A. R's Personal Journal, September 14, 2019, Saturday

1. I had a restless night last night. I felt like my Heavenly Mother was giving me information but I couldn't discern between reality and dreaming it. I am glad to be awake and in my room where I will begin a new prayer.

2. I came this morning to the north side of the river representing Jesus Christ, just before the river plunges into the rocky pit. It seemed barren around, without a lot of vegetation. I knelt facing the river. I asked for my Heavenly Mother to come, for that is who I thought would come.

3. Heavenly Mother immediately appeared right in front of me! She was filled with light. I felt her light come into me and pass into and through me until I too felt full of her light. It was like very cell of my body was purged and immersed in her light.

4. She then spoke: 'Raphael, you are clean and pure every whit. My light engulfs you and sustains you as you kneel before me. You wondered last night if it was me who came to you in your sleep and if I had a message for you. That was me and I did reveal little glimpses of what I will share with you this morning.

5. When I birthed my spirit children as babies, they were each distinctly either male or female, just like babies are on earth. We clothed their nakedness with robes, from their birth to their full-grown spirits. Our sons became men with physiques of men and our daughters were distinctly fully grown women. They each were male and female, just like our mature sons and daughters are in the flesh on earth. They wore our pre-mortal robes to cover their nakedness. Their reproductive body parts were not sexually functional, nor would be until they came to earth. The white robes we gave them were all they wore with no other undergarments.

6. It wasn't until we began teaching them of their unique roles of men and women, in reproducing and bearing children, that they were really awakened to the differences in their bodies. Before that time, they knew they were different but paid no attention to their differences much, for they had no sexual stimulation or curiosity.

7. During their preparation for mortality, we taught our sons and our daughters the process of procreation, this very sacred sequence of steps for creating life in mortality. We taught them in great detail, for their spirits would need to know all of the particular steps in this godly process. Our sons and daughters were amazed and awed by the grandeur of our design that they would be blessed with in mortality. We also had them experience by proxy some of these functions so that they were sure to learn all these steps in creating and birthing their own babies in mortality. Our sons and daughters became so humbled to have this great gift of procreation extended to them in their future mortal lives as grown men and women!

8. Satan and his host of spirits were never taught any of these things, for they were cast out of heaven and never passed their first estate. When our mortal sons and daughters came to earth and began being married and experiencing sexual relations and bearing children, Lucifer saw that he and his followers could disrupt this process of bearing life. He began twisting the desires of men and women, encouraging them to explore, outside the bonds of marriage, these new creative powers for pleasure and self interest, without thought of bearing children. In your day, he still prompts in all varieties of perversions, the sacred powers of sexual arousals and experiences. The aim is all self-centered lusts of the flesh, with no thought of bearing children. Your world has accepted Satan's lures and temptations and promotes these sexual acts in all versions of deviant behaviors, almost always outside of marriage and often with multiple partners. This is a very wicked sin that has now swept the land and penetrated every culture to some degree. These sexual perversions are promoted in your land on most every media method, so that they are available to our children, even in their youth. We are saddened by this great misuse among the wicked who follow Satan's temptations and allow themselves to abuse their God given powers!

9. Among the righteous, they honor marriage and chastity and reserve their use of these procreative powers until married. They are true and faithful to their spouse throughout their lives and bare our children as their own offspring. However, even in these strong families, Satan has made inroads to lure the husbands and wives away by sexual fantasies or inappropriate behavior, usually because of the media and culture, which is so prevalent. Our very elect are troubled by these things and are often exposed to dark and sinister temptations, for it is all around them and they can hardly avoid these practices that are so strongly encouraged in the world.

10. Last night you were troubled by some things that you saw online. This troubled mind and heart is a good thing, for each of our children have a sense of guilt, a moral internal code, as they are initially confronted with the sins of the world. You were feeling guilty for seeing what is so difficult not to see in your wicked society, particularly in images and videos online.

11. Raphael, you are clean and pure before your Heavenly Father and me! Jesus Christ has forgiven you of your sins and weaknesses, and has brought you again into our very presence. I have filled you with my intense light of the Holy Ghost in every part of your being. You hear me and write all my words as I speak them to you. You are our spokesman and prophet for the celestial Church of the Firstborn!

12. With this introduction, I would like to reveal to you how our spirit children enter into their mortal experience. After a man impregnates a woman in mortality, his sperm enters into her uterus. This sperm is accompanied by the spirit of the child that is to be birthed by the mother.

13. The spirit son or daughter of your Heavenly Father and me is actually in the physical sperm that enters into the woman from the man. This is possible because the spirit is capable of shrinking or expanding to any size. In this case, our spirit child is inside the mother in the sperm. When the sperm cells come upon an egg cell of the woman, life begins. Our spirit son or daughter has been trained in their pre-mortal life how to initiate the division of cells in the egg and to eventually grow a new fetus in the mother's womb. The spirit of the child to be born is active in growing inside the egg and fetus, even from the beginning. Conception at this early phase involves the spirit to be born and the hormones and sequences controlled by the mother spirit that she learned in her pre-mortal life. The process is very detailed, but all was taught and learned well before we even allowed our beloved sons and daughters to enter mortality.

14. The body functions to keep and grow new life of our new spirit child within her womb are all controlled in the unconscious mind of the mother. The spirit embryo or fetus also has a part in this development process. Both the mother and child's spirits communicate together, coordinating the growth process so that ultimately the baby is born.

15. Birth of a full term baby is also a very coordinated effort between the spirit of the mother and her child. The birth canal is symbolic of the passing from the celestial world where our child has always lived, to the telestial world of the mother in mortality. As the baby passes through this dark birth canal into the light of day in their new world, he or she emerges nearly fully separate from their mother. Once the umbilical cord is severed, our baby child is so very helpless and dependent upon his or her mother and father for nourishment and protection.

16. The awareness of their new world comes gradually to our newborn children in the flesh. They gradually become aware of how to function in their new bodies. They learn so quickly, but even with their total immersion in a physical telestial world, they still have strong remembrances of their previous life on our celestial orb. This memory gradually fades before they can talk and soon the veil of forgetfulness is fully upon them. They soon cannot recall anything and are consumed in their new mortal life as a toddler.

17. Last night I was explaining to you in your unconscious mind these same things while you slept. You kept remembering me coming and remembered glimpses of the fetus growing and the baby coming through the birth canal. However, your conscious mind could not piece together your visions as I taught them to you.

18. Raphael, this entire birth process was created by our first parent Gods in the beginning. This same process has continued since then by all of the gods and their posterity.

19. There is a similar process for the birth of our spirit children that have developed and grown in my own uterus. I birthed each one in a similar process as our mothers birth their physical babies on earth. I birthed spirit offspring that were created in our very images. These are our beloved spirit children!'

20. I thanked my glorious Heavenly Mother for her revelation this morning! I feel very invigorated and awed by this amazing birth process that God has created and allowed us on earth to use in bringing forth their children. It is all such a marvelous plan!

21. Heavenly Mother then smiled upon me and touched my head with her hand. She then vanished and was gone. I closed my great prayer and started my day.

22. At night–Tonight I came to the pool in God's Loving Healing Center that is found in the woods, not far from the pyramid building. It was light and the day was waning in the woods. I knelt by the pool and drank living water from my cupped hand. I then looked up above the pool and asked for my Heavenly Parents to come.

23. Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother then appeared to me, standing above the pool of water! They were holding hands, both shining and mildly glowing in the forest. Their light went deep into the water, so that I could see the sides and bottom of the small pool from their light.

24. Heavenly Mother then spoke: 'Raphael, we have been giving you many revelations recently that have pushed both you who receive these revelations and K and S.A. who type up your posts. Inquire again of the group you send your posts to find someone who can type up Sunday's weekly journal entries, and for when K won't be able to type up in November. We are please with your coordinated work you are each doing to get our revelations available online. We recognize each of your dedicated efforts!

25. Your Father and I have designed our new infant children in mortality to gradually mature into a full-grown man or woman. This process involves many changes in their physical body. This change is all governed and controlled by their spirit, specifically by their unconscious mind. Our spirit children have learned well their lessons on how to fully operate their own physical bodies, even through the time they have grown to full stature and to the end of their lives. The spirit of our sons and daughters knows best how to operate and heal their own body. This is their sacred stewardship.

26. Occasionally there is sickness or other ailments our son or daughter might not know how to fix while in their conscious mind. They may then gain access to their unconscious mind to find out what to do to help heal their own bodies. This ability to find out what to do to help heal the body is called by you "energy testing".

27. Energy testing has always been an ability of many of our children at all times on the earth. However, many didn't even know they could access this healing information from their own spirit, by connecting to their own spirit and their unconscious mind. It can be done by asking yes or no questions, or questions about how important a certain remedy or action would be to help return their body to its healthy state. Raphael, you have developed this ability to energy test in your mind, because of your good connection to your unconscious mind, or using muscle testing techniques. Whenever this is done, the knowledge from one's own spirit is accessed by the tester. There is often a tester and the one being tested. There is a thought connection process between the mind of the tester and the mind of the one being tested. This type of communication is just like we speak with you, or how spirits communicate with each other. The correct answers come from the one being tested who is in need of healing of their own body, whether physical, spiritual, emotional or mental. These answers are accurate as the one being able to receive information through the unconscious mind of the test and the one being tested, and the knowledge of what is best to do from the one being tested. These answers can often be quite accurate, and give guidance on how to proceed in healing actions.

28. You have developed the practice of bringing a certain proposed remedy into the presence of the one being tested. You then ask if this remedy would be helpful in healing the body. If it is helpful and a true remedy, and you feel confident it is good, or use muscle testing methods to get positive response, then you can feel assured your answer is accurate and it is truly a good remedy. You are so used to doing this Raphael, that you only need to ask in your mind and you feel assurance if it is good, or no such feeling if it is not good. You regularly do this sort of testing weekly for the remedies for your son, your wife and yourself. These charts of foods and remedies you all take are based on your energy testing methods.

29. We accept and validate to you that your energy testing methods are generally accurate. You have found if you keep unbiased in your testing, your accuracy improves. However, if your own emotions or preconceived mental thoughts get in the way, your answers will also be less accurate.

30. There is a fine line between receiving answers for the health of the body and answers in prayer from us by revelation. The way these answers come is through the same medium of your thoughts so you need to be able to discern who is giving the thoughts or directions to your mind. Even muscle testing may become not accurate if you become based or swayed by your own thoughts rather than clearly feeling if what you receive comes from your own spirit or of the spirit of the one being tested. Those who first begin muscle testing my also be open to deception from false or evil spirits.

31. In addition, our words that come into your mind come in a similar way and manner as your energy testing answers come into your mind. We send also our accompanying Spirit, so that you may know that your thought or feeling is from us and not yourself or from another. This discernment is possible, but needs to be developed through practice over time.

32. We also honor proxy testing methods, as long as all parties are in agreement, or the one who has stewardship over a younger child agrees. Energy testing or muscle testing should also be confined to health issues, since that is the knowledge we trained our spirits for in their pre-mortal teachings who came into mortality. If one were to test for another non-health issue, this would be outside of the scope of energy testing.

33. We are always available to be asked any question at all through prayer. We love our children, and will answer to them their sincere questions according to the promptings and workings of our Holy Spirit and the Holy Ghost. This is such a great blessing in the lives of our humble and faithful children!'

34. I thanked my Heavenly Mother for her words tonight while she explained more in detail about these things to me. They all made perfect sense! I felt uplifted and enlightened by her words to me.

35. Heavenly Father then spoke: 'Raphael, the words you have written accurately record the thoughts and words of your Heavenly Mother to you tonight.'

36. I also thanked him for his witness and confirmation.

They then both faded away from me quickly, and I ended my prayer at this beautiful pool in the woods.

B. R's Personal Journal, September 15, 2019, Sunday

1. I love awakening to bright sunshine streaming through the east window in the morning! I see the patterns and signs in nature from our celestial orb repeated on earth. When I think of it, of course it would be this way! The very plants and animals on earth have been propagated from resurrected plants and animals that live on the celestial orb. All earths are therefore very similar in how they appear. Our very weeds, flowers and trees are of the same species from eternity to eternity on the mortal and now immortal earths of previous eternities, as they are currently on our own earth. Our very sun, moon and stars are the same as on previous few earths, for our solar system is reused for a specified number of times by the earths that come into the same location in our solar system. It is all a marvelous plan!

2. I am feeling happy and well rested this lovely Sabbath morning. I came to our beloved celestial orb to the little stream in the desert, not far to the southwest of the desert oasis where I often pray. There is a walking path next to the streambed. I decided to pray upon this path, facing the little stream in the small gully. I knelt and asked for my Heavenly Parents to come.

3. As I waited, I saw my Heavenly Father walking toward me on the path to my right. He soon arrived and I turned on my knees to face him. He was very majestic and bright, with his eternity eyes so very deep and understanding. I loved that he smiled compassionately on me too.

4. Heavenly Father spoke to my mind, in my thoughts: 'Raphael, you have written in your journal this morning that we reuse the same solar system for a series of earths, each from a different eternity. This is true. It is also true that were you to come to earths of different eternities, you would find the same plants and animals on these our creations. We have introduced new species that we create on the new earths, but by and large these are all very similar. All of the plants and animals on our earths come from our celestial orb.

5. Many of these same kinds and species of these plants and animals were also on the very first creations of our first parent Gods. We, who are Gods in eternity, keep creating new species and freely share these with each other.

6. The role of being a God is a very creative process and a wonderful life! Your Heavenly Mother and I love this creative part. We are continually envisioning new ways to form the earth, to create plants that meet certain of our requirements of beauty, function or purpose.

7. In your own state of Utah, we have created beautiful rock formations in the areas of Bryce Canyon Arches and Zion National Parks that continually amaze visitors. These, our creations, have taken us millions of years of mortal time in the process. We have planned these beautiful rock creations from the beginning of the physical creation of your earth. These beauties will remain or be restored even when the earth is resurrected to a celestial glory.

8. We have made many walking trails for our children and us on our celestial orb. These same sorts of parks, paths, and natural beauty reserves will be on your resurrected earth. There are natural waterfalls, rivers, lakes, forests, deserts, jungles, and all sorts of terrain for our plant and animal creations that beautify our eternal worlds. We do this to please the eye and gladden the heart of our children and our other creations.

9. When your earth is resurrected, we will give to our faithful couple Gods a portion of the earth as their own land of their first inheritance. This is initially beautified by us, their Heavenly Parents. However, since it becomes their initial eternal inheritance, they may modify this area, as they desire. Some of our children, who are now gods in their own galaxies, still come back frequently to their home-based resurrected earth. Some keep it just like we originally beautified it for them, and some change their own first inheritance based on their desires. Most no longer bring their spirit children to their own original inheritance, since they have their own celestial orbs as their base home, where their children live and know as their home.

10. The resurrected earths in our own galaxy are all adorned in great beauty and splendor! Each has its own celestial city and temple that was constructed on their own earth during their millennial day of rest. Each temple is unique and very beloved of their own inhabitants who became gods in that particular eternity. They may also visit their own celestial library on their own earth to review past records and their own Book of Life. It is in this Book of Life where their own pre-mortal name is recorded as being faithful and promised eternal life and exaltation. Viewing these records brings a flood of happy memories to these now gods who view them. There is a lot of joy in the eternal worlds in our own galaxy!'

11. I could see how happy my Father was in contemplating all of these things. I gazed into his eyes and somehow was carried away to his and Heavenly Mother's land of their own inheritance, on their own resurrected earth! I saw Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother there, welcoming me to their original home. Heavenly Mother spoke:

12. 'Raphael, we decided to leave our beautiful home and land just as our own Heavenly Parents prepared it for us in the beginning. This is our mansion, spoken of by Jesus Christ in John 14:2: "In my Father's house are many mansions: if it were not so, I would have told you. I go to prepare a place for you." (see also D&C 72:4 and D&C 59:2).'

13. We then walked around together on their beautiful mansion and grounds! There was a large house, with many windows and surrounding gardens adorned with flowers, bushes and trees. There was a lake and stream on their property. Fish were abundant in the waters, and beautiful birds were all around. It was so heavenly and idyllic! I felt so blessed to have come here with them!

We paused and they both turned and faced me. Heavenly Mother spoke:

14. 'Raphael, we already are planning your own mansion and estate that you will share with your wife in your own future resurrected earth! We know you will both be very pleased with the details of our beautiful gift to you!'

15. With that my vision closed. I felt so happy to have been with both of them in my prayer today, and to have received so very much! Oh, I love my Heavenly Parents so very deeply!

16. After church–My wife and I came to a local ward. At the sacrament, I came to the mural in the mortal probation chapel that depicted our last days events. I faced the mural on my knees. In the chapel on earth, I heard the sacrament prayer and then received and partook of the bread. I made my covenant with God in front of the mural. I then saw both my Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother in the mural, being active and moving (they weren't a stationary picture)!

17. Heavenly Mother then spoke to me from inside the mural: 'Raphael, your Heavenly Father and I accept your covenant to take upon you the name of Jesus Christ, to always remember us, and to keep our commandments. We will always be with you, regardless of how you question yourself or what you might do in your daily life, for we know your heart and soul now, and your intentions and effort that you will put forth to always keep our commandments!'

18. After I partook of the water in the ward, Heavenly Mother then spoke to me again: 'Raphael, come into this last days mural with us!'

19. She extended her hand and I took it and stepped into the mural! I realized that I had just stepped into another realm, in front of my Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother.

20. Heavenly Mother spoke–'Raphael, you are now in our highest celestial realm! We may speak to you freely without anyone else possibly hearing us, even in the celestial realms, for there are veils that separate us from our other children. This highest realm is reserved for the Gods, and for those whom we occasionally invite to come into this realm to be by our side.'

21. I then saw Jesus Christ come next to our Father! All three of my Gods were before me. I immediately had the words of the sacrament prayer on the bread past through my mind. As I thought "to take upon themselves the name of Jesus Christ", I looked into the face of Jesus Christ in front of me. His eternity eyes were soft and very compassionate. I then thought "To always remember us, and to keep our commandments." I then looked upon the faces of Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother. I saw that they both were my true loving mentors and eternal parents. I thought how much I loved them! I told them then how I loved them and wanted always to do whatever they asked of me. They both smiled and shone the light of their countenances upon me.

22. The meeting on earth then went on and I lost my direct connection with God. I then recorded this experience in my pocket journal that I have copied into my normal journal tonight.

23. Tonight–I am here in my lovely home with the windows open. The breeze is blowing, it is warm and dark outside, and all seems well and at peace in our lives.

24. I feel prepared now to approach again my Heavenly Parents in humble prayer! I came in front of the last days mural in the mortal probation chapel, in God's temple on the celestial orb. It was bright in the room, not from any light source that I could see, but probably from the walls, floors and ceiling that shone.

25. I knelt facing the mural. I felt I should pray here. I was hopeful to be taken back into the highest celestial realm where the Gods dwell and live.

26. I then asked for my Heavenly Father or my Heavenly Mother to come. Heavenly Father then appeared at my left side. He was smiling and extended his hand to me. He spoke–'Raphael, let's go now into my highest celestial realm!'

27. I took his hand and we then both stepped again into the mural in front of us! The mural seemed to be like a portal into this higher realm where the Gods live and from where they minister to their children.

28. We walked right into wooded area with lots of grass on the ground. After a few minutes, Heavenly Father stopped, let go of my hand, and faced me: 'Raphael, I have brought you into the beautiful forested area on our celestial orb. This highest celestial realm is superimposed directly on top of this location. When someone in the celestial realm comes by, they would not see us, for there is a strong veil that separates us from them. We may be able to observe our children without them knowing of our presence.

29. We may superimpose our highest celestial realm on lower realms as well.'

30. We then came to downtown Provo that I immediately recognized! 'Raphael, we are still in my highest celestial realm and those around us are in the mortal telestial realm and cannot know we are here.'

31. We then were transported into the future to the celestial realm where the New Jerusalem temple floors, walls and ceilings are stored in large rooms. I knew this was the Jackson County area.

32. Heavenly Father spoke: 'We may also go to the future or the past in any other realm or time, while yet in our highest celestial realm. You are correct that this is the celestial repository for the New Jerusalem sections of the floors, walls, ceilings, etc. This time is just before you will be asked of your Heavenly Mother and I to come here with other celestial servants to remove some of these pre cut slabs.

Come, let us go into the closest room!'

33. We then walked into a large slotted room where the floor of the temple was vertically resting, at a slight angle. The floor seemed several feet thick and must have been very heavy. I saw also that the floor was of one piece in this section I was shown. The edges were prepared to accept the walls and somehow attach to them at a perfect right angle.

34. 'Raphael, when you remove this section of the floor to its planned location on the earth, the telestial earth will be muddy and have gaps in the ground from the devastation. However, once this floor slab comes into place it will sink down to the bedrock under the mud cracks in the earth. Once it comes to the bedrock it will stop and be perfectly level. The excess mud under the floor will fill in the cracks so that there is continuous bedrock and earth under the floor of the New Jerusalem temple.

35. This temple floor slab is celestial physical rock, and the earth upon which you will place it will be a telestial earth. Once the slab is in place, this surrounding will become healed of its devastation and will become a terrestrial earth for miles around. This change will all be from the celestial floor slab that is put in place.

36. The floor will continue to be celestial, and will not be visible from the terrestrial realm. In this place, your mortal workmen will plant a park of grass. In the celestial realms, the temple floor will be in its place that it will occupy for the entire millennium. Both realms will be completely separated.'

37. I came up to the polished temple floor slab and placed my hand on its surface. It was very reflective and glowing with light!

38. Heavenly Father spoke again: 'Raphael, we could have come here in the celestial realm or in this, the higher celestial realm. The higher celestial realm is always superimposed on one of the lower realms that we wish to visit.'

39. Heavenly Father watched me while I walked alongside the very large vertical slab on the floor. He seemed pleased with my high interest!

40. He spoke again: 'Raphael, you will in that future day, place your hand on this slab and command it to move as you walk it into its final place on the earth. The earth that is a steward for these temple pieces, will know of your commission and will release gravity on this and the other pieces until they are in place. You will then walk this floor to the exact position required, with the help of our still small voice and the other celestial helpers at your disposal.'

41. 'Raphael, I have taken you into several visions from the perspective of our highest celestial realms. When we desire, we may choose to bring you into our highest celestial realm. However, almost all of your work and the work of angels and our celestial servants will be done in the celestial realms.'

42. I thanked my Heavenly Father for his teachings and visions tonight! I was awed by what I had experienced and received! I said I would act in all obedience to whatever he or Heavenly Mother might tell me to do.

43. I then immediately was back in my front room writing all of this down in my journal. I reread it all, and then closed my prayer.