A. R's Personal Journal Entry, March 26, 2018, Monday

1. Last night I prayed around 11:00 p.m. I was at the desert oasis, and Heavenly Mother came from around the west side. She waved me to come with her. I stood and together we walked around the oasis.

2. We came to a large rattlesnake on the ground. She spoke:

'Raphael, in your telestial world, this snake is full of venom and bites its prey and even bites people. People fear this and other snakes. However, in our celestial world, it is harmless and has no venom.'

3. We then walked into another creature, a desert tarantula. She spoke again:

'In your telestial world, many people also fear spiders of all varieties. However, here in our celestial world they, too, are harmless and are part of our creatures we have created.'

4. We walked on and came upon a barrel cactus. She spoke again, extending her hand onto the cactus:

'Raphael, in your world this cactus has very sharp thorns or stickers. However, in its celestial state these are soft and harmless!'

I then reached down and touched the very pliable stickers of the barrel cactus. These were so soft and pliable that I couldn't be hurt from them, even if I tried.

5. Heavenly Mother then spoke her final words:

'Raphael, there are none of our creations, plants or animals, here in our celestial heavenly world that can hurt or harm in any way any other of our creations. All live in complete harmony with each other.'

I thanked her for her tour of her harmless creations last night. She then said I was tired and she was going to leave me then. I was next so tired that I closed my prayer and went to bed.

6. This morning, Monday morning, I got up a few minutes before my alarm was to go off. I turned it off and went to the adjacent bedroom to pray. I have a long and full day ahead of me.

I came to the north side of the fountain of living water. I drank twice from the living water and felt fully clarified in my mind. I then knelt and prayed for my Heavenly Parents to come.

I looked at the main water spray from the fountain going into the air and Heavenly Mother emerged and then Heavenly Father! They stood in the fountain, held hands, and then came to a location right in front of me.

I gazed on their faces and they were pleasant and smiling at me. I began speaking, saying I felt so honored to be in their presence today. I thanked them for their abundant revelations they had given me. I asked for their words this morning.

7. Heavenly Father asked me to write what he would say:

'Raphael, our son, we have both come forth from the fountain of living waters this morning. This we meant to be symbolic of the purity and openness each of our elect children need to have when they come into our presence. When in the water, the force of the water surged into our being, completely cleansing and enlightening us spiritually. You have felt this same sensation when you have been under the waterfall in Heavenly Mother's lower garden. The living water has the effect of cleansing and purifying the soul, making it very clarified and open.

8. When our children pray to us, they will greatly benefit in coming in the clarity of their souls, in humility and openness. They should be pure, being cleansed of any intention except to commune with us, their Gods. As they come unto us in this open and humble state, we will come unto them. We so desire to connect spiritually with our children who thus come unto us and wait upon us to come.'

9. Heavenly Mother then also spoke:

'Raphael, you have come unto us repeatedly, in your meditative state, seeking to see us and commune with us, your Heavenly Parents. Coming to us in such a quiet meditative state, laying aside the cares of the world, is also a key for you to come into our presence. We know that this time you have in prayer is very important to you when you drop all your thoughts of the world, or of the many demands upon you. We may then know your intentions to hear us and to commune with us is your full purpose. This attitude greatly helps in having us come to you in prayer.'

10. I thanked them both for their words. I asked that I always make the time to pray in these ways to them. The Father then told me this was their simple message for me this morning. He said I had a full day on earth and that they would be by my side to help me in my day. As I needed them, they would be quick to respond and help me.

I thanked them for this blessing. I then was suddenly in my recliner, writing all of this down. I was no longer next to the desert oasis. I concluded my prayer in the name of Jesus Christ and then dressed and started my day.

11. Later in the evening–I went in the bedroom tonight to pray I felt to go to a very unique place. I went ½ mile south of the desert oasis out in the sands, by some cacti. I knelt towards the oasis in the distance. I then cleared my mind, the effect which came to me gradually. I then prayed for my Heavenly Parents to come.

12. I then saw a bright light come from the sky above me. Heavenly Father alone descended until he was directly in front of me. He then spoke to me:

'Raphael, I asked you to come to pray in this obscure location. You quickly discerned my prompting and came. This greatly pleases me.'

I thanked Heavenly Father for his confidence in me and that I heard his prompting quickly and clearly. He then asked me to write his words. He said I could go out in my front room to write. Here are his words:

13. 'Raphael, my son, I need you to be very clear to receive our promptings. You need to have the confidence that we are speaking to you, and not your own mind. We want you to be assured always you are hearing our voice. We will continue to speak to you abundantly.

Tonight I wish to speak to you on another topic. There have been a few mortal angels that sustain you as the only one through whom revelation comes to the Church of the Firstborn. Those who have decided not to sustain you are still active in the celestial realms, and are doing their angel work for us in their replicated, unconscious state. However, in their conscious mortal minds they have decided not to sustain you. We wish all would sustain you and all would keep up with our many revelations we give through you. When these begin to sustain you in their conscious minds, you may give them access to your website and the many web posts you have sent out.'

I said I would give any access if they sustain me and write that to me, per his direction.

14. Heavenly Father spoke again:

'There are many events in the celestial realms that you are orchestrating, as we direct you. We are revealing to you those that we want to show you and our mortal angels, in your mortal conscious minds. Others may say there are certain events happening in these spiritual realms and that may be. However, those that are significant, we will reveal to you, along with more revelations on doctrine and the ways things are in our celestial world.'

I thanked my Heavenly Father for his direction tonight. I felt my directions were completed tonight. I then became consciously in my recliner, writing, and not in the desert anymore. I closed my prayer in Jesus Christ's name.

B. R's Personal Journal Entry, March 27, 2018, Tuesday

1. I awoke early, before my alarm to get up. I snuck into the adjacent bedroom to pray this morning. I came to a place in heaven between the pool under the waterfall and Heavenly Mother's lower garden beds. This was a peculiar place to come to pray I thought, but this is what came into my mind.

I cleared my mind and then knelt on the ground, on a small path. I faced southeast. I asked for my Heavenly Parents to come.

2. Heavenly Mother came directly in front of me, in a very bright light. She was alone. She was smiling and seemed happy. She was particularly magnificent to me this morning! She immediately asked me to write her words:

'Raphael, I have come to you to this peculiar place since I had prompted you to come here. It pleases me that you have heard these impressions correctly!

3. . . . M.A. now may move forward in her spiritual gifts. She does need additional light and knowledge pertaining to her spiritual gifts as the Angel of Understanding. We have directed you to go to her in the spiritual realms to help her utilize her gifts at a higher level. She is the third female archangel and her gifts center around that of understanding.

4. I wish my female archangels to now all be fully aligned with you in both the celestial realms, where they work, and in their mortal lives. I want them all to now receive connection with your works and website posts. The seven female archangels are still in place as follows:

Pillar of Wisdom (L , premortal name Sophia)
Pillar of Love (H.B., premortal name Leonna)
Pillar of Understanding (M.A. , premortal name Mary)
Pillar of Faith (P.B., premortal name Priscilla)
Pillar of Knowledge (J.D., premortal name Martha)
Pillar of Elements and Nature (K, premortal name Rachael)
Pillar of Purity (G.A., premortal name Rose)

P.B. and G.A. are still too young to be aware of their important roles in their mortal conscious minds. However, they both are very active in the celestial realms, acting as holy angels for me as two of my female archangels.

5. The other five female archangels listed above may now become more aware of their specific spiritual gifts. It is my desire that they each come to me and I will guide them in the next phase of their work, in their specific areas of emphasis. You will also assist me with awakening them to more of their deeper gifts that I will endow them with, as my holy female archangels.

I also wish that they all be more fully united. There have been some weaknesses of the flesh and various personality conflicts in the past. These now need to be laid aside so that they may work in unity and harmony.

6. I am also telling you this so that all of the mortal angels who sustain you may be aware of their increased gifts and roles. This is also the time for all of our holy angels to awaken more fully in their mortal conscious minds. Your Heavenly Father and I have greater blessings and spiritual gifts with which to endow each of them, if they, too, will come unto us in humble and sincere prayer. We will speak to each one by personal revelation.

7. One more issue: B had written you an email and asked you if Melchizedek, King of Salem, had once lived in the Salem, Utah area on the earth. You had confirmed that he was correct. Melchizedek lived in this area and was brought here by us with his people after they departed from the Salem of old in the Jerusalem, Israel area. They left that area because of their righteousness and because of the wickedness of the surrounding regions.

8. We brought them to the now Salem, Utah area for a while. The area was not inhabited at the time. Melchizedek established a city of peace here in Utah for some time. His people lived in harmony and peace together. Once they reached a higher spiritual plane, they were taken off the earth and were translated. They joined Enoch's group on our celestial orb, in the valley they are now located in heaven.

Melchizedek was Shem, the son of Noah. He will yet have a role in these last days which your Heavenly Father will explain to you tonight in your prayers.'

I thanked my Heavenly Mother for her wonderful revelations this morning! I said I would do all she asked. I also said I looked forward to my prayer tonight. I then closed my prayer and started another day.

9. Later 9:30 pm–I have had a good day. I then came into my bedroom and knelt in prayer. I felt to go to the high mountaintop, facing the eastern skies. I then prayed and asked for my Heavenly Parents to come. They both came from the eastern skies, first Heavenly Father and then Heavenly Mother immediately behind him. They both then stood side by side each other, smiling broadly. Heavenly Father spoke to me:

'Raphael, come with us!'

10. He took my by my hand and we three traveled to the area where I live, in the Utah County, Utah area. Heavenly Father spoke again:

'Raphael, this is where our prophet Melchizedek lived with his righteous people for a time. They all settled in the high areas, then above the shores of Lake Bonneville. This is also the area where he will come again. He has two purposes: One is to meet and coordinate with you on work you will be doing in the New Jerusalem. Secondly, he will come to help those who come to this area and areas in the western part of the now United States, to find places of refuge from those who would to them harm. He will be assisted by many of his people, all who are translated and have lived with Enoch and his people. Melchizedek and his people are charged to assist the elect who need safe places. The angels will also assist them, but more with spiritual issues and healing needs. Both groups will help protect the large group of the elect who will have been gathered to these areas. Many of the elect will feel the presence of heavenly helpers protecting, guiding and blessing them in many ways.'

11. My Heavenly Parents then took me to a day in the future. It seemed there were not many in the local towns and cities. There were, instead, places in the mountain hills and areas like valleys and wooded areas that lent themselves to good natural protection. Melchizedek and his people were guiding the elect who were gathering to these areas, without being seen. He and his people were inspiring the people with ways of secluding themselves from those who wanted to steal from or harm them. They were also confusing their enemies, and giving protection to these pockets of groups.

12. Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother then had Melchizedek come to me in the air, where we were watching their actions. He came and bowed before them. Heavenly Father had him stand and introduced him to me, Raphael. He came forth and we embraced like old time friends and brothers!

Melchizedek wore a simple light brown garment with a waistband or sash. He wore a beard and had very deep dark eyes that seemed to be able to discern very well. His hair was not quite to his shoulders and was straight. His hair was light brown.

Heavenly Father said that Melchizedek would give me assistance in planning the bare area where we would build the New Jerusalem. He said he has had a very lot of experience on city building and was very skilled. He said I could receive the assistance of Melchizedek, the ancient King of Salem, any time I wished.

13. I spoke next:

'I thank thee, my Father, for showing me Melchizedek's future mission among the faithful in this land where I live. Thank you, Melchizedek for your continuing good example to us here on the earth in our mortal probation. I feel honored to be of your lineage, from your Father, Noah. I look forward to meeting with you in planning and constructing the New Jerusalem in the near future!'

14. Melchizedek smiled. He said he and his people had long awaited these latter days where they could help the struggling elect so fully. He said he was very glad to again come back to the area where he and his people used to live. He said, too, he was excited to help in any way in assisting in the building of the New Jerusalem.

He then nodded his head in reverence to his Heavenly Parents and departed back to the earth below, all in a future day.

Heavenly Father then said we would now return to the high mountaintop. We three were instantly there. I thanked them again for this very enlightening prayer. I then felt it was done and that my mind was fully in my body, writing all this as it had come to me. I then finished and went back to my family life with my wife in my front room.

C. R's Personal Journal Entry, March 28, 2018, Wednesday

1. I awoke early and talked to my wife in bed prior to coming into the adjacent room to pray. I then thought about the revelations about the mortal angels and Melchizedek yesterday seemed to require me to have a very open and malleable mind. I see the need that my Heavenly Parents had asked me to be very open with no expectations of what they would tell me, for I certainly could not come up with these ideas myself. When I confirm their truth, I receive it all as true, just like I receive everything else. I really need to not try to second-guess or speculate in my mind anything other than that which I receive.

2. This morning I prepared for my prayer. I thought 'where shall I go in heaven to pray?' The scene of the desert oasis immediately came into my mind. I then verified I was to go here, and felt this was correct. I immediately came to the bench in front of the oasis. I walked down to the water and drank twice until I felt very clear in my mind. I then came back near the bench and faced the oasis, and knelt to pray. I invited my Heavenly Parents to come.

Heavenly Father then came from the shore of the oasis and walked a few feet up to me. I gazed into his smiling face, and became impressed with how clearly I could see into his eyes, his eternity eyes! He was so much in charge and had all things planned out. I felt very assured to be in his presence!

3. I then shared with him some feelings I had and then asked him to share with me what he had to say. Heavenly Father then asked me to write his words:

'Raphael, my son, you have confirmed this morning that what Heavenly Mother told you about the mortal angels yesterday was true. You also confirmed that all we said about Melchizedek was true also. You found that all you wrote was accurate. Some of the revelations about Melchizedek seemed amazing to you. This is what I want to talk to you about this morning.

4. We have lots more to reveal to you that will be amazing and very unexpected by you. Your Heavenly Mother and I have planned to have some of our children who have come to earth, or who are on the earth now, to participate in these last days' events. These, our children who have lived long ago, like Melchizedek, are very honored and excited to participate in our great latter-day work. These great men and women, like Melchizedek, are also very seasoned and knowledgeable in the areas where they have had so much experience. We will use much of their combined talents to help do our latter-day work of transitioning to our millennial day. You, Raphael, will have assistance of others too, like Melchizedek that you will use in fulfilling your last-days mission. There will be many who help from all ages of the earth when they lived.'

5. I replied:

'My Father, I thank thee for planning to have these great souls, like Melchizedek, to help me do my work thou hast planned. I feel they will counsel and assist me in wisdom. In all actions, I will confirm what they say and what I feel to do with thee and Heavenly Mother.'

6. Heavenly Father smiled and nodded his head in acceptance of my enlightened understanding. He and Heavenly Mother are not going to directly reveal all things to me to do in planning the New Jerusalem, but will send those with experience and knowledge to me also to assist and counsel me. This seems perfectly reasonable and smart on my Heavenly Parents part to do. I am also very pleased that they are using all of their noble children who have ever lived, and that now live on earth, to be part of this great last-days' work.

7. Heavenly Father spoke again:

'Raphael, if you feel impressed to call on a certain individual who has lived in the past, you may ask us in your mind for them to come to you. In most cases, we will have already planned for them to assist and counsel you. You may see them in your unconscious mind, just like you are seeing me now. However, once you come to the New Jerusalem, you will see them before you in your merged mind, much more clearly.'

8. I thanked my Heavenly Father for those whom he and Heavenly Mother have planned to come to me to help me in the future! I will try to be very open, with no preconceived expectations of whom I might have come. I will try to just flow with events as they come.

Heavenly Father said this now concluded all he wanted to share with me this morning. He then said that he and Heavenly Mother would be with me all day long and could be called upon at any moment to help me.

With that, he turned and walked back to the oasis and when he came to the water's edge, he disappeared from my view.

I closed my prayer and started my day.

9. Later at night–I came to pray this evening on the east side of God's temple, across the river representing Heavenly Mother, on the grassy bank. I faced the temple and knelt down on the grass. I clarified my mind and body. I then prayed, asking for my Heavenly Parents to come.

Heavenly Mother came from the corner of her temple, right through the stone wall. She was about 10 feet or so above the grass and came in the air directly to me, in a straight line. She soon was in the air in front of where I was kneeling.

I looked upon her face and saw she was smiling. I always love viewing her eternity eyes. I told her how wonderful it was to be again in her presence! I said I love to see her so happy and smiling. I asked that she share with me tonight.

10. Heavenly Mother spoke to me:

'Raphael, I was with your Heavenly Father in our temple when you prayed to us. I have come to you in behalf of both of us. Please write the words that I will share with you.'

11. I wrote to this point. Then Heavenly Mother spoke again:

'Raphael, you have thought tonight when you prayed, that I possessed a lot of experience from the multiple eternities that your Father and I have lived in. This experience has developed within your Heavenly Father and I a full amount of wisdom. We have seen and experienced about every situation that could ever happen with our children. We have planned these last days' events from our perspective of all of this experience we had had with previous eternities. We have arranged situations and events differently in each eternity. All of them have enjoyed a final period of peace, a Sabbath, a seventh period. In your eternity, we have called this the millennium, for it is one thousand years of peace and rest.

12. The winding up events to usher in this era of peace has been similar in many eternities as yours. We have learned what situations best refine and try our children, and prepare those who are our elect to be able to return to our presence. We have used our experience and these factors to plan out the details of the last days' events in your eternity.

13. Your involvement as an archangel, and the involvement of our holy angels, has been a common part of most of our eternities at this transition time to an era of peace. Our angels play a vital role in helping save our elect children! It is imperative that each angel follows our directions with precise and full obedience! Without their obedience, we couldn't fully orchestrate and save as many of our children in these last days. With their full obedience to our words, the maximum amount of our children will be saved in our kingdom.

Raphael, you have been faithful and obedient to our guidance and directions. Keep humble and prayerful and we'll continue to work our great wonders through you, our archangel commissioned in these last days!'

I bowed my head and thanked my Heavenly Mother for her significant words and her kindness to me. I said I would continue to obey their directions to me.

Heavenly Mother then smiled and disappeared from my view. I concluded my prayer and got ready for bed.

D. R's Personal Journal Entry, March 29, 2018, Thursday

1. I awoke this morning 5 minutes before my alarm. My wife was asleep so I was able to leave without waking her.

I came to the fountain of living water, looking south towards the temple in the near distance. I drank from living water until I felt clarified. I then prayed to my Heavenly Parents.

Both Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother came from the sky above the fountain. They descended until they were a little elevated above me, between the fountain and me. I looked at them and knew them well. I saw their smiling faces.

2. Heavenly Father asked me to write his words:

'Raphael, we have both come to you from the skies to speak to you more about our plans to save our elect in these last days. Your Heavenly Mother spoke on this last night. She said our combined experience and wisdom has given us great perspective in planning out the details of how we want these last days' events to occur. We do this planning in order to save as many as possible of our elect children. We have been able to try in our minds different ways of transitioning into the millennial days of peace and rest. However, our final plan will have netted us the very most of our elect children who will come unto us. We do this planning with our great foreknowledge of how our children will act in any given circumstances.

3. So the focus of our last days' work is to save our elect children. This has been our focus in each of our eternities that we have had at this same time in their history. Each time we orchestrate these transitionary days we do so to maximize the greatest amount of our children to come unto us and follow our ways.

4. In every eternity, including your current one, we have selected unique and perhaps surprising events to our children who live through them. Because of this, we desire you and our servants to drop all their thoughts of how they think the last days' events will happen. There are always surprises! However, in the end, these events will make perfect sense and harmony. You will explain in the future millennial day how amazingly wonderful everything had happened–so completely awe-inspiring!

For these reasons, we need you and all of our servants we have called, to obey us in exactness. Trust in the inspiration we will give you. We will most often prompt you by our familiar still small voice. Act in faith and humility, and you will see how we will guide and direct each of you who are our servants in the way you should serve us and our faithful children who are on the earth and in the spirit world.'

The words of my Heavenly Father so well complimented Heavenly Mother's words from last night! I thanked him for his message. I asked if I had recorded correctly his and Heavenly Mother's words from last night. I felt assured I had done so.

5. Heavenly Mother then spoke and I wrote her words as she gave them to me:

'Raphael, our greatest joy and happiness is to see our children follow us and our gentle ways, all on their own. We never force any of them, for that is contrary to our order and behavior. We do, however, manipulate events that we know will influence them to come unto us, without taking away their moral agency.

6. We have many children who will not obey us or follow our counsels. These may receive a lesser degree of glory for their final reward. However, our elect are characterized, in their final actions they choose, to follow us and humbly submit to our ways. This gives them the greatest happiness and joy. We stand ever ready to lead them, step by step, back into our presence! We will lift and strengthen them in their pursuits to obey us and be faithful.'

7. I then said the following:

'Oh my Heavenly Parents, I am so awed by thy great love for thy children! All of thy efforts are to save and rescue thy children and bring them to the highest level of joy and everlasting happiness! Thou each have such wisdom and foresight in saving thy children to these highest levels.

I humbly submit to thy direction. I will follow thy lead in all things. I pray to always be able to clearly know and hear thy words. I pray not to follow the natural man, but to obey thee and thy commandments, in all situations.'

8. Heavenly Mother then stepped forward and I stood. We embraced and she kissed me! She was very broadly smiling. She said she loved me!

Heavenly Father then stepped forth as Heavenly Mother stepped back. He took me in his strong and yet tender arms and fully embraced me. I felt such assurance all would be well as I tried to always hear and obey them.

9. They then both stepped back to where they had been. Heavenly Father spoke:

'Raphael, we will be always on your left and right sides during your day. We are ever close to you to inspire and guide you as you wish.'

They then ascended back into the sky from where they had come. They were soon out of sight and I was alone. I closed my prayer in the name of Jesus Christ, and started my day.

10. Later-I came tonight to the desert oasis, following my impressions. I felt to drink from living water at the oasis and then to kneel in front of the bench facing south. I prayed and in response, Heavenly Father gradually appeared in front of me. He was smiling and asked me to write his words. Here is what he spoke:

'Raphael, your sister K wrote you an email asking you what to do in the future. You asked her to ask us. She soon received the impression to ask at the moment she needed help.

11. This is almost always the answer to question you or our angels may have about their future. We rarely give our revelation and directions until the moment they are needed. This helps our child who needs our direction and guidance to be open and malleable and ask in more urgency, as the moment for the direction is needed. Had we revealed to them far in advance, they could tend to close their minds to other options we may guide them to. We want our children to continually seek us and our guidance and will continually respond with revelation when it is needed.

12. We also speak softly to our child so they may develop the spiritual perceptions like you have. We would like all our children to be very receptive to our slightest small whisper and impression. As they develop this intuneness, we may lead them more carefully and fully in their lives.

13. We have revealed many great revelations to you recently that man has never before received. We want those who receive and read these words to pray to us for confirmations for all of this. Once they know for themselves, they may accept it as their own, for it has been revealed fresh to them also. They then have greater confidence in our work, as they confirm with us in prayer these truths. Raphael, we will always reveal to any of our children the same truths we have previously revealed to you. By this method of confirming truth, we will be able to witness to their soul of its truthfulness.'

14. I thanked my Father who was before me, for the abundant revelations I have recently received. I am in awe of the abundant blessings of knowledge and greater understanding that he and Heavenly Mother continue to reveal to me.

15. At this moment, Heavenly Mother gradually appeared on the left side of Heavenly Father. They looked at each other and smiled. She then turned to me and spoke these words:

'Raphael, I have come to share with you how I, acting as the Holy Ghost, reveal the truth and witness to my child who diligently seeks to have truth confirmed.

16. They may ask God to confirm that you are truly Raphael, our archangel commissioned in these last days. When I determine they have asked with sufficient faith and persistence, being diligent to place this request in high importance in their life, I will then confirm the truth. I do so by coming as a spirit into their spirit, like I do for you with a full embrace. In a full embrace, my spirit enters for a time into your physical body. You then feel my own feelings I wish to convey to you, like how much I love you and all our children.

17. In the case of one seeking to confirm if you are Raphael, I would enter their body with my spirit or replicated spirit. I would be inside of their body and could then witness by the feelings or thoughts I convey to their mind and heart. My child feels this familiar voice, my voice and spirit that their spirit is familiar with since I am the very mother of their spirit. This impression and the feelings I share are transferred dramatically to their inner being and spirit as a sure witness. This experience often brings deep emotion and tears of joy to my child, who recognized me, their Mother in Heaven. This witness constitutes a sure confirmation that what they are asking is true. If it not true, I create a stupor of thought or a bad feeling that I convey by my spirit to my inquiring child. This is the way that I, as the Holy Ghost, confirm the truth of all things to my faithful children on the earth.'

I thanked my Heavenly Mother for this clear information-how special this is to connect again with our Heavenly Mother, when confirming truth from the Holy Ghost. My Mother smiled and then took her husband by his hand and they both faded away. Thus ended my prayer tonight.

E. R's Personal Journal Entry, March 30, 2018, Friday

1. I awoke early and came to the mortal probation room in God's temple. I cleared my mind and prayed, facing the 4th mural on the back west wall. I asked my Heavenly Parents to come.

Heavenly Father appeared in the mural and then stepped out to me. He was smiling and had such rich and deep eternity eyes.

Before praying, I had a thought of a situation at work yesterday when I was training our new office employee. She hadn't remembered some basic thing and admitted she couldn't remember the steps or even recognize what she was to do. I acted incredulous and asked how she didn't remember that, for we had gone over it repeatedly. I became somewhat frustrated for a moment. She had mentioned later to my wife who came that I had been mad at her. I didn't realize that my actions came across as mad to her.

2. Then in my morning prayer, Heavenly Father spoke about this:

'Raphael, yesterday you became impatient at your new employee. There is a very lot for her to learn. Be more patient with her in training her, for she may be able to eventually learn all your systems.'

3. I said I was sorry I became frustrated and had voiced it to her. I asked for his forgiveness and said I would apologize to her today. I particularly knew that I, myself, had many moments in my life where I couldn't remember certain things. I knew my wife had been understanding and patient with me, and particularly my Heavenly Parents had been so patient in my slowness in learning many things. I wanted to be as patient and kind to others as I had been treated by my Heavenly Parents and my wife.

4. Heavenly Father accepted my words. He then spoke:

'Raphael, sit up in your chair on earth and write my words now that I will give you.'

I have written to this point. Here are his words:

'Raphael, we give our children in mortality weaknesses as part of their mortal probationary experience. These weaknesses are not reflections on anything they may have done or deserved. These are given to them as part of their telestial fallen state, and our own purposes to see how they would handle these weaknesses.

5. Our Beloved Son, Jesus Christ, gave these words to Moroni in Ether 12:26-28:

"And when I had said this, the Lord spake unto me, saying: Fools mock, but they shall mourn; and my grace is sufficient for the meek that they shall take no advantage of your weakness;

And if men come unto me I will show unto them their weakness. I give unto men weakness that they may be humble; and my grace is sufficient for all men that humble themselves before me; for if they humble themselves before me, and have faith in me, then will I make weak things become strong unto them.

Behold, I will show unto the Gentiles their weakness, and I will show unto them that faith, hope and charity bringeth unto me–the fountain of all righteousness."

6. In your experience yesterday with your new employee, you both exhibited weaknesses. She displayed her lack of memory, and you your lack of patience. I am glad that you have come unto me with these thoughts and concern in your mind, as you prayed and came unto me. You have seen your weakness and felt bad about your behavior. You have asked my forgiveness and have plans to make amends with your employee. You approached me humbly.

I will make your weakness in being impatient to become a strength, Raphael. I will bless you as you consciously work on becoming more patient, caring and kind. Being compassionate with others will become a great strength to you also. You, among all men, will become very filled with these godly attributes of love.

7. It is in one's struggles in mortality that they are able to develop strengths. As men and women come unto us, in their meekness and humility, and ask for our help, we will help them turn these weaknesses of the flesh that we have given them into their newly formed strengths. Strengths are usually created in one's effort to overcome weaknesses in this way.

8. You are born of the Gentile nations, spoken of in verse 28 of this scripture. For you and for our elect among all the nations of the earth, the foundation of all righteousness is faith, hope and charity. These godly attributes are essential in your great work in serving my elect on the earth. Seek to develop these godly attributes of faith, hope and charity, and we, your Gods, will bless you to fully become even as we are, for we have a fullness of these attributes.'

I humbly thanked my Father for his clear direction and guidance this morning. I feel revived in the pursuit of a godly life of righteous living. I will work through my weaknesses and come unto God as I struggle. I know God will strengthen me to overcome all by the grace of their Son, Jesus Christ.

I knew my time face to face with the Father had ended. I closed my prayer and started my mortal day.

9. Later, 10 P.M.–I came to my bedroom to begin my evening prayer. I immediately thought of a full moon over the desert oasis. I then went there and prayed by the water's edge. The moon was high up in the sky, a full moon like there is out tonight in our clear Utah sky.

I prayed for my Heavenly Parents to come. A personage came in front of me, growing with increasing light. I soon saw Heavenly Mother in front of me! I saw her deep, loving eyes and face. I felt so happy to see her smiling face! I asked her to share with me her words tonight.

She then asked me to write her words. I am now to this point and ready to write.

10. 'Raphael, you have seen a full moon glowing brightly tonight in Utah in the eastern skies next to the mountains. I have made this moon in our celestial sky to mimic the look of the one in your sky. It is so very quiet and still outside!'

She then came to my right side, put her left hand on my right shoulder (I was kneeling), and looked up at the full moon.

11. 'Raphael, we have seen many full moons in my life, throughout this eternity and many of those in past eternities. I still love being out at night under the full moon, especially here in the desert where it is so quiet.

I used to think "how could this all be, that I am exalted with your Heavenly Father and have eternal creations? I would often also think these thoughts when we were progressing into the Church of the Firstborn on our own earth. The life we now lead is so very awe-inspiring and so very full!

12. I have noticed today while you were walking outside to the mailbox at your home that you also thought "how could this all be, that I am really Raphael, an archangel of God?" You then keenly felt some weaknesses in the flesh that made you question momentarily your position and calling.

Raphael, there is no sin in thinking these thoughts. These are expected. However, I want to comfort you by saying that it is all true! You are our angel Raphael, one of our first children born in this current eternity! I am your Mother in heaven, and you are my son!

13. In the stillness of this desert night, when you ponder these questions, you know inside that you are Raphael, and have our high commission. We trust you, Raphael, to do all that we direct you, day by day, as we lead you gently along. Our revelations will continue to pour out upon you as we have planned! All our plans will come to pass, just as we are orchestrating.

Our holy angels will also measure up to their very important callings in these transitionary times. All our servants will assist us in fulfilling our strange act and work (see Isaiah 28:21).'

I looked up at the moon too. It is in this state, next to my Heavenly Mother, that I ended my prayer tonight.

F. R's Personal Journal Entry, March 31, 2018, Saturday

1. This morning and last night, I talked at length with my wife about our behavior that we don't see ourselves. We don't see ourselves clearly, and usually think we are different or act differently than others clearly see us. What we would benefit from is seeing ourselves clearly, and then work on correcting our behaviors. I want to pursue these thoughts.

This morning in my prayer, I came again to the quiet desert oasis. It was sunny and warm. I drank once of the living water and felt very transparent and clear. I then knelt in front of the bench and asked for my Heavenly Parents to come. They both came in a beam of light from the sky in front of me. They came to a place right in front of me, both smiling!

I looked into their deep eternity eyes, and their faces. They seemed to convey to me their understanding of my concerns in dealing with my abundant weaknesses of the flesh. They seemed to have great compassion on me, with assuredness that I would be okay.

2. Heavenly Father asked me to write the words he would speak. He said I could be in the front room with my wife too. Here are his words:

'Raphael, you have talked with your caring and loving wife last night and this morning. Her perspective is very clear on how you act and present yourself to others. Listen to her words and work on improving and changing your outward mortal behaviors that you may not be aware you do. This will help you change to become the man of God you truly are.

3. It takes humility to see oneself clearly. There are areas in our children's lives in their mortal state that do not reflect who they really are. Their personality, long developed in the premortal life, is in many ways, adjusted by the circumstances of mortal life, their upbringing, and weaknesses of the flesh. The struggle to work through these mortal issues and reemerge as their true self and person is one part of being mortal and changing, as we desire our child to do.

4. We desire you to now work on your own mortal self and emerge as close as possible to who you really are, as Raphael, our angel. You have many weaknesses that we have given to you as part of your mortal experience. Correcting these, one at a time, as you are able, will help you in your mortal body and mind become the person you really are before us now.

5. Your loving wife has a plan she has been working on to systematically correct behavior. You see yourself one way and others may see you a different way. We desire you to become the person you really are, that you developed and grew to be in your premortal life. When you become this person, you will then clearly see yourself as you are. Others, too, will see you in this same way.'

6. I humbly thanked Heavenly Father for his direction I have been "weighed down" by my weaknesses recently. I want to one-by-one work on these. I want to come unto my Heavenly Parents to help me overcome these and to become the man I am. I want to be transparent and clear in my flesh, to truly be one in the same as I was premortally. I want to change and repent.

7. Heavenly Mother then spoke:

'Raphael, don't feel bad about your weaknesses we have given you! This is not your doing. However, you feel weighed down by these weaknesses.

Raphael, this is how we have designed the telestial mortal experience for our children. If we didn't give them weaknesses, there wouldn't be the struggle to work through these issues. It is in the struggle that we see how much courage and tenacity our child has to become better and more like us. Change is possible, but it takes hard work and priority in the efforts.

8. We know who you are, and we love you as Raphael, our fourth son in the spirit. You are a loving, compassionate, happy man. The person you are in your flesh is still ladened down with weaknesses that have shrouded your true identity. The effort you make to change into your true self will do you good and is very pleasing to us.

Have patience with yourself! We see you as you truly are, but you sometimes don't see because of your mortal views. As you change, you will gain confidence and more assurance of your true identity and self.'

I thanked Heavenly Mother for her kind words! I asked her and Heavenly Father to help me work through my weaknesses, so that they would become strengths. I felt so glad to have their understanding and their assistance as I work through on my transition from R to Raphael.

9. Later–I talked to my wife about how to find things in my life that I want to change. These are in the category of weaknesses of the flesh:

1. She said I need to write each morning everything that comes to my mind that I don't like about myself. This is done daily and is called a brain dump. Once this list is made, then select the one I want to work on. I did this and selected "I don't have enough time."

2. Then she said to make a model like this:

Current Model:
C (Circumstance): "We all have 24 hours a day"
T (Thought): "I don't have enough time."
F (Feeling): "I am feeling always rushed now."
A (Action): "I get grouchy, act brusk with others."
R (Results): "Others don't like my behavior and avoid me, and I don't like how I am acting."

3. Then my wife said I should do an intentional model of how I'd like to be:

Intentional Model (my plan to change myself):
C (Circumstance): "We all have 24 hours a day."
T (Thought): "I have plenty of time."
F (Feeling): "I have no rush, with happy free thoughts."
A (Action): "I act in happy ways."
R (Results): "Others like me more; I like me better too."

4. Then my wife said that in the next 2-6 weeks, I need to retrain my brain to the new intentional model. My brain will try to keep in the same current model rut, so I will need to make an effort to change and reprogram my brain.

Here are some hints:

Put signs up to remind me.

When the current thoughts or feelings rush into my mind, I should think of the new intentional thought that I have plenty of time. I then should talk to my own brain this new thought and replace it. Instead, think "I have plenty of time, actually 3+ more hours than most working men! I only work 9-3 Mon-Friday".

I plan to work on this in the coming weeks.

10. Later– I went with 3 of my sons to the General Priesthood meeting. We heard from the new First Presidency and several apostles. President Russell M. Nelson made an announcement during the meeting that the high priests and elders quorum would be combined as the new elders quorum in wards. As the two apostles were explaining this change, I felt Heavenly Mother wanted to talk to me. Here is what she said:

'Raphael, we have not inspired this change in the Melchizedek Priesthood quorums. It has been fully directed only by the leaders of the LDS Church and not by us.

11. We would have continued to inspire the leadership of this church had they not rejected us when the revelation on high priestesses was given. They would have been given other direction than the consolidation of the high priest and elders quorums that they announced tonight.

The First Presidency and apostles of the LDS Church have rejected us, and because of this we have rejected them and this church. Their priesthood has been cut off from us, their Gods.

12. I also am the Holy Ghost and have not inspired those who have testified today of this quorum change nor of sustaining President Nelson as God's prophet, seer and revelator. They choose to believe these things without the inspiration of heaven.'

13. Then President Dallin H. Oaks gave a talk about priesthood keys. Heavenly Father then spoke to me during his talk:

'Raphael, the keys of the priesthood have now been fully withdrawn from our LDS Church and its leadership. These keys to the priesthood have been conferred upon you on 5/14/2017, from Jesus Christ, and you have become our servant in these last days.

14. The apostles in the LDS Church have a desire to document their decisions from historical records and in extensive study rather than receiving revelation from their God. We would have given them revelation had they been open to receive it. They want more to ensure the directions they give are congruent with what has been given in the past.

We reveal to you new and current revelation from the heavens, from our own mouth. This is how we will continue to direct you and our Church of the Firstborn. We will reveal to you all things new that have never before been revealed in the past.'

15. Then President Russell M. Nelson spoke at the meeting again. I sought to see spiritually if Jesus Christ was near him or any heavenly beings. I had previously seen this with President Monson years ago.

I did not see any presence of Jesus or of any heavenly messengers around President Nelson. They were conspicuously nowhere present! I perceived he had been left alone by God's influence, now no more than a normal person. I then sensed he was fully talking without revelation or direction from God and was on his own.

16. I then further had the impression that President Nelson was possessed by a few evil spirits who were lying and false spirits, and he didn't realize this! I sensed that these lying spirits were giving him his direction instead of God! This is a very dangerous situation.

I then had a visionary glimpse of Lucifer himself who was laughing and priding himself in his success in being able to influence President Nelson.

17. I believe these lying spirits will also blind the others in the leadership and many of the members of the church who unquestionably and blindly follow their leaders. If members are not open to the revelations of God and the true influence of the Holy Ghost, they will likely be deceived. This evil effect will spread from the top leadership of the church, then to unsuspecting church members. I believe this evil spirit President Nelson has allowed to come into him will spread and influence many. This is a very subtle and evil trick of the adversary in great deception. Satan hopes his plan will lead away the elect of God who may be deceived by the evil one. The only antidote is to humbly seek God's revelations.

18. I then received a prompting from Heavenly Father who wanted to speak to me next. Here are his words I wrote during President Nelson's talk:

'Raphael, when a man or woman rejects our revelations and directions, we withdraw our spirit and influence. This person is worse off than before they had known us. This then opens them up to the subtle temptations and possessions by Lucifer and his minions. This is exactly what has occurred to President Russell M. Nelson and many of the other leaders of the LDS Church.'

I wrote all of this down during the general priesthood meeting and then transcribed it immediately in my journal when I got home.

19. I later shared this with my wife before going to bed. I recalled the scripture in Matthew 24:24 "For there shall arise false Christs, and false prophets, and shall show great signs and wonders; inasmuch that, if it were possible, they shall deceive the very elect."

I had just gone to the priesthood meeting this evening to be with my sons, a fun tradition we have always done. I had never dreamed this new insight would have been the result!

G. R's Personal Journal Entry, April 1, 2018, Easter Sunday

1. I awoke after a good night's sleep and I came into the adjacent bedroom. I felt to go again to the desert oasis. I came to the water's edge and drank living water from the oasis. I soon felt very clear and prepared to commune with God in prayer. I knelt at the water's edge, facing south across the oasis. I asked for God to come.

I then saw three personages coming to me above the water. They were about one foot above the water and walking. The center person was ahead of the ones on his right and left side. Soon they were all three in front of me, now all in an even row. Heavenly Father was in the middle, Heavenly Mother on his left side and Jesus Christ on his right. I gazed into each of their loving and happy faces. They were all enshrouded in light and glory. Jesus wore a scarlet-red robe and Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother wore matching white robes with scarlet red waist sashes.

2. Heavenly Father then spoke to me:

'Raphael, our son, we have brought with us this lovely Easter morning Our Beloved Son, Jesus Christ. He will now briefly speak to you!'

3. Jesus Christ then spoke:

'Raphael, today is Easter, a commemorative day to have our faithful remember my atonement and resurrection. I have suffered and atoned for all the children of our Heavenly Parents, and continue to receive many who come unto me. I will let you know by revelation who are accepted to be received as new members of my church, the Church of the Firstborn, so that you may receive these into this church by the waters of separation ordinance. It is I who commissioned you, Raphael, to your great latter-day commission in May 2017, and conferred on you the keys of the priesthood. You are our prophet, seer and revelator on the earth.

4. What you have written in your journal entry dated yesterday is true. You attended the general priesthood meeting in the LDS Church and saw and wrote correctly everything you recorded. We, the Gods of the whole earth, have rejected the leaders and this church. Satan now has taken possession of the leading counsels of this church. He plans to deceive and by his great deceptions, lead away the very elect! If our elect come unto us, with open hearts and humble spirits, we will reveal to them our revelations from heaven the truth of what has occurred. We will lead and guide them in correct ways as they seek to navigate through their lives. Eventually, the elect will be led to you and this entry ordinance that you and Oriphiel will do for them in my true Church of the Firstborn.'

Jesus stopped speaking. His eternity eyes were so deep and compassionate. His beard was brownish red, and that of Heavenly Father's was white. These Gods before me were so majestic and glorious!

5. Heavenly Mother then spoke:

'Raphael, go now and write all of these words you heard this morning in your journal. We will speak to you throughout your day from this same desert oasis location. Seek us, to hear our voice, and we will speak to you by revelation.'

I wrote all that I was told up to this point. I will keep my journal and pen handy to write more of their words as they may speak to me today.

6. Later, during the morning general conference session–Heavenly Mother spoke to me during President Eyring's talk:

'Raphael, President Eyring said that the Holy Ghost is a man, a personage of spirit. He has not been revealed that I am the Holy Ghost. This new revelation has been revealed to you and some of our faithful who have inquired of us, their Gods. We will reveal to any of our children who humbly ask with a sincere heart, that I am the Holy Ghost!'

7. Then during the transition between President Oaks and President Nelson, I felt Jesus Christ wanted to speak to me. Here are his words:

'Raphael, the general authorities that now speak at general conference speak many words that are congruent with truth. There are also some things they speak that are not true. Satan will gradually shift their words to fulfill his desires, so they will eventually follow his new directions and revelations.'

Then President Nelson told about choosing his two counselors, and about the unity they have in receiving revelation. He also encouraged all to seek revelations from God.

8. Heavenly Father then spoke to me:

'Raphael, the words of President Russell M. Nelson about revelation are very persuasive. He speaks out of the sincerity of his heart. He speaks many words that are true. His admonition for the saints to have revelation as a major part of their lives is pleasing to us. However, Satan lurks in the background, waiting for the time to gradually bring these leaders of the LDS Church to hear his words and follow his counsel. In this way, Lucifer will shift their allegiance from us, their God, to him, our adversary.

9. Our elect need to constantly seek us, their Gods, in being guided through these difficult days ahead. We have known of all these things that will confront our elect in these last days. These experiences will refine them. Only those who stay close to us and receive our inspiration, and not Satan's, will successfully navigate through these days.'

I was left in awe at the very difficult situation each of us will have in figuring who is inspired of God or of Satan! It almost seems an overwhelming task to me. These seem like extremely deceptive times.

10. Later, 9:30 p.m.– I approached God while at the desert oasis. There was a full moon again. I drank living water from the oasis three times. I was cleared all the way in my body to my feet. The experience was very clarifying.

I took my time and soaked in all the appearance of the desert. I then knelt and prayed for my Heavenly Parents to come. Heavenly Father gradually came before me. I examined his face and loved looking into his deep eternity eyes. He was smiling, looking very assured. He smiled at me.

I began the prayer. I expressed my trepidation I had when I saw President Russell M. Nelson void of the spirit and actually possessed of a lying spirit he could not detect. I said I did not want to make any mistake about my observations. I yearned to know truth from my Heavenly Father. I needed assurance and words of direction from God.

11. Heavenly Father asked me to write his words:

'Raphael, we have come before you this lovely morning, in great unity and assuring you that what you had recorded in your journal this weekend was true. I even brought my Beloved Son, your great Redeemer. Your Heavenly Mother also came. We all three spoke to you during the general conference today. We confirmed all your observations, and spoke directly to your mind and heart, your unconscious mind.

12. There is only left now for you to act in faith and declare in your upcoming post the truths we reveal to you from heaven. Raphael, we will continue to reveal to you our truths from heaven.

Sometimes, words we say create uncomfortable feelings, even though they are true. This is because your worldview didn't include these truths before. Now that we tell you the truth, it might take a few days to fully see and absorb these truths.'

I said I was sorry for my faltering spirit. I said I would fully accept his words. I will see how I adjust to these new revelations. I want to be strong and self-assured.

I told him, too, that receiving revelations like these are heavy until I share them with others. I committed to act on all my directions in faith, regardless if I am the only one to believe them. I said the role of a revelator could be lonely and heavy, particularly with unpleasant truths I see and realize.

13. At this time Heavenly Mother appeared on the left side of Heavenly Father. She was smiling and looked like she wanted to say something. She then spoke to me:

'Raphael, we see all and orchestrate all events in these last days. We have known of rebellion against us in the leading counsels of the LDS Church for many years. We have also revealed this to you on several occasions. I know it still is shocking to you that which we have revealed to you about Satan's intrusions into the leadership of the LDS Church. We have had other eternities where this also occurred in our Church of Christ, similar to how this is now happening. We found that this situation was a very severe but effective test for our elect. It was a way we were assured our elect didn't rely on their leaders, but on us, their Gods. Those who trusted in the words only of their leaders were led astray. Those who humbly prayed for revelation from us, their God, were not deceived, but found direction as we gave it to them. We led them to eternal life, as they followed us in faith.

14. The situation in The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints is perfectly orchestrated by us to sift out our faithful from the membership in the church. We will have a people who know our voice and keep our commandments. Those who follow man and false lying spirits are not worthy of entrance into our Church of the Firstborn.'

15. I thanked my Heavenly Father and my Heavenly Mother for their very assuring words. I can now see how this is the perfect test that Heber C. Kimball stated in Aug. 16, 1857:

'Before that day comes, however, the Saints will be put to a test that will try the integrity of the best of them. The pressure will become so great that the more righteous among them will cry unto the Lord day and night until deliverance comes.

Yes, we think we are secure here in the chambers of these everlasting hills, where we can close the doors of the canyons against mobs and persecutors, the wicked and the vile, who have always beset us with violence and robbery, but I want to say to you, my brethren, that the time is coming when we will be mixed up in these now peaceful valleys to that extent that it will be difficult to tell the face of a Saint from the face of an enemy against the people of God.

Then is the time to look out for the great sieve, for there will be a great shifting time, and many will fall. For I say unto you, there is a test, a Test, a TEST coming.'

My prayer was ended. I abundantly thanked my Heavenly Parents for their kind reassurances to me. I felt humble and assured of their revelations. I am very thankful to see what is coming, and it is going to be a really difficult test for the latter-day saints.

H. R's Personal Journal Entry, April 2, 2018, Monday

1. I awoke early this morning and felt to pray again at the desert oasis. I don't know why, except that I become very clarified there, more so I believe than anywhere else in the celestial world.

I drank of living water and then knelt at the water's edge. I felt much more assured this morning of the truthfulness of all I had received from God this past weekend. I feel so glad for direction right from God!

I then prayed for my Heavenly Parents to come. They came to me, just above the water. They both seemed pleased, happy to be with me.

2. Heavenly Mother asked me to write her words as she spoke to me:

'Raphael, we have inspired you again to come to this beautiful desert oasis this new morning. It is more clarifying than any other location in our kingdom.

You have received important information this weekend during and following the LDS general conference. The revelations we share with you will become the great test spoken of by Heber C. Kimball.

Make this journal entry today the last one for post 74. We desire this information to be shared with our mortal angels who support you.'

I told Heavenly Mother that I would do so as fast as I was able.

3. Heavenly Father then spoke:

'Raphael, you mentioned last night that a true revelator of God is a lonely position, and sometimes truths from God are heavy, particularly with unpleasant truths.

I have not given my shields, my further protection from the adversary, to any of the current day living apostles. They are therefore much more susceptible to Satan's influence than the elect of God who have these protective shields. If they repent and fully turn from their ways they are thinking, your Heavenly Mother and I will receive them, and I will protect those who thus repent with my shields.

4. Further, these men in the First Presidency and Quorum of the Twelve Apostles believe they cannot fall. They believe that God would never withdraw their priesthood and priesthood keys from them. Some believe this is now impossible. However, in reality, these actions are already done. Satan thus can slowly lead them and the entire church into deception.

5. The historic conference and the new revelation that were talked about during the general conference were not from us, their God They were more of a simple rewording of a church program already in existence, and a slight organizational shift. There were no new revelations of doctrine or new guidance from heaven. This fanfare is their effort to stir the Saints to believe in them, that God is truly leading them. We have not endorsed any of this, nor sent forth our confirmations upon the people.

6. Our elect need to learn to hear our voice, and then obey our counsels. They need to learn the difference between their emotions and our still, small voice. They need to have the courage to be open and committed to obey our words, even though it may counter the current norms and culture of society, church and family.

We will abundantly reveal all truth, as our children humbly come unto us, in the sincerity and openness of their hearts. They will then receive our revelations and gentle guidance. This is their test we have devised.'

I thanked my Heavenly Father for his assurance and words. I also thanked Heavenly Mother for her words. I told them I felt strong now in fully accepting these truths. I asked them to help me flow with all their truths, and be able to accept them more quickly in the future.

I then humbly closed my prayer and started a new week.

7. Later in the evening–I spent time this afternoon and evening taking pictures of spring flowers around our house. I also found some online photos to put into post 74. Then tonight I went into my bedroom and came to the flower gardens and blooming fruit tree orchard just north of the shores of Lake Beautiful. It was so spring-like! I love seeing the vast array of beautiful flowers. I came to the shore and drank three times of living water. I felt very clear and open.

I then went back to the flowers and prayed facing the lake. Heavenly Mother came from the lake, like she stepped out of a cloud! She had similar robes on as I have seen before, but she had a beautiful daffodil in her hair, over her right ear! She was very pretty and I told her so. I thanked her a lot for coming. I asked that she share her words with me.

8. She said I could go in the front room and write her words. Here is what she said:

'Raphael, you have wondered how President Nelson could have a lying spirit that possesses him without his knowing. Recall when you had an evil entry point or chord that was attached to you that allowed Lucifer himself to come into you without you knowing? It took angels of God to perceive and expel this pernicious device of the adversary, and to remove Lucifer from you. Since then, he has never been able to enter you.

9. Similarly, there is an entry point now into President Nelson for the adversary, where one or more evil spirits may enter at will. If he isn't humble, repents of his sins, and seeks our help, then these influences of the adversary will continue. The others of the First Presidency and all the other apostles also now have similar attachments of the evil one. Without our presence and directions, they are much more apt to be led astray as a group by Satan.

10. This is a very dangerous situation now for The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints! I have withdrawn my spirit from these, the church's highest leaders. We have withdrawn the priesthood and keys, and they are left alone without our inspiration and guidance. They still believe, however, they are doing God's will. They believe they are receiving revelation from us. We have not spoken, and they have acted on their own.

We now stand ready to answer the sincere and humble prayers of the latter-day saints. We will lead all who are open to our revelations. It will take courage to follow our counsels and directions, but this is the path of a disciple, and for the elect of God.'

I thanked my Heavenly Mother for her words. I said I loved her so very much, and would always follow her and my Heavenly Father. I love their truths I receive from them!

Heavenly Mother then had me stand and walk with her, hand in hand in her lovely flower gardens and flowering orchard. I then lost connection with my unconscious mind, and thereby ended my prayer."

11. Note: Here is my sister's query and answer regarding conference, as recorded in her personal journal on April 2, 2018 Sunday:

" 'My Heavenly Parents, in conference today, it seems like President Nelson is leading the church well and he says he is being guided and inspired by thee. He seems to be such a good man.'

Heavenly Father responded in my mind:

'He is a good man, as are the entire Quorum of the Twelve and First Presidency, very good men. They have made many decisions and changes, but we have not spoken. Their decisions are being guided by their own decisions and intellect.'

'Thank you Heavenly Father.

12. I want to get my guidance from thee and want to believe that what my brother is receiving is truly of thee. Do you speak revelation and truth to him and does he record it accurately? And is he the true prophet of the Church of the Firstborn, not yet established on the earth?'

Heavenly Father spoke again in my mind:

'Yes, we speak to Raphael (R), who is our true prophet for the days of transition and who receives revelation and truth from us pertaining to what we choose to reveal to him and also concerning the Church of the Firstborn.'

Then I support him and will continue to do so. I ask for thy whispers of guidance and truth to always come to me. I pray that I will grow in my discernment, perceptions, sight, guidance, deep knowing, wisdom and understanding."