98. Eternal Truths
Posted 11-2-2018
Hello my friends,
I have the next installment of my journal entries ready for you. I hope you enjoy receiving these.
I just love this time of year, more so I think than ever before! Flowers pop out in the spring (still my favorite season) and leaves change colors and drop in the fall. God's flowers in the fall are the beautiful leaves!
There are so many little nuggets of truth in this post. Let me know what impresses you–I would love to hear.
Warmly,
R
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A. R's Personal Journal Entry, October 16, 2018, Tuesday
1. Today is my sister K's birthday! She will turn seventy today. That is somewhat hard for me to believe! However, we are all aging and growing older...can't be stopped except by God. However, we still will always have another birthday each year.
I am so very thankful for the great service that K gives in faithfully typing up all of my journal entries! She is a wonderful support and confidante. I love her very much!
Today I came to the familiar circling waters. I was still and peaceful; all I could hear was the gurgling water and an occasional mountain bird chirping! There was a comfortable chill in the air, typical of fall time even here in the celestial world.
I came and knelt by the water and scooped some living water and drank. I looked up and my loving Heavenly Mother was standing in front of me, a little above the mountain stream. I was overjoyed to see her there and said to her how very pleased I was that she had come to me this morning!
2. Heavenly Mother spoke:
'Raphael, I am always pleased to come and speak with you! I am glad to share great truths with you. These visions and revelations will benefit and mold your mind to see life more and more through our eyes.'
I then gazed into her sparkling and happy eternity eyes. I actually seemed to come into her eternity eyes, and looked out at the world before us with her perspective! I have experienced this before. I could see the celestial world as an extremely happy and peaceful place. I also looked at me, kneeling before her by the shore of the circling waters! I saw that my faith and desires had become more focused than the last time I truly looked at myself from a Godly perspective! I saw I was clear and clean before God, very open to her every word. I then came back into myself and saw her smiling before me.
3. She spoke:
'Raphael, you are making good improvement and progress. You have been continually bathed in light and truth from us, your Gods, and the effect can be visibly seen in you. Since their departure from our presence in the celestial world, Lucifer and his followers have made no improvement as spirits. Instead, they have digressed into darkness, steeped in sin and wicked ways. At this time, those who continue to follow Satan are the most despicable people imaginable. They truly have become what they continually think and surround themselves with.
4. Conversely, our righteous continue to improve and become more enlightened and spiritually stronger as they are open to us and seek our ways. We pour out upon them knowledge, revelations, and truths of all kinds. As they absorb these into their beings, they change and gradually become empowered with light and love from us.
5. You have recently seen from your visions and memories of the premortal life how much we have practiced and protected the value of the agency of man. We have always been promoters of letting each of our own children decide their path by themselves. This is such a precious gift we give to each one!
Lucifer's plan of coercion could never have been accepted! We held the agency of our children inviolate since the beginning of every eternity. Those who choose us and our gentle ways become the very most free and powerful, even to one day becoming like us!
6. The institutions of man on earth have accepted our purposes to protect the freedom of choice for all our children to various degrees. We hold those who established these governments, organizations, religions, businesses and every other institution responsible for the amount of agency they allow our children to have who are in their institution. Satan also comes and tries to influence our children to limit freedom and to constrain and coerce. This was his plan from the beginning.
7. In your current day there are plans of leaders of many institutions who plan to entrap and coerce our children, even more than they do now. We will stop the progress of evil that seeks to take away the agency of our children. These organizations will be destroyed with their wicked perpetrators. There will soon be an end of all nations and evil organizations that promote Lucifer's plan to subjugate and entrap mankind.
8. I love to think of the millennial world soon coming to earth! We will allow those of a higher order of peace and freedom to be promoted on our terrestrial world. Everyone and everything that does not meet the higher terrestrial standards cannot continue into this new world of peace, love, freedom of choice and a world bathed in light and revelations from God!'
I loved hearing these great words about the agency of man from my Heavenly Mother this morning! I too love giving each man or woman the freedom to choose their own path, without judgment or rejections. I love all of God's children! I hope they will choose the light and love of God that God freely offers them.
I thanked my Heavenly Mother for the abundant truths she reveals to my mind and heart. Heavenly Mother then told me my time with her this morning in heaven in my prayer was ending. She said she would continue to be with me throughout my day on earth. I thanked her for her presence. I then saw her fade quickly from my view. I closed my prayer and began a new day.
9. Evening–M.A. asked this question: "If while in our own spirit we were taught how to make our body function properly, why were some, like my grandson George, born missing a valve in half of his heart? Is it because he didn't learn the process of how to function properly or just a birth defect (genetic or not), or is it a test for all of us in his family? We'll see if the question is answered tonight.
I came tonight to the glass table at Heavenly Mother's upper garden. I couldn't see anyone. I knelt next to the table facing east. I asked for one or both of my Heavenly Parents to come in answer to my prayer. Heavenly Mother came to me, walking from her garden beds up the hill to the east. She was walking in the air above the ground. She was bright and smiling.
10. She spoke to me:
'Raphael, your Father and I blessed your sister Rachael (K) here this morning on her 70th birthday! All that we conferred on her and blessed her with is true! She wondered about this event when you talked together this morning. It was good that you confirmed to her on the phone that you received an immediate confirmation!'
From my sister K:
10/16/18 (my 70th birthday)
I went to Heavenly Mother's lower garden to pray for God to come. Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother came immediately before me. I thanked them for my blessing to be 70 years old and to be so abundantly blessed as I am.
Heavenly Mother told me to sit at her glass table with her husband, Heavenly Father. We sat and she brought us each a glass of living water to drink. Then she brought me a glass plate with a fruit (white and glowing) and leaf from the tree of life.
'Our daughter, this fruit will bless you with our love and the leaf will bring healing.'
I thanked her so much and ate.
11. She then spoke:
'Our daughter, on this day when we celebrate your birth, we will reveal more to you. We now bless you with greater foresight, wisdom and deep knowing.'
Heavenly Father stood and they both placed their hands on my head.
'Our beloved daughter, we give you the mantle of seership. You will, from this time forward, be a seer, one who sees. You will begin to notice greater ability to understand, discern, perceive and know the truth of all things. This is a great gift that we bestow to you, our beloved daughter.'
They then embraced me lovingly and Heavenly Father was gone. Heavenly Mother smiled and told me that they were pleased with me and would bless me each day as this blessing of seership is gradually developed.
I said 'I love thee my Mother. I will strive to be always worthy of this great gift and blessings. Thank you with all my heart.' She was then gone."
12. Later that day after talking to my brother, R, I wrote these words before going to bed:
From Heavenly Mother:
'You were right when you spoke to your brother today and told him that you felt that the mantle of seership given today was an activation of some of the gifts you were given of wisdom, discernment, perception, sight, deep knowing and knowledge and understanding. Those gifts were previously given but were activated today on your 70th birthday. This mantle of seership and foresight will be a gradual process. Seek us always and we will help you navigate through this new enhanced way of being. We are very happy for you. Rachael, you often have self-doubts about the validity of our communion with you. This is true and real. Doubt not, our daughter.'"
13. Here is what Heavenly Mother continued saying:
You also wondered about the effectiveness of a day spent in visiting and listening to your children or others, compared to a day like today with lots of accomplishments. Both should be positive experiences. It is important that one's life has a blend of spending time with people, loving, sharing and serving them and a time to get things done. You do well to mix these sorts of activities in your life, for both have great merits. Never feel that talking or listening to someone is not as good as getting a task accomplished or visa versa. Both are important. We prefer that our children don't fill their lives continually with just one type of day, either all talk or all task accomplishment. It is best to have a varied life.
14. M.A. 's question about defects in children depends on the purposes of the experience we wish the child and his/her family to have in mortality. All of our children are fully capable to operate a physical body when they come to earth. We wouldn't allow them to come without having passed off all their rigorous training requirements. Usually defects or special conditions are engineered into the life of our child or his/her family based on the experiences we wish them to have. Sometimes the defect is due to the desire or acceptance of the child him/herself. We are very open to the free will and desires of our children and respond to their desires and requests as long as our overall purposes may be met.
15. For myself, in my own mortal experience and that of my own family with my husband, we had a special condition for one of our daughters that was extremely taxing and so difficult for us! This was a growth experience engineered by our own Heavenly Parents and accepted by all parties of our family in our own premortal life. On earth we struggled and found a resolution after years of effort. We became more aware of healing plants and remedies as a result and learned many important attributes such as patience, forbearance and love. When it had resolved in our case, we all were stronger and more capable because we had successfully learned from the experience.
Some issues like a missing valve in George's heart may never find complete resolution, or he may have a defect throughout his life, or he may receive an operation that he can deal with throughout his life.
16. In all of these trials, whatever they might be, our desire is for our children to accept what is! They may find themselves asking "why me?" but that never gets them anywhere. It is much better to accept the condition without trying to second-guess why it happened. Instead, embrace it and face what you might be able to do to still lead a happy life. There is often so much growth in the process of serving and then searching for the best solutions. Include us, your Gods, in all of your struggles and don't lose hope or faith! Make every situation become a blessing for you, not a circumstance that overcomes you or becomes too discouraging. There is always something that can be positive from any circumstance. It is a matter usually of increased thought control and focus on your energy in working through tough times and seeking better solutions.'
I thought my Heavenly Mother's responses were remarkably straightforward and clear! I am so grateful to have received her answers tonight. I thanked my Heavenly Mother so very much! I felt I had written correctly what she had transferred to me by her thoughts. I felt peace and love from her. I hope whatever happens in my life, I will be happy and accept life as it happens. I will seek to accept life as it is, not according to my own expectations.
I then concluded my prayer. Heavenly Mother smiled and walked back up to her upper gardens. I faded from this lovely heavenly place and fully came back to my place on earth. I then got ready for bed.
B. R's Personal Journal Entry, October 17, 2018, Wednesday
1. Today we plan to visit with our two grown daughters and two grown sons! Should be lots of fun! We usually do this every Wednesday.
This early morning I prepared for my prayer by coming to the granite cliff in Heavenly Mother's upper garden. I could see the distant temple to the west. All looked beautiful and serene today. The sun had just come up and there were clear skies. I could also see the changing mountain leaves below me. It was fall time here in Heavenly Mother's upper gardens!
I felt clear and ready to commune with my God. I knelt and faced the distant temple. I prayed that my Heavenly Father and/ or Heavenly Mother would come to me. Heavenly Father came to me from an opening in the sky above and came in front of me. He was alone. He looked very majestic and was smiling. When he came in front of me, I gazed into his deep and powerful, yet tender eyes. I love looking into the faces of my Gods I worship.
2. Heavenly Father then spoke to me:
'Raphael, when our children read of your accounts in prayer, some will think "how is it possible for a mortal to meet with God twice a day, day after day?"
Raphael, we desire to meet with all of our children who seek us, as frequently as they may ask! Morning and evening are wonderful times for our child to approach us in his/her prayers. During the day, we wish our children to have lots of time in experiencing their mortal life. We will watch over all our faithful and be ready to inspire and guide them as they ask of us, in their minds during the day.
3. You may recall an experience while you were single and at college where you had a roommate who was a new convert to the church. He wanted to pray all of the time. You recommended to him to get up and get going in the day with his work and schooling and balance his time in prayer with his time doing his daily routines. This was good advice.
4. Our children should find a balance in how much time they are active in the day and how much time they sleep. They were taught in their premortal life that they would be happiest in routines they repeat daily, including sleeping, waking, working, serving and talking with others and growing into a productive adult. Some of our children may have circumstances that prevent them from doing all of these activities. We desire also for our children to come to us in prayer, making time to be strengthened and nourished spiritually by us. A person with a mix of all daily routines will be the most happy and balanced.
5. Your Heavenly Mother spoke last night of the need to accept life as it is without too much worry or questioning why things are a certain way. There are many reasons why we orchestrate a certain thing in the life of our child, or circumstances may just happen in the course of living. In either case, it is always best to accept challenges and then to just work through them in patience and faith. Peace and some resolution in the mind come when our child accepts what their life has to offer. We desire that they each have a full experience in their lives, enjoying life as it comes, and growing from their experiences.
6. We often send our child to earth with a future mission to fulfill. There is a discovery process and preparation we may also orchestrate in the life of our child in the process of time. We are glad when our children follow their intuition and desires to learn and do different activities for many of these will help them in fulfilling their missions.
You may see this in your own life. You had interest in learning to write clearly, in learning computer skills including processing images for placement in web pages, and in having basic computer skills. You are now using all of these skills you once learned since you were interested or needed them in your profession. They now help you fulfill your mission we have given to you to receive our word and direction and our revelations and then to share them with others. You couldn't have shared these had you not gained skills along the way of life to be able to now fulfill your mission.
7. We, as your loving Heavenly Parents, are very skilled at leading our children into areas and activities that will give them useful experiences and skills to be used in a future day. We groom our children by preparing them in all things for the future missions we wish them to do. All along the road of these preparations, we will instill in them an interest and a motivation to learn certain skills, later to be used in their lives. All along the way they can be happy and content in the stage they are in of learning. There is a time of preparation and a time of finally using those skills developed or learned. We are so pleased when our children are content and happy in whatever stage they may be in.
8. Time always marches forward in mortality, steady and sure. There is a time of older age that eventually comes. Life's demands of parenting young children changes to a new set of demands. Every stage of life should be met with contented feelings and enjoyment. Every phase of life has its rewards as well as challenges.
9. Soon life in mortality will be completed. Our children will progress and move forward in eternity. There will be a time of judgment and reward for how well they each did in their premortal and mortal experiences. We will reward each with the level of happiness they were willing to receive and pursue during these phases of their existence. Soon they will each be rewarded with their eternal destiny, whether a celestial, terrestrial or telestial glory.
10. Life is one eternal round, repeating itself in the next generation and next eternity. We who are your gods have perfected the entire progression stages of mankind. We love to be very involved with each of our children in every step of their growth and progress. This is our intensive effort and provides us with the greatest joy and happiness!'
I thanked my loving Heavenly Father for his words! I said that I was very happy and content in my stage of development right now. I am grateful for what I have done and learned in my past and look forward to a glorious and happy future! I am content to accept what is.
Heavenly Father then ascended back into the open sky. They sky closed around him and I was left to ponder my communion with him. I ended my prayer and got started on my mortal day!
11. In the evening–
I came to the meandering desert stream tonight. I drank some water from the stream and felt refreshed. I knelt next to the stream, asking my Heavenly Parents to come.
My Heavenly Mother came walking down the stream several feet from me and stopped in front of me. She was happy and full of light.
She immediately spoke to me:
'Raphael, stand and come with me!'
I stood and took her hand. We began walking up the stream in the air, from the southern direction from where she came. After a minute or so, she broke the silence:
12. 'My son, you have talked openly with your wife and daughter today about religious choices. You were correct that many religions are very restrictive on the beliefs of their constituents. They teach that their members need to all believe a certain way and have unity in what they profess as truth. They are judgmental of those who may believe a little differently.
We never intended the restored church of Christ to be so restrictive on its members. There are many opinions of all our children. They should be free to explore many options and to change their beliefs as they receive new revelation themselves.
13. The current Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints is way too restrictive in controlling its members. As we lead our children in their prayers, they will necessarily grow and expand in their views. If they progress in knowledge faster than their leaders, they will have deeper truths revealed to them. We desire the future Church of Christ to allow for many and varied opinions of its members, without constraint. There may be certain practices not to be done, to ensure purity of the church, but beliefs are changeable as our child grows.
14. We also want our future Church of Christ to make its members very comfortable in sharing their beliefs, without reprisals or judgment. The standard of truth to be held up is what the scriptures and prophets state, and what personal revelation has revealed to every soul. There does not have to be complete conformity in beliefs among the members.
15. Currently, in the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, if a member is to receive a temple recommend, there is a host of questioning that eliminates many people who are open to new beliefs they may receive. They all have to conform to one standard, whereas there is no need for that. We accept our children in whatever stage of belief they may have. If they are open and humble, pure in heart, and desire to receive from God (the more important issues that many of those of the temple recommend questions), then we will be able to lead them along. Salvation is given to individuals and not to organizations. The worth of a soul is far greater than conformity with restrictive questioning of beliefs.
16. The greater effort should not be made in asking about beliefs and the support for local and general level leaders, but to determine if the individual is striving to be clean of iniquity. Iniquity does not mean a variant in belief. If a member is free of iniquity and doesn't support a leader yet, or doesn't know if they believe if the president or twelve apostles are inspired leaders, they should still be allowed to have full fellowship with the church. It is iniquity that needs to be restricted, not beliefs:
17. Moroni 6:7-8
"And they were strict to observe that there should be no iniquity among them; and whoso was found to commit iniquity, and three witnesses of the church did condemn them before the elders, and if they repented not, and confessed not, their names were blotted out, and they were not numbered among the people of Christ.
But as oft as they repented and sought forgiveness, with real intent, they were forgiven."
18. At the time of the righteous Nephite church, the members were taught Christian behavior. They were allowed a wide expanse of beliefs, for they all were conforming to good behavior and decorum in the church, which was the important issue.
Raphael, I like how you view your fellowman! You are open to everyone's beliefs and are not judgmental in any way of what they may or may not believe. You view each child of God on a separate path in being led by God to what they are willing to accept. You feel it is really not your business in the details of their beliefs, only that they are free to choose without judgment from you or others, or the pressure of religion or the culture. This very open, non-judgmental stance is the correct environment for all sincere children to flourish and find themselves and what they really want to believe and how they want to act.'
I thanked my Heavenly Mother for her open and new insights into how we need to more kindly accept and treat each other. I thanked her for her revelations to me tonight!
I then immediately came back to my front room where I had been receiving all of this. I finished writing and went to bed."
C. R's Personal Journal Entry, October 18, 2018, Thursday
1. I enjoyed a late talk with my wife last night. In our conversation we talked about judgment. I don't want to ever criticize any organization like the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. However, when I receive revelation from God, Heavenly Father or Heavenly Mother may reveal to me truths that I write down that are judgmental. These concepts are from them and not from me. I am often very surprised what they speak about. I feel very blessed to receive these truths from God! These words are from God and not dreamed up by me.
When God talks about people I know, he/she are always so loving and accepting of these, their children. I want to be so accepting of others just how they are. Let judgment be with God and not me. I will continue in this mode unless God wants me to deliver a message from him/ her to them or about them.
2. I feel ready to start this new day. I came to the celestial world to the mortal probation chapel. I came before the mural depicting our times. I knelt there, facing the mural on the wall. I asked for my Heavenly Father or Heavenly Mother to come to me. I then waited and watched. I looked up and saw some movement in the mural. As I looked in more detail, I saw my Heavenly Parents acting in the individual lives of their children, inspiring them frequently and giving them revelation.
At one point I saw God guiding their child, and then they looked up at me and came forward from this scene to me! They were both standing in front of the mural before me. I don't know how this was done exactly but I knew they were both before me! Their eyes were penetrating and deep and so very loving and accepting. They were happy, both were smiling and were full of light and love that I could feel. They were glorious to behold!
3. Heavenly Father spoke:
'Raphael, come with us back into this mural. It provides a vision of your current days' activities among your world and our children living in mortality now.'
I then stood and stepped next to my Heavenly Parents. I took Heavenly Father's hand and we all three turned and stepped into this living mural. In my mind this seemed like a magical story one might see in the movies or read in a book. However, it was a portal of some kind into a visionary experience that was in current time and real.
We came to one of their children on earth that was in prayer to God. This seeker of truth was very sincere and open in their mind and heart. I could sense their humility and determination to connect to God.
4. Heavenly Mother then spoke to me:
'Raphael, we have shown you the core attitude of prayer we like to see in this, our child on earth. When our son or daughter approaches us in this attitude, we immediately come before them and next determine how we wish to answer their prayer, their pleading, to connect to us their Heavenly Parents.
5. Our approach to our children is as varied as they are unique from each other. We have no standard way we might connect to them. However, if our seeking child is truly open, we will gently guide them as they request. Most will perceive our spirit we bring as we come near them. We always come to their unconscious mind and speak to them with our quiet but real thoughts. Many of our children, in this state of prayer, will feel our words in their mortal conscious mind. Some will, however, think that these thoughts are just their own and dismiss our still small voice. They expect something more spectacular or outward, not a still small voice in their thoughts!
6. Once our astute children receive our quiet whisperings, they will feel our love and peace. There are few, however, who fully realize that we are truly transferring to their mind and heart our very words. Most are not able to fully connect these thoughts given in their unconscious mind to their mortal conscious mind. This is because the veil is strong and because even though they may receive our thoughts in their conscious mind, they think it is just part of their own normal thoughts. Some think these thoughts are their imaginings, since they come quietly with no fanfare. Some are expecting something else and don't even realize these thoughts are in their mind.
7. We continue to repeat this process every time our sincere and humble child prays to us. If they come to us in a meditative, open state, with faith, we will help them gradually realize we speak to them in a very still small voice. They might then realize we have spoken to them all along. Prayer becomes delicious to them, a place of closeness to God. If they truly open up their mind, they will "hear" or "feel" our voice, by a recognition of the thoughts that come into their mind.
8. Our words or thoughts don't need to conform to anything they might think we would speak to them. More often, our thoughts we transfer to their minds are new and unique, not coming from themselves, but from us, their loving Heavenly Parents. We are patient in helping them recognize our voice, or our thoughts we direct to them. To us, this is an exciting and choice experience in awakening our beloved child to us, even while in the flesh. It is a reconnection to God. It is a very tender and sweet experience.'
I thanked my Heavenly Mother for her words to me while we were watching this child pray to them.
9. Heavenly Father then spoke:
'Raphael, sometimes we will send for their guardians whom we have assigned to watch over this child. These individuals are usually related to them somehow, like a deceased parent or a future child or relative, all who live in the spirit without a physical body. Many call these guardian angels. They are technically not angels, but are guardian spirits.
10. We may direct our guardian spirits to do something for our child on earth. Sometimes these are warnings, sometimes more whisperings and guidance. These whisperings are actually thoughts directed from the guardian spirit to the person on earth they are watching over. These thoughts are all given in their unconscious mind, similar to how we communicate. As long as our child on earth listens to our promptings, or the whisperings of their guardian spirit, they will be hearing our voice and direction.
11. If our child on earth desires to hear an evil or carnal, a sensual or devilish voice or feeling, they may readily receive the presence of one of the evil ones who inhabit the earth. These bring along with them a dark or deceptive feeling. They are not to be trusted. Instead of gentleness, they come in often sinister deceptive tones that appeal to the natural man or woman. Their thoughts lead to sin and dark acts of iniquity. These evil spirits have no restraints in what they might lead our child to think or do. These evil whisperings are also transferred by thoughts at first. These thoughts, if acted upon, or dwelled on for too long, create evil feelings that eventually lead to evil works of iniquity and sin.
12. Your Heavenly Mother talked to you last night in your prayer about the need for the church to eliminate iniquity from those who gather together. We desire that those who are steeped in sin and iniquity repent to cleanse themselves of sin by their own desires to change by the cleansing power of our great Redeemer. When in this repentant state, we will forgive them and accept them. They should then be numbered among our humble believers, or those who truly desire to be led by us in their lives. These members of the body of Christ, or those who gather in his name in his church, should continue to shun evil and embrace our guidance. They are all our children, and each on a path to be led by us back into our presence. This is the group of believers we desire to have in our church, the Church of Christ. These are the humble and sincere followers of God!'
I thanked my loving Heavenly Parents for their words to me today! I am so grateful to be able to write what I hear in my thoughts as I receive these from my Heavenly Mother and Heavenly Father. I feel full of peace and light, having been enlightened by their revelations to my soul.
I then came back to my mortal conscious being. I closed my prayer and started another day.
13. In the evening–
When we came back to drop off my granddaughter, my oldest son asked me to help him with a remote healing session of a client he was working on. I gave him lots of ideas and he tested all of them with success. I suggested he clear his client of entities, place a shield around her and then link the top of the shield to the celestial realms above, where God and angels work. I then, in my own mind, invited some healing angels to come. I then had an impression I told him that he wasn't able to confirm as something he should do. I later checked if I had received a clear direction to follow my prompting and it was true. However, it was to be done by the healing angel and not by my son.
The prompting was for the healing angel to pluck a fruit of the tree of life and give it to his client in the celestial realms. My son received a "no" answer for this because he didn't normally work in the celestial realms. I needed to be more careful to check for whom I received the prompting and tell only that individual for whom it was intended.
14. Tonight I came to the birch tree grove on the side of the hill going down to the city of Enoch. I came by the little stream of living water coming from Lake Beautiful. I faced north and prayed under the large trees, next to the stream. I asked for my Heavenly Parents or one of them to come to me.
Heavenly Mother came to me from the north, in between the birch trees. She was shining brightly and was so full of light and cheerfulness. She stood a few feet above the ground in the air.
15. She spoke to me:
'Raphael, you were successful in guiding your son in his energy work today. You were also inspired to direct the two healing angels that came into the client's shield. They did give her a fruit from the tree of life. This fruit greatly helped heal her trauma that she experienced.
16. Raphael, you were prompted to tell your son in the telestial world what you would do in his session and then you also received a prompting to tell the healing angel what to do in the celestial realms. These promptings came into your conscious mind, one right after another. Now it is important for you to learn how to distinguish between promptings to be done in the telestial and in the celestial realms. You need to learn to distinguish between these quickly so you may be accurate in what you say in each realm.
17. On a separate note, you have been flowing very well in mixing time with loved ones and then task accomplishment. Your life is more and more happy as you do this. You also asked your granddaughter several questions about when you and your wife took her on a birthday date when she was very young. She remembered the details of what you did for her, even at that very early age. The memories of her spending time today with your wife, A. and you will remain as very positive memories throughout her life These are precious to her!
18. It is so important for you as loved ones to build positive and enjoyable memories together. They greatly strengthen our children who are navigating in a mortal telestial world. The more positive and happy times, the more secure and confidant they will be. This assurance of knowing they are loved gives them great security. Grandparents have an important and vital role in showering love on their grandchildren. Parents are often busy and occupied with the ins and outs of childraising. Very accepting and loving grandparents makes dramatic impacts in the lives of these precious little ones as they grow up.
You have always been generous with gifts and your time that you share with your family. Your loving wife has showed to you a great example of this proper attitude of showering love on all. They all feel very accepted and cared for.
19. When interfacing with your own grown children or their spouses, it is important to not give advice or even suggestions on how to do things unless they truly ask of you. Acceptance, non-judgmental behavior and abundant love for them and their efforts in their marriage or raising a family are always so important! Your children never should hear any criticism from you on what you think they may be doing wrong. They need to learn, just like you, what works and what doesn't. This comes mostly from living and observing the consequences of their actions. It should not come from parents or relatives who may be critical and have an abundance of suggestions. Acceptance and love works far better!'
I thanked my Heavenly Mother for her choice words! I so appreciate her love and acceptance of me. There are so many things she could have pointed out to me that I am doing wrong. However, she chose to accept what I do, and even complimented me. What a perfect example of love and acceptance, of non-judgmental behavior! I now have greater confidence, acting with more self-assurance. Oh, I love my Heavenly Mother so deeply!
I then received the thought that my prayer was completed tonight. I closed my prayer and got ready for bed.
D. R's Personal Journal Entry, October 19, 2018, Friday
1. I enjoyed a great sleep last night. I feel refreshed and ready for a new day.
I came to the small garden area just west of the sapling tree of life. It was already sunny and so beautiful there. Lots of flowers were growing and bees were buzzing and birds chirping. I felt very deeply happy.
I then knelt on the path in the garden, facing the sapling tree of life. I asked for my Heavenly Parents or one of them to come to me in my prayer. I waited and fully expected a visit from them soon. Both of my Heavenly Parents soon appeared directly in front of me! They were smiling and wore matching robes. They seemed full of love and acceptance. There was a steady flow of light coming from them too.
2. Heavenly Father spoke:
'Raphael, your Heavenly Mother spoke to you last night about one of the most important actions to do on earth. This was to pour out love and acceptance on others, particularly on to your own family members. These actions build strong memories that create self-confidence. They look to you and your loving wife as the ideal example of a happy couple. Love and acceptance is always a preferred way to interact with all of your family members.
3. We have also recently taught you the great importance of allowing your fellow brothers and sisters freedom to choose and act how they will. We taught you that coercion or imposing expectations on grown children is not useful. Openness and acceptance is always a better behavior, for it fully allows our children to be who they choose to be. If they know you unconditionally love them, with nonjudgmental attitudes and acceptance, they will be most likely to change their ways for the better.
4. The adversary does all he can to introduce contention, disharmony, control of others, and rebellion in every way against the truth and light. He and his evil hosts know these actions break up families and dispel love and acceptance.
5. Your Heavenly Mother and I have noticed that you and your wife make plans for the day. However, when other things come up, you flow with the new plans without being rigid in trying to live your previous plans. Learning how to adjust and be happy in whatever you do is important. Flowing with life, not being upset when circumstances change from your own expectations, brings happiness and a contented life.
6. Most of your grown children now want to be with you and your wife because you are happy and accepting. Your influence is far reaching because of your unconditional love and acceptance of them. There is a deeper harmony between all those in your family as you let all choose their beliefs and their paths without your judgment or expectation.
Some people might wonder why your Heavenly Mother and I spend so much of our prayer time together with you in describing ways to live and be happy rather than revelations about other truths and details of how things work in our world. Your Heavenly Mother wants now to address this.'
7. Heavenly Mother then spoke:
'Raphael, I am so very pleased to come with my loving husband to you today! We are mixing truths to you in revelations about how things are in our world, on earth, and procedures, along with the importance of learning fundamentals of human behavior, love, acceptance and openness. Without training you and others on how to live our gentle ways, you would not be able to change into the godly person you wish to become. So much of the religion now on earth concerns itself in procedures rather than on living a kindly and loving life. The way our children treat each other is so important in changing them and in making for a happier world of peace and harmony. Our beloved Son, Jesus Christ, emphasized the great importance of living godly virtues, of human interactions, of openness and humility, acceptance and forbearance. We are re-emphasizing those same interpersonal virtues and teachings through you.
8. The Church of Christ is one where we accept all kinds of people who are striving to shun iniquity and who are learning our ways of love and gentleness. We don't like when the procedures and policies in the church become too rigid. We want acceptance and love, service and genuine friendliness to be a hallmark of our church.
This is how I promote love in my church, acting as the Holy Ghost:
9. Moroni 6:9
"And their meetings were conducted by the church after the manner of the workings of the Spirit, and by the power of the Holy Ghost; for as the power of the Holy Ghost led them whether to preach, or to exhort, or to pray, or to supplicate, or to sing, even so it was done."
10. Without the presence of the Holy Ghost, as now mostly happens in the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, the saints are left without my guidance. They tend to revert to policies and procedures. They generally even don't know how to act in true love, acceptance and non-judgmental open behavior. The leaders and members fear they might say or do something wrong and receive correction or disciplinary actions from higher up leaders.
11. When my Church of Christ is restored to the earth at the beginning of the millennium, I will be fully present as the Holy Ghost. In this office and position, I will imbue in the saints of our terrestrial church our own gentle ways of love and acceptance. Our children will soon throng to this true church, for they will abundantly feel my love and light coming to them by the workings of the Holy Ghost. This is my way, called the "manner of the workings of the Spirit."
12. We who are the celestial parents of every human soul on the earth are experts in leading our children to live our ways. The church helps us do that if our presence is there. We use our loving and accepting people to minister to those in need. Right now there is a dearth of both people and a church on earth through which we may act and lead our children. However, that will soon change as we enter into a millennial happy day.'
I thanked my loving Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother for their wonderful words today! I feel great peace and happiness. I know this comes from them and their teachings. I asked that they both be with me throughout my mortal day. I closed my prayer and got started on another day.
13. In the evening–Today was a relaxing day without many activities. I did some needed catch up work in my files and with my work. Tonight I came to the desert oasis. I had looked around near my earthly home just prior to coming inside to pray and wondered how these mountains around my house would look in 2, 5, and 10 years from now. I wondered what would happen between now and then? I have no idea actually except for the little peaks into the future I see now and then in my prayers. I wonder what I will be doing in 2, 5, and 10 years from now too.
I knelt down in the desert sand facing the oasis. I looked up and saw my Heavenly Father standing on the other side of the oasis! I wondered if I should arise and walk to him around the path or if he would come to me. Right then I received the distinct thought to walk on the water directly to him. I looked across the water at my Heavenly Father and he smiled at me. I then stood and walked out on the water, all the way to my Heavenly Father. He was on the shore so I knelt at the water's edge facing him. I looked up and Heavenly Father smiled at me.
14. He then spoke:
'Raphael, time on earth marches on, steady without interruption. Here in our celestial world there is no time. We measure change in epochs and eternities. For us in our eternal world, we see eternities roll in and out of existence. We see every one of our children choose the person they want to be and the level of happiness they desire. We watch and observe each of our children from their spirit birth to their final destiny in the eternal worlds. We love each one and so enjoy when we are with each one of our children.
15. You have looked at your local mountains today. You wondered what the future holds. We will reveal it to you mostly as it happens. You might see little glimpses of the future, but when you live through the present each day, you will fully experience life as we have planned for you.
You are doing well not to expect much of the future in the way of dramatic expectations, like the advent of war to your land, the gathering at the New Jerusalem, and the second coming of Jesus Christ. When times like these come, they are always viewed differently and experienced in other ways than you may have imagined. This is why it is not helpful to have many expectations.'
16. Heavenly Father then walked onto the water and helped me up from my kneeling position. We then walked back across the water to where I had come. On the way there he spoke again:
'Raphael, you have said you love sunshiny days and new spring flowers. Some days like today are cloudy at times. This is like a normal mortal life: there are good and very uplifting times and others that seem uneventful. There are happy times and hard times. There are days that are very full like yours was yesterday, and days like today that have little activity and are cloudy. Cherish the great variety of experiences that a mortal life brings to you. Relax and enjoy life as it unfolds. This will bring you more contentment and happiness.'
17. We reached the opposite shore by the bench. Heavenly Father paused, I turned and he put his two hands on my shoulders. He spoke again:
'Raphael, I am so very pleased with you! I love you, my son!'
He then drew me near in a Godly embrace. I then immediately came back into my conscious mind, having departed the beautiful celestial world with my Father. I thanked him for his messages to me! I said that I loved him too. I then closed my prayer.
E. R's Personal Journal Entry, October 20, 2018, Saturday
1. In heaven this morning, I came to the eastern bank of the river representing Heavenly Mother. I knelt on the grassy slope, facing east, or to Heavenly Mother's lower gardens. I asked for my Heavenly Parents to come, or one to come to me. I look forward to my communion with God!
I looked up and saw my Heavenly Mother on top of the hill I was on. She was glowing in light and was smiling. She descended to me until she was in front of me. She had very deep, loving and sparkling eternity eyes. I love her eyes!
2. She then spoke to me:
'Raphael, my son, your Father and I have been coaching you on how to become truly contented and happy in your mortal existence. So much of this is just accepting life's challenges as they come and loving others as best you can. Your attitude is created by what thoughts you have. We have taught you ways to control your thoughts so that your emotions are those you choose to have, for these always are created by how you think and look at life's challenges.
3. There are an increasing number of our children who are depressed on earth. This is a real condition for them, and greatly stunts their progress and their happiness. The best way to correct depression, sadness, despair or a host of negative emotions is to rethink in positive thoughts and get out of oneself by loving and serving others. Sometimes our children tend to think only about themselves and hardly ever think of uplifting another. Even the smallest service or simplest gift, given in love, will uplift their own spiritual state and bring light and joy back into their lives.
4. When it is cloudy, when you feel down or discouraged, first regroup your thoughts, changing them into a positive happy state. Then reach out to somebody, forgetting yourself. The sunshine of a happy day will then replace the gloom and darkness within, bringing increased happiness.
Some relationships also tend to stagnate and become dull or even boring. These too may be refreshed with a change in thoughts and a simple service or extension of your love. Changes happen in little steps of kindness and consideration.
5. Matthew 5:25
"Agree with thine adversary quickly, whiles thou art in the way with him; lest at any time the adversary deliver thee to the judge, and the judge deliver thee to the officer, and thou be cast into prison."
6. This scripture applies to interpersonal relationships also. An agreeable spirit is so much more pleasant than a contentious spirit, a self-centered spirit or a depressed spirit. If you truly want to be happy, agree with others quickly and validate their feelings, trying to stay on a happy and uplifting level of conversation. Serve them in love, think about what would delight them, and you will find much greater meaning in life.'
7. I was uplifted again by the teachings of my loving Heavenly Mother! I thanked her for her wisdom. I asked her to help me in all of my interactions to act in kindness and love as she described. She said she would be with me as the Holy Ghost, constantly in my life. She would help me always remember these things through her gentle and soft promptings to my heart and mind.
I then left this beautiful heavenly conversation. I was back in my adjacent room, writing all of this down as I had experienced it. I then closed my prayer and started another wonderful day.
8. In the evening– I desire to connect to my Heavenly Parents before I go to bed in one hour or so.
I came to the pocketed flower rock wall in Heavenly Mother's upper garden. Fall time had come here too. The sky was like it would appear in the late afternoon on earth. The leaves were at their peak with bright reds, yellows, oranges–so very pretty!
I knelt by the pocketed flower wall facing south to the stream. I asked for one or both of my Heavenly Parents to come. I then heard my Heavenly Parents behind me, walking towards me in the evergreen forest. I turned around on my knees. I could easily spot them for they were walking hand in hand on the path towards me. They soon reached me. They were both smiling and glowing softly with heavenly light.
9. Heavenly Father spoke to me:
'Raphael, when your Heavenly Mother and I were first married as newlyweds, we attended local dances in our community. It was very fun. This activity allowed local families to socialize together. We had met at these sorts of dances held for the entire family before we were married.
10. Our mortal life had the same characteristics as yours. Our own Heavenly Parents could tell what kind of people we were by observing our desires, our behavior and our actions. A mortal life is an event in the eternal life of our children where they experience interaction with a Satan and they are in new circumstances without the memory of where they came from. They need to act in faith in God without the knowledge of his presence. It is a perfect probation state!'
11. Heavenly Mother then spoke:
'Raphael, you mentioned to your wife on the way to square dancing how fast different stages in life pass by. Life is very quick in passing! We observe and watch our children and see how they respond to our whisperings. We record all of their cumulative actions and get to really know what they choose to do. We see how diligent they are to follow our ways or those of the natural man.
12. Your own stage of life now is a very enjoyable time when all of your children are grown, when you have many grandchildren, and when you are not so consumed in providing a living for your family. You have gained lots of wisdom over the years and have usually more time to enjoy each other. You find too that your energy begins to wane and sometimes your memories start to fade, or you mental cognition becomes fuzzy. You may develop physical ailments that slow you down, being more feeble. All stages of life are designed to teach important lessons to our children.
13. Once you move onto other non-mortal experiences and stages of progression, you will find out how important your mortal life was in giving you a better perspective about eternal life. We refer still to actions and events we experienced in mortality and that has been so long ago in the past. As Gods, we may go back and observe ourselves in our mortal experience, with our Godly hindsight abilities. We see how young and foolish we acted as mortals. We are so pleased we chose to pursue a path that led back to our own Heavenly Parents and that we chose eternal life and exaltation that was freely offered to us.
14. Our base intelligence is the same as it was then, only now it has grown and developed in our spirit and body to become so capable and wise. Intelligence cleaves unto intelligence (D&C 88:40) meaning that intelligence grows and expands as our children grow.
"Whatever principle of intelligence we attain unto in this life, it will rise with us in the resurrection.
And if a person gains more knowledge and intelligence in this life through his diligence and obedience than another, he will have so much the advantage in the world to come."
16. We grew in knowledge and intelligence until we received all knowledge. We continued to become wiser in the use of our intelligence, even though we have experienced so many eternities. Our first parent Gods are the wisest of all Gods.
In your mortal experience, you will find that your wisdom and intelligence greatly increase, even to the point in the near future when you will be ordained as a God. You will then have access to all knowledge and intelligence, and you will steadily increase in your abilities and your wisdom. When you will have experienced so many eternities as have your Heavenly Father and I, you will continue to increase in wisdom, although you will know all things pertaining to being a God.'
I thanked my loving Heavenly Parents for coming and sharing with me tonight. I so appreciated glimpses into their own past and how they grew in intelligence, knowledge and wisdom! I felt so enlightened by their visit to me tonight! My prayer ended and I soon got ready for bed.
F. R's Personal Journal Entry, October 21, 2018, Sunday
1. I awoke early before my wife and son and crept out into the adjacent bedroom to pray.
I have no idea what my Heavenly Parents will say to me today. It seems they keep bringing up new concepts and revelations that I never could have conceived of. I keep feeling very motivated to hear more. I spend about 1 ½ hour plus in the mornings and at least an hour at night daily in prayer and communion. I have fully enjoyable days with lots of activities and work. I am very happy with my life as it now is.
This morning I felt alert and ready to commune in prayer again. I came to the cliff overlooking the lake at God's Loving Healing Center. The temple of God was visible to the south in the distance. I knelt facing the temple. I then asked for my Heavenly Parents or one of them to come to me in prayer.
I watched and waited. Soon a column of light extended from the distant temple right to me! I then saw my Heavenly Parents appear before me, a little more elevated higher than me, in the air. She was broadly smiling and was literally beaming with happiness and love! I was immediately engulfed in her light. I felt very uplifted and happy too.
2. Heavenly Mother spoke:
'Raphael, today I wish to speak my thoughts to your mind and heart about the timing when our children are born into mortality and the paradise of God. We send our beloved children to earth at a given time so that they may live during their allotted time on earth. We have planned their advent from the beginning. It is no accident that they come into mortality when they do. We also have a time of death for each of our children, just as reliable and timed as the time of their birth. This too is planned from the beginning. We have designed the bulk of their mortal experience between birth and death.
3. Their mortal life tests continue into this world of the spirits for most of our children. If our child has received a valid baptism ordinance in the Church of Christ, and they have lived a righteous life, they are received into the paradise of God in the spirit world. Their mortal testing time is ended when they go into this paradise of God.
I love walking barefoot in freshly fallen leaves!
4. They keep progressing but they are freed from the influence of Satan or his minions. The paradise of God is in the terrestrial sphere around the earth. For those who die without a valid baptism ordinance, they remain in a telestial environment in the world of the spirits. They continue having a mortal probation, even while they are in this state. They are also subject to Satan and his minions.
5. If they received by proxy a valid baptism ordinance by someone living on earth, and are truly trying to live in righteous ways, they are then received into the paradise of God. They then are also freed from the presence of the adversary and their mortal probation ends.
6. When our children are accepted into the world of the paradise of God in the spirit world, there is a judgment we make on their progress. We accept them into this terrestrial environment, having judged them to qualify for acceptance into this temporary state. Their final destination in eternity may be either a terrestrial or celestial glory. They will still continue to serve us and progress in their knowledge and obedience to God. In so doing, they may one day be accepted by Jesus Christ into the celestial Church of the Firstborn. They then become the elect of God, destined to receive celestial glory and all things of God.
7. There are others in the paradise of God that will ultimately receive a terrestrial glory. Although they are freed from Satan by being accepted into the paradise of God in the world of the spirits, they are not valiant in the testimony of Jesus.
8. They are described in D&C 76:79:
"These are they who are not valiant in the testimony of Jesus; wherefore, they obtain not the crown over the kingdom of our God."
9. Our Beloved Son visits those in the paradise of God frequently. All those in that location see him when he comes. To them, this terrestrial state is like the coming millennial state on the earth, which is also a terrestrial glory. Those who are terrestrial children, who are in the paradise of God, receive the presence of Jesus Christ, but not yet of the fulness of the celestial glory:
10. D&C 76:77
"These are they who receive of the presence of the Son, but not of the fulness of the Father."
11. You wonder why I have said their mortal probation is ended once they have entered into the paradise of God? This is the reason: they have lived a life in mortality and in the world of the spirits where we have partially judged them of their works. They have merited a position of progress to enter into the paradise of God. They, however, continue to progress and grow more faithful in the paradise of God to the level they wish to receive. Their mortal probation is ended, for they have been delivered from Satan and may rest as they desire. They have also finished the experience where they were separated from God, living in a mortal telestial state and required to act in faith, not being in the presence of God.
12. Now that they are in the paradise of God, their conscious and unconscious minds merge again and they are restored to the spiritual abilities and state they had attained to in their premortal state. In their premortal state, we, their Heavenly Parents, were present. Now, in the paradise of God, we do not normally come but have sent our Beloved Son, Jesus Christ, to come. We may come occasionally to those in the paradise of God on an individual basis. In those cases, our child is elevated into the celestial realms to enjoy our presence. This is similar to you living on earth and being quickened or elevated to a celestial state in order to commune with us directly as you do.
Our beloved children who live in the paradise of God are now preparing for their resurrection. They will be resurrected at the coming of Jesus Christ in glory to the earth.'
13. I then asked my Heavenly Mother if all in the paradise of God would be resurrected at the second coming of Jesus Christ, both the terrestrial and celestial? Here is the reply that came to me, sent from her thoughts to my unconscious mind and then written by me as she spoke:
'Raphael, we have determined from the beginning that all of the celestial shall resurrect first, before the telestial or terrestrial will resurrect. This is why the celestial all resurrect in the first resurrection. Those in the paradise of God who are terrestrial will not resurrect at the second coming of Jesus Christ. They will need to wait until the end of the millennium, even until you are resurrected, for you will be resurrected last to a celestial glory at the end of the millennium. Once all are resurrected to this celestial glory then the terrestrial will be judged and resurrected and then the telestial.
14. All of the resurrections will be done in order of the valiancy of those being resurrected. Our faithful elect will all receive their glorious resurrected bodies prior to all the remainder of our children.
Those who are destined to be received into the Church of the Firstborn will come to you in their physical bodies, either as a mortal, as a translated mortal, or as a resurrected celestial person. There will be no spirits that are without their physical body who come, for the waters of separation ordinance is meant to be performed in the flesh.'
I thanked my Heavenly Mother for her great revelation this morning! I feel so privileged to have received these great truths from her today!
My time with her was finished and she said I needed now to return to earth and live my mortal day. I said I loved her and would always keep her commandments. I closed my prayer in the name of Jesus Christ and started my new day, a beautiful Sabbath!
15. At church– During the sacrament I came to the throne room as I felt impressed by singing the sacrament hymn. We sang hymn #172 "In Humility Our Savior". It states "Let our prayers find access to thee, in thy holy courts above". I took that as the throne room in God's temple where I felt I should go. Anyway, I came there and my Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother were seated on their thrones there. I knelt before them and made my covenant with them as I do each Sabbath day.
When I partook of the bread back on earth, Heavenly Father then addressed me:
'Raphael, we accept the covenant you have made with us today. We will always send our Spirit to be with you.'
At that moment my wife, who was sitting next to me, showed me these words in that same hymn, second verse:
"Then, when we have proven worthy of thy sacrifice divine."
She asked me:
'Are any of us worthy?'
16. The priest offered a prayer on the water and I drank of it. Then Heavenly Mother spoke to me:
'Raphael, in reality, there is only one who is worthy and that is Jesus Christ, our Beloved Son. He purifies the meek and humble so that they become spiritually clean before us. He alone ransoms them from their sins. Once clean, they may come into our presence. Without his sacrifice for them, they could not be found able to come back into our presence. There are a few references in the scriptures to our children being found worthy, but it is really Christ who is worthy.
17. I then thought of my son-in-law who gave my daughter a priesthood blessing recently. He said in his blessing that he was a worthy priesthood bearer. At the time I was a little taken aback, but said nothing except later to my wife. I then remembered the last temple recommend question wherein it states "Do you consider yourself worthy in every way to enter the temple?" or words to that effect. I, for one, feel very humble but clean and would rather give all words of worthiness to my Savior Jesus Christ.
18. Revelation 5:12
"Saying with a loud voice, worthy is the Lamb that was slain to receive power, and riches, and wisdom, and strength, and honor and blessings." '
The meeting then continued and I wrote down what I had received.
19. In the evening– I wanted to commune one last time with my Heavenly Parents today. I came again to the throne room. I saw that my replicated self was standing talking with my Heavenly Parents who were next to me. I wondered what they were saying to me.
Heavenly Father then looked at me, where I consciously was and smiled. I then heard what he was speaking to my replicated self:
20. 'Raphael, the scripture you wrote in your journal from Revelation chapter 5 actually happened in this very throne room! John the Revelator saw this scene here shortly after Jesus Christ completed his great work as the Redeemer of all our children. He was the only one found worthy to open the book with seven seals. Our Beloved Son is also the only one found worthy to return to us. It is only by virtues of his blood he spilt for you and his brothers and sisters that you are found clean. He is the keeper of the gate and pleads your cause before us so that we will accept you back into our presence, not because of your worthiness, but because of him being worthy.
21. D&C 45:3-5–
"Listen to him who is the advocate with the Father, who is pleading your cause before him-
Saying: Father behold the sufferings and death of him who did no sin, in whom thou was well pleased; behold the blood of thy Son which was shed, the blood of him whom thou gavest that thyself might be glorified.
Wherefore, Father, spare these my brethren that believe on my name, that they may come unto me and have everlasting life." '
22. This was the message I received tonight in the glorious throne room in God's heavenly temple. I feel so very grateful for Jesus Christ, the great Redeemer, and that he has accepted me and forgiven and cleansed me of my many sins and weaknesses! I feel so privileged to be able to come back in the presence of my Heavenly Parents like I did today and hear their words. I so love them and my Savior Jesus Christ!
This completed my evening prayer. I then got ready for bed.
G. R's Personal Journal Entry, October 22, 2018, Monday
1. I felt to go to the stone room, the healing room northwest of the lake at God's Loving Healing Center. I hadn't been there since May 2015 I think. The round small building was on a rocky and somewhat barren landscape. I decided to pray outside the stone room, facing north to God's temple. I knelt on the rocky ground. It was hard but didn't hurt me on my knees at all.
I prayed for my Heavenly Parents, or one, to come to me. I then heard the door of the stone room open. Heavenly Mother walked out and came to my left side. She was bright and smiling! I looked into her face that was so accepting of me. I loved seeing again her sparkling and loving eternity eyes!
2. She spoke to me:
'Raphael, you don't consciously come very often to these twelve healing rooms that surround the beautiful lake at God's Loving Healing Center. However, you and our healing angels come to these rooms frequently to do some of your most intensive healing work. Yesterday you did energy work on your second daughter in your bedroom. She has been very grateful for your work. She also is very compliant with whatever you might suggest to her.
3. In these twelve healing rooms, you work on the healing assignments we give to you. You come here in your replicated state. You also came here with your daughter last night after you worked on her in your bedroom. You were in your unconscious state and she too came with you. I was here and blessed you both with healing. You also acted as a conduit for my healing to her.
Yesterday you were trying to remove a hidden energetic heart wall from your daughter that was particularly difficult to remove. I came to you in your room and finally removed it. Then later, I healed up the emotional wound with a healing gift, God's Loving Reset, that I did through you for your daughter.
4. The work of our healing angels is so varied but one of us who are your three Gods come, and by our power of healing, work through you and our other healing angels. You do this great work in secret, behind the view of our mortal children. Our work through our healing angels allows our children to move forward in the life we have planned for them in their mortal experience.'
I thanked my Heavenly Mother for her healing work on my daughter. I asked that my daughter soon return to her normal self and energy level.
5. Heavenly Mother spoke:
'I will bless and strengthen her, for she has a full life ahead of her, as we have planned.'
At that time Heavenly Mother asked me to stand and walk with her. I stood and we walked to the southwest to the opal room, then to the pyramid room and continued until we had visited all twelve rooms that surrounded the lake at God's Loving Healing Center. We were then soon back at the stone room where we started. I thanked her for reacquainting me consciously with these healing rooms and their purposes. I saw that God's ways of doing their great work are hard to understand unless they are revealed to their children, like these healing rooms were shown to me. I also saw that the angels had constructed these rooms under the guidance of our Heavenly Parents. Some healing angels seem to go to their favorite room in which to do their healing work.
I saw that I often use the domed room, for at one time it had been my own private room. I love all the unique structures of these various healing rooms too. I felt very happy to be a healing angel. I told my Heavenly Mother how happy I was with my calling.
I then knew my time with her had come to an end this morning. I embraced my Heavenly Mother and then left her presence. I am feeling happy now and full of peace.
6. In the evening: I had a very productive day, mostly spent this afternoon and evening at our rental house. My wife came over and we then worked 3 hours together too. I enjoy fixing up the old and refurbishing it to new.
Tonight I came to heaven at the lake in God's Loving Healing Center. I knelt by the little stream going into the lake. I faced the lake and asked for either or both of my Heavenly Parents to come.
Heavenly Mother appeared before me gradually, a little above the stream in the air. She was radiantly beautiful and smiling. I admire and love her so very much! I love her distinct sparkling eyes–so happy and full of love!
7. She spoke to me:
'Raphael, I am glad that you have developed a fun hobby with your loving wife in fixing up your rental houses. It is important in a marriage to have as many shared activities and shared interests as you can. You also like gardening together, cooking and cleaning up together, biking together, going to church together, traveling together, working your own business together, and discussing lots of issues together. Your love for life centers around each other and your joint interests.
8. My husband, your Heavenly Father, and I have our central interest totally shared, which is caring for and blessing our children. I love gardening and he loves to farm. However, we often work together in each other's fields and growing beds.
9. One of the best ways to revive a stale marriage is to join in activities together. This is a wonderful time to work and play together, such as you did this afternoon and evening. Any relationship benefits from shared time together with a common interest. Your granddaughter liked to bike and so you spent quality time with her biking on new trails in Payson, Utah. These types of experiences build fond memories and develop strong love.'
I thanked my loving Heavenly Mother for her advice tonight in finding joint interests and then spending time together with one's spouse, children and grandchildren. I love her advice based on so much experience she has developed!
I closed my prayer and went to bed for I was quite tired.
H. R's Personal Journal Entry, October 23, 2018, Tuesday
1. I slept in a little this morning but still am the first one up.
This new day I came to the beautiful circling waters in the celestial world next to the bench facing south. The water was gurgling, fish were swimming and flowers were blooming around the shore. I found a grassy spot and knelt, facing the stream. I scooped with my hand living water and felt refreshed and clear. I asked for God to come to me in my prayer.
I saw a cloud form in the air above me. Heavenly Father was standing above the cloud and spoke to me:
'Raphael, come up to me!'
I immediately got up and traveled before him in the cloud. I was on my knees. He extended his right hand and I stood, taking his hand.
2. 'Raphael, we are going to your earth now to visit my children.'
We were next in one of the busy cities of the world. I didn't recognize it. There were tall buildings, concrete sidewalks and streets, and many people walking fast, looking like they each had to be somewhere right away. I saw no children, but I did see beggars and a few others sleeping on city benches.
3. Heavenly Father spoke again:
'This is one of the large cities in your world. It is in your present day. The people are mostly very busy, going to places of work. They live in apartment buildings around in the city. Some commute from houses in outlying communities. You have visited large cities like this with your family on vacation. These people are all interested in their work and in earning money so they may enjoy life. There are very few who have love in their hearts for the needy, for each other, but are mostly very self-focused. They believe you can buy anything in their world with money. Money is what they are earning in the city by their labors. The love of mankind has waxed cold in this city.'
4. We then left this city and came to a future city, the New Jerusalem! I recognized this city since on our descent I saw the glorious celestial temple, which was glowing with the light of God. We came to the streets of the outlying city, not visible to those around us. In this city I saw people walking around. When they came to another, they stopped and talked. They touched and hugged each other like they genuinely cared. I saw some intent on going somewhere. However, they smiled a lot, talked to their neighbors and seemed genuinely concerned over their well-being. It seemed their intent was to first connect in loving ways with others as they walked to their destination.
5. I saw houses lining the streets, many with open doors and some with their inhabitants working in flowerbeds or keeping their house looking nice. There were sidewalks with lots of people strolling and many engaged in happy conversations. They seemed interested in each other. I saw no poor or needy among the people. There was activity, but not the focused self-interest I had seen in the city of my day.
6. Heavenly Father spoke:
'Raphael, these our children live in this beautiful city. Their family members work in the temple or buildings of this city. They are all very happy! They love to be with each other and are concerned for the well-being of all their neighbors. The love of God is clearly seen in each one. They are non-judging of each other, they accept each other, and they love each other. If I came in disguise, I would be greeted and soon be drawn into a happy conversation with them. They smile a lot and have a glow of light in their eyes. They are our elect children who will come forth in this great day of the millennium! They live in a terrestrial glory.'
7. My Father looked at me and the light of his countenance shone forth upon these, his loving and happy children in this city. We then left the New Jerusalem and came to another beautiful city. I could immediately tell we were in the celestial world somewhere. I believe we were on a resurrected earth. I was next to my Heavenly Father again, on a street of that city. I saw a man coming on the other side of the street. He was intent on going somewhere, but then he saw us both. He then crossed the street and greeted both my Father and me. He was so friendly and kind! I didn't know him, but my Father did. As he got ready to leave, he and Heavenly Father lightly embraced. He did the same for me. He was such a happy man, full of love and light. I felt like I could easily have him as a best friend!
8. As he walked away, Heavenly Father spoke to me:
'Raphael, this is your own earth in its celestial resurrected state, in a future day. That man was one of my exalted children, your brother. We will have beautiful cities like this one where there are streets, buildings, parks, areas for gathering–all adorned with great beauty. They all live in great happiness and beauty.
I have shown you the cities of a telestial, terrestrial and a celestial glory today in your prayer. We will soon make the cities of your own current world desolate, in preparation of our beautiful cities of the millennium to come:
9. 3 Nephi 22:3
"For thou shalt break forth on the right hand and on the left, and thy seed shall inherit the gentiles and make the desolate cities to be inhabited."
10. These telestial cities in your day will be transformed into cities of great beauty and peace. Those who inhabit them will be the children of our elect who are now being born in your world.'
I thanked my Heavenly Father for this great experience to be with him today, to see the three cities of this earth at different times. I thanked him for showing me a better world that is coming! I then was immediately back on earth in my adjacent room. I felt peace and love in my heart. I look forward to a happier world in not too many years!
11. Evening–We had another very productive day. I enjoyed spending the full day with my wife! We are now very tired. I came to the maple tree grove on the western shores of Lake Beautiful. I came down to the shore and drank some living water. This helped me become more focused on my activity in the celestial world during the prayer.
I returned back into the maple tree grove and knelt on the ground facing the lake. There were many leaves that had fallen to the ground, making it so very pretty all around me. I asked for my Heavenly Parents to come in answer to my prayer. I next saw bright light above Lake Beautiful that was fast approaching me! Heavenly Father came in this light in the air, to right in front of me. Soon he was standing, smiling. His robes were slightly moving from some breeze it seemed. He wore his scarlet-red sash around his waist.
12. He spoke to me:
'Raphael, I want to speak tonight more about intelligence. When your Mother and I were first chosen to become a spirit daughter and I a spirit son by our own Heavenly Parents, we knew so little. We grew and learned and more knowledge came into our grasp. We absorbed this and grew more intelligent. We grew step by step, growing in more intelligence all the time. This was also true for all our spirit brothers and sisters living in our premortal state together. No one was stagnant at this stage of our progression.
13. When we came to our earth, we gained more intelligence based on our exposure to using and growing in our physical body. We were more seasoned and intelligent when our mortal probation was completed, for all the accumulated knowledge, skills, and experience had made our base intelligence wiser and able to use all that we had gained in mortality to our future benefit. We had a marked advantage to those spirits who hadn't yet come to their own mortal experience.
14. When we were admitted into our own Church of the Firstborn, we then grew faster in knowledge and more intelligence. We became diligent, adding more intelligence from the light of revelation that continually flooded into our beings. We were becoming prepared to become God, a couple God. We became filled with more understanding, wisdom, greater perspective, alignment with eternal truth and judgment. We had gained all the attributes of intelligent beings sufficient to be ordained to a God. We have greatly progressed since we had first been chosen by our own Heavenly Parents to become their children.
15. Some of our spirit siblings attained eternal inheritances of terrestrial and telestial glories. Their intelligence became stunted at the level of glory they chose. They didn't learn of all the truths and knowledge, nor receive of the light of truth that had kept your Heavenly Mother and I progressing and continually growing in more intelligence. Their beings stopped learning and growing and they became limited by the amount of glory they had accepted.
16. Our Satan brother, one of our siblings, even became more damned than those in the telestial world. He returned to his own original intelligence capability, having been stripped of his spirit body and becoming isolated forever in this damned condition.
17. On the other hand, your Heavenly Mother and I, and all of our siblings who became couple Gods in eternity, had the continual flow of more intelligence and truth into our beings. We have continually grown and become more intelligent over the eternities. We are more capable and intelligent than we were when we were first ordained to be a couple God in eternity.
Raphael, you are now on a path to receiving more and more light and knowledge, more truth and intelligence! This will greatly enhance you as you too become more and more intelligent.
18. D&C 88:40
"For intelligence cleaveth unto intelligence, wisdom receiveth wisdom, truth embraceth truth, virtue loveth virtue, light cleaveth unto light…"
19. This means these virtues increase in their capacity, worlds without end.'
I thanked my Heavenly Father for his great revelation tonight to me! I feel so enlightened! I never knew that God continues to grow more intelligent, more and more filled with truth and wisdom as the eternities roll on. This makes perfect sense, however, now that I have been enlightened.
I ended my prayer on this enlightened note. I will contemplate and absorb all of this over the next little while I am sure!
I. R's Personal Journal Entry, October 24, 2018, Wednesday
1. This morning I came to my celestial home in heaven at the desert oasis, one of my favorite spots. I always confirm where I should pray, for sometimes there are specific reasons to pray in a particular place. I felt in tune and happy. I felt well and ready to meet another day. I look forward to being enlightened, to grow in the light of more knowledge and truth!
I knelt next to the bench facing the water. I asked for one or both of my Heavenly Parents to come. I then waited and watched.
Heavenly Mother then gradually appeared before me. At first I saw her face only. She was soon entirely appearing before me, so radiantly happy and smiling! Her presence warmed my soul!
2. She spoke:
'Raphael, you received a question last night by email that I wish to answer.
"As the earth changes into a terrestrial sphere, will it also move closer to our Heavenly Parents?"
The earth is already moving closer to the center of our galaxy. The entire solar system is now on its trek to Kolob as part of the earth changes. It will arrive there at the end of the millennium. At that time, the earth will die and be resurrected and enter into its eternal celestial gory near Kolob, our central governing celestial star. The solar system will then return to its previous place, ready to receive another earth for the next eternity.'
I thanked my Heavenly Mother for her reply to this question. I am always enlightened by God's answers!
3. She then spoke again:
'Your Heavenly Father spoke to you last night about our ability to keep receiving more light and truth and continually growing in more intelligence. When the scriptures attest that we, who are Gods, are all knowing and comprehend all things, this doesn't mean that our intelligence has stopped increasing. We do know all things, for all things are present continually before our eyes at all times (see D&C 38:2). We have this privilege as part of our calling as a God. We have access to all truth. However, we still grow and increase ourselves in intelligence and glory, in knowledge and understanding. There is no limit to the amount we receive and know and retain.
4. Those who are in lesser kingdoms of eternal glory are stopped in their progression, for their kingdom is limited in its knowledge and power and capability. We have no limiting cap like theirs.
The transfer of knowledge, intelligence, greater love and mercy, and all the attributes of God are varied among all the Gods in this universe. These are varied, for each may pursue light and truth in one particular area and gain more intelligence by his/her interest than another of the Gods.
5. The capabilities of the Gods in bearing the souls of men and women, in rearing them, in creating earths and all creations they so desire is the same among the Gods. This is part of our ordination and the path we each have been given. We each still retain our own personalities and desires to become who we want to be. This is how I appear to you so happy and full of light and love–by my choice and acceptance of the principles that govern my own happiness. I have learned these well and govern myself according to my choices to be so extremely happy and radiant.
6. Your Heavenly Father has chosen a different way to appear to our children. He is more settled, majestic, and all-powerful in his demeanor, yet also so very much full of love and compassion. He is also so extremely happy. All of these attributes are by his choice, as are mine. We both continually are filled with more and more light and truth and our core intelligence continues to be enhanced and grow in more and more intelligence, for intelligence cleaves to intelligence, and truth to truth.
7. We are significantly more intelligent now than we were at the time of our first eternity. However, for our children in that first eternity and those now, they could tell no different, for we are so much greater in intelligence than any we had chosen to become our sons and daughters. We never stop growing in our intelligence throughout all eternity.'
I thanked again my Heavenly Mother for her amazing truths. These truths now are becoming more and more part of me and richly adding to the intelligence and understanding I possess. My time in prayer had ended. I was ready now to meet another day. I feel enlightened, happy and at peace!
8. Evening–Tonight I came to the switchback path looking down on the lake at God's Loving Healing Center. I knelt looking east to the lake. It was a clear sky and the sun was shining.
I remember coming to this place from the domed room about 4 ½ years ago as I recall. Heavenly Mother took me on a tour of the healing center and the temple of God to the north. This was very early on when I was first learning to hear and see. I could really "see" nothing. Now I have been blessed to perceive so much more! I feel so very grateful.
I prayed now that one of my Heavenly Parents would come to me. I waited. Heavenly Mother then came to me, walking from my right side from the path that leads to the domed room. She was smiling and very radiant and full of light.
9. She spoke:
'Raphael, this is where I took you on your tour of our celestial world for the first time. You have now been blessed to "see" and perceive all the areas you visit. You see even God, as we are before you, twice a day during your prayers. You have been brought again into our presence.
10. You have also become awakened to the light that fills your being as an angel of healing, working as our conduit. You have recently noticed that you may quickly create tangible and discernible light, or energy, coming out of your hands. The healing energy can be directed to different parts of your own body or those you wish to heal. This light matter is extremely healing and is sent to you from us who are the source, in our galaxy, of this light coming to you.
11. Raphael, your Heavenly Father and I wish that you continue to use the healing light that comes forth from your hands to bless others. We will bless you with a healing power in your hands as you bless others. As for our healing power, our light and love, that we will continue to pour out upon you.'
I thanked my Heavenly Mother for the great blessing that I can perceive and see so much more than when she initially came to me at this switchback location. I said too that I was excited to see lots more light and healing energy coming from my hands. I expressed gratitude for all the light they continue to pour out upon me!
12. Heavenly Mother responded:
'Raphael, stay humble, be diligent, and your Heavenly Father and I will bless you to serve us far beyond your own ability as a healing angel. We will fill your hands with our light and love and great healing capacity as we work through you as our angel of healing!'
I thanked her again and then closed my prayer. I knew she would continue to be very close to me in my mortal life."