the world in their lives, thereby becoming one with themselves, their true premortal spirit self. They too may gain the confidence and strength of being fully congruent with themselves.

4. Raphael, you and our other mortal angels are to keep your identity secret from the world except to the few that we inspire you to reveal your identity. You will be poised to act on earth and in heaven in all of our directions. You will become all fully awakened to your true identity and angelic missions! You will frequently hear our voice and act as we direct.

The others of our children who are our elect will also become gradually aware of their premortal selves. These too may become linked in the conscious mind to their true identity as our sons and daughters. We will lead them as we lead you, here a little and there a little. They too may be fully led and guided by us, their Gods, in their mortal lives.

5. Thus one of our purposes for our obedient and faithful children is to awaken to who they are, their true premortal spirit self. They all may frequently come into our kingdom here in heaven, as have you. We too will come unto them and lead them along, as we have done for you Raphael.'

I thanked my Heavenly Mother for her words of great comfort and assurance! I feel so accepted and loved by my Heavenly Parents! I feel clear and happy. I feel assured, more and more, of my identity as Raphael in my mortal experience. I am so grateful for this knowledge!

I thanked them both for coming to me! I knew my time with them in formal prayer had ended. I asked them to be by my side today, to be near me always. I ended my prayer and started my Sabbath day.

6. After church–I went with my wife to a local ward at 1:00 pm. In my mind, I came to the celestial world at the overlook point on the path, on top of the green hill. I saw the temple in the distance.

For the sacrament hymn, we sang from page 194 "There is a Green Hill Far Away". I was at the top of a green hill!

Anyway, the priest offered a blessing on the bread in the ward. I situated myself in heaven at this overlook, on my knees. There was a white cloud in the sky, and I could see the temple doors in the distance. I then made my sacrament covenant to my Heavenly Parents, who were not yet in front of me. Then I saw my Heavenly Mother and Heavenly Father come out of the temple doors. They looked at me, and then a beam of light came from them to me. Almost instantly they were in front of me! Heavenly Father spoke:

7. 'Raphael, your Heavenly Mother and I accept the covenant you have made to take upon you the name of our Beloved Son, Jesus Christ, to always remember us, and to keep our commandments. We will always be by your side and will always be with you.

8. Your Heavenly Mother spoke to you last night about blasphemy against the Holy Ghost. We made a decision at the beginning of this eternity, that your Heavenly Mother would have the role of the Holy Ghost. She would act in her replicated spirit during the duration of the mortal experience of our children. In this role, she would testify to our children who approached her of the truth. She would witness of the truth of the gospel, our way of living, and witness to our sons and daughters by having her very spirit go inside of their spirits. This witness, from their loving Heavenly Mother, would be profound and the strongest witness they could receive. It would be a gift from her in her role as the Holy Ghost.

9. If one of our children were to have received this great gift and witness, and then were to fully deny it until the day of judgment, then that child would be committing an unpardonable sin. This would be blasphemy against the Holy Ghost. We determined that if this affront were to occur, this would be a gift she gave to them that was denied, and it would then be our last gift to that child. They would have forfeited our next great gift of salvation that we would have given to them, through the merits of our Beloved Son, Jesus Christ. They would receive a kingdom of no glory, or not eternal salvation.'

A yellow squash from our garden with a leaf coming from the yellow fruit!
Reminds me of flowing hair.

10. The priest then offered the blessing on the sacrament water. Heavenly Mother then spoke to me:

'Raphael, when one of my children say that they never received my witness when I clearly gave it to them, and then fully deny this until the day of judgment, I am very grieved and hurt! It is the same hurt I feel if my child were to deny that I am their Mother, when they have full knowledge that I am. This is the greatest rejection I can receive!

Those who may do this have denied themselves of any further gifts from their Heavenly Father or me. They receive no more gift of the Holy Ghost, and no gift of salvation.

11. Raphael, after the third part of our children rebelled and were cast off with Lucifer, he became their new spiritual father. He made them all deny us, their true Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother, and by an oath commit themselves to him, Lucifer. They denied us as their true Heavenly Parents.

Those who remain subjugated to Lucifer, and continue to deny us as their loving Heavenly Parents, will also receive no further gift from us. For them, it would have been better had they never been born to us as their spirit children. This is in fulfillment of D&C 76:30-38.'

12. D&C 76:30-38-

"And we saw a vision of the sufferings of those with whom he made war and overcame, for thus came the voice of the Lord unto us:

Thus saith the Lord concerning all those who know my power, and have been made partakers thereof, and suffered themselves through the power of the devil to be overcome, and to deny the truth and defy my power—

They are they who are the sons of perdition, of whom I say that it had been better for them never to have been born;

For they are vessels of wrath, doomed to suffer the wrath of God, with the devil and his angels in eternity;

Concerning whom I have said there is no forgiveness in this world nor in the world to come—

Having denied the Holy Spirit after having received it, and having denied the Only Begotten Son of the Father, having crucified him unto themselves and put him to an open shame.

These are they who shall go away into the lake of fire and brimstone, with the devil and his angels—

And the only ones on whom the second death shall have any power;

Yea, verily, the only ones who shall not be redeemed in the due time of the Lord, after the sufferings of his wrath."

13. I then thanked them for these words of clarification. The bishop started speaking, and I tried to write what messages I received from my Heavenly Parents in my pocket journal. I finished up writing after we returned home from church.

14. At night–I have been mulling over the subject of blasphemy against the Holy Ghost. There is a lot that I have been thinking about. I re-read what I wrote on this subject yesterday and today. It is much clearer to me now.

I came tonight to the maple tree grove on the western shores of Lake Beautiful. I prayed for my Heavenly Parents to come. Heavenly Mother came to me alone tonight. She came through the upper parts of the trees, and settled to a point above the ground in front of me. Here are her words:

15. 'Raphael, we have given you much information about the blasphemy against the Holy Ghost. You have edited and re-read these entries again. What you have finally written is true and acceptable to me. I will give you no more information at this time about this negative subject.

I will be with you throughout your sleep, and during each day this week. We will come quickly and give you more revelations, as fast as you are able to receive them.'

She leaned over to me and pulled me to a standing position. She gave me a full embrace, her spirit coming inside of mine! I felt her deep love and compassion, her full acceptance of me! I knew she was my true Heavenly Mother, and that she birthed me as a spirit infant! I felt her same love I have felt in the past that filled me with joy and great peace!

She then exited my body, smiled broadly at me, and then went back into the sky through the trees. I knelt again and thanked her for her great message and embrace! Oh, how I love my Heavenly Mother!"