13. She looked across the field of buttercups and breathed in deeply as she smiled and brought her hands to her chest. Then she looked at me-
'Raphael, we will always come to our elect who humbly pray to us in faith and openness of heart. They need not fear, as we will be with them.'
I thanked my glorious Heavenly Mother for her love and peace she had given me tonight! I, too, looked upon the field of buttercups and felt very much at peace! I too brought my hands to my chest and breathed in deeply, as I saw my Heavenly Mother do. I felt a surge of joy and calmness come over me! I smiled a lot and then thanked my now departed Heavenly Mother for this great secret of becoming so uplifted and happy. I then ended my prayer and prepared for bed.
F. R's Personal Journal Entry, June 6, 2018, Wednesday
1. I awoke early today and reviewed what I had received and written recently in my journal. I am continually surprised at the wonderful teachings of my Heavenly Parents!
I felt to go this morning to have my prayer at the maple tree grove on the western shores of Lake Beautiful. I had no need of drinking the living water of the lake since I was clear and transparent even from my head to my toes. I knelt in the grove, facing the lake. I asked for one or both of my Heavenly Parents to come.
Both Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother came up a path from around the lake at this time. They were holding hands. Each was smiling and seemed happy.
When they arrived before me, Heavenly Father asked me to stand and walk with them, taking each of their hands. I then stood and took their outstretched hands. We turned together and walked to the shore. We then walked to the right and strolled along a path that goes around the lake.
2. Heavenly Father spoke:
'Raphael, there are some of our children who come to earth, marry and raise a family and then after the children leave, they don't nurture their own relationship together. Marriage relationships need to be nurtured through all the phases of the marriage. Some of the closest times are intended by us to be at the end of their mortal lives, after the children are grown and mostly departed.
3. We recommend that married couples in this era of their lives spend time together and share more and more of their interests and worlds together. They may find great joy and needed companionship in being together. Speaking and acting tenderly with each other, dropping all should-beliefs, loving with forgiveness of any past grievances--all create a stronger bond of love and acceptance of each other. Their love and dependence on their partner brings greater joys and deeper caring. They may then turn their joint efforts in loving and accepting their own children and grandchildren. They become the heroes of their offspring, and an ideal to look up to.
4. Each family and married couple are very different. However, the overall intent of growing closer in love, patience, acceptance and consideration is the ideal we want to see them striving for. Our elect married children thus prepare themselves for the next phase of progression beyond the grave, of preparing for their joint eternal marriage and exaltation together.
5. Raphael, you and Oriphiel will have the great opportunity in blessing the lives of such couples and individuals who have been accepted into the Church of the Firstborn by Jesus Christ, Our Beloved Son. These candidates have been tried and proven in life, and have matured to be accepted as members of our Church of the Firstborn. They have all learned important lessons of loving and service, forgiveness and patience with their chosen spouse. They are destined to receive a fulness of joy together in the eternities!'
We continued strolling along the path.
6. Heavenly Mother then spoke:
'Raphael, sometimes our married children have drifted apart after raising their children. Sometimes there are rifts developed in the past that need repair and mending. Each husband and wife needs to work at developing a strong bond of acceptance and love, starting where they are, and building a great relationship.
7. Your Heavenly Father and I had a good marriage in our mortality, but after our children left our home, we continued strengthening our marriage relationship and it became a great marriage! We loved each other deeper; we accepted each other more fully without judgments or grudges. We began to depend more and more on each other for our daily companionship and our normal needs and routines.
8. When your Heavenly Father died and I was left a widow, I experienced a great temporary loss! I fought loneliness and sadness. I had grown to deeply love and care for my husband, more than ever before. I struggled with these emotions until my own death and reuniting with him in the world of spirits. When alone, I tried to involve myself in service to others, as I was able. However, these were difficult days. After we came together again in the spirit world, I appreciated my husband so very much more! We have been together continually since then as we progressed towards becoming forever a husband and wife, Father and Mother, in the eternities!'
9. I looked upon my Heavenly Mother and she was looking at her husband and he was looking at her, both so lovingly! I let go of their hands and they tenderly embraced before me! They then started rising up into the air above the path and then each turned to me as they were leaving. I heard the words of my Father in my mind at this time:
'Raphael, do all you can possibly do in loving your wife and in strengthening your marriage! The greatest joys in eternity will be shared with her!'
I watched until they were out of sight and gone.
10. In the evening–I had a great day and a fun party and am finally ready for my prayer. I plan to send out post 81 tomorrow. There is a never-ending supply of revelations, counsel, insights, and direction from my loving Heavenly Parents! I feel so grateful to be a recipient of all of these answers to my prayers.
Tonight I came to the desert oasis. It was so very quiet and still warm, even though the sun had recently set. The moon hadn't yet risen, and I could see stars in the approaching night sky. I came to the water's edge and drank living water. I became very clear, even feeling transparent. I felt clarified and able to approach my loving Heavenly Parents. I was eager to hear from them again.
I knelt by the shore of the oasis and asked for my Heavenly Parents to come. I looked in the water and saw the reflection of a glorious man standing in front of me! I looked up and saw my Heavenly Father standing above and in front of me in the air. Heavenly Father smiled and I gazed on his loving and accepting face. His eyes were soft and his mouth slightly in the form of a smile.
11. He then spoke to me:
'My son, Raphael, I have come to you tonight to share with you the responsibilities of children to their parents. Everyone of our children on earth have two sets of parents--their eternal Heavenly Parents, your loving Heavenly Mother and myself, and a father and mother who also live(d) on earth. These children owe a great debt of gratitude to both sets of parents!
12. Their actions towards us, their Heavenly Parents, is to seek us diligently and follow the impressions and promptings we give them. We are attentive to those who diligently seek us in humble and open prayer. We will not leave them alone, but will gradually come unto them, all based on their efforts and diligence. We are masters in leading our children, guiding them through life's perils, and blessing their lives!
13. Our children on earth also have two parents who have brought them forth and provided their physical bodies. Most have also raised them in a family, with both a mother and a father. There are so many variations of such a family that our children have received. We have planned for the nurturing, caring, growth and protecting of our children as they grow from innocent babies to adults. They each adopt many manners and beliefs from their parents and their community in which they grow.
14. At a certain age, our children desire to strike out on their own and usually part from their earthly parents. However, there is still a cord and bond that connects the generations. Hopefully there has been love and consideration taught and goodly habits developed. Even if our children have a very hard family life, they still owe their parents respect and honor for bringing them forth on earth. Their parents have given them their bodies and a mortal life! This is a very big blessing for each of our children!
15. Love and respect to your earthly father and mother is essential in happy families. The grandparents are often forgotten and tend to fade from the presence and memories of their own aging children and grandchildren. This older generation has developed a rich maturity in living through the stages of life. Their advice is often just what the younger generation needs to help them make wise decisions. Their counsel is usually from a perspective of wisdom and love.
16. Raphael, you have come to appreciate your parents as you have aged. Your widowed mother appreciates your attention and kindness. She lives for her family who has rallied behind her and support and honor her. She is truly blessed to have loving and caring children, grandchildren, and great grandchildren!'
I thanked my Heavenly Father for his counsel. I said I loved him and Heavenly Mother so very much! I am so grateful for my rich heritage and noble parents in heaven! I also said I would continue to care for my mother as long as she lives. I will, with my siblings, visit her frequently, and love her. I am so appreciative of my earthly parents and the rich heritage they have given me!
Heavenly Father then disappeared from my view. I looked in the water's reflection and saw him ascending up to the skies. I wondered how this was done, but that is what I saw. Soon I was alone. I closed my prayer and went to bed.
G. R's Personal Journal Entry, June 7, 2018, Thursday
1. I awoke to a beautiful day this morning! I came early to the desert oasis and sat on the bench as I awoke on earth. I then came to the shore in front of the bench and knelt in the sand. The celestial sun was up and the sky was blue. I felt clear and ready to commune with God.
I then asked for one or both of my Heavenly Parents to come. Heavenly Mother immediately came in front of me, above the water a little. She was smiling and had very accepting and loving eternity eyes. I opened up my communion with her. I said how pleased I was that she was there. I thanked her for her and Heavenly Father's words to me. I said I felt so loved by them. I wanted to do anything they asked of me.
I then asked my Heavenly Mother to share with me her message today. She asked me to write to this point in my journal and then she would speak to me as I wrote:
2. Here are her words:
'Raphael, my greatest joys are to gently and lovingly guide you and have you be very receptive and obedient. Your Heavenly Father feels this same way. We love when our beloved children approach us humbly and openly and we are successful in guiding them in their mortal lives!
We have recently talked to you about marriage and children's responsibilities towards their parents. We have also explained the great importance of turning from self-interest towards others and in loving and serving them.
3. Today I would like to talk to you about the importance to acting in integrity. This may seem obvious to you, but there are many of our children, even our elect, who profess one thing but do not act in harmony with their beliefs. Integrity is to act and think, whole and undivided, as they profess, being the same outwardly to others.
4. Unfortunately, there are many of our beloved children who harbor inwardly false habits and beliefs, while outwardly they act and profess differently. We would that they act the same, whether in secret or in front of others. For when there is lack of integrity, our child follows the norms of the group they adhere to, but inwardly they believe and act as they wish.
When a person acts with integrity, they are true to themselves with no pretense. They act according to their own beliefs, regardless of which they are with, or the persuasions of others. We would rather our mortal child act in false beliefs and be congruent to themselves than to have lack of integrity.
5. Being open to us in prayer requires integrity. How can our child come to us sincerely, when they think and act divided inside? It takes courage to act in the integrity of one's soul. This person desires more to be true to themselves rather than acquiesce to the social pressure of others. When such an individual comes to us in prayer, and seeks our guidance, we have great confidence that they will act outwardly as they think and feel inside. They are in charge of their actions and have little or no fear of the reprisals or judgments of others, for they honor what they inwardly believe.
When such a person who has integrity comes to accept our directions and truths, they then outwardly change their behaviors and habits to conform to their inward beliefs. If there is a division in the way they think and act, they seek to correct this and become fully congruent, or act in oneness.
6. We have asked our mortal angels to withhold their identity from others except a few, and to act in secret in their service. This is still being true to themselves and does not affect their integrity. Their outward actions towards others are still with kindness and love, gentleness and respect. They are people of their words–what they say, they will do. However, they don't reveal to all their standing of being a mortal angel, but guard this as we have asked them. They still act in integrity, being true to themselves. Those with integrity have the most freedom of any of our children. They don't feel in bondage to inward divisions in their soul, but act and speak as they really are.
7. When such a child of ours possessing integrity sincerely comes to us in prayer and is open to our words, we are very pleased. We have hope in being able to guide them and to open their eyes to our way of living. We are able to help them see their false beliefs and then to change these. When they are able to truly change their thoughts and beliefs to align with ours, they then also change outwardly and act in harmony to these thoughts and beliefs. We are thus able to guide them, even to becoming eventually as we are. We greatly rejoice in their changes and progress!
8. Raphael, we know that there are pitfalls and weaknesses of our children living in mortality. They each have been given an array of weaknesses to overcome as they come unto us and work on these, repenting and changing. As they gain confidence, they develop more integrity and lose their fear of the judgments of others, for they become true to themselves. We love these children who thus progress and grow into their true selves!
We agree with this scripture:
9. Revelations 3:15-16
"I know thy works, that thou art neither cold nor hot: I would thou wert cold or hot.
So then because thou art lukewarm, and neither cold nor hot, I will spew thee out of my mouth."
10. Your Heavenly Father and I would that all our children have integrity of their souls, inwardly matching their outer actions!'
I thanked Heavenly Mother for her clear words to me today! I asked if I captured her words correctly enough, for they seemed so very important to me. Heavenly Mother smiled and said that I had correctly written and conveyed her thoughts.
She said she would be near me all the day long. I rejoice in her presence, her love, and acceptance. I so love to be near her and Heavenly Father.
I knew my time in prayer was ended. I closed my prayer in the name of her Beloved Son, Jesus Christ, and started my new day.
11. Later in the evening: I want to connect to my Heavenly Parents.
I came to the glass table in Heavenly Mother's lower garden. I sat on a chair, preparing myself. I felt clear everywhere so I knelt down and prayed towards the distant waterfall, asking for my Heavenly Parents to come.
I then saw, in the distance, both Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother at the top of the falls, standing in the air. They were facing me. Then suddenly a beam of light came from them directly to a spot in front of me. Then both my Heavenly Parents traveled almost instantly down this beam, like it were a road in the sky. They didn't walk, but still moved along this beam.
I am continually amazed at the various ways my Heavenly Parents come to me! I feel grateful they now come so quickly too! They were both smiling at me. Their eternity eyes were also both deep and glistening almost. They seemed very happy.
12. Heavenly Father first spoke:
'Raphael, when we come to you so often, we impart to you our truths, the way we live and how a godly person lives and acts. The teachings and life of our son, Jesus Christ, as described in the scriptures, are also a clear pattern for living a God-centered life on earth.
13. While we share these principles of living with you, we interweave also many revelations of how things are in heaven, specifics on the worlds we have created, and our offspring, and so much more. We have shared with you much of our history and heritage that we pass onto you and to our faithful children. We have described many future events, including Zion, the New Jerusalem, the Church of the Firstborn, and how our children who are faithful will become exalted. We have not withheld our great revelations from you.
14. You may wonder why we have established The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints, or Church of Christ, only to have it be supplanted and re-established all over again. You may wonder also why this had to precede the establishment of our Church of the Firstborn.
We established the Church of Christ in the earth through our prophet, Joseph Smith. This was the first opening of the heavens, and began us revealing of so very much that had been lost during the years of darkness on the earth. We also revealed many new and great things pertaining to the salvation of man. We chose to limit the information we gave to our prophets, since this was not to be our celestial church. We were able to gather many into this, our telestial church, who were our elect, however.
15. We also wanted there to be a division among the latter-day saints that would make them either choose following blindly their leaders, or receive their own light and revelation from us, one by one. We therefore allowed untruths to creep into our telestial church over the years, so that our elect would ultimately question all things and we would be able to guide them in their troubles. We also allowed pride and priestcrafts to enter, and have now completely withdrawn our direction and revelations from the leading counsels of this church. There is a time coming that will greatly test the elect who are in the LDS Church.
16. We wanted a telestial or terrestrial church (terrestrial after the millennium begins) to precede our celestial church. We purposefully hadn't revealed how this church would be established on the earth, because that is part of our large latter-day work that we ourselves would direct through you, our archangel in the flesh. This too would be a difficult test for many of our elect to accept–they would absolutely need our light and revelation to know if this new church was from us or not.
There are much of the events soon to happen that no one knows, except us. We will reveal these activities to our faithful as we ourselves orchestrate all things in these last days.
17. We need a terrestrial Church of Christ in the millennium, as well as the celestial Church of the Firstborn. Each of these churches will be established with new leaders and clean and pure doctrines. They both will receive our revelations and follow us exactly. Satan will not make inroads into either of our Church of Christ or Church of the Firstborn.
Our members of each will live by revelation and confirm the truths they receive from their leaders. We will not allow apostasy to enter into the ranks of our terrestrial and celestial church!'
18. I looked upon my Heavenly Father. He was very clear in his message and spoke with firmness. All of the doctrines of men in the LDS Church have been allowed by God to fulfill their greater purposes. This church has strayed from the original Church of Christ established by God to the prophet Joseph Smith. We are in difficult times now and a very difficult test will soon come upon us. I thanked my Heavenly Father for his clear words to me! I feel so glad to have received this revelation to my unconscious mind directly from my Heavenly Father.
19. Heavenly Mother spoke next:
'Raphael, the words you have written in your journal are sufficiently clear and accurate. Your Heavenly Father has declared all of this from the heavens to you by divine revelation.
We are doing all of this orchestrating of our last days plans ourselves to make sure all will turn out as we have planned. Your work is a large part of our plan, Raphael. You have no idea or conception of how real this all is and how it will turn out! We will lead you and our faithful along, one step at a time, until all is fulfilled as we wish. Continue to be humble and open, and seek us diligently. We will reveal and orchestrate great things through you, our son!'
My Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother then smiled again and turned towards the distant waterfall. Then the beam of light re-appeared and they left as they came. I next saw them together at the top of the waterfall in the distance. I thanked them in prayer again and closed my prayer.
H. R's Personal Journal Entry, June 8, 2018, Friday
1. I awoke and came into the adjacent bedroom to pray. I felt to pray at the fountain of living water, facing the fountain and the temple in the distance. I drank of living water and knelt on the pavement. I asked for one or both of my Heavenly Parents to come to me, to commune with me.
I then saw Heavenly Mother come from the temple doors and walk the short distance to me! She had elegant flowing robes and a brightness about her person. She soon stood before me. She was smiling, had deep compassion in her eyes, but also concern it seemed.
2. After I looked on her for a bit, she asked me to write her words she would speak to me:
'Raphael, it is now time again for you to act in the spirit of Elijah. We need you to deliver messages tonight to President Netanyahu, the Prime Minister of Israel, and also to President Donald Trump of the United States. We will inspire you what to deliver tonight, after you retire to bed in your mortal body. You will appear to them both as a holy angel of God, while they, too, are asleep, in their dreams.
3. When we send you or another angel to appear to someone in their dreams, you go to them, to their unconscious state. You appear to them from the celestial realms, and in the case tonight, both recipients will be sleeping. They will see you in their telestial state, in their unconscious minds. To their mortal conscious minds, this will be like a dream since they will be able to fully remember the vision to their unconscious state, in their mortal conscious minds. It will be very real to them and they won't be able to dismiss it because they will know they experienced the vision in to a different realm above.
4. Because you come to them from a higher celestial glory, you will appear bright and with great power and authority, from the presence of God. This is how we intend you coming to them.
At other times, we may have you come to someone without your glory. You are able to retain this in your body but would still come to them from the celestial realms. You are able to adapt your glory as you appear, since you have a physical translated body and have this capability.
When our prophet, Lehi, said he dreamed a dream, or saw a vision, he meant that this was the same event:
5. 1 Nephi 8:2
"And it came to pass that while my father tarried in the wilderness he spake unto us, saying: Behold, I have dreamed a dream; or, in other words, I have seen a vision."
6. Lehi had many dreams or visions, in which he was shown what would soon happen, and was also given directions to depart into the wilderness. These were very real to him and came to him while he was sleeping. To some, we reveal our words in dreams or visions, and to others in their quiet meditations during the day. All comes from us, their God. We use various means and ways to speak to our children on earth. Lehi needed a clear vision to know what to do and how to act. He was obedient to all we have revealed to him.
For you, Raphael, we normally speak to you in your prayers, while you write our words. Your connection with your unconscious mind is well developed, and therefore you may correctly write our words or thoughts, in your own language and your own words.
7. Lehi prayed in behalf of his people, and was shown great things in his unconscious mind. He saw a pillar of fire on the rock before him, and saw and heard much, all in the unconscious part of his mind (see 1 Nephi 1:5-6). When he returned home and cast himself on his bed, he was "overcome with the Spirit and the things which he had seen." He was then carried away in a vision, or he could be quickened in his spirit and transported in his spirit to our throne room in our holy temple (see 1 Nephi 1: 7-8). This was all done in his replicated spirit, while he was still lying on his bed on the earth.
8. We thus appear to selected individuals, or give them messages in various ways, in order to lead them and give them valuable truths from heaven. We have also led you Raphael, daily since I first came to you in your energy class in April 2013. We will also continue to reveal to you our will each day in the future as you come unto us in prayer.'
I thanked my Heavenly Mother for her clear explanations and words to me today. I feel so pleased to be able to hear her and to speak also to her. I asked her to bless my son who was having a hard time sleeping. I asked her to bless us to know how to help him. I also prayed to her about other personal issues.
When I was done, I faded from my unconscious state. I knew I was still with her in the heavens and was doing my work there for them, according to their directions. I then started my day on the earth.
9. At my evening prayer– Tonight I came next to the golden altar, facing the temple doors. I don't know why I go all over the place in heaven, but I do! I must really be on the move there! Or more realistically, it is where my Heavenly Parents wish me to go, and I respond to their impressions to my heart and mind. Anyway, I was spiritually clear in my body and asked to have my Heavenly Parents come to me.
The doors of the temple opened and both my Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother plus Jesus Christ came out of the doors and walked to me. Heavenly Father was in the middle, Jesus on his right side and Heavenly Mother on his left. They stood in majestic glory! They were all three smiling.
10. Heavenly Father then spoke:
'Raphael, we three Gods have come to you together this evening in order to bless you to be ready for your upcoming words and actions we will be expecting of you. You are very involved in the awakening of the mortal angels, and you continue to take on multiple assignments from us, as our leading archangel in these last days. Your workload is steadily increasing and yet you will not be able to keep up without additional power and strength.'
Heavenly Father then extended his hands to my head and then Heavenly Mother and Jesus also placed their hands on top of Father's hand.
11. Heavenly Father spoke the words of the blessing:
'Raphael, we bless you with additional strength and stamina in your work in the celestial realms. We bless you with additional increase in the gift of foresight. In all your administrations, we bless you with the gift of increased love and understanding towards our children, our elect children. We bless you with clarity of thought, and control of all your thoughts, whether in your conscious or unconscious mind. We bless you finally to be able to meet all of the demanding schedule and all of our requests that we ask of you. In this increased ability and strength, you will receive more clarity and light from us, your Gods. Amen.'
12. They each stepped back and smiled broadly towards me! I gazed upon them, also smiling!
Heavenly Father extended his right hand and I stood before him. He firmly embraced me and kissed me on my forehead. He said he loved me!
Heavenly Mother then pulled me close to her. She whispered in my ear to meet her tomorrow morning at her glass table in her lower garden and she would feed me there. She kissed me also on my forehead and said she loved me!
Then Jesus Christ embraced me too! I could feel his breathing and told him how grateful I was for his sacrifice for me, to redeem me! He told me he loved me and also kissed me on my forehead. He then spoke:
13. 'Raphael, we have each embraced you and kissed you on your forehead, in a gesture to symbolize we are imparting to you more of our Godly strength and stamina.'
I then stood before them and they started going backwards in the air, without walking. The temple doors were still open and they went inside. Then the doors closed and I was alone.
14. I thought of what had just occurred. I did not solicit this, or even expect any of this. The messages and blessing were clear to me and freely flowed to me as I received them. I wrote them all in my personal journal as this happened. I feel confirmed in my heart and mind this all happened as I wrote it.
I know I have been more "clear" recently, ever since I received the blessing and endowment of light from my Heavenly Mother. I expect to now have more clarity and maybe a sense of more ability or strength, I'm not sure. I am expected to be of more service to my God. I will continue to act humbly before them and be fully obedient.
I then closed my prayer in the name of Jesus Christ, my Redeemer. I then got ready for bed.
I. R's Personal Journal Entry, June 9, 2018, Saturday
1. I awoke around 7:00 a.m. and came quietly to the adjacent room. I had a hard time awakening, but I nonetheless came to Heavenly Mother's glass table in her lower gardens. She was there waiting for me! She asked me to write her words and what was to occur. I have written to this point.
2. Heavenly Mother spoke to me:
'Raphael, you have received a strengthening blessing last night in your evening prayer. I desire today to bring you some celestial food from my lower gardens and from Heavenly Father's wheat field!'
She then turned and quickly came back with a glass plate and a fork with some freshly picked berries (they were black I think), a melon (looked like cut pieces of a cantaloupe) and some bread (a little loaf).
3. She spoke again:
'My son, I have grown the melon and berries and have also taken some wheat from Heavenly Father's fields and ground the wheat berries and made a small loaf of bread.'
She placed the plate and fork with the food on the table. She also had a clear glass of living water that she placed next to the plate.
'Please now sit up to the table and eat, Raphael!'
4. I got up off my knees and sat on one of the glass chairs and pulled myself up to the table. I started eating this wonderful food that Heavenly Mother had prepared for me! I commented to her how very tasty it all was. I ate until I had finished all her food. Heavenly Mother watched me as I ate. She seemed very pleased when I ate.
5. She then spoke again:
'Raphael, this celestial food will give you a reserve for your replicated celestial selves when you do our work in our celestial realms in behalf of our children. It will work in harmony with the blessing voiced by your Heavenly Father last night.'
Heavenly Mother then took the glass, plate and the fork and removed them from the table. She then spoke again:
6. 'Raphael, you have also delivered the same message to President Netanyahu and President Trump last night. You said the time has come for the Jerusalem temple to be built. You told them to aid in the process of selecting the land and in organizing work efforts. You told President Trump to aid in any way in this construction effort and to remain as allies to Israel.'
Heavenly Mother smiled at me and then said I would be feeling full the rest of the day in my mortal body, from the food I ate this morning in heaven. She asked me to return to her again this evening to meet at the base of the waterfall not far away. She said that she and Heavenly Father would come to me there.
She extended her right hand to me and I touched it. She smiled broadly at me and then was gone!
I plan to come this evening to the pool at the base of her waterfall. I knelt by my recliner in the bedroom in my house on earth and thanked my Heavenly Mother for her foods she gave me and for her messages. I then started my day.
7. In the evening– I came inside and went in my mind to the pool at the base of the waterfall. I anticipate my Heavenly Parents coming to me there. I knelt by the shore and felt spiritually clear and could even see a glow from my replicated body I thought. I then looked around and could see the waterfall and the surrounding area, but I did not spot either of my Heavenly Parents. I then raised both hands above my head and asked for my Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother to come while lowering my hands. I repeated this again and waited. On the third time, Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother came through the waterfall from behind and stood in front of me. They were both wearing matching robes as they usually do when they both come. They were also both smiling! They were holding hands.
8. Heavenly Mother then spoke:
'Raphael, we have both come to you in our celestial world tonight. We wanted to share with you our feelings towards our holy mortal angels who are gradually now being awakened to their conscious minds. These now are all striving diligently to connect their unconscious minds, where they do their great work in our celestial realms, with their mortal conscious mind. This is so new for most of them and they need a lot of coaching. You, Raphael, are spending lots of energy helping this group of our wonderful children! We have chosen them because of their deep love that they have demonstrated to their brothers and sister, their commitment to us, their Heavenly Parents, and their many talents.
9. Even though we have chosen our angels and set them apart from our many elect children, this separation does not diminish our care and love towards all of our elect now living on the earth. These, our mortal elect, are in so many various states of progression and maturity. They are characterized by their desire to follow and keep our commandments that we give them. They hear our voice within their souls and usually follow our guidance. As we lead them, they generally will become more obedient and full of faith. In the end, they all will be open to our directions and will keep our commandments and guidance.
10. We have called our holy angels to serve our elect children. Our angels act under our directions. We lead our elect with our guidance from ourselves, our son, Jesus Christ, through our angels, and from others of their brothers and sisters who are also our elect. This latter group may include leaders, family, friends and neighbors. We are pleased when these serve each other in love and acceptance.
11. Raphael, your mission and stewardship as our archangel is to serve your fellow angels and your fellow elect of God. All of these are destined to come into our Church of the Firstborn, based on their obedience and diligence. You will receive each one into our Church of the Firstborn, along with your archangel brother, Oriphiel. This service will bring you a great measure of joy and satisfaction! Oh, we love our elect children!'
Heavenly Mother and Heavenly Father smiled again! They started backing up and then entered into the waterfall as they came. They were then gone. I thanked them in my heart and mind for my experience with them. I committed to be obedient to them and to serve faithfully my brothers and sisters. I closed my prayer in the name of Jesus Christ, and got ready for bed.
J. R's Personal Journal Entry, June 10, 2018, Sunday
1. I awoke at 7:00 a.m. and went to the adjacent room.
I came to the hill not far from the desert oasis where I had come before. I overlooked the desert. I felt clear and ready for communion with my Heavenly Parents. I knelt, facing the oasis in the distance. I then asked for my Heavenly Parents to come to me. Heavenly Father then came from the side of the hill and walked up to where I was kneeling. Heavenly Mother was not with him. He was in his normal glory and was full of light that emanated from his being. His eternity eyes were compassionate and deep. I felt great peace in his presence.
I opened my prayer. I said I was fasting for my son who couldn't sleep well. I asked that he be blessed and strengthened to have normal sleep again. I then asked if I could write his words, as he would give them to me. I felt that this would please my Heavenly Father. At home, I sat up in my recliner and have written to this point in my journal.
2. Here is what Heavenly Father said:
'Raphael, we know it is difficult for A. to go without sleep. We will help you as you seek to get him sleeping again. We love A. and will bless him with more stability.
When our children on earth fast and couple this with prayer, we realize this is a more sincere, heartfelt, or importuning prayer. When combined with humility and openness, we are usually quicker to respond to the pleadings of our praying child. You have come to me in humility and openness, seeking our help. We will respond in our own way to bless A., your son.
3. Raphael, I want to continue discussing our elect children that your Heavenly Mother spoke about last night. This is the large group of our faithful children. There are other children we have that have also come to earth, but are not as faithful or inwardly guided by us, for they want to do their own will and not our will. We approach all of our children, and seek to guide them all, one by one, back to us. We are no respecter of persons (see Acts: 10:34).
Our elect children are separated from the rest of our many children because they hearken to our voice and then act in obedience. Those who don't obey, choose other patterns of living their lives, we love them, but they will not follow our promptings.
4. Those who are not our elect make up the bulk of humanity. Our elect children are scattered all over the earth, in relationships with our non-elect children. We have done this purposefully. We watch each and reward those who seek to follow our ways and gentle promptings. We watch what they do of their own choice and not as a group. We require each to choose, by their own choice and not by another, if they will follow us as we speak to their inward unconscious mind. For our elect, this inward guiding influence is what they listen to and obey. For those who are not our elect, they choose their own will and not our promptings.
5. Some of our elect children are unsure where to go or how to live, even though we speak to them, seeking to lead them. Some are now in sin and can't hear us well. We then seek to reach them in other ways until they hear us and follow our promptings. You aren't aware of whom we have chosen to be our elect. We know our elect because of our foreknowledge of their future actions as their life progresses. We know whom we will be able to reach, some later in their lives, and who will repent and allow us to guide their lives.
6. As you know, we never force or impose our will in any form of coercion upon our children who dwell in mortality. We speak in mildness, in peaceful ways, and our elect recognize our voice, for we have always spoken this way to them in their premortal lives. This earth life, in a fallen telestial world, is a perfect situation where we may see those who will follow us and whom we may lead to the great happiness that we now enjoy.
7. There may be those in your family or friends who are elect, and those who are not. Each needs to choose for themselves, and not for another. Salvation is an individual choice. We value and honor the choices and actions of our children. We ultimately reward each one, based on how much they were willing to accept. This is why there are many degrees of glory, a place for each one of our children. We reward them with the highest amount of glory they are individually willing to receive.
Our children, who are mortal parents, or those who love another deeply, are often sad when the one they tenderly love chooses another path. However, this is how we have ordained life in mortality. Each needs to choose on their own.
8. Matthew 10:35-39:
"For I am come to set a man at variance against his father, and the daughter against her mother, and the daughter in law against her mother in law.
And a man's foes shall be they of his own household.
He that loveth father or mother more than me is not worthy of me: and he that loveth son or daughter more than me is not worthy of me.
And he that taketh not his cross, and followeth after me, is not worthy of me.
He that findeth his life shall lose it: and he that loseth his life for my sake shall find it." '
9. I felt very clarified in my perspective this morning as Heavenly Father explained this all to me. I know what I received is true. I know each son or daughter of God needs to choose for himself or herself.
I thanked my Heavenly Father for his words. I said I would continue to seek him and Heavenly Mother and be obedient to their directions and guidance. I then knew my time with Heavenly Father was ending. I then lost my connection with my unconscious mind. I wrote all of this in my journal as it happened. I closed in the name of Jesus Christ and started my Sabbath day.
10. Later–My wife and I attended the Payson 14th ward this early afternoon. We went there because of the stained glass windows in the chapel. It was a very pretty and old chapel.
In the sacrament portion, I came to the area in front of God's temple in the celestial world, next to the golden altar. I knelt and made a covenant after the priest offered the prayer on the bread. I waited and saw my Heavenly Father appear in front of me. He spoke:
'Raphael, on behalf of your Heavenly Mother and I, we accept your covenant today, to take upon you the name of Our Beloved Son, Jesus Christ, to always remember us, and to keep our commandments.'
11. He paused. I looked around in the chapel at the stained glass windows. My wife asked me a question and I answered. I became distracted from my connection with my Heavenly Father. I then came back to my position before my Father. He spoke again:
'Raphael, we may speak to our children, in their unconscious mind, but if they are not in tune they won't hear our words. While you were distracted in your meeting just now, I spoke to you but you were not in tune or in a meditative state and did not hear my words. Such is the state of our children who won't or can't hear or feel our words. We continue to speak to them, whether they hear us or not in their conscious mind. Raphael, our elect hear our voice and obey what we say.'
I apologized to my Heavenly Father and then the speaker started talking in the meeting. I didn't connect again to my Heavenly Father in the meeting.
12. At night– In my prayer tonight, I came to the lake at God's Loving Healing Center. This was one of the first areas where Heavenly Mother showed me. At the time, I was completely blind and couldn't see with my unconscious mind. I was gradually led from one level to another. I am now able to perceive so much more, even to where I have seen a lot of the celestial world from where I work in my calling to serve the elect of God and the mortal angels.
At the lake, I sat on the bench facing south. The lake was 30-40 feet from the bench. I felt enlivened and clear in my mind. I then knelt in front of the bench, facing the lake. I asked for my Heavenly Parents to come.
Heavenly Mother came from the sky and came to a place just above the water, in the middle of the lake. She was very bright. She walked to me in the air along the water and then up the shore, just in front of me. She was smiling and had a bright, happy countenance.
13. She spoke:
'Raphael, today marks the day of your baptism, 51 years ago in Portland, Oregon. We brought you into the LDS Church to give you a strong gospel foundation. You studied and learned quickly and became a very faithful member of that church. You since have served an honorable mission, married in the temple and raised seven children in this church. We could not have shown you so many great revelations had you not been so well schooled in gospel essentials.
14. We have established anew the Church of Christ among mankind, through our prophet Joseph Smith. When you came into this church, we were still actively leading the leaders, as much as they would allow us. I came as the Holy Ghost to you and led you along.
Now we have instructed you to attend sacrament meetings where you partake of the sacred emblems of the sacrament. You attend when your son A. goes to his ward. You are uplifted in your communion with us at the sacrament time, but have almost always not enjoyed the remainder of the sacrament meetings.
15. We, too, are not pleased with the sacrament meetings, of the fast and testimony meetings, or of the multiple conferences and such. We have withdrawn our direct influence from the leading councils of the church, including President Russell M. Nelson. The LDS Church is spiritually like a boat without a rudder.
16. I have shown you around our celestial world not quite five years ago. We came to this lake in front of us and to the beautiful meadows of flowers behind you. I showed you around, but you could not see or connect well in your conscious mind. You have developed a clear connection with your mind to your unconscious mind now. We are very glad you are able to do this.
We love you, Raphael! We will lead you along each day giving you more truth from us, your Gods.'
I so appreciated her message. I look back and see the changes and progress I have made. I thanked her for her sweet remembrance and her message to me tonight. I parted then from her, for I knew my time in prayer was ended. I closed in the name of Jesus Christ and went to bed.
K. R's Personal Journal Entry, June 11, 2018, Monday
1. I had a great discussion with my wife about our mind control. Before we learned how to do this, controlling our thoughts, we seemed whiplashed by others and circumstances. Now we know we can only control our own mind. We know what we think only affects us and controls our own feelings and actions, and not that of another. We also realize that we cannot or should not control another, nor think that we have power to do so. These are very freeing concepts, now making perfect sense. I feel so happy now, not being controlled by others but controlled by myself alone. I have great freedom!
2. This morning I came to the little outcropping above the circling waters in Heavenly Mother's upper garden. I was facing the distant temple to the west. I felt transparent again and ready to meet my Heavenly Parents, or one of them that would come to me. I have full confidence that I may commune with them again.
I prayed on my knees, asking for my Heavenly Parents or one of them to come. Soon I saw someone coming from the woods to my right side. Heavenly Mother then came out of the woods and stood in front of me, with light all around her glorious person!
Her eternity eyes were sparkling it seemed, with the joy of her countenance! She was widely smiling as she often does. Her white robe extended part way down her arms, a little below her elbow in flowing sleeves. She wore a scarlet-red sash still, tied to her right side. Her flowing robe extended to the tops of her feet. She stood a few feet above the ground. I was in awe in being again in her presence!
3. I said I had two questions that she might answer if she wished.
M.A. had asked me about genealogy and the big push from the LDS Church to do temple work. I needed some clarification on this and if it was valid in her eyes.
My sister K is leaving for ten days on a trip this Wednesday. Do I ask someone to help type up my journal entries, or do I do so myself?
I thanked my Heavenly Mother for coming to me! I told her I felt so pleased that she came to me today.
4. Heavenly Mother then spoke. I wrote her words as they came to me:
'Raphael, I will first answer your questions then deliver my message.
The sealing of families together by ordinances in the LDS temple has prepared the minds of the Latter-day Saints to think of temple work as being forever binding. Effort in searching your dead helps you know your heritage, but is not necessary for sealing families together for eternity, as is currently taught in the LDS Church.
5. The true doctrine is that each individual whom Jesus Christ approves. Our Beloved Son, for entrance in the Church of the Firstborn, will be able to receive their own temple ordinances in the New Jerusalem Temple and in the temple in heaven. These are final and binding ordinances for those individuals.
The temple ordinances in The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints are preparatory to the final ordinances to be performed on earth in the New Jerusalem temple. In D&C 128, Joseph Smith, the prophet, received a revelation on baptism for the dead. The ordinance of baptism is one which resides in The Church of Christ and is not part of the ordinances to be performed in the Church of the Firstborn. Your baptism 51 years ago, and those done with true priesthood authority for the living and the dead in the LDS Church are valid and binding. The ordinances of washing and anointing, endowments, and sealing in the LDS temples are not valid in eternity. These are preparatory, preparing the minds and hearts of the people for their final binding ordinances in the Church of the Firstborn, performed by our holy angels and by us, their Gods.
6. The sealing of individuals together as husband to wife and wife to husband, will be done in heaven in our holy temple, by Heavenly Father, Jesus Christ or myself. These are binding ordinances for eternity.
7. The sealing of children to their parents, an ordinance also now done in the LDS temples, is one which will be done by us, your Gods, and only for those who have received their ordinances in our temple up to that point, in the Church of the Firstborn. We will not honor sealings of spouses to each other, or of children to their parents in the LDS Church. These were always meant to be performed in the Church of the Firstborn, and they have always been part of the progression for our exalted children.
8. The practice of searching for your dead is necessary to adequately identify relationships of ancestors so that their baptisms for the dead may be performed. The bestowal of the Gift of the Holy Ghost by the laying on of the hands by the priesthood is also valid for the dead and the living. The one holding the priesthood in performing this ordinance and the baptism ordinance needs to be valid and approved of God.
9. However, the laying on of hands for the conferral of the priesthood in the temple is not valid for eternity for the dead. It is valid for the living. For the dead who have not received the priesthood, this will be done by the angels in the New Jerusalem temple if the man hasn't yet received the priesthood. This same procedure is applicable to the office of High Priestess for the women.
All other ordinances in the LDS Church are not valid in eternity. Only these higher ordinances that are valid and binding for eternity are done in the Church of the Firstborn.
You may ask your Heavenly Father or me more about these things if you are not fully clear on what ordinances are valid or not in the Church of Christ and the Church of the Firstborn.
Your second question, about typing up your journal entries, we will address at the time of need this week.
10. My message today ties in with the valid or invalid ordinances in the temples of the LDS Church. In the beginning of this dispensation, we revealed truths from heaven to our prophet, Joseph Smith. However, Satan also started introducing falsehoods from the beginning into this, our church, even during Joseph's day. Joseph did his best to try to route these out, like the practice of polygamy, but was only partially successful.
11. Once Joseph died, Satan had greater success in establishing falsehoods into the LDS Church. We kept directing and inspiring its leaders as much as they would accept, and Satan also inspired the leaders, as they would allow. Today in this Church, there is a mix of truths from God and falsehoods from Satan. When the Church of Christ is re-established again on the earth, we will not tolerate falsehoods to enter, but only our revelations and truths from heaven.
12. This new Church of Christ will also operate temples for the purpose of baptisms for the dead. The living will receive their baptism in this church for themselves. The baptism will include immersion by water and the bestowal of the Gift of the Holy Ghost, or the baptisms of water and the baptism of spirit or fire. In this church, men will also ordain men to the Melchizedek Priesthood and women will ordain women to the office of High Priestess. The Aaronic Priesthood is part of the current LDS Church and won't be perpetuated in the millennial day. It will be fulfilled when the sons of Levi offer an acceptable sacrifice to the Lord (see D&C 13, 128:24).'
I looked on my Heavenly Mother and knew I had received great truths today from her. I felt clear in my mind of what was valid or not valid in the LDS Church and in the future two churches in the millennium.
I thanked her humbly for her clear revelations! She smiled again and then vanished from my view. I closed my prayer and started my week!
13. Later in the evening- My first son told me that his priesthood lesson on Sunday was on the importance of ordinances. He thought there was more meaning than was presented in the lesson. He thought there was some sort of power that came from the ordinances. He asked me for my opinion.
I said I thought that the baptism ordinance, and the reception of the gift of the Holy Ghost by the laying on of the hands by one holding the authority, was permanently a part of the Church of Christ, or the telestial/terrestrial church, now the LDS Church. I said that the full and valid ordinances in the temple, besides baptism for the dead, are part of the future Church of the Firstborn. These ordinances practiced in the LDS temples are preparatory in nature, preparing our hearts and minds for these real binding ordinances, to be realized later in the celestial Church of the Firstborn.
14. I said the endowment, which he had asked me about, was currently practiced as a preparatory ordinance in the LDS Church. We use Adam and Eve as our mentors, to whom we are supposed to liken ourselves. However, I told him I have come to understand that in the celestial church, the Church of the Firstborn, these mentors are our own Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother, and we are to liken ourselves to them. We will then receive the real full ordinance in a celestial temple in this celestial church, and be likening ourselves to our heavenly parents since they will be exactly whom we will become like. We will see their lives in mortality, their progression to Godhood, and then we will follow them to our own exaltation. I said the phrase in our endowments ceremonies that eludes to this is as follows, as best I remember:
"Brothers and sisters, the time will come that you will be chosen, called up and anointed, kings and priests, queens and priestesses, whereas you are now an anointed only to become such. The realization of these blessings depends upon your faithfulness."
15. The final blessing of anointing will be done in the celestial church, the Church of the Firstborn, in a celestial temple. This ordinance will be done by the angels of God. It will be the final and real endowment we are to receive, if we prove faithful. Jesus Christ is the keeper of the gate, and employeth no servant there, cannot be deceived. He admits those to his church the firstborn.
16. 2 Nephi 9:41–
"O then, my beloved brethren, come unto the Lord, the Holy One. Remember that his paths are righteous. Behold, the way for man is narrow, but it lieth in a straight course before him, and the keeper of the gate is the Holy One of Israel; and he employeth no servant there; and there is none other way save it be by the gate; for he cannot be deceived, for the Lord God is his name."
17. I told him in my opinion, that the other ordinances in the LDS temples, like sealings, are also preparatory, and not binding in eternity. I said those done in the Church of the Firstborn, by celestial beings and in the celestial temple, will be eternally binding. The sealing ordinance of husband to wife, and wife to husband, will be performed by God, Heavenly Father, Heavenly Mother or Jesus Christ, and will be one of the final binding ordinances before becoming a God like they are Gods.
I didn't say it exactly this way, but closely like this. I felt the confirmation of the Holy Ghost (my Heavenly Mother) when I spoke, and I knew she was guiding me.
18. My son said he had never thought of it in this way before (this is because it has never been revealed before I believe, because this is one of the mysteries of God revealed in these these last days!) We, who know these things, are also freer to share these thoughts and revelations, as we feel inspired to do so.
19. Tonight in my prayer, Heavenly Mother came again to the beautiful lake, at Gods Loving Healing Center. I was again kneeling before her in front of the bench, facing the lake, and she was standing in the air before me. I asked her more about the validity of the ordinances that have been performed in the LDS temples to date. Here is what she said to me:
'Raphael, we have revealed a version of all eternal celestial temple ordinances to our prophets in the LDS Church. These versions are part of the Church of Christ, and the temple ordinances in that church. However, the ones binding for eternity in this Church of Christ are only baptisms for the dead and the conferral of the gift of the Holy Ghost. The other temple ordinances (washing, anointing, endowment, and sealing) are not eternally binding or valid, but are to prepare the hearts and minds of the Saints for their future ordinances in the Church of the Firstborn. There is purpose in this preparation in these ordinances, for they are meant to elevate the spirit of our Saints to become more Christ like and to be led by the Holy Ghost. When fully tested and approved of God, our child is approved by Jesus Christ himself, who is the keeper of the gate. Our child then becomes a candidate for the Church of the Firstborn. He or she are then received into this church by the ordinance of the waters of separation, followed by the other binding temple ordinances, performed by the holy angels and of God.
20. Raphael, what you shared with your son today was correct, and inspired by me. Share what I have revealed to you to others with whom you feel you are impressed to share. This is also true for all the holy angels.'
I thank my Heavenly Mother for her words today about the ordinances of the temple! I am so glad she clarified all of this! I am so blessed to be recipient of these truths.
I said that I loved her, and was always eager to hear and obey her words.
I then faded from her view as I came back to myself on earth, in my mortal conscious mind. I closed my prayer and prepared for bed.
L. R's Personal Journal Entry, June 12, 2018, Tuesday.
1. I have been mulling over what Heavenly Mother shared with me yesterday. I am trying to clearly delineate what I received. Maybe this will help:
1) in the telestial church, (LDS Church), or the terrestrial church (Church of Christ in the millennium), the members practice and perform the following ordinances:
• Baptism (valid and honored by God for eternity)
• Laying on of hands for the Holy Ghost (valid for eternity)
• Priesthood ordination in person to the Melchizedek Priesthood, not in temples by proxy (valid for eternity this done she was holding currently the priesthood themselves)
• High Priestess ordination in person, not in temples by proxy (to be done in the future Church of Christ, since this was rejected by the LDS church leaders–valid for eternity)
