Daylight savings time starts today. Spring is around the corner.
1. I had an experience before I went to bed. I tried to find a decent movie online! In the effort I was exposed to trauma, adventure that was very wicked with lots of threats and some swearing, sexual innuendos, and a reflection of our degraded society's cultures. I saw some images I prefer not to remember. I really wasn't pleased with my effort. I guess I had been inside with my illness for so long, I was pretty restless.
2. I prayed last night again before bed at the circling waters and sought clarity from my Heavenly Father who came alone to me. I then prayed there again this morning. My Heavenly Mother came alone this time. She immediately began to speak, once I had gazed on her beautiful and happy countenance:
'Raphael, last night before bed you saw the culture norm of what the world produces in their movies. They generally are full of agendas, trauma, unreal excitement to keep the interest but are generally not worth watching. You have a few images in your mind from these movies you perused.
3. Then last night you discussed with your sweet wife how difficult it was to find any movie to watch that was uplifting. You also discussed together the difficulty of letting go of your expectations for the people whom you thought before your illness cared more for you.
4. Of the thoughts and images in your mind from the movies and the expectations you realized you still had and struggled with, the most damaging by far is your expectations. This may surprise you. However, your expectations, which you still hold onto, are the most important for you to fully eliminate now.
5. Your expectations of what your son and your neighbor should have done when you were sick get you in trouble. To truly be free, you need to correct this behavior and really drop these last types of expectations. You don't realize you had these expectations at all until your need became great and you felt disappointment in their behavior.
6. Raphael, I am telling you this so that you will truly be free of all remnants of expectation in your mind. We want you to be able to automatically observe others' behavior, without any judgment, and then to leave this observation alone without making it mean anything. Then we wish you to choose how you will act based on the type of man you want to be. This will truly make you into the great servant we wish you to be!'
7. I sincerely thanked my Heavenly Mother for her words. They have truly made me think! Here is my plan to overcome these two expectations and any future expectations I don't know I have:
• Lovingly observe the behavior of others (their actions).
• Have no judgment in this observation.
• Leave this alone as an observation, without making it mean anything to me.
• If needed, say this: 'My family member or friend is an adult and may choose whatever they wish. They are fully free to act how they want to be. I am so pleased they have the freedom to choose.'
• If I need additional help, I can remove the thought that gets me in trouble (thinking my family member or friend "should" act in a certain way) from my mind with the method God has previously taught me. I can then replace this thought with another better thought that doesn't make me have any expectation on their behavior.
8. Later, at church–I left my wife home and attended sacrament meeting myself at the local ward. I felt to come in front of the fountain of living water and knelt facing south. There was ample room for God to come between the fountain and me. I saw the glorious temple of God loom in the near distance before me.
9. I sang the sacrament hymn and then waited to receive the bread. Before I was passed the bread, I saw the three Gods I worship come in single file from my left: first Heavenly Mother, then Heavenly Father, then Jesus Christ. They came in front of me and then turned and faced me. I then gazed in their happy and loving faces. I next partook of the bread and made my weekly sacrament covenant.
10. Heavenly Father then spoke:
'Raphael, your Heavenly Mother and I fully accept your covenant today. We have brought your Redeemer, Our Beloved Son, Jesus Christ, also with us. Without his power of redemption, you could not be brought into our presence today.
11. You have been well instructed on the great importance to now fully remove all expectations from your mind of our children on earth. We also want you to remove any preconceived ideas about how we will direct you to act, as our archangel in these last days. We will give to you more and more abundant revelation so that there will hardly be room enough to receive all of it, or to remember it all. Your record will be a critical record, both in earth and in heaven, of our revelations, never before revealed.'
12. I then was passed the water. Jesus Christ then spoke to me:
'Raphael, I have fully redeemed you and purified you of all your sins. Pay particular heed of the words of Heavenly Father to clear your mind of all thoughts of what they might reveal to you.'
13. Heavenly Mother then spoke:
'Raphael, I have described this morning how important it is for you to release all of your expectations and to fully clear your mind. Think of your mind as a blank piece of paper: we will have you write our revelations to fill your mind and heart with wonder and awe! These revelations will be great, never before revealed to our children up to this time. Stay close to us and be open and we will do our great work through you, our son.'
Thus the sacrament ended. I am excited to change my mind in dropping all expectations and future expectations that may come up. I also want to completely clear my mind to be able to receive all that God has said. I feel so humbled and open today.
14. Later, in the evening at prayer–I came home from church and didn't have much energy the remainder of the day. I am hopeful my wife and I will recover all the way this next week.
15. I then asked for one or both of my Heavenly Parents to come. I heard them talking from my left, walking along the stream area above the water. Soon my Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother were in front of me. They turned and faced me, holding hands. I gazed into their loving faces and felt great peace and love coming from them. I asked that I might write their words as they would speak. Heavenly Father said he would speak and then my Heavenly Mother. Heavenly Father's words:
16. 'Raphael, we will bless you to clear and prepare your mind for our revelations. You will know it is us when we speak by a confirmation of our spirit that will burn within you, even at the moment we speak. As you write our words that come into your mind, you will have an uninterrupted flow of our words coming into your unconscious mind. This will effectively transfer to your conscious mind as you are still and in a meditative state.
17. Raphael, we have spoken to you on a great many subjects already. We wish to continue talking to you on preparing your mind for that which we will soon reveal to you. We need you prepared in your mind.
Your conscious mind has accepted man's ways as how life is, since your early childhood. This is how all our children establish their ideas and how they accept these ways as truths. There is little to challenge these patterns as truth unless there is a traumatic shock or a major event, which greatly shakes up their worldview.
18. You have received such an event a little over five years ago. You stopped your work, your patterns of living–all to help rescue and heal your injured son. In the passing of these five years, we have introduced to you many new concepts and paradigms for seeing life differently than you saw before your son's injury. You have made significant progress in changing completely how you see life. Your religious views have shifted as well as your acceptance of others. You have greatly dropped your expectations of family and friends.
19. We now want you to continue to clear up all expectations. Your visualization of shelving these nonjudgmental observations of others is good: you have decided not to have the behaviors and acts of the others around you mean anything to you. You are simply shelving and not revisiting these observations of others. In your mind, you have lots of these "shelves" filled up with what you have seen others doing. You frequently say to yourself that these people are adults and may choose whatever they wish to do. Their actions mean nothing more to you other than placing them in your mind on these shelves, not to be revisited. This pattern will quickly help you drop all the remaining of your expectations that may arise in the future.
20. Now we want you to also clear up even more of your views of what truth is, and how your world operates. These revelations we give you will challenge these ideas you have established as foundational truths. However, there are many ideas that we will give to you that will shift dramatically your basic views.
21. Here is the way we would like you to receive our revelations: just receive them, not trying to reconcile how these fit into your world view. We will aid you in shifting your mind to one like our mind view that is fully expanded and open. These new concepts and revelations will form the basis of how you will see life in the future.'
'Raphael, trust in our guidance, for we fully love you and will carefully lead you! We will lead you to have our same views of life, how we see our children, and the progression of our elect in eternity. We are very pleased to reveal these revelations to you, for you are untainted and open as much as any other man who has come forth on the earth to receive our directions. We will help you change your outlook and views–gradually as we reveal truths to you from heaven. Oh, we love you, our beloved son, Raphael!'
23. I told my Heavenly Parents I would do all in my conscious power to be open and humble, full of faith and pure so that I might receive all they had for me to receive. I said I felt very excited for this grand opportunity! I expressed my deep love and commitment to them.
They both smiled and asked me to join them on their continued stroll on the meandering desert stream. I came on my Heavenly Mother's side and held her hand. We all three then walked northward over the water. I saw my replicated unconscious self walk with my Heavenly Parents until they were all out of sight. I then thanked them again and closed my evening prayer.
H. R's Personal Journal Entry, March 12, 2018 Monday
1. Last night I started watching a scientific conference on the upcoming pandemic. There were other ones online that depicted very scary events that seemed to confuse things. I also read a good account in a library book my wife is reading on the 10 top virus remedies. It is all so very interesting to me.
2. This morning I awoke before my recovering wife. I prayed in the adjacent bedroom at the desert oasis. There were rain clouds it seemed in the distance. I drank and made sure my bare lower legs and feet were right on the sand while I knelt. Somehow this seems to ground me more.
3. I prayed and my Heavenly Father came next to my left side. I rotated on my knees so as to face him. I gazed into his loving and accepting face. His eternity eyes are so deep and hold the view of God's mind, how he thinks, his experiences what he sees, etc. As I gazed into his eyes I felt to go inside them as I have briefly done in the past. This time I felt would be longer–like Heavenly Father would start sharing with me a little more of himself. I tried to "see" but couldn't, until Heavenly Father told me to write instead of trying to see, and let his words and the scene I would see just flow.
5. I next "saw" my Heavenly Father come to earth as a baby boy. I saw he came in a loving but imperfect family. He fully accepted the views of living from his mortal parents and the way things worked in his own world around him. There were some generational weaknesses that his own mortal father and mother possessed that easily transferred to my Heavenly Father as a young man on his earth. This is just how it was for everyone–that all received a foundation of how life is from their early upbringing in a telestial world and earth like ours where we live.
6. I saw that life was not fast-paced like our modern society. There was not much technological progress like in pioneer times–people had lived pretty much the same for multiple generations on my Heavenly Father's earth. There were social norms and simple governments. People were generally nice and caring to each other. There were occasional shysters that tried to take advantage of people or thieves who occasionally stole from neighbors. However, it was a pretty pleasant world in which to be raised.
7. I saw there was a simple Christian church in the area. The Christ of Heavenly Father's earth had already been born and had atoned for all people of his eternity. I saw there was equivalent of a bible of scriptures–accounts written of God's dealings with man. I saw my Heavenly Father as a young man was drawn into the faith of righteous living as taught in these scriptures and at his church.
The church of his day also met once a week, which had seven days. The Sabbath was a day of rest, much like our own scriptures state and teach.
8. There wasn't a lot of money, but Heavenly Father's family had to work to produce their own food, shelter, and what little they might gain to trade or purchase other items. It was a slow life compared to my own and people seemed more genuine and open than in my own day. It seemed that the hard work that was required to sustain a family did the people good. They generally lived in peace and were happy. Such was the world of Heavenly Father's when he was emerging into a young adult.
10. My Heavenly Parents' new life together began in the same community where both of their parents lived. They did the same things as they had been trained I their own homes. They both were very happy together and started their life together.
11. Heavenly Father began in humble settings, in a humble house on farmable land that his own mortal father had helped him purchase. Heavenly Father worked hard and labored on the land, producing food for his family and himself. It was a quiet and simple life, but a very happy life. I saw Heavenly Father had at first one horse and then another one soon to plow and help harvest his fields and for simple transportation needs.
12. At this point, my Heavenly Father came before me at the desert oasis and I was no longer inside of his eternity eyes. He spoke:
'Raphael, I have shown you some of my premortal and mortal experiences just now. Life was pretty easy for me to this point with your Heavenly Mother as my new wife. It was hard work, but very predictable I thought, and fairly easy to navigate. I was happy and your Heavenly Mother was happy. We were young and had hopes of a pleasant life in mortality together.
13. Tonight your Heavenly Mother will show you more how things changed for us in our happy little family together. This is how it often happens in life–that there is change and challenges, and lots of growth. Such has happened in your own life a little over five years ago. These are difficult to navigate through, and cause upheavals in living. However, they are for our own growth and progress.
14. You are in a position now to be very open to our continued revelations. We will assist you to become even more open and clear also in the near future.'
With that, he pulled me up off my knees and embraced me! I felt his deep care and strength, gained by his experiences in living for so long, in overcoming hardships and choosing the right. I then was consciously in my recliner writing and my embrace with Heavenly Father at the desert oasis was gone. I thanked my Heavenly Father for this glimpse into his life, and then closed my prayer in the name of Jesus Christ.
16. I thanked her for coming to me. I told her I anticipated what she was to say for Heavenly Father said she would share more how things would greatly change in their young family on earth. I asked for her to share if she wanted to do so.
17. Heavenly Mother then spoke:
'Raphael your Heavenly Father told about how we were a young married couple on our own earth, in our own mortality. I had already given birth to two children, and your Heavenly Father was working on our farm. With the coming of our third child, a daughter, there were complications in her birth. She was born but soon developed a very painful condition in her legs that required us to hold her continually, for about one year. I already had two older children, who were very young, and your Heavenly Father had to tend the crops and chores that kept him busy a lot of the time. When I would lay Sophia down, (she was named after me) she would soon start crying in pain. Only when one of us held her a certain way would her pain stop and she could rest.
18. This was so very exhausting for us! When your Father returned from the fields, he took his turn holding Sophia in the evenings until bedtime. We had some friendly neighbors and some family members here and there who tried to help, but it was a very, very difficult year for me! Heavenly Father arranged to have a rocking chair so Sophia could be lulled to sleep while I rocked and managed as best I could with her older siblings and the household.
19. We became very desperate at times and didn't see an end in sight. Then one of our community members knew about reconstitutive herbs and healing plants. She gave me lots of pointers on what remedies to use to help my struggling daughter, and what to help me, her mother and primary caretaker. I gave Sophia these herbs faithfully part way into the year. Heavenly Father helped a lot in foraging these plants and preparing them so Sophia could ingest them. We also applied lots of poultices on her legs.
20. Gradually her strength in her legs improved, and her pain started lessening! We were thrilled with her progress! After one year of holding my sweet daughter, she could finally lie down without much pain. This was such a great relief to us! We kept using these and other herbs and medicinal plants with good success. Soon our little girl started crawling and eventually walked at about three years old. She later caught up with her age mates and fully normalized in her teenage years.
21. This traumatic year taught us very many things, like patience, gentleness, putting aside one's own interests to care and serve to another so faithfully, and more. I learned to greatly respect and love the healing plants. My husband and I both kept learning throughout our mortal lives all we could about the many remedies our own Heavenly Parents had given us on our earth to aid in healing our bodies. We had seen miracles with the restorative and strengthening remedies for Sophia, and used many more in our family from that time forward. I even became well known for my practical knowledge of the healing plants in my community. I helped many with their ailments who were in great need.
22. The challenges of being a mother, a wife, a helper to others in my community was very rewarding to me. I developed a great love for my family and for those around me. It was through the challenges of life that I learned to serve and love. Our own Heavenly Parents were close by, and helped us as we sought their guidance and blessings in frequent prayers.'
I thanked my beautiful and happy Heavenly Mother before me for sharing some of her precious mortal life experiences with me! I felt so honored to have written her words that have just flowed to me. I feel so blessed! I thanked her for her words.
She then smiled broadly at me and rose up in the sky over the oasis as she had come. She was soon departed and I ended my prayer.
I. R's Personal Journal Entry, March 13, 2018 Tuesday
1. I awoke before my wife and came to the adjacent room where I re-read all of yesterday's journal entries. I felt so gratified in receiving the story of Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother's premortal and mortal lives!
Today I came again to the desert oasis and went to a little hill to the west. I could easily see the oasis. I activated clarity in my mind by my thoughts and then prayed for my Heavenly Parents to come.
2. Heavenly Father came walking up the hill I was on to my left. I gazed on him and loved to see his smile and happy face. I then felt to look for Heavenly Mother. I saw her next kneeling down in the desert doing something in a little depressed area just east of me before the desert oasis. I was looking down on her and was curious what she was doing.
4. Heavenly Mother spoke:
'Raphael, I learned to love plant remedies and their many healing abilities when Sophia, our daughter, was healed by their amazing properties. I love to still plant and nurture our plants in our celestial world. I was just transplanting a desert plant used to help skin conditions in our children.'
5. I expressed interest in how one would use this desert plant. She spoke again:
'It is best used topically, directly on the skin as a salve. I harvest the healing leaves for this desert plant, grind them with other oils from plants and beeswax and slowly cook these into a mixture. When I pour off this mix and filter it, and it cooks, I have a powerful healing salve for the skin. I love doing this, for the well being of our children in need!'
I thanked her for showing me what she did with her desert plant. I expressed a great interest myself in knowing all about her many remedies.
6. She spoke again:
'Raphael, you were very interested during your premortal life all about my plant remedies. You became an expert during that phase of your learning of these healing remedies. You have taught many classes in heaven before you were born about these, my remedies. I will bring all of this information you know in your unconscious mind into your conscious mind in time. Your skill in the millennial day will be renowned, for all your accumulated knowledge from these days in heaven before you were born will be restored to you. You will be in charge of all of the healing plants growing in the New Jerusalem temple square area. These will be celestial healing plants, the most powerful healing plants in the earth during the thousand years of peace and rest.'
7. I became so pleased and excited to learn of my future role and responsibility in that coming day! I then saw, in a future vision, people coming to the New Jerusalem area. I was instructing the on the proper and best use of the celestial healing plants growing in these New Jerusalem gardens. I seemed so happy in teaching and showing those who had come all of these things.
8. Heavenly Father then spoke:
'Raphael, we assist each of our beloved children in excelling in their interests and strengths. One of your major strengths and interests is in the plant remedies–how they grow and how they can best be used. We have others of our children who have developed great interests and skills in the arts, in construction, in understanding and helping their fellowman with mental disorders, and in an endless array of topics. We help each one to excel in their strengths and interests.
9. While living on our earth, in our mortal probation, I gained a great interest in agriculture, and growing food for my family and community. I learned new ways of being more efficient in growing food and helped many others use the methods I devised. These skills and gifts were similarly expanded in me by my own Heavenly Father. He helped me learn and apply new, more efficient methods of farming. I still love my fields, and in growing and harvesting my own fields in heaven, as you have seen in my wheat fields. Your Heavenly Mother and I have incorporated our interests and skills into our celestial world so that we could continue to work and enjoy our interests. We love these hobbies and interests and both of us find great relaxation and enjoyment in doing these activities.'
10. I saw that my Heavenly Parents had crafted and designed their own lives to be the happiest they could be, with not only raising their children, but also in pursuing personal interests. I saw these interests help them be even happier and more content in the lives they had created for themselves.
11. I then was taken to Heavenly Father's fields, north of the fountain of living water. He and Heavenly Mother were there and excited to show me his fields and methods. I don't now recall details, but I know that Heavenly Father was very much an expert in growing food of all varieties from his crops. This continued to be a great interest to him. He involved all of his children who had similar interests also–in training them in his ways. He loved growing food and providing plenty for his family, even in eternity!
I then knew my prayer was ending. I embraced my Father and Mother. I thanked them for showing me more of their lives and interests! I departed and finished writing all of this in my journal. I then started my day.
12. Later–I came to pray tonight and came up to go to the uninhabited section of the celestial world, next to the ocean. I had been taken there a week or so ago by Heavenly Mother when she showed me her ocean and freshwater remedy beds. I felt I definitely should go there, so I did.
I walked quickly and was soon near her side. She asked me not to kneel, but instead to come walk around the fresh living water lake with her. I came next to her and she looped her arms around my left arm and we walked side by side. She then spoke to me:
14. 'Raphael, I have inspired you to come here to our uninhabited area of our celestial world. We normally don't have you come here unless we accompany you here. However, you received twice the distinct prompting to come here, so you came. I allowed you to come since I prompted you–else you would not have been able to come here.
15. The subtle and gentle prompting I gave you was very quiet, yet clear. This is the same spirit of revelation you will receive whenever major events are to happen or when very less important events. We prompt you the same in most cases.
We are very glad you pressed forward with following our very soft and quiet promptings. I gave you this prompting in your unconscious mind and you perceived it there, where you always receive your communication from us, your God. We desire all of our elect to be in tune to our voice as you are in time. We will direct them in this same still voice that we have brought you with here tonight.'
16. We then came upon a gurgling stream that was flowing into the lake. There were many water plants that were moving under the movement of the water. I could barely hear the gurgling water, but I could more easily see the green aquatic plants moving under the water's influence.
17. Heavenly Mother spoke:
'You can more easily see the effects of the moving water than hear the gurgling water. Some of our children may be more attuned to hearing than seeing. We speak to their unconscious minds in a way they will most clearly perceive our words. Everyone may have a slightly different way our voice comes to him or her. However, it is all in their unconscious mind.'
We walked on.
18. Heavenly Mother spoke again:
'Raphael, we will have some living water streams in our New Jerusalem temple square gardens. These will also have some of these valuable healing plants that live exclusively in streams. There will also be ponds and lakes–each also containing some of my celestial healing remedies. We will not have our ocean remedies in that area in the New Jerusalem. If these are needed for some purpose, you may teleport here to my celestial ocean and retrieve what remedies you may need. These may be propagated in our terrestrial millennial world, as you will do from the other healing plants in our New Jerusalem gardens.
19. All of these plants are watered by living water, the healing waters of our kingdom. These waters always strengthen, nourish and bless not only our plants, but also our children and all the animals in our world. The flow of living water from deep in the ground under the New Jerusalem will flow to this western hemisphere of earth. Similarly, there will be another source of living water that will flow from Jerusalem in current day Israel. This water will flow after the return of Our Beloved Son, Jesus Christ, to the earth. The living waters from these two world centers will heal the land of devastation and ruin. Eventually, all of the earth will be fed by this living water, and will be transformed and renewed.'
'Raphael, when the living water from these two centers comes to the oceans, lakes and other bodies of water, these waters will also transform and become living water. The oceans will keep their salinity, but the water to those plants and creatures in the oceans will become living water to them. They will thrive and flourish, just like those on land or in bodies of water that will thrive and be greatly strengthened. These waters will help transform the entire earth to its terrestrial state.'
21. I thanked my Heavenly Mother for her explanation of the power of celestial living water and of her water plants. She stopped and said these final words to me:
'Raphael, come here to this area of our celestial world anytime you wish! You will find the ocean and lake a wonderful place to heal others and to meditate yourself!'
She then drew me close and embraced me. I then found myself writing all of this vision in my journal. I then closed my very sweet prayer in the name of Jesus and went to bed.
J. R's Personal Journal Entry, March 14, 2018 Wednesday
1. I had a wakeful sleep last night, but now feel refreshed. I have just come to the adjacent room to pray. I re-read what I wrote yesterday. I am in awe of how my Heavenly Parents are teaching and leading me. Their instruction and revelation just flows abundantly to me! I just confirmed in my mind it is all true also! I made none of this up, but just received it as I write it. I wonder what I will receive today? I have no idea at all!
2. I felt to pray next to the pocketed rock flower wall, in Heavenly Mother's upper gardens. I prayed west, next to the mountain stream on my left side. I invited my Heavenly Parents to come to me. I then heard some talking in the forest to my right; Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother were walking towards me on a path in the forest. They came directly in front of me and then turned. They were both holding hands still and were abundantly smiling. I gazed on their pleasing faces while I was kneeling before them.
3. Heavenly Mother then spoke:
'Raphael, your Father and I were talking about what we would share with you today. Stand now and stroll with us as we continue to walk in my upper gardens!'
4. I stood and came between them, holding each of their adjacent hands. Heavenly Father spoke:
'Raphael, we have designed and planned our celestial abode here in heaven just like we wanted, based on our many interests and future needs. Your Mother loves mountain landscapes and streams, so she designs all of this, her upper gardens. It has become one of our most favorite areas to walk in together. We both love the stream and trees with mountain flowers and animals that live here. These are all for our own enjoyment and for the enjoyment of our greatest creations–our beloved children. These mountain creations are also extremely happy to live here also.'
We then came upon a brown bear who immediately came up and my Heavenly Parents stroked. I could not hear audible words, but there was a very pleasant exchange of love and acceptance between the bear and his creators next to me. We continued on.
5. Heavenly Mother then spoke:
'Raphael, as we pass by these animals and many plants, we exchange continually our love for them and their love and gratitude for us. We do this in our minds and their minds. There is so much love and felicity abounding in our celestial world! This is the happiest and pleasant place we have ever created!
6. Your Mother Earth will become somewhat like this, our celestial world, but in a reduced terrestrial state. It will be the abode of very happy creatures and plants of all varieties, living in great harmony together. Our elect millennial children will find such happy times in their mortal probation on her surface also. Mankind will live peaceably together. Sin will greatly depart, and the purity of our people will become great. Our children will have Zion, the pure in heart, upon every continent on the earth and in every clime. Oh, it will be such a wonderful Sabbath day of peace and rest!'
We then reached the area just above the circling waters. My Heavenly Parents stopped and said they would meet me tonight, at these circling waters. There they would share more with me.
I then ended my prayer and started another day.
8. Later, 9:00 p.m.–I did some energy work for one of my daughters tonight. I then thought to pray right after this. I felt to go to the high mountaintop and go south down the mountain to Heavenly Mother's first remedy bed in the cold regions. I ate some snow that was nearby and found it to have the same effect as living water on my clarity. I then knelt facing north and asked my Heavenly Parents to come.
9. Heavenly Mother came in a light around her person from the top of the mountain. She came just above her remedy bed before me. I started the communication. I asked if I had done the energy work well for my daughter and whether it pleased Heavenly Mother. Heavenly Mother said I did it all very well.
I then asked about my beard. My wife and daughter had suggested I cut it down or off now. I asked Heavenly Mother if there was a way for me to keep my now fully-grown beard in my replicated self in the celestial realms and also have it shaven off in my mortal body.
10. Here is her response:
'Raphael, you have now grown your beard over the past few months to the fullness of the look we want you to have as Raphael, in our celestial realms. We want you to have this beard here so that you might act with it in your leadership role and in the spirit of Elijah.
However, on earth you do not have this role, but live as a translated mortal. We are able to change your appearance for your role and mission of Raphael here and yet have you have a different appearance in your mortal body. You still are the same person, with multiple replicated states in the celestial realms.
11. You may therefore shave your beard now if you wish, on earth, for it is entirely up to you. We will ask, however, that you keep your beard in all of your activities in your role as Raphael in the celestial realms.'
I thanked my Heavenly Mother for her answer. I felt very free to remove my beard if I so desired in mortality. I then asked her if she had any message for me tonight. She then spoke:
12. 'Raphael, your work as Raphael is almost exclusively now done in the celestial realms here in heaven or above the earth. You have gained the mantle of authority as our lead archangel in these last days. You also have the respect of all our servants who work for us in this great latter-day work. Mother Earth knows you and recognizes that you also fully act in our authority and direction.
13. However, on the earth in your telestial mortal life you will continue to be known as R. You will lead a quiet life with your loving wife and family. We will continue to keep your true identity hidden for some time, according to our purposes. We know you will continue to petition us in mighty prayer and continue to write all we reveal to you in your personal journal.
14. You are also doing well in fully dropping your expectations of how others around you "should" act. You are striving to be as open and malleable as possible so that we may reveal to you great information from the heavens. We are also pleased that your sister types up all your personal journal accounts and that you prepare and post them online for the select group of angels that you send them to.'
15. I thanked her for her words. She then had me stand and we walked down the mountain to see her other four cold weather remedy beds. We visited each bed, all at different elevations and temperature zones. I thanked her for showing all these beds to me. I felt so honored to be with her tonight! We parted at the most southern lower bed on the mountain slopes. I closed my prayer and went to bed.
K. R's Personal Journal Entry, March 15, 2018 Thursday
1. "Each day I seem to have more and more vitality from my recovery of my illness. My wife also feels stronger. Along with the recovery comes the forgetfulness of how severe it was! I really wish to have kept more the view of how people really are, with my "realitycurtains" being fully up. These have now fully descended in my mind. I try each day to have no expectations of others and to think fully of people free to choose however they may wish, without any judgment on my part.
2. This morning I felt to go to the west side of the meandering desert stream. I drank of its living water and felt very clarified in my mind. I faced east towards the distant desert oasis. I knelt in the sand and prayed for my Heavenly Parents to come.
3. Both of my Heavenly Parents came in the air from the desert oasis. Both were smiling when they came before me, over the stream. Both wore matching white robes with scarlet red waist sashes, tied on their right side. I gazed into their loving and very deep eternity eyes.
4. I thanked them for the recovery of my wife and I from our flu illness. I expressed hope we would both fully recover and return to our full strength. I then asked one or both of them to share any message with me that they may have. Heavenly Father asked that I write up to this point and then write his words he would give me in my unconscious mind:
'Raphael, we are both pleased to come to you here in our celestial desert. We love morning time in our desert. You may wonder how we are able to correlate our mornings here in our celestial world with your mornings on earth. On earth, the rotation of your planet and its travel around the sun makes one day 24 hours, including day and night. On our celestial orb, the rotation is one day to a thousand years of earth's time. However, local time here in heaven is measured only to man on earth, and the very long days in our heavenly home may always be in the bight day, or have times of night, all as we desire and fully under our control. We have other celestial bodies in the sky to be for a local sun and moon and we orient them at our will to mimic the day or night that you experience on earth. We may cause it to be dark or light here also. We may create any weather pattern, any season like you find on earth, and anything we may wish to create for our own purposes here on our celestial orb. All of these changes are independent of "time", according to our own desires and purposes. We often come here to our desert area at night or early morning since we so enjoy strolling together at those periods.
5. This same capability is also possible on all of the celestial earths that rotate in the skies above and around our celestial home. These orbs are permanent here in their rotations around our central celestial orb that we have created for our own home.
6. We use this celestial home for eternity after eternity. It changes little between each eternity, for it is to the perfection we desire and have created it. Each eternity sees our home as their own until those elect of our children are all exalted and every one of our children has been rewarded for their works, to the degree they wanted to conform to our eternal ways.
7. There are many of our children who have been resurrected to a telestial level and to a terrestrial level as well. These dwell in telestial and terrestrial orbs that also rotate around our celestial center of our galaxy, but these are much further away from our presence. This, our own galaxy, has three tiers or levels of areas of rotation. Those that are the furthest away from the celestial center constitute the telestial area. These are where your earth is now located, and where resurrected planets containing our children from previous eternities dwell, in their resurrected telestial state.
8. The middle tier is the terrestrial level. This is where your earth is currently migrating to, and will dwell in this terrestrial tier for the thousand years of millennial rest. There are also many terrestrial orbs housing our resurrected terrestrial children from past eternities. These and the telestial children remain in their own worlds, never to be able to progress to a higher state, for that is what they fully chose. They are also the most content and happy in these eternal states of glory.
9. The innermost tier is our celestial tier. It is protected from the outer terrestrial and telestial tiers by a layer of dust particles in a spherical shape. This protective layer prevents the brightness and power of our celestial glory from penetrating into the outer two tiers. These outer two tiers are held in their rotations still by the gravitational power of our central cluster of mega stars.
10. This inner tier of celestial glory initially houses all of our children who have been exalted to a celestial glory. Their earths are now all celestial and constitute their initial abode, or place of residence. These all rotate around our central celestial hub, where our celestial home is located. As our children need more room to house their own ever-growing families, we help them select a place outside our own galaxy to form a new galaxy of their own. They then are empowered to create their galaxy, similar to our own.
11. Thus those of our children who inherit the power of God eventually move their celestial home away from our own home and galaxy. They are, however, ever close to us and continue to provide us great happiness and joy, for they are still our eternal children. These inhabit and control countless galaxies to you, but all are numbered and known to us, their parents.'
12. I felt I saw in vision some of these distant galaxies, controlled by the exalted children of Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother. My unconscious mind could comprehend all, but it entirely was not comprehensible in vastness to my conscious mind.
I thanked my Heavenly Father for his amazing words! I felt so honored to have received all of these insights. I loved hearing from him directly, and seeing these things as he described them to me–all with my unconscious mind.
I knew my prayer was ended. I thanked both of my Heavenly Parents and closed in the name of their Beloved Son for this eternity, even Jesus Christ. I then started my day.
13. Later, at night–I had a very productive day of getting things done. I am feeling pretty much recovered I believe. My wife has been struggling with her recovery and we found out her thyroid is now in high need. We are giving her lots of remedies for her thyroid. We read that a crippling illness can disable the thyroid for a time. Anyway, we are learning so much!
'Raphael, I am glad you came to these circling waters facing this small outcropping to the east. These are my upper gardens, planted with mountain plants of every level, and inhabited by my mountain creatures. I love being here with you this evening!
15. When we were planning what to put in our celestial home on this orb, I so wanted my upper and lower gardens and all my remedy beds. Of course, we also wanted our temple home. We added many other places, many of which you have visited already. These places continue to be each enjoyable and pleasant land for your Heavenly Father and me. We have rich memories of our many children who have passed through here, all living in our celestial home for most of their own eternity. Our children were all raised here, and all previous eternities have moved onto their own reward. We love each cycle of our children who come. We have vivid memories of each of our beloved children who lived here in this, our same celestial home.
16. We still are very connected with our exalted children who have become Gods as we are Gods. We are still intimately aware of their lives, their joys and their children, our grandchildren. We have so many active relationships with these, our beloved like-minded children!
17. Our very greatest joys, however, come when we select, birth, and raise our children anew in our celestial home. This process gives us supernal joy that cannot be duplicated in any other way! We thrill in the development of our children, and their progression along the path we have chosen for their growth and their own happiness. We never tire of repeating this process, for each individual child, created in our own image. We thrill with their progress towards eternal life. It is the happiest life one can ever imagine!'
18. Heavenly Mother stopped speaking. She then looked in the distance to the top of the waterfall. I turned and also looked. I then had a glimpse of another premortal memory of me playing with my teenage brothers at these falls. I was probably 10 years old or so in equivalent size that I would later appear on earth. We were sliding down these waters and into the falls for a thrill. We would land in the pool below the falls. Heavenly Mother was watching us play and amuse ourselves from the side of the falls, on the south end. She laughed as we played together. This short memory was a precious premortal memory that I too now remember! I turned and thanked her, but she had already departed from the outcropping. My prayer had ended in such a happy memory of my own! I thanked her in prayer and then prepared for bed.
L. R's Personal Journal Entry, March 16, 2018 Friday
1. I awoke today ready to pray. I went to the adjacent room and prayed facing the fountain of living water. I was kneeling facing south, with God's temple in the near distance. I prayed for my Heavenly Parents to come.
They both came in front of the altar. They were smiling and about one foot above the ground. I asked if I could write to this point and then record any revelations from them. Heavenly Father indicated that would be good.
2. Here are Heavenly Father's words to me:
'Raphael, we are glad to come to you in such a peaceful setting, while in your own mortal world. There is so much lack of peace among nations and the wicked. We desire each of our elect to find peace in their troubled world. It requires that they lay aside the things of their personal world that pull them away from us, their Heavenly Parents. Their day of choosing to follow us is at hand, increasingly so for so many of them. They may find peace and contentment in their mortal lives as they come unto us, and we will give them rest and peace to their souls.'
3. Heavenly Mother then spoke:
'Raphael, during your recent sickness, you saw how our holy angels came and ministered to you and your wife several times. They came, performed their blessings as we directed them, and then quickly departed. Such is how they perform their ministry now among our elect. We direct all of our holy angels, with many such administration assignments to the faithful. By these means we help guide and bless our elect who are living on the earth, whether in mortality or in the world of the deceased.
4. We also have all of our holy angels replicate themselves many times over, so that their service may be multiplied to our elect. Our angels are relatively few in number, but by replication and swift service to our elect, as we direct, all of our work is daily fulfilled.
5. There is a portent of war and natural disasters on the horizon. We also directed all of these. We have all events planned and in our control, using our angels and other servants in the celestial and terrestrial spiritual regions on the earth.'
I thanked both of my Heavenly Parents for their words. I asked if I was pleasing them by my unconscious and conscious actions.
6. Heavenly Mother responded:
'Raphael, you are fulfilling all our commands, and are very responsive to us. You are staying in good communication with us. We are very pleased with your leadership among our latter-day servants. We love you, Raphael!'
I thanked her for her kind words. I sincerely want to do all things as they direct me. I want to have no expectations and a very open and clear mind. I want to be ever malleable before them, quick to act and respond to their every prompting. I closed my prayer and started my day.
7. Later–I did a lot of activities today and about 4:00 p.m. became very exhausted. I just sat in the recliner, I took a midday nap, which didn't help, and I really couldn't motor very well. We had a birthday party tonight for our youngest daughter but I was not able to do too much.
8. In my prayer tonight, Heavenly Father came to me. I asked about my lack of energy. He said I had pushed too hard, particularly after my illness and in trying to keep up with the demands of life. He said I was also very busy in the celestial realms with my work there. He said he wouldn't give me any new revelation tonight because of my fatigue. I said I would try to govern myself better in the future, so as not to physically over extend again. I closed my prayer, kissed my wife and son and went to bed.
M. R's Personal Journal Entry, March 17, 2018 Saturday
1. I slept for nearly 12 hours last night and feel so much more rested and revived. I talked to my wife and then came to my adjacent room. I prayed again by the meandering desert stream, in front of the bench there on the west side. I drank living water and then knelt facing east. I prayed for my Heavenly Parents to come.
2. Heavenly Mother appeared on the opposite side of the stream and then came closer to me in the air above the stream. I gazed on her and felt the joy of her countenance. I talked with her briefly about feeling better and being thankful for the reset in my vitality. I asked her to share with me her revelations this morning.
3. Then Heavenly Mother spoke to my unconscious mind as she always does:
'Raphael, I am glad you are feeling better with more vitality today. It is important to know how to pace yourself so you don't overextend so that your energy suddenly stops. This exhaustion happened to you yesterday.
4. You wondered if the foods from my lower garden that were in reserve in your physical body were used last night. No, you haven't yet used those nutrients, and they are still available to you for a future day, of more urgent need than last night.
5. I grow in my lower gardens many vegetables and fruits of all kinds. These all provide the vital life sources of nutrients needed for our children to function in their physical mortal bodies. The herbs that grow in the same lower gardens and in my other remedy beds elsewhere, are to help correct the cause of disease and malfunctioning in the body. However, my foods I grow are to be taken on a regular daily basis to provide these nutrients you convert in your body for your energy of proper living and well being.
6. There are also on your telestial mortal earth an abundance of these same plants that provide the basic foods for our children. These are cultivated and grow in abundance. In their original source, that grows in my lower gardens and elsewhere in my celestial world, these foods provide everything our children may need in your mortal world, except a few nutrients found in meats and other sources. This is as we have designed it for our telestial world. The basis of the food for our children, however, is almost exclusively plant-based.
7. In the terrestrial earth, the full food sources will be all plant-based. The plants will become more vibrant and capable to feed our children and all the animals too in the terrestrial world. Our plants we have created love to provide themselves for your food. You will be able to continue to eat other non-meat items like eggs from birds and honey from bees. However, the slaughter of our animals for you food will no longer be necessary for the full function and needs of your elevated and terrestrial bodies.
8. We have been displeased with conspiring men in your day who genetically modify the plants that we have created. These are mostly touted as to keep devouring insects away or to have a longer shelf life or some other reason. However, all of these modified plants have been changed for gain and the ultimate control of the food sources on the earth, perpetuated by evil men and women and their sinister organizations. They have used deceptive means to foist these changes on mankind. The conspiring organizations also use poisons to produce larger and bigger crops. However, these fertilizers and poisons go into the plants and foods and then are ingested by our mostly unknowing children. This causes a host of more sickness and poor health. These chemical poisons are also not pleasing to us, your Gods.
9. We will cut short the changing of our foods we have abundantly placed on the earth before these evil men fulfill their full plans of control and subjugation of our mortal children on earth. We will stop their plans before they control too much to correct.
10. In the millennial day, all of the genetically modified foods and all of the poisons and chemical fertilizers used to produce bigger and better crops (in their own minds) will end. Soon into the millennium all of these will be eliminated and our original food sources will again thrive on Mother Earth, in their virgin, abundant, terrestrial state. There will be more than ample whole foods from our plants to fully feed the burgeoning population that will come upon the earth. Our children in that day will have vibrant health and long productive lives, mostly free from disease and any crippling effects, like are so rampant in your days. Hospitals won't exist, but the sick and afflicted will be cared for in loving homes from skilled healers and compassionate family members and friends. Oh, it will be a wonderful day!'
11. I loved hearing these words from Heavenly Mother! I thanked her for her revelations to me today about her wonderful foods, and about the coming millennial day. I knew my prayer was ending. I saw in my Heavenly Mother her happiness and assurance that our food source would be pure and wonderful again in a coming day. I thanked her and closed my prayer. I finished writing all of this and started my new day.
13. I prayed for my Heavenly Parents to come. They came, arm in arm, from the lake. It looked like they were strolling across the lake, talking together. They came right into the grove and then stopped talking and faced me. They were both smiling.
I opened the prayer and told them how I was doing well much better than last night I was prepared tonight to receive their direction. Heavenly Father responded, and said to write his words. He said I could write in my front room while he spoke to me.
14. Here are his words:
'Raphael, we have come to you in this maple tree grove to talk to you about these sorts of magnificent plants that are used by our children for multiple uses. These trees in this grove are mature and very magnificent. Our children use these for houses, buildings of all kinds, for furniture and implements of various sorts and transportation, to name a few. We even have certain maple trees have their sap run which can be boiled and turned into maple syrup. There are so many of our plants that have such a variety of uses to please mankind and to be so useful to them on earth.
15. These trees are also so majestic and beautiful. They provide a balance of the air you breathe and purify it for man and animals. They pull minerals and vital nutrients from deep in the earth and then these same nutrients come into their abundant leaves and fall to the earth, thus greatly enriching the soil for many other plants to grow.
We have created trees and beautiful bushes of all varieties to adorn Mother Earth. They contribute hugely to your world.'
16. Heavenly Mother then spoke:
'Raphael, these large plants grow in our heavenly home, in all environments and climates we have here. We also have many other very useful plants of all varieties to make for a more beautiful world. I love the many varieties of flowers that these plants produce. I love their beauty and fragrance! I love to walk through stunning and colorful meadows of blooming flowers. I love to see the animals all live in harmony with the world of plants. This makes for a veritable garden of pleasure to us and our children to enjoy, whether here in heaven or on earth our footstool.
17. We adorn our temple with living plants. We have them all around us–on the land and in the water. Oh, we love our plant creations! All of our plants so enjoy serving us. They feed us and the abundant animals living with us. They find pleasure in meeting our every desire they possibly can produce, for food, beauty, usefulness and so much more. We have created these plants with intelligence as we have before explained. These all glorify us and fulfill our will.
18. We are displeased when greedy men misuse our plants, or harvest them from the earth in unwise ways that prevent them from their purposes. Many deserts and denuded lands have been created by careless and unwise people or those who seek gain by exploiting the forests and large plant growth areas.
19. In the millennial day, all of these bare exploited lands will return again to their original plan coverings. We will have many areas of natural resources available for our elect children. They will live in harmony with all our creations, plants and animals, and the resources from Mother Earth.'
20. My Heavenly Parents then had me stand and they took my hands and we traveled over the majestic forests, meadows, and abundant plant creations in their celestial home. We went to the verdant lowlands, and mountains. We went to the deserts, to the grassy fields. We travelled to beautiful meadows, lakes, and oceans–all filled with their plant creations. It was a thrill to be with them and see their joy in sharing all of this beauty with me, their son! I was very, very excited and pleased.
We came back to the maple tree grove through the upper tree branches. We stood where they had talked. They embraced me and then strolled off again towards Lake Beautiful. I felt so loved and blessed! Thus ended my prayer tonight in heaven.
N. R's Personal Journal Entry, March 18, 2018 Sunday
1. This morning I awoke and had the impression my Heavenly Parents would talk to me about their animals they have created. I felt to pray at the base of the granite wall, at the end of Heavenly Mother's upper garden. I came on the south side of the pool of water that the mountain stream came from. I drank of living water.
2. I prayed for my Heavenly Parents to come. They came in the beginning of the mountain trail opposite the pool of water. I looked into the eternity eyes of my Heavenly Father, then my Heavenly Mother. They were both very deep and seemed so happy. I thanked them for coming to me. I felt so honored to be in their presence!
3. Heavenly Mother then spoke. I wrote her words as she game them to me in my mind:
'Raphael, we want to share with you this morning about our animals we have created that live in our celestial world and upon Mother Earth. These live in harmony with our abundant plants we have created. Together they provide a perfect balance for the enjoyment and environment for our offspring to live and grow.
4. Our animals range in size from some of the microbes to the land dinosaurs that once roamed your earth, and whales of the oceans. These animals are plentiful and enliven your earth. They are all subject to man. They provide a needed compliment to the covering of plant life in heaven and on earth.
5. We wish our children to live in peace with our animal creations. In your telestial world, you may occasionally use them for needed food. However, these animals are now exploited unnecessarily in many situations. Men hunt these for pleasure or fish them from the waters without need. They live in a delicate balance with nature.
6. We have created many of the animals to be domesticated. These are loyal and good companions to our children, providing needed companionship and transportation, and help in farming. They are to be used with kindness and gentleness.
7. The plants and animals living on your planet make a beautiful world in which our children may thrive and experience their mortal probation. We have provided everything for man to thrive and enjoy. Man is the only one of our abundant creations with moral agency. Man may progress and grow, even to become like us, their Heavenly Parents. All of the plants and animals support the presence and growth of our children. Our own offspring are the choicest and head of all our creations.
8. Raphael, please make this entry the concluding one for your post 72. You have been shown the great creations we have made to benefit our children. You have seen glimpses into our own very personal mortal lives, from a time long ago. You have seen how we care for and love our Mother Earth and her plants and animals. You have seen more clearly too how we wish you to interact with others of our children on earth with no expectations. We have promised you abundant revelations as you continue to be humble and very open. We love you, Raphael.'
9. I thanked my Heavenly Mother for her loving words. I expressed deep appreciation for their amazing creations. I felt so happy to be with them so often among their plant and animal creations, here in heaven as I commune with them.
I closed my prayer and started my Sabbath day. I asked them both to be ever near to me today.
10. Later–We went to an Episcopalian church today since our son had stake conference at 10:00. We had wanted to visit a local non-LDS church during his church time, but all were earlier than his normal 1:00 p.m. church. So today my wife and I went to a local Episcopalian church. I hate to be negative, but it was completely the worst church service I have ever attended! I much prefer our LDS sacrament meetings! I missed having the sacrament and communing with my God at church today.
11. I thought how could anyone remain in such ignorance and tradition that I saw these people in that church today do. I wondered why they didn't seek for more truth from God, for there was little religion there. It must have been traditions, issues, or community, not religion issues.
12. Then I thought how so any of us in the LDS church are 'stuck' in tradition and the need for community and never seek more truth or enlightenment from God above. We are certainly lulled away, saying all is well in Zion, yea, Zion prospereth. (see 2 Ne. 28:21) This is exactly our day, and Satan has lulled us asleep to true religion.
13. This evening I prayed at the circling waters, facing south. I prayed for my Heavenly Parents to come. They both came together from across the stream, and then stood on the waters before me. I shared my experience at the Episcopalian church today. I said I had wished to have taken the sacrament today too. I asked them to speak to me.
14. Heavenly Mother then asked me to write her words:
'Raphael, you have experienced at the church meeting today a group of people who are not inquisitive of whether they are in the true religion or even worshipping their true God. They are steeped in tradition of how things are just done. They meet more as a community of believers than as seekers of truth from God. They are comfortable with this type of religion. Most of Christiandom is this way.
15. Unfortunately, there are our children in all religious groups across the world that just accept that their methods of worshipping are correct enough for them. These never seek anything more, or even feel a need for revelation from God. Most are content with whatever their spiritual leadership says. Such was the case of the church you visited today.
16. We also have seen the shift in this same "contented religion" in the LDS church. Our Latter-day Saints are afraid to inquire whether their leaders are in the right way or not. They would rather think all is well in Zion and blindly sustain their leaders with a reckless confidence that will jeopardize their own salvation. We are not pleased with this behavior.
17. Our elect hear our voice and keep our commandments. We will whisper to them our revelations from heaven. If they hear, they will be led gradually by our directions to know more and more of the truth about us and organized religion. We will bless and lead them to paths that will lead them to eternal life.'
I then thanked her. I asked if I might recommit to them and make my weekly covenant right then. They agreed. I made my covenant to take upon me the name of their Beloved Son, to always remember them and to keep their commandments.
18. Heavenly Father responded:
'Raphael, we accept your covenant today. We will always be with you and will continue to lead you by our directions and revelations from heaven. We will eventually make these truths we reveal to you available to those who also seek us and true religion. We will reveal these truths to these who seek enlightenment from God.'
I thanked him. I felt so connected. I closed my prayer the night and soon went to bed."
