1. I had a good sleep and then talked with my wife for an hour and a half about all our many activities. I realized the life I am trying to maintain has not enough time for my "own" time, to plan and think. I want time to think and plan and to have open time. Right now, I feel jammed in my life with time for prayer, work, fixing up a rental and then other activities too, making no time for myself. My wife and I share many activities together, so we have time together. I need time for myself, my thinking, my planning, etc. I think I need to plan this open time into my day.
2. I came this morning to the quiet and still desert oasis. I just felt to sit on the bench and think and write. It has seemed that since my awakening to who I am as Raphael the archangel (it was on 4/2/2016, over two years now), that life has been a whirlwind! I see the future also being no different. I see God preparing me to deal with my increased activity by having me control my thoughts and emotions. God has shown me how to better deal with time issues and management. All this training has made me more capable, and prepared for whatever may come my way. When God directs me, I want to be quick to respond and act in a very assured and able way. I am grateful for this whirlwind training and revealing that God has given me over these past two years.
3. This morning it is raining outside. It feels like a time to regroup my thoughts and prioritize my daily schedule and activities. I plan to schedule morning and evening prayer times plus a 1-hour block of time to be open. During this open time, I can regroup my thoughts, do whatever I want and keep myself a little more stable in my life amongst the demands all around me.
Here is a tentative schedule for my current state:
7 a.m. awake
7-8 pray and meditate
8-9 chores, connect with my wife, review my day
9-10 open time
10-12:30 work at our business, train, etc.
12:30-1:15 lunch with my wife and family
1:15-3:15 work at business
3:15-6:00 pre-planned activities with my wife- fixing up rentals, gardening, repairs & chores around house, shopping, errands etc.
6-7 dinner prep and eating & cleanup
7-11 evening activities including flexible times in prayer and journal writing (1 hr), coordination with my wife on family planning and activities, spending time preparing for next web post, responding to emails, etc.
11-7 sleep
4. I want to have balanced life, with me acting happy and feeling contented. I see that I can't jam my every moment with scheduled time for activities, but I need open time too. I will plan to adjust how much time alone I need based on how busy my life becomes and what pressing things need being done.
I have been writing all of this down while unconsciously being in the desert oasis area on the bench. I have been able to think clearly and be emotionally balanced. I feel happy and now prepared to approach God in prayer.
5. I came down to the water's edge and drank of that refreshing living water. I felt very connected also to the ground in this celestial world. It seemed as I breathed in and out, I breathed in the celestial nature also. It was very calming.
I then felt the clearness come from the living water too. I felt clarified in my mind and body. I felt like I was able to connect with God in prayer, having prepared myself well.
I asked for my Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother to come. I then immediately sensed they both were right in front of me. I looked up with my spiritual eyes and saw Heavenly Father smiling at me. I love to see his big eternity eyes! Heavenly Mother was next to Heavenly Father and they were holding hands. She too was smiling and very accepting. I felt they saw all of my ups and downs, my struggle and folly, understood me, and fully accepted me just as I was! This was very evident to me today.
6. As I was gazing on their faces, their robes and their glorious beings, Heavenly Mother asked me to write her words:
'Raphael, you have progressed a great deal in your spiritual awareness and maturity over these past two years since we revealed to you that you were our archangel Raphael! We have been pleased with the volume of revelation and direction we have given you that you have been able to absorb in this period. Your perspective on who you are and who we, your Heavenly Parents and Gods truly are, has greatly clarified. You see truth more clearly now and have learned many skills.
7. You have also been able to enlighten a few mortal angels in this same process as they have read and studied your words we gave you. They have drawn closer to us, their Gods, and prepared themselves much better for our increased work we will give them.
The angels and servants in our celestial world have also been reading your words. They too have been enlightened and better prepared themselves because of your experiences and revelations.
Raphael, last night your Heavenly Father and I excused us from speaking to you except to accept your need for sleep. Sometimes your best intentions to connect to us are thwarted with the demands of the needs of a mortal body, and situations that may come up. We will continue our words this morning.'
8. Heavenly Father then spoke:
'Raphael, the speed and intensity of the revelations we give to you are determined by your ability to receive them. Last night you could not receive these, so we excused you from prayer so you could rest.
We are pleased that in your schedule you have given time with us a high priority, of one hour in the morning and one hour at night. This is for you, and not for anyone else. Each of our children has different situations in their lives–some are busy moms, some working dads, some are single young adults with other demands and choices in their lives. Each has a different daily schedule and live in a different phase of life.
9. We have chosen to awaken you to your mission and role of Raphael, our angel in these last days on the earth, during your later years of your life. The maturity of living life, of raising a family, of having rich religious experiences, of running your own business and much more has been good preparation. We have accelerated your learning by our many revelations as well.
10. The plan we have for you, in your future years prior to the second coming of Our Beloved Son, will also be very intensive. You will one day look back at this time in your life and wonder how you received it all and did so much! It will seem to you like a dream, a flurry of fulfilling our will and receiving our revelations. This will all be done while living a normal life in mortality, among those in your community and family, as things progress in the world around you.
11. In the next week or two, we desire to train you and the angels in using our power to influence the plants, animals and the elements. This training will give you and those who respond the ability to act on our will and ask, or command the elements and world around them to respond to our directions. This will all be done by our authority and in our own way, as we direct.
12. We have recently shared our methods with you that we use, to commune with our creations by our mind-directed thoughts, and to get them to act because they love and honor us, their creators. All our creations may thus be directed in this way when we ask them to do anything we desire. We will further train you in our methods in the near future.
The recent experience of your sister Rachael, in working and being trained by her Heavenly Mother in asking plants and animals to respond, has been what we wish all of our angels to do. Each one will have different training, based on their missions and their receptivity, or personality. We will move forward in helping all our holy angels, whether they are in their mortal experience or not, to learn these now important skills. They will thus be barely trained when we ask them to act in directing our creations on the earth and in the sky, according to our will and timing.
13. Each angel needs to move ahead in trusting the gentle impressions we will continue to pour out upon them, as they are each able and willing to receive these. If they are unwilling, or not inclined to believe these revelations, we will ask those who do to act in their stead, thus making sure all our plans are enacted at the correct time. We will fulfill all these, and still allow for the agency of our holy angels in serving us to what level and degree they are willing to do.
Raphael, we love you and your willingness to act when we ask, based on subtle impressions and our gentle promptings! We will lead you along each day to higher and greater vistas of service and capability.'
I thanked my Heavenly Parents for their encouraging words. I started then my day!
F. R's Personal Journal Entry, April 20, 2018 Friday cont'd….
1. Friday evening - This evening I returned from a date with my wife- we ate out and had a fun time! When we came back I went to Heavenly Mother's lower garden, near the base of the waterfall by the pool of water that it splashes into. I faced the descending water from the falls. I drank of living water twice to get clarity in my mind and body. I then asked for my Heavenly Parents to come. My Heavenly Mother then came from the center of the falling water, walking towards me! She stood before me, enshrouded in light and smiling. I felt so happy to be in her presence tonight (it was really daytime there, but 10:40 p.m. here on earth).
I gazed into her face, as I normally do. She had sparkly eyes, deep and compassionate, and a broad smile! She seemed eager to talk to me. I asked her to share her thoughts with me. I also said how glad I was to be in her presence tonight.
2. Heavenly Mother spoke:
'Raphael, tonight I wish to help train you in controlling the gravitational forces affecting the waterfall behind me. Not only are the elements made by us, and respond to us asking them to respond, but also the forces in nature that these elements create by virtue of their mass and movement.
3. For example, the living water in this waterfall freely flows over the top of the rocks above us, and falls under the force of gravity to the depression in the ground below. When we wish our water to stop flowing, we need to change the forces moving the water. In this case, the gravity force pulls the water down into the pool behind me. From there the water is moved back to the top of my upper gardens and flows down the mountain stream again. There is an underground channel for the return of the water to a point under the top of my upper garden. I then permanently changed the flow of gravity there so that this water flows uphill to the top of the stream.
4. The changing of forces in our celestial world and in your telestial world is done the same. This is done by us, who are the creators of this celestial orb or the telestial earth, and by our power. We ask our orb or earth to change the forces where we wish them to change. We are very specific in our request. These massive bodies have the capability to change their forces that they create by virtue of the laws we set them to obey. If we ask them to change these forces, we also give them permission to not follow our laws of gravity in the specific land area we want to change the forces.
Now, I will demonstrate what I mean. Raphael, stand and come near my side, my son.'
I stood and came next to Heavenly Mother's right side.
5. She next spoke again:
'My celestial orb, I wish to temporarily have you change the forces on my mountain water stream, changing my laws of gravity in the areas where this living water stream flows. I ask you to make every place where the water is located, in my upper garden area, at this waterfall, and in the underground return channel, to have a level gravitational force. This will make the water stay in place and no longer flow downstream or over the waterfall, or return in the underground channels.'
I then watched the waterfall and in 5-10 seconds the water stopped falling! The pool area where we were standing above became still. Heavenly Mother took my hand and we ascended up in the air to view the stream area: the stream had ceased to flow and the water in the stream and circling water area all became still, like an elongated puddle or small lake!
This was a remarkable experience for me!
6. Heavenly Mother spoke again:
'Raphael, now will you thank our celestial orb for complying with my request and then ask him to change the forces as they were before?'
I said I would do so! I then spoke:
'Oh heavenly orb, my Heavenly Mother and I greatly thank you for complying to Heavenly Mother's request to still the waters in her stream, according to her request. Now I, Raphael, her angel, ask you to return the forces back to how they were before her request. I do this under her authority and since she asked me to ask you this.'
We then watched and the water in the stream immediately began to flow again down the mountain slope. We turned and saw the water falling again down the waterfall.
7. I then spoke:
'We thank you, our celestial orb, for again applying your forces on the water as before. We so appreciate your quick response!'
I then turned to Heavenly Mother and spoke:
'Heavenly Mother, thank thee tonight for this training! I am so grateful for thy instruction, and for the prospect of being able to do this myself, on thy direction and authority.'
I ended my prayer and went to bed.
G. R's Personal Journal Entry, April 21, 2018 Saturday
1. Last night I knelt next to my bed and confirmed my experience with my Heavenly Mother and the stilling of her mountain stream waters. It all seems so simple now to do–under the direction and authority of God, I would ask the massive orb that has a spirit and intelligence to change. In the case of last night, we asked to change the forces the orb applied to a section of its surface. Heavenly Mother could have just as easily asked for an earthquake, or a mass of ground to be removed to another location. The orb has power to do all of this. The orb now follows the will of his creator, in following the laws of gravity that were set up for him to follow in the beginning.
The earth also follows the will of God, following the will of her creator in staying in a regular orbit around the massive sun and to keep the gravitational forces active, according to pre-set laws, on her surface.
2. This morning I came to the adjacent room and wrote the above down in my journal. I then felt to go to the meandering stream in the desert. I drank twice the living water in this stream. I felt very clarified and alert spiritually.
I then knelt facing east and asked for my Heavenly Parents to come. They both came over a nearby hill, walking hand in hand. Soon they stopped, dropped hands, and Heavenly Father left Heavenly Mother in the place they were in and he alone came to me. Heavenly Father spoke as he extended his right hand to me:
'Raphael, come with me to your Heavenly Mother!'
3. I stood, took his hand in mine and we traveled instantly to the side of my Heavenly Mother. Heavenly Father dropped my hand and came next to Heavenly Mother by her side. He spoke again:
'Raphael, come now with us to the beginning when we created the earth upon which you live!'
Both he and Heavenly Mother extended their hands to me, I took each and we travelled back in time to a very distant place where the intelligences are located.
When we arrived, I watched what actually happened in the beginning, when our Mother Earth was created.
4. Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother worked as an amazing team. They came to an intelligence among many other intelligences. Heavenly Father spoke to this intelligence, all done in his directed thoughts:
'I and my eternal companion next to me are Gods in a distant galaxy. We have come to you today to ask you to become an earth for one of our eternities! We have offspring in our own image, and many plants and animals that we have created. All of these we wish to live on your surface as an earth in the midst of our galaxy. We have a progression of growth for these, but need an orb on which these may dwell. Would you accept our offer to create you into our earth for these, our creations?'
5. The intelligence he was talking to conveyed this message:
'Oh God, I would be so honored to become an earth for you and your eternal companion next to you. I accept your offer!'
Heavenly Father smiled on the intelligence, and then took the intelligence in his hand and then he and Heavenly Mother went to a new location. I came with them. Heavenly Mother spoke next to me:
6. 'Raphael, your Heavenly Father has the intelligence in his hand, and I will now select the material from which this intelligence will be formed into a spirit earth.'
Heavenly Mother then reached out with both her hands and scooped up in her hands something. As she did, I saw behind her a large mass of matter move. We then came back to the center of their galaxy–Heavenly Father with the intelligence in his hand and Heavenly Mother with the very large mass of matter following her, in her scooped hands.
7. They then came to one of the celestial mother earths and a celestial father earth near Kolob, at the center of their galaxy. Heavenly Father first came for a father earth, which was celestial and resurrected. He spoke to this father earth:
'My celestial father earth, I have in my hand a new intelligence we wish to have birthed into a new mother earth. Please accept this intelligence in your celestial being to transfer to a mother celestial earth.'
Heavenly Father then placed the intelligence into the celestial father earth.
8. Heavenly Mother then brought the mass of material to an adjacent celestial female earth, also resurrected, and spoke to her:
'Oh my beautiful mother earth, please accept into your being this mass of matter I have brought. This I have selected for a new spirit earth that we wish you to birth. My husband, your God, has placed the intelligence of this future earth into your celestial father earth next to you.'
9. I then saw the mass of matter enter into this celestial mother earth.
I then saw that the father earth came next to the mother earth. Their surfaces touched and the intelligence that Heavenly Father placed in the father earth moved from the father earth to the mother earth. Once transferred, the father earth moved back to his position near Kolob, the central governing start of the galaxy.
The celestial mother earth then had the intelligence and the mass of material inside of her massive orb. In time, I saw that she birthed a new spirit earth! The earth came from her celestial being, and was the same size as she was. However, this new earth was composed of spirit matter, not celestial physical matter in a resurrected state like that of the mother earth. I saw also that this new earth was a female earth.
10. Heavenly Mother then spoke to me:
'Raphael, you have seen, step by step, how your Mother Earth was created in her spirit state in the beginning. All things are created spiritually before physically or naturally, including this earth you see. This is your own Mother Earth in the beginning. She is destined to become a celestial Mother Earth like the one that birthed her.'
I then thanked my kind and loving Heavenly Parents for showing me this wonderful process of the birth of our Mother Earth! All of this was so completely new to me, and also seemed so true and very reasonable! I then ended my prayer and started my Saturday.
11. In the evening–I feel I have been enjoying my daily activities more since Heavenly Father asked me to enjoy my time rather than have the feeling of being rushed. I have been having greater happiness and meaning in recent days.
Tonight I went to the circling waters in Heavenly Mother's upper garden. I remembered this water became very still yesterday evening when Heavenly Father stopped the water flow. The water was swirling around tonight, very pretty with the water plants, fish and vibrant mountain flowers all around.
12. I drank twice from the circling waters until I felt very clear, even to my toes. I knew my mind was also clarified. I then knelt back by the bench, facing the circling water. I asked for my Heavenly Parents to come. I then saw Heavenly Mother come alone down the stream, above the water, and turn with the circling waters at the same rate coming to me as the waters flowed. She came to the point above the shore of the waters, facing me. She was smiling and happy.
13. I felt pleased she was happy. This boosted my spirits! I asked that she share with me. Then Heavenly Mother spoke to me:
'Raphael, you might wonder how this living water in the stream and waterfall system differs from the other living water in our celestial world. These waters are controlled by the same single intelligence that we have place into the living water when we created it. The water at the desert oasis, this mountain stream system, the three rivers coming from the fountain of living water, and Lake Beautiful and all other sources of water in our kingdom are all the same entity with one intelligence. This living water knows what each part of it does, even though separated.
14. This same principle is followed for our celestial orb–all ground, rocks, soil, mountains, sand, forest soil and controlled by one intelligence that we have created. This is the same in your world with Mother Earth. Mother Earth is the single entity that controls all rocks, mountains, substructure of the earth and all land masses. Mother Earth controls all of these. The waters on the earth, whether in the lakes, oceans, streams, or atmosphere are also controlled by one living entity of water that we have created with its own intelligence.
15. Therefore, Raphael, when you ask water on earth to stop or move, or a rock or a mountain to move, these need to be addressed to the water intelligence or the Mother Earth intelligence, respectively. You have to be specific which entity to ask to do our desire when we ask you to do a certain thing.
For living plants and animals, each living entity has its own spirit and intelligence separate from another. For example, a fir tree has its own spirit and intelligence but a new fir tree that came up from seed next to it has different spirit and intelligence. All living entities have a spirit and intelligence, for all things were created spiritually before naturally on the earth. This is also true in heaven.
16. In our premortal world, where our offspring dwell, they dwell both among spirit entities like plants and animals, and on our physical celestial orb which has both a spirit and a physical component, in a resurrected state. Our celestial world is all spiritual and physical, in a resurrected state, used for each eternity. Those in the current eternity may be in their premortal spirit state only. These include our own offspring or the plants and animals that will be coming to the earth with our children during earth's temporal existence.'
17. I thanked my Heavenly Mother for this additional information. I see that the celestial orb is resurrected and those parts that remain for each eternity are resurrected. The children of our Heavenly Parents and other plant and animal entities dwell there in their spirit only state prior to coming to earth. There are also celestial plants and animals living in heaven that are resurrected, used to propagate their kind for each eternity.
This may seem complicated, but it is really quite simple. I feel clear on how it works, but may have not explained it very well.
I closed my prayer, for I knew it was time to close.
H. R's Personal Journal Entry, April 22, 2018 Sunday
1. This morning I awoke at 7:00 a.m. and prayed in the adjacent room. I came to the quiet desert oasis. I walked around the shore to the other side of the oasis to the south. I found an area to pray in, with some bushes between the oasis and me. I drank twice of living water, and then went to the area I had thought to pray in. I knelt towards the water and asked my Heavenly Parents to come commune with me.
I then saw Heavenly Father walk from the air just above the oasis, through the bushes, followed by my Heavenly Mother. They both came right in front of me. They were smiling! I am always so pleased when they smile at me!
2. I thanked them both for coming to me! I asked them to share with me their thoughts. Heavenly Father spoke first:
'Raphael, you have learned in the past two days more about how to ask living entities in our world and on earth how to move or change as we direct you. You have learned how we created some of these entities, each having a spirit and intelligence. We have explained also how our celestial world is a living resurrected orb, along with its water and some plants and animals that are all resurrected. This is where we have each eternity begin and live, with their spirits and intelligences only, in their premortal state. This is where our own spirit children who are spirits came prior to coming to earth.
All is perfectly created for our own purposes! All our celestial creations and world love to obey and follow our will in all things.
3. When we created our physical earth, we populated it with physical plants and animals. We then came ourselves and gave birth to our first children, Adam and Eve, in the flesh, in their physical states. We therefore had given birth to these two children first in their spirit form only and then in their physical form. This was all done on our earth that was in a terrestrial state at the time. All the plants and animals in the beautiful Garden of Eden were also terrestrial, populated from our resurrected plants and animals in our celestial world. These resurrected plants and animals do this for each earth and eternity that we create. This is all done so that our children, our own offspring, may have a mortal experience on an earth.
4. Once Adam and Eve fell, and were cast out of our beautiful garden, they entered the lone and dreary world. They began bearing the souls of men and women whom we had planned to come to earth for their mortal probation. The earth, with its myriad of plants and animals, water and other single entities like the air or atmosphere, all fell to a telestial state, just like man.
These entities all had a spirit and intelligence but they were transformed to a lower state, from at first a celestial state in their spirit only form, to a terrestrial state when we created man on the earth and then finally to a telestial state after man fell. Those entities still had intelligence, and knew who we, their creators were, in all of their celestial, terrestrial and telestial states. They still recognized our voice, for this was still clear to them. However, to our own children, our voice was much more unclear, for this is how we planned their probation.
5. Therefore, when we ask our earth, or water, or any entity on the earth, to do something, other than our own children, these hear our voice and always obey, being eager to do our will. They fully remember when we asked them, as intelligences to become our creation in the beginning. They are still very aware of our actions and kindness to them. They always want to please us, their Gods and creators.
6. When we give you an assignment to ask these to change or to do our will, they will always comply, as long as they recognize you are acting in our behalf and with our authority in doing our will. You should always state that we have directed you and that it is by our authority and will that what you ask is to be done. These will also recognize you, as our angel with our direction, to do this thing we ask. These know you, for you have worked with us also in your premortal state doing these same things, acting in our behalf as our holy angel. This same thing has been done by all our angels.
7. Raphael, we will continue giving you more experience, so you may act with confidence, even while in your conscious mind only, in fulfilling our holy will. We trust you and our angels to act quickly when we direct you and to act in faith in all these actions.'
I greatly thanked my Heavenly Father for his words of trust and confidence! He said Heavenly Mother would further give me revelation at this same location later on this Sabbath day.
8. After church– I came in the sacrament meeting to the desert oasis, in the same southern end I was in this morning earlier. My Heavenly Parents were still there and I was kneeling in the same place on the desert sand.
After the priest blessed the water, I made my weekly covenant with my Heavenly Parents before me. We ate the bread and then Heavenly Mother spoke to me:
'Raphael, we accept your covenant to take upon you the name of Our Only Begotten Son, to always remember us, and to keep our commandments.
9. Our many creations always follow us because we are their creators and they want to please us and fulfill our desires. They are so grateful for what we did for them in their day of creation, and what we continue to do for them.
However, our own offspring, our children, mostly do not follow us. We have given them their agency, so they have full choice whether to honor us, keep our commands and to serve us, their Heavenly Parents. Nevertheless, whether they hearken to our voice or not, we still reach out to them, seeking to elevate them, one by one, to the highest level of happiness that they are willing to receive.
10. For those of our posterity on earth who desire to follow our whisperings and to listen to our still small voice, we will lead them along, step by step. We will lead those who really want to keep our commandments to the end, to a place with us in our celestial worlds above. They will be able to be Gods as we are, and to create their own worlds and bear their own children in eternity. Our greatest joy is to bring to pass their eternal happiness and help them partake of eternal life and exaltations like we live.'
The water was blessed. We then stayed there in silence. I pondered how Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother's children were so free to choose to obey them or not. I am determined to follow their guidance throughout my life. I seek to always hear them and not to be led in other paths away from them. I love them so very much!
11. Later, in the evening- I came again to the south end of the desert oasis and met my Heavenly Parents there again. I came before them this morning, this afternoon and now this evening at the same place. I came again and knelt down. Heavenly Father then spoke to me:
'Raphael, we are ready for more training in our celestial world. Stand now and walk with us to an area close behind you.'
I stood and walked behind me, with my Heavenly Father on my right and Heavenly Mother on my left. We stopped a short distance into the desert. Heavenly Father spoke again. He extended his right hand in front of us while he spoke:
'Raphael, all of this desert sand is part of the composition and the stewardship of our celestial orb. Our celestial orb controls both the material on his surface, as well as the forces like gravity and even atomic forces within the large mass of matter on this desert.'
12. Heavenly Father then picked up some sand in his right hand. He turned towards me and spoke:
'Raphael, I could ask our celestial orb to make this sand turn into melting lava, or be formed into a solid mass, or explode from the atomic forces within its small mass. I would ask the celestial orb to do a very specific thing and then it would be done. Our orb knows my voice and love and respects Heavenly Mother and me. He will do whatever we ask.
13. Similarly, I could ask our sand to shake violently, in an earthquake. I could ask this sand to divide and cause a large gulf between its opening sides. All is done in the same manner as we have described.
For you to do anything, you need our authority to gain the attention of our creation, and then our direction to act in our behalf for a certain action.
13. Raphael, now we want you to ask our celestial orb to cause a large sinkhole to appear before us in the sand. We have forewarned our animals in this area so they are not present.'
I thanked my Heavenly Father for his confidence in me.
14. I then spoke:
'Oh our celestial orb, I ask you in the authority of the Father and under his direction, to cause a large sinkhole 100 feet across in front of where we are standing. Cause the hole to descend 50 feet from the surface where we are standing on.'
We then waited and then there was a rumble and the entire large section of sand before us descended into a large sinkhole! It was approximately 100 feet wide by 50 feet deep. We were standing on the edge of this precipice.
15. Heavenly Father spoke again:
'Raphael, you did well in asking our celestial orb to move! Remember the thoughts behind your direction is best to be in the form of asking instead of commanding even though both will work. The entity you ask does its action because of the respect and honor it has for us, their creators.
Now have this large sinkhole return to its former position.'
16. I then said the following:
'We thank you, oh our celestial orb, for fulfilling the request of your creator, my Heavenly Father. We ask you now to return this sinkhole to its former position. We thank you in advance for your action!'
At this time there was another rumble and the sand returned back to its former position! I looked and didn't even see a mark where the sinkhole used to be!
I thanked my Heavenly Parents for this training tonight. I said I believe now I know how to ask, as they direct me. I closed my prayer and went back to my evening family activities.
I. R's Personal Journal Entry, April 23, 2018 Monday
1. I awoke early and came to my adjacent room. I felt to go to the fountain of living water. I drank living water from my cupped hand three times and then felt very clarified in my mind and body.
I faced the fountain from the north, facing towards the south, towards the temple doors. I asked for my Heavenly Parents to come to me.
I then saw in the distance the temple doors open and Heavenly Father held the door opened and Heavenly Mother came through. He then stepped to her side and they both walked to me, around the west side of the fountain and then in front of me in the air. I looked steadily on them, and knew they were my Heavenly Parents. They were both smiling. Heavenly Father began to speak:
2. 'Raphael, our son, we are pleased to come before you today. We have confidence that when we command you to do anything in heaven or on earth, you will now know how to fulfill our requests.
When you are on earth, it is also proper to do all things in the name of Our Beloved Son, Jesus Christ. We have set up the stewardship of those in mortality and the earth and other entities that you may ask in the sphere of the earth, to be under the jurisdiction of our son, Jesus Christ. You should also state our authority and that it was one of us, or both who may have directed you. On earth and in all areas pertaining to mortality, close your request in the name of our son, Jesus Christ.
3. In heaven, where you had asked our celestial orb, you did this under our authority, and not in the name of Jesus Christ. This is because our celestial world houses many eternities and there are also many different Christs with the same redemptive mission for their own eternity. On each of the earths, we have created them in the name of our son, the Christ, for that specific earth. Such is the case for your Mother Earth. She was created by our power, and in the name of Our Beloved Son, Jesus Christ. All that you do on earth and in mortality, or in his Church of the Firstborn, should be done in his name.'
I thanked my Heavenly Father for his clarifying words.
4. Heavenly Mother then spoke to me:
'Raphael, our children who hold the priesthood or the authority of a high priestess, may also command something to happen, using our authority and in the name of our son, Jesus Christ. The intent of this thought and word "command" should be in the way of asking our entity to do a particular action. These entities do not have agency, except our own children, and they will always agree to your request when done in our authority and in the name of our son. You should not command any of our children to do anything with the intent of having them forced to act in a certain way. Instead, the command should be in the intent of asking.
5. The adversary uses force to subject and control his followers. We, who are the Gods of all our creations, use love, persuasion, and ask the entities we have created–the earth, plants, animals, water, atmosphere, sun, or whatever entity, including our own children, rather than seeking to force anything into compliance to our will. When we command anything, it is in the attitude and thought of asking. The great honor our creations give us ensures that our asking, or our commands, are always fulfilled.'
6. I then thought of the ordinance to receive the Holy Ghost by the laying on of hands, done in the LDS Church. I had been taught to make it a command or directive to the recipient to "receive the Holy Ghost." This, I now see, never was intended to be a force issue, but an asking issue, for we who are the children of God have our moral agency. Even God never forces us, but asks us lovingly to do a certain thing.
This same spirit of asking pervades all that God does, including the creation process, and all miracles that we may see or do ourselves under the direction and authority of God.
I thanked my Heavenly Parents for both coming this morning to the fountain and speaking to me. I believe I know now how to act in their name, with their authority, wherever they may ask me to act. I love them so very much!
7. Later in the evening– Tonight I feel pretty tired. I came to the bench by the desert oasis. I just wanted quiet now it seemed, after all the hubbub of the kids and family activities. I came to the water's edge and drank living water from my cupped hand. I only had to drink once to feel fully clarified. There was also a half moon out in the dark, heavenly sky, just like was out tonight in our Utah sky! It felt so still and quiet, without any tinge of coolness like here in Utah.
I thought for a bit before I prayed. I had sent out post 76 today. I am so glad for the volumes of information I continue to receive from my Heavenly Parents! It seems to never cease! I never know what is coming next, and this is how I like it. I so appreciate the recent instructions and training on asking entities to act or move as our Heavenly Parents ask. This is pretty exciting to me! I will only act in the way that God will direct me.
8. I then knelt down and faced the water. I had my bare legs and bare feet in the desert soil. I felt very connected to this, my celestial orb. This continues to be my celestial home where I was raised and from where I work. I think it is the most beautiful and perfect place I could ever imagine!
I then asked for my Heavenly Parents to come, or one of them to come to me. Heavenly Mother came walking alone from the east, my left, on the desert floor. She walked up to me and extended her hand. She spoke:
'Raphael, come walk with me under the moonlight tonight in our desert!'
9. I arose and took her hand in mine. We walked to the east from whence she came. She continued speaking:
'Raphael, this land and world is very definitely your home, your world, your land and the place you love! You will continue to have this celestial world as your place of working from, when administering to those on earth.
When you leave here and go to the earth, you go to the celestial spiritual realms around and on the earth. There are several levels or layers of these spirit realms.
Satan and his host live and work in darkness in the lowest level, among where the vast inhabitants on earth are living in the telestial sphere of the earth.
Those in mortality and those that have died live in this telestial spiritual sphere
10. The next spiritual sphere is terrestrial. This is where the 144,000 will live and work in. They have limited powers of movement and have proficiency in some portal use. These skills are needed for their future mission. The very earth is now transitioning to this higher level of enlightenment and power.
The highest spiritual sphere of the earth, around the earth and on the earth, is the celestial sphere. Here is where our holy angels, the translated servants of Enoch's group, and all resurrected beings in heaven work from. This sphere and that of our celestial orb are on the same plateau or spiritual level.
11. You may instantly transport yourself from our celestial world to earth's celestial realm. You exclusively work in these celestial realms in either location, as a translated holy angel. You and all the angels are elevated to a celestial level in your unconscious state. You always have many replicated states of yourself, acting as our lead archangel in these realms.
We also commune with you in these celestial realms. You know in part what you do here because of the good connection between your conscious self (living in the telestial sphere in mortality) and your unconscious self in the celestial sphere.
12. These spiritual realms on the earth (darkness, telestial, terrestrial and celestial) are used by the different levels of our children to interact with those in mortality or in the spirit world. They are distinctly separate realms, one from another. Those who live on the earth in their mortal conscious state do not see those in the other realms–for they live in the telestial, in their fallen state.'
We were walking in the desert when my Heavenly Mother talked of all these things. She then concluded and said that this was enough instruction tonight. I thanked her and went to bed with my wife.
J. R's Personal Journal Entry, April 24, 2018 Tuesday
1. The days and weeks seem to fly by! I don't know where they go–it seems almost like a dream. In my prayers, I write and write all of the impressions and feelings of what is happening to me, or what I do in the celestial realms in heaven or on the earth.
Day after day, all of this instruction and revelation comes and then more and more comes! It is very real to me and I am amazed! My connection and clarity to my celestial replicated self is very real too. The information of all my interactions with God and others in these celestial realms just flows to me. I feel I am particularly lucid in writing all of this down as I receive and experience these things.
2. I am not really trying to do this, for it just flows! I put myself in a state of connection and the revelation comes fast and steady. I am not thinking or planning any of this, like one would plan or write a detailed plot in a novel. I don't know what will come in the next moment–it just reveals itself and I write.
I feel so grateful for this gift! Other than my time connecting to my celestial replicated self, in my communion with God and others in that realm, I feel quite ordinary. I feel connected to my family and humanity all around me in my mortal telestial state.
3. This morning I went back to the bench in front of the desert oasis. The sun in the celestial world was rising in the south it seemed–different than the sun coming in my east window in my room. I believe the sun in the celestial world is not constrained to do anything, but may freely move around in the sky. Last night, in the dark sky with the moon, the sun must have been on the other side of this celestial orb I am on in heaven.
The entire world in heaven is very familiar and yet so different in many ways than our earth experience. There is a very elevated level of all God's creations that dwell here. They all want to please God and those of God's children who are here. There is so much peace and tranquility all around, particularly here in this celestial desert.
4. I came to the oasis and drank of living water. I slowly became clarified again in my mind and body until I felt very clear, even transparent once more. I stayed at the water's edge and knelt on the shore, in the sandy soil. I prayed for my Heavenly Parents, or one of them to come to me.
I then saw a heavenly being descend quickly from the sky to the opposite side of the oasis and then walk to me across the water. I soon saw it was Heavenly Mother! She was alone, and she came directly up to me, standing a few inches above the surface of the water. She was smiling broadly. She was very beautiful and seemed so full of love and peace!
5. She spoke:
'Raphael, I want to talk with you more about these celestial realms in our world here and on the earth. Please sit up and write my words!'
I sat in my recliner in the adjacent room on earth. I remained kneeling in the sand in heaven, looking up to my glowing and glorious Heavenly Mother.
'Raphael, this beautiful world all around us is celestial, meaning all the entities herein are resurrected to a celestial glory. This celestial orb, the atmosphere and water, the plants and animals–are all our creations and have all received a celestial resurrection. They cannot die, or be destroyed or degrade. They live here in their happiest state in eternal glory, from eternity to eternity.
6. Our celestial realm on the earth has none of these celestial resurrected entities. Instead, it is an environment or sphere of entry and workspace for our celestial servants and us to enter and minister to those on the earth. We who come to this space are not seen by those in the other spiritual or physical realms on the earth. This celestial realm allows us to come and go at will without detection, so we may interact and be as our children particularly dwelling in the telestial sphere, those in mortality on earth.
7. We also come to the world of spirits that live in the terrestrial and telestial realms. We rarely go to the dark realm, for that is where Satan and his host live and work from. In the spirit world of the dead, we are also unseen except to those we wish to be revealed to. We minister to these also in similar ways as to those in their mortal physical state.
These realms are layered, all on, in or above the earth. The celestial realm or space is on the earth's surface and above the earth. The dark realm is predominantly in the earth and on the earth, but not above the earth.
8. We have created these spiritual realms on the earth to allow for a fuller experience of our beloved children who come to mortality. The devils are a necessary part in the fallen telestial world, for they tempt and try our children. The celestial realms allow us, our angels, and other celestial servant children, to observe and bless those in their fallen states, in their struggles and spiritual progression. We are continually here on the earth watching over and ministering to our children. We commune openly with our angels and other celestial servants in the celestial realms on the earth. We give these angels and servants their directions to their unconscious minds. Those servants in mortality, our holy mortal angels like you, generally do not know of their actions and work in these realms unless we reveal it to them. We are starting now to reveal all things, including how this all works and operates on the earth and in heaven.
9. Raphael, you have correctly recorded my words last night and this morning concerning these spiritual realms. Heavenly Father and I will continue to give you revelation in short tidbits, for in this way you may continue to act in secret in your world and not draw attention to yourself and your time you spend in prayer and receipt of these things. Giving our revelations to you in short segments also allows you and your supportive angels time to absorb and pray about the truthfulness of all these things.
Go now and prepare for and start your day! We will continually be with you and guide you. We will come and share more with you this evening in your prayer, Raphael.'
I thanked my Heavenly Mother for her abundant love in sharing so freely with me! I feel very much connected to her and Heavenly Father in particular. I love them deeply!
10. In the evening–Today I did some stupid mistakes and felt very "human". I had also felt pride swell in me and tried to defend myself, a pattern I have developed in life. I started driving my car to go somewhere and had some time. I then approached God in prayer, while driving. I envisioned correctly I believe, that I was in the desert oasis again. I drank once and was clarified, to my surprise since I was occupied driving, and had felt very "human".
I then knelt in my unconscious mind next to the water's edge. I asked for my Heavenly Parents to come, or one of them.
11. I then saw, in my mind's eye, my Heavenly Father walking across the water to me. He stopped in front of me and spoke:
'Raphael, there is a discrepancy between your behavior in your mortal self in the telestial world, and your replicated celestial self in the celestial realms on the earth and in heaven. This discrepancy is large. In the celestial realms, you are highly perfected, full of light and an extremely capable and compassionate leader. In the telestial realm on the earth, you are subject still to the natural man, to your worldly environment and those you interact with on a daily basis.
12. We consider this discrepancy, and have looked on your heart and intentions, rather than all your actions and behaviors in mortality. In the celestial realms, you are fully strong and obedient to us–this is where your intentions and your heart are. In the telestial world of mortals, you make lots of mistakes and stumble, even though you try to be as perfect as you can be. We love you, Raphael, and will help you to gradually become the man of God you have already become in the celestial realms above.'
I thanked my Heavenly Father for his great kindness and mercy! I felt so glad for my Redeemer, Jesus Christ, who continually blesses me with cleansing and redemption! Without him I would surely be in the worst of all situations!
I soon arrived at my destination in my car."