67. How Long Halt Ye Between Two Opinions?
Posted 1-26-2018

Hello my dear angel friends!

This entry has evolved into a very long post. I am amazed at how much information I receive these days! I am so grateful for my sister who faithfully types all of this up from my handwritten journal scans!

You will want to deeply think and pray about what I have received in this post. It starts with a deeply touching experience on Lake Beautiful, in committing the Refugees of Lucifer to help the elect of God. After this, I talk about spending time in Portland, Oregon visiting with my aging mother, my sister K and other family members. I blessed every angel in the celestial realms of heaven that week! You may want to pray about your specific blessing.

The remainder of the post deals with my role as Raphael, and the newly reorganized leadership of the LDS Church. Please read all the way to the end of this post, for you will need to see how this concludes. Pray to our Heavenly Parents, seeking their detailed confirmations of all I received. This is so very important!

Finally, please let me know how you feel about all of this! I love to hear from you, and consider you dear friends. Heavenly Mother also asked me to ask each one to confirm again your commitment to them and the directions they give me (see journal entry on 1-19-2018). If you have problems with this, please let me know.

Warmly,

R

A. R's Personal Journal Entry, January 9, 2018 Tuesday

1. I had another unique prayer last night. I got to bed after midnight and was pretty tired. I felt to pray again in the maple tree grove in heaven. When I did so, I felt I heard and saw Heavenly Father on the steps leading towards the Great Assembly Hall. He was beckoning me to come to him. I got off my knees and came to him and knelt before him. Heavenly Mother was not there.

2. Heavenly Father asked me to stand and turn towards Lake Beautiful. I did so and saw a vast multitude of people covering the entire lake area! I also saw people on the shores and lands on either side of the lake. Heavenly Father said these were the people of Enoch, all of the resurrected that came forth at the resurrection of Jesus Christ, and the vast assembly of the Refugees of Lucifer! They were intermingled together and extended as far as the eye could see. Heavenly Father told me he wanted me to address them all!

3. I then lost track of what happened next last night in my prayer! I was very tired and felt it was good that I go to bed.

I awoke a little before 8:00 AM and came into the adjacent room to pray. I came right to the steps again leading into the Great Assembly Hall. Heavenly Father was there before me again. He asked me to stand with him and turn around.

I saw again the vast multitudes before me. Heavenly Father was on my right back side and told me to speak to this assembly of people.

4. I then raised my hands above my head, in order to let all know I was about to speak! I didn't know what I would say. I felt Heavenly Father was not visible to this group, only to me at that time, on the steps leading to the hall, more elevated than the people in front of me. Here are the words I felt I said to them, as these words came to me from my unconscious mind:

At that time, there was a movement over the lake and a resounding "yes!" came forth across the waters!

I then spoke again:

12. At that time, all of the holy angels came in the skies above the vast multitude. They spread themselves out so as to be over all the assembly. I then raised my two hands high and pronounced a blessing. As I did so, I saw my Heavenly Father on my right side, and my Heavenly Mother on my left side, both come visibly before me elevated in the air. They were visible to the vast group on either side of me. Bright light beams came from them through me, then to all the holy angels and then to the vast multitude. The light beams extended to each committed soul of the Refugees of Lucifer. It was amazing, like a brilliant display of light and love extending over Lake Beautiful!

13. Here are the words of the blessing:

I lowered my hands to my sides. The holy angels seemed to linger above the beautiful lake and then the angels all broke out in anthems of praise to God! It was so moving and magnificent to me!

15. When they were finished singing, I asked Oriphiel, the sixth male archangel, who was present, to offer a closing prayer. He prayed to our Heavenly Parents who were still behind me, a little elevated in the air.

When he concluded, the entire group dispersed. The holy angels left to their work on the earth, the resurrected and translated servants left to their stations, and the 800+ million of the Refugees of Lucifer went to their area behind the fir forest.

I was left alone with my Heavenly Parents behind me. I turned and deeply thanked them for showing me this amazing experience today in the celestial world at Lake Beautiful!

B. R's Personal Journal Entry, January 10, 2018 Wednesday

1. I have just now read over my journal entries from Monday and Tuesday of this week. I have felt the truth of what I wrote. I was particularly moved with confirmation and emotion of the truth about the great event I recorded yesterday. I feel so grateful to have experienced and recalled this great event with the Refugees of Lucifer and the other servants of God!

2. This morning I came to the fountain of living water and drank three times. I then walked to the temple of God nearby, and came into the main level, down the hall and then to the last room on the right. This is the mortal probation chapel. I entered and went to the back wall where there is the fourth vision mural, depicting the last days' events prior to the glorious second return of Jesus Christ. I knelt before the mural and prayed for my Heavenly Parents to come.

They soon came, for I heard the door open and shut. I saw my Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother walk back near me and face me. They were between the mural and me, a little elevated in the air. They were both smiling and filled with light!

3. I addressed them, seeking their guidance in my current mortal life. I sought to confirm the great event that I saw yesterday at Lake Beautiful. I asked for them to speak to me if they desired. Heavenly Mother then spoke:

I thanked my Heavenly Mother for her words. I had forgotten momentarily that I was giving many blessings to all of the holy angels. I then re-read my journal entry for 1-8-2018.

5. Heavenly Father then spoke to me next:

I stood and came between my Heavenly Parents. We turned and looked on the vision mural. Here is what I saw: We saw again the event at Lake Beautiful with the Refugees of Lucifer and others that I recorded yesterday. It was very inspiring! I especially enjoyed the anthem sung by the holy angels when they were above Lake Beautiful!

6. I then saw much of the year 2018, and how these Refugees of Lucifer helped the elect at Lake Beautiful. I saw that the resurrected and translated servants brought the replicated spirits of the newly converted and awakened elect of God to the area of Lake Beautiful. There were thousands and thousands spread out over the lake and on the shores of Lake Beautiful.

7. As they were brought, many of the Refugees of Lucifer came around each one. They seemed to know exactly what to do in strengthening and comforting these needy replicated spirits. Some of these seemed to gently embrace or stroke these in loving ways. Others communicated with their spirits to convey uplifting feelings of assurance, acceptance and love. Others were kneeling, seeking light to come to these needy elect from the presence of God the Father and Mother. I saw that these combined efforts were miraculous in boosting the well being of the elect of God who had fully aligned themselves with Jesus Christ! When they were sufficiently buoyed up, I saw the resurrected or translated messenger then usher them back to the earth to rejoin their physical body again. I saw also that there were many who returned frequently to Lake Beautiful to be again strengthened. I saw a continual flow of servants and elect, going back and forth for this new restoration of the spirits of the elect in the area at Lake Beautiful!

8. I saw others giving the needy elect cups of living water from the lake. This seemed to be a practice done on each visit. Some even immersed themselves with their elect of God visitor into the lake, in order to receive more cleansing and strengthening.

This was all I was permitted to see at the vision mural today. I felt so very happy to see such loving service from the hands of those who had once been evil and had followed Satan's tactics of deception. The change was miraculous to me!

I thanked my Heavenly Parents for this experience with them at the vision mural this morning! I embraced my Heavenly Parents before returning to the earth where I had been writing all of this down. I felt so blessed and uplifted today in my morning prayer!

I thanked her and immediately wrote this all down. I am going to breakfast with my mom and K now.

3. Later–I had a wonderful day with my mom and sister K! I ate at mom's independent living home for breakfast and lunch and visited with her alone between. I came to be with K in the afternoon. We had a delightful afternoon together. I gave her a blessing, then drew a plot plan of the celestial world that I know, for K's benefit, then I did the same for the New Jerusalem.

We talked and then I took a nap. Then K did some basic energy work on me. This afternoon has been great!

4. Later, at nighttime prayer–I went to the circling waters tonight in my prayer. After drinking living water, my Heavenly Parents came to me, standing above the waters. I was facing them, from in front of the bench. I gazed on their smiling eyes. I was so pleased to be in their presence!

5. I asked if either of them wanted to speak to me. Heavenly Father then spoke:

I thanked my Heavenly Father for his words. I then ended my prayer, wrote this all of this down and went to sleep.

I thanked her for her direction and comforting words. I closed in the name of Jesus Christ and started my day.

3. Later–at the end of the day: I had just an amazing and happy time visiting with my family! I felt very connected to each one. My sister was such a gracious host, and I loved being with her all day long. I had a great visit with my sister's daughter-in-law and her baby, my brother and his family, and my mom. When I concluded with prayer, I felt the presence and acceptance from my Heavenly Parents–this was the family I came from that I had been given in mortality. I feel so blessed! I felt my Heavenly Parent's mutual acceptance of this great work of visiting family and renewing important ties of love. It was so fulfilling to me!

4. When C came (my sister's daughter-in-law) with her baby R, we had a very choice experience! We started talking about Z, her first child who has passed on. K was also with us. I came and embraced C and she was crying. Z came in the spirit next to us and was also crying. I told C that Z was there and was crying with her mother for joy. I said that little R could see Z, his older sister. It was such a tender moment! I felt great love for C and she for me at that moment we hugged! It was a heavenly moment! It was one of the moments K said we were supposed to do while I was here. I am so glad!

E. R's Personal Journal Entry, January 13, 2018 Saturday

1. I had a non-stop schedule of visiting. I was hoping to visit my nephew and his wife and baby this morning but it didn't work out. Instead, I did some energy work for K, C, her husband T and Z–all before me in their spirits except for K and I. Jesus was behind me, with his hands on my head. We recorded this and I sent it onto K for her to transcribe for T and C. Next month it will be 4 years since Z departed from them. During the blessing, Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother were at K's feet. K was lying on her back on the padded table she was on. C was in her spirit on K's left. Z was at K's right side. T was standing vertically in the midst of K, holding his wife C's hand and his daughter, Z's hand. C. and Z were holding K's hands, so all four were connected. I was behind K and Jesus was behind me.

2. Anyway, I gave her C a blessing as I felt prompted to do so. I said these past four years were bringing to a close the four years of trauma, suffering and adjustment to living without Z. I assured them that Z was with them daily, acting as a great assistant to bind their wounds and to help them heal.

I closed the blessing and then K took me to the MAX station to head for the Portland airport. I will leave around 1:00 pm and be home by evening.

2. I knew I had given a blessing in my conscious mind to my sister, K and her son T and his wife, C, also healing angels. This was done in my recent trip to Portland. I felt that there probably would be no new revelations today except seeing myself and my Gods giving these blessings to the holy angels. I felt a lot of peace and reverence today in heaven.

3. Later, after church:

My wife and I were invited for dinner after church to our daughter's house, so we went to an LDS church in Provo for sacrament meeting and went to dinner afterwards. It was ward conference in the ward. Pres. Thomas S. Monson had died on 1/2/2018, and his funeral was this last Thursday. Next Tuesday, President Russell M. Nelson, the presiding apostle, is going to announce the new leadership in the LDS church. So at the ward today they sustained general and local officers and read the names of the presiding quorum of the LDS church, the Quorum of the Twelve, for our sustaining. I was caught somewhat off-guard, and didn't sustain anyone. I was wondering what I should do and tried to connect to my God before the sacrament was administered.

4. We sang "There is a Green Hill Far Away" (p. 194, hymnbook). In my mind, I went to the overlook north of the field and river representing Jesus Christ. It was the same field where I recently saw the cave where Jesus was born. I went to the top of this hill where the trail began, where there was a lookout overlook point where you could see the temple and tree of life in the distance. I sang the hymn from the green hill that was far away, from that overlook.

5. The sacrament was blessed and I made my covenant with my Heavenly Parents who were not yet before me. When I partook of the bread, both Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother immediately appeared in front of me in the air above the hill. Heavenly Father then spoke to me:

8. I then looked into the eyes of my Heavenly Father and then my Heavenly Mother. They were both sober and serious in their appearance. I could tell that they were speaking the truth to me, although I would wish it otherwise.

I bowed my head before them and accepted this heavy and critical role and responsibility! I feel so very humble and inadequate and weak.

This was my experience in the sacrament meeting that I attended today in Provo, Utah.

I thanked my Heavenly Mother to have given Judy a God's Loving Healing Hands gift blessing this morning. I thanked her to have been her conduit of healing.

6. I then gazed into the faces of both my Heavenly Parents again. I then could tell Heavenly Father was going to speak:

7. I felt so grateful to have participated in my replicated self in blessing the angels as God directed me! I felt great peace this morning before my Heavenly Parents. I loved being in their presence! I sought to be filled with their love and light, more and more.

8. Then Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother moved closer to me and extended their arms to touch my head. Heavenly Father spoke again:

10. They lifted their glorious hands and I stood and embraced them! I first hugged my Heavenly Father who had voiced this blessing. He was so assured and yet tender, full of strength and power!

I turned next and embraced my Mother who hugged me tightly and kissed me. I felt so deeply engulfed in her love!

They then withdrew gradually, backing up as they moved over the lake in the mist that was there. I watched as the mist covered their presence. I knew this was all so real and true! I felt such love and peace and assurance now! I then concluded my morning prayer and meditation in the name of Jesus Christ, and started my day.

H. R's Personal Journal Entry, January 16, 2018 Tuesday

1. This morning I awoke and visualized myself in the purple iris field north of Lake Beautiful. I could tell my Heavenly Parents came, but I had a hard time visualizing them before me. I also kept being distracted. This is all part of trying to connect to them. I spent about half an hour trying to see them more clearly, but I kept getting distracting thoughts.

I then asked my Heavenly Father that he would speak to me and that I would write what he says. I am hoping this will help me focus better in my prayer.

2. Here's what I felt my Heavenly Father said to me:

I now was able to bask in the presence of God much more clearly in my prayer than when I first started praying this morning. Writing has clarified and focused my thinking! I am so grateful for this communion in prayer today.

I. R's Personal Journal Entry, January 17, 2018 Wednesday

1. I awoke early today to write in my journal and pray. Last night I went to bed earlier than normal with my wife. I prayed next to the bed for some time while she went to sleep. It took me awhile to figure out where to pray in heaven. I ended up praying next to the fountain of living water, looking south. I could see the temple doors in the near distance. I drank three times from living water and then knelt and prayed for my Heavenly Parents to come. I then observed.

2. I saw first my Heavenly Mother come walking on the river representing her, from my left. Then I saw Heavenly Father come from the river to my right back, and then I saw Jesus Christ come from the river to my right that represents him. They all three walked until they were between the fountain and me. They all faced me, with Heavenly Father in the middle, Heavenly Mother on his left, and Jesus on his right.

3. I gazed on each of them for some time. Both Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother had white robes on with gathered fabric on the front shoulder area on both sides. They each also wore scarlet red waist sashes, tied to the right sides. Jesus Christ wore a full scarlet red robe, with the same fabric gathering on each shoulder area.

4. Each was very serious but pleasant looking. Heavenly Mother had a slight smile–she is usually smiling! I humbly asked them to deliver to me the message they wished to give me. I was very impressed with their elegant robes. I wondered why all three were dressed this way and why they were so sober and serious. Heavenly Father spoke:

5. This was his message. There was no more message. They then each walked back from where they came. I was soon alone before the fountain of living waters. I then ended my prayer and came to my front room.

I then spent some time creating the video for post 66. I spent about 45 minutes doing this before finally going to my bedroom again to bed.

6. While the video was being generated on my computer, I decided to watch the leadership announcement on ChurchofJesusChrist.org that occurred earlier Tuesday morning, 1-16-2018. I saw all the current apostles gathered, each well dressed in their white shirts and black suits. I listened to President Russell M. Nelson, Elder Dallin H. Oaks, and Elder Henry B. Eyring. I listened to the announcement of this new First Presidency, and that Elder M. Russell Ballard was now the acting President of the Quorum of the Twelve Apostles.

7. As I listened and pondered their message, I kept asking in my mind: 'Are these men those whom they claim to be–possessing all the keys from Joseph Smith, holding the Holy Priesthood of God? Do the Gods that just came before me at the fountain of living water really speak to them as these men claimed? Is God really pleased with them and does he support and speak to them?

I asked all of these questions in humility, in the sincerity of my heart, with no prejudice and with an open mind.

(Note: I have the most respect for these men, and have no malice or judgment towards them. I deem them honorable and good men. I just wanted to know again what God thought of all this.)

8. I tried to receive a positive response to each of these questions. However, for each question above I felt a very clear negative response. I wished I could have received some positive confirmation that God was pleased with this group of living apostles, and supported them, but I couldn't!

9. I then had the impression that the reason I had seen my three Gods I worship so regally dressed before me in my prayer tonight was this: It was a stark contrast between God at the fountain of living water, dressed in their regal Godly robes, and the apostles in Salt Lake City, dressed in white shirts and ties. The contrast was for me to see that God was planning something different than the direction in which these apostles would now take the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. Under the leadership of President Nelson, this church would largely be without the direction from God. I had been repeatedly told from God that they don't possess the keys to the priesthood. They have even lost their priesthood, and have been cut off from revelation from God for direction of this church.

I couldn't go to sleep after this for the next hour or so, for I was pondering all of these things.

10. It is now morning of 1-17-2018 and I am ready to meet God in prayer at the fountain of living water in heaven. I drank from the living water and knelt facing the altar as I did last night. I asked for my Heavenly Parents to come to me.

I then saw two glorious beings exit the temple entrance behind the fountain to my south. It was my Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother! They were holding hands, walking towards me. They came on the west side of the fountain and stood before me, smiling. They wore their normal white robes and scarlet red waist sashes.

11. I opened my prayer:

12. I waited upon God. Heavenly Mother then spoke to me:

14. If those in mortality wish to weekly commune with us at the sacrament, they may attend a local LDS ward and partake of the bread and water as you do. We will accept their covenants. The priesthood who offers the blessings on the sacrament is largely still intact across our LDS church and we will honor their sincere renewals of their covenants.

15. Raphael, we desire committed servants who are to follow us. We need them to sustain you as the only one through whom revelation comes for the Church of the Firstborn. Until the Church of Christ is restored again to the earth, you are the only one who is our prophet, seer and revelator.'

16. I humbly bowed before my Heavenly Mother and said:

17. She smiled at me and said:

18. Heavenly Mother then reached out and took me by my hands. I stood and we tenderly embraced! She kissed me and stroked my head. She then said this:

19. I came between my Heavenly Parents and we walked towards the temple to the south. I could not see in my mortal mind what happened next. I do believe I went with my Heavenly Parents into the chapel as Heavenly Mother stated.

This ended my prayer this morning! I feel very much at peace and full of light and happiness.

J. R's Personal Journal Entry, January 18, 2018 Thursday

1. Last night I had a prayer again by the fountain of living water in the celestial world, near the temple. When I prayed, Heavenly Mother came to me on my right side. She was very warm to me and accepting. Heavenly Father wasn't there. She stayed near my side, but didn't talk to me.

2. This morning I came again to the fountain of living water. I drank in preparation for my prayer. I asked, and both Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother came to me. Heavenly Mother again spoke and asked that I write the words she would speak:

This same faith of Nephi needs to be exercised by our holy angels. We will always provide a way as our servants act in faith, following the Spirit as they do our work.

8. We have been teaching our holy angels through you how to better control their thoughts and feelings. We desire each to work on control of their thoughts. The same attitude and habits they exhibit in their mortal conscious mind is also how they act in the celestial realms, in their unconscious mind. Their character and strengths in mortality are their strengths in the celestial world also. As these, our angels, work on improvement of their character and integrity in their conscious minds in mortality, they will become more able to act as holy conduits for us in the celestial realms above.

9. We have prepared each of you mortal angels through the ages of earth's existence as you have faithfully served us, your Gods. These days ahead will press each of you to your maximum, however. The intensity and frequency of our commandments to each of you will increase beyond what you have ever done in your past. This is how we have planned our work. We trust you, our holy angels, in acting and fulfilling our commandments. Oh, we love you, our choice and empowered sons and daughters!'

10. I concluded writing all of Heavenly Mother's words. I felt convinced in the truth I wrote, and that it truly came from Heavenly Mother, not me. I acted as her conduit in writing all of this, mostly instructions for her holy angels.

I then knelt down to thank my Heavenly Mother for her words I had received. I had a premonition that Heavenly Father would speak to me next. I gazed into the faces of each of my Heavenly Parents before me. They were smiling. Heavenly Mother was beaming and full of radiant light and love! I received this as her witness that I had recorded her words accurately.

11. Heavenly Father then spoke to me:

12. I thanked my Father for his witness. I felt so honored and blessed to be in their presence today! I then felt like they and the area around the fountain of living waters were fading from my view. I felt myself falling backwards to the earth. I was next kneeling on my recliner in the adjacent room where I prayed in the mornings. I wrote the remainder of this all down and started my day.

K. R's Personal Journal Entry, January 19, 2018 Friday

1. I received an email yesterday from one of the mortal healing angels. In her email she said 'Tuesday was monumental for me. I feel rejuvenated in the gospel and the leaders. I felt the spirit very strong with emotion when our new leaders were announced.'

2. This has bothered me. I wondered why she felt the Spirit and I couldn't muster any spirit of confirmation that the new leaders of the Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints were God's chosen leaders. In the quiet of Tuesday evening, when I was alone, I watched the same announcement as this sister watched. I tried hard to receive a positive confirmation! The next morning, I received word from Heavenly Mother that these men in their new leadership positions were not even possessing the priesthood, had lost their priesthood keys, and were without revelation from God. She said that I was the only prophet, seer and revelator now, for the Church of the Firstborn, and that these apostles were not.

3. My question to God: Why such a contrast between what this mortal angel wrote and what I felt?

I came this morning to the circling waters in heaven and prayed for my Heavenly Parents to come. Heavenly Father appeared on the knoll above the circling waters to the east and asked me to come to him. I did so, and knelt before him there. I gazed on his face and knew it was my Father.

4. This question loomed again inside of me. I then approached my Father (Heavenly Mother wasn't there) in humility and sincerity, and asked why this sister mortal angel received such a different confirmation than me! I rehearsed all that I had received from Heavenly Mother on Wednesday morning. I re-read what this sister had written me.

5. Heavenly Father then asked me to write his words he would give to me:

7. Raphael, as you copied the scripture above down in your journal, I have added my comments for you to write in parentheses. This is of me and not of you.

8. The great need for personal revelation for those in this day who seek to follow our ways is emphasized by my prophet Isaiah in verse 16 and in the parable of the plowman, found in Isaiah 28:23-29:

9. In the parable of the plowman, God instructs in detail the plowman how to plant various seeds. In verse 26:

10. This is how I give my children revelation–by carefully instructing the humble and faithful who will listen to my voice and keep my commandments.

See finally verse 29:

11. Raphael, we three Gods you worship are in full agreement on these things. We will confirm through revelation to every humble and sincere soul who prayerfully comes unto us the same truths that we have given to you. Each one needs to connect with us in prayer and settle this in their own heart and mind. This is the word of God to all of my children.'

12. I humbly submitted to God, and felt extremely clear on what he said! I thanked my Heavenly Father for his very understandable direction that I received from his own mouth this morning in heaven. I feel great peace and enlightenment! This concluded my morning prayer today. I looked one last time at my glorious Heavenly Father before me. He was extremely clear and powerful before me! His visage was resolute and yet so loving and accepting. He then increased in light and glory, and gradually ascended into the skies, high up until he left behind some clouds that formed.

This was a very dramatic finale to my prayer. I knew God the Father had spoken his full mind and will. I will fully follow him and his direction to me as I have received it.

13. I then heard the familiar voice of my Heavenly Mother to me:

15. I thanked my Heavenly Mother for her words. I said I would do so! I then felt the title of this next post would be "How long halt ye between two opinions?" taken from 1 Kings 18:21. This is when Elijah came unto all the people:

16. Then Elijah offered sacrifice. In verse 37-39, he said:

There will be no physical fire from God shown to each soul who confirms these revelations, but instead a spiritual fire that will enter their heart from God. This is the day of decision and recommitment.

17. Later-11:00 PM, I prayed tonight on the knoll above the circling waters. I faced west towards the temple in the distance.

I drank of the living water in the circling waters, three times from my right-cupped hand. I invited my Heavenly Parents to come. I gazed towards the west and could see somehow my Heavenly Parents standing at the door of their holy temple. It was like I had telescoping eyesight! Anyway, I could see they stopped and heard my prayer. They then turned and immediately both came in front of me in the air, a little way west of the knoll.

18. Heavenly Mother then asked me to stand and go with them to the high mountaintop, and go into the western skies there. I stood, and soon we were going back in time in the western skies!

Before us was Elijah, the prophet! He had slain a bullock and laid him on the wood. He had four barrels of water poured on the sacrifice once, then twice, and finally three times. The water ran around the altar and filled the trench with water. Then I saw the fire come down to consume the altar, as described in 1 Kings 18:38. This ended the vision. My Heavenly Mother then spoke to me:

21. These apostles will act more and more in ways prophesied by our servant Isaiah in these verses above. The people will be lulled away into carnal security as well. (2 Nephi 28:21– "And others will he pacify, and lull them away into carnal security, that they will say: All is well in Zion, yea, Zion prospereth, all is well–and thus the devil cheateth their souls and leadeth them away carefully down to hell.")

22. We have shown you the day of Elijah to fortify you. You too will need to exercise great faith and courage as you challenge the norms of religion in your day. Raphael, we will be next to you continually, so fear not, be of good courage!'

I thanked my Heavenly Parents for bringing me to see this vision of Elijah's sacrifice. I thanked my Heavenly Mother for her words of clarity.

Next I found myself kneeling by my bed. I asked for a clear confirmation of all of this, and felt the peaceful assurance and light from God in my heart that all that I had I written was true! I then closed my prayer and went to bed.

L. R's Personal Journal Entry, January 20, 2018 Saturday

1. I awoke to snow all around outside! Finally it is no longer dry. Now I know it is really winter!

This morning in my prayer, I came first to the fountain of living water and drank three times. I felt the clearing of my mind as I drank. I then went to the nearby white gate, and determined to see Jesus Christ, getting his confirmation about the things I have written in my journal and have witnessed from God, my Heavenly Parents. As I approached the white gate, he opened the gate and extended to me his left hand. I took it in my right and stepped into his presence! The white gate shut and I still held his hand, and dropped to my knees. I saw his face, his smile, his robes, but I couldn't yet make out his tender and compassionate eyes.

2. I addressed my Redeemer, telling him of all that I had received from my Heavenly Parents, and had written in my journal about my being likened to Elijah and the current apostles to the priests of Baal. I told him that it had been repeatedly told me that the new prophet, President Russell M. Nelson and the other apostles and First Presidency had lost their priesthood and priesthood keys. I sought one additional confirmation that I had heard and written all of this correctly, for some of my family and some angels felt the Spirit of God during the recent announcement broadcast.

3. Jesus spoke to me while I was still holding his hand. I looked at his hand and saw the imprints of the nails on his palm and wrist! Here is what he said:

4. I then looked into the face of my God, and saw finally and clearly the tender and compassionate eternity eyes of Jesus, my Redeemer! He was smiling at me. He pulled me up and I stood before him. He said:

He pulled me close and hugged me. I felt him enter into me and be inside of me somehow! I could see him no longer in front of me. I then knew he was not visible, but inside and behind me, guiding my actions and strengthening me!

5. I then audibly thanked him, and started on the straight and narrow path that leads to the tree of life.

The path was bright, paved with gold, and narrow. I easily walked, holding onto the rod of iron on my right side.

When I arrived at the tree, it was ablaze with white fruit. I plucked one and a nearby leaf. I then left to go to the sapling tree of life that was to my west. I sat next to this tree and there ate the fruit of the tree, and the leaf. I pondered to increase my love for my fellowman, and thought of strengthening my own body to be prepared more fully for my mission ahead of me.

6. I next knelt by the sapling tree of life, facing north. I asked for my Heavenly Parents to come so we could commune together.

They came in the sky above me, I thought from the Assembly Hall by Lake Beautiful. They stayed in the sky, and beckoned for me to come to them! I came in front of them in the air, above the sapling tree of life. Heavenly Mother spoke:

7. I held her hand and my Father's hand, and then we were immediately in the top southwest corner of the hall, behind the podium where a man was speaking. I listened in:

Michael, or known as Adam in life, was speaking to a filled hall of resurrected beings. He was instructing them. Here is what I heard:

I then turned to my smiling Heavenly Parents. I felt so assured and now capable somehow too, after hearing these words from my elder brother, Michael.

11. Heavenly Father spoke to me:

12. I could see that he and Heavenly Mother had big smiles, and confidence in me, their chosen son. I replied:

I bowed my head. I felt their loving arms around me in a full embrace, like Jesus had just given me!

I was next in my chair writing all of this down. I was in the adjacent bedroom. My prayer was ended.

I felt great peace and the love of God in my heart. I felt clarity in my purpose. I had been greatly strengthened! I then started my day!

13. Later–at bedtime: I prayed at the circling waters and asked my Heavenly Parents to come. They both appeared on top of the knoll above the circling waters. I came before them up there on my knees. I then gazed into their happy and smiling faces!

I asked my Heavenly Parents if I could include up to today's journal entry in the next post 67. Heavenly Mother responded:

14. I thanked her for this answer. I feel it will tie in best with the similar topic of 'How Long Halt Ye Between Two Opinions'.

I then asked if there was a message for me. Heavenly Father said they would wait until the morning since it would keep me up for some time, and I needed my sleep. The message could wait until the morning.

M. R's Personal Journal Entry, January 21, 2018 Sunday

1. Last night I had a difficult time sleeping for some reason. I even seemed to have been plagued in my thoughts by evil spirits somehow! I felt they came in the night, slipping past my warrior angels.

I prayed again this morning on the small knoll outcropping above the circling waters. I had clarified myself by drinking living water. I felt that I had detected and eliminated a number of false spirits that came to me last night in the slumbers of my sleep.

2. I then asked my Heavenly Parents to come. They quickly came, and were smiling when they came. I felt the light of their presence before me. I shared with them my concerns that these false spirits were somehow able to come to me while I was sleeping. I told them I felt I had eliminated all of them. I asked for clarification and help so that this wouldn't happen again.

3. Heavenly Mother spoke to me:

5. I thanked my Mother for her words, and felt very thankful that these spirits were now gone! I feel determined to also be careful to stay in happy, peaceful places of light. I know the minions of Satan less frequented these places.

I next asked if I could receive the message that Heavenly Father indicated he would deliver to me this morning.

6. He said he would now deliver it. He asked that I write down his words as he spoke them:

7. The other mortal angels who are also so involved in our work may expect such attacks in the future also. We have given each male angel a sword that can be similarly used to remove one or more evil spirits. These swords will not produce silver lightning, but will still be sufficiently strong to remove any number of evil or false spirits. These male angels may help eliminate unwanted spirits from themselves or others.

8. The female angels also have continual protection still by you and other male angels who are replicated and surround them. If any angel feels threatened and needs support, they may call on you and those with swords to protect them at any time. We will always provide protection for our holy angels in our future work and in their involvement in acting as our conduits of power, to do whatever thing we command them.

9. These attacks from the adversary indicate the increased efforts of Satan to destroy our chosen elect and our messengers and servants. We too are increasing our activity in saving, rescuing and assisting our elect of God, wherever they may be located. We will not be thwarted in our efforts by Lucifer or his minions!'

10. (Note: I received an email from one of you on 1-23-2018 that relates to what Heavenly Father just said, about evil spirits now being more forward and attacking:

11. Now for the message I indicated last night that I would deliver to you. . .'

At this time of writing, I had a complete blank at what my Heavenly Father would share with me. I knelt down again and petitioned for his words to flow again to me, uninterrupted. Here is what I then wrote from my Heavenly Father:

13. You have read in the news about the increased calamities in California with the mudslides following the devastating fires. You have also read and seen the ravages of the cold weather and excess wind and snow in the eastern part of the United States. This has also been repeated in normally warm areas across the world. Earthquake frequency has dramatically increased also as you have noticed.

14. These natural and manmade calamities are going to increase steadily across the globe, disrupting the lives of many. Most people will not interpret these activities as God who is orchestrating these destructions. However, we are increasing such plagues upon mankind by command of our angels of God. Our angels are acting as our conduits of power in creating devastations of all kinds on the earth as we command them.

15. Our purpose is to awaken our elect of God who will not hear us in any other way. We also are cleansing the world of evil people and the unrepentant, as recorded in the scriptures. The intensity of our work will only increase until the glorious return of our Beloved Son, Jesus Christ, to the earth.

16. Let not your hearts be troubled by these actions! We act in these ways out of love for our elect and of those who soon will come to the earth as our elect choice sons and daughters. We are determined to create a more beautiful and happier earth for these to dwell, and for our truths to come forth!

17. In all of our angel activity and work that we direct, we will not reveal to the peoples of the earth your identity, or those of our other mortal angels. You will be required to struggle in your lives along with your neighbors who receive these upheavals of weather and earth. Some of our holy mortal angels will become distressed in their physical situations. However, these will all be for their ultimate well being and good. We will protect and bless our mortal angels!

18. As far as your understandings of the cover-up and corruptions in the LDS church, we still desire that you stay close to this church. You may not offer a sustaining hand to its leaders, but you can assist and help in any way you can. Many of our chosen elect have been gathered into our current church, The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints. We have cut off the apostle leaders from our revelations to direct this church, but we still very much love them and our Latter-day Saints! Many have been lured into the ways of the world. However, we will rescue many of our elect from among this group. These are yet to be awakened. This is according to the parable of the wheat and tares. We will gather our wheat (the elect) into safe garners, and then burn the tares when we will. (See D&C 86:1-11)

You cannot see how quickly calamity is coming with greater intensity to the earth. Watch and be ready!

19. You have also asked your Heavenly Mother last night if you could include up to yesterday's journal entry in this upcoming post. We would like to extend this post to include all of your entries today as well. We have the option to change our mind as circumstances change (see D&C 56:4 "Wherefore, I, the Lord, command and revoke, as it seemeth me good.")

We love you and our holy angels very dearly, Raphael! Convey to them our love when you correspond with them.'

20. I bowed my head while I was still kneeling before my Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother. I could see their light and happy faces. They then ascended up together before me into the skies above. I feel peace and the love of God in my heart as I conclude my prayer.

21. Later, after church: My wife and I attended a ward at 1 PM, at the same time as our son who went to his singles ward. I really enjoyed the sacrament portion of the meeting. During this time, I visualized I was in Heavenly Mother's upper garden, on the outcropping or knoll above the circling waters. I was there in my mind while the priest offered the prayer on the bread. I looked up while I was kneeling there, and saw Heavenly Father, on his left Heavenly Mother, and on his right Jesus Christ. They were all very pleasant, happy and at peace. I loved looking into their eternity eyes!

22. I then made my covenant with my Heavenly Parents before me. After I ate the bread in the sacrament meeting, Heavenly Father spoke to me. I wrote down in the meeting what he said:

25. I gazed again into the face of my Heavenly Father. His eyes were deep and understanding. It is not an easy thing to think one way and then to live in the reality of this world and of this church. I thanked him for accepting my best efforts and for loving me.

26. After church, my wife and I visited our old neighbor in the rest home. As we returned, we discussed the great need for us to know who God is, whom we pray to, and of solid truths we can rely on. It is difficult to deeply think on all these things, particularly when one aspect of the faith is not correct and another is. This unsureness undermines a strong faith in established religion. I am more determined to keep my focus on God and the directions and truths I receive from them, rather than the doctrines of men that seem to ever be increasing all around me. Sometimes I ask myself, like Pilate of old, "What is truth?" (see John 18:37). I do know that God witnesses to me of the truth. We are led to truth through the Son of God (see John 18:36). I feel so blessed to daily commune with God and receive their direction and truth!

N. R's Personal Journal Entry, January 22, 2018 Monday

1. I awoke today to cold blue skies and snow on the ground. I went in our adjacent bedroom to pray. I visualized praying near the circling waters, by the bench in Heavenly Mother's upper garden. I drank of the water, and then knelt and prayed for my Heavenly Parents to come.

I couldn't see them for some time. This really panicked me! How would it be without God in this world?! I tried to calm myself, and then to perceive their presence. I soon felt they were walking from the east along the mountain stream, which comes to the circling waters.

2. Soon my loving Heavenly Parents were in front of me! I gazed again into their tender and loving faces! I felt so relieved to again be in their presence!

I addressed them, and pled for my wife. . . In the past, with our son's accident on his mission, our religious moorings have been blasted apart by circumstances. We have been trying to piece things together since then. I have found my Gods, my purpose, and my mission. However, she is yet struggling. I prayed for her well being, imploring my Heavenly Parents to somehow help her and bless her with the comfort of their presence. She is a very choice daughter, so desiring to be close to God. She fills her life continually with service and love for others. Oh, I care for and love her so much!

I also prayed for my son who has a brain injury. I prayed for his healing again. I prayed that he could marry someday and find joy in his life with a wife and children.

3. Heavenly Father then asked me to write his words:

5. Raphael, we will also bless your son, for his life and future is in our hands too. We will bless him with healing as we deem best for him and the growth and blessing of you, his family.

Raphael, you have planned well to make time in your daily schedule for deep meditation and prayer. We will always be here in our celestial world as you come to us in prayer. We will continue to show our faces and beings to you. If we don't come right away, wait for us in faith and seek in your heart and mind where we may be. We will always be coming to you, amongst our beautiful world. We will not leave you comfortless!

6. Once one of our children connects to us in prayer as you have, they too may continue to commune with us regularly. We will guide and direct them as they, too, make time for us in their daily life. We will be close to them and come to them often as we do for you.'

I felt such love and comfort in his words! Oh, how I love my Heavenly Parents who regularly come to me and share with me! I feel so very deeply blessed!

I then stood and came between my Heavenly Father on my left and Heavenly Mother on my right. We held hands and started walking west. Heavenly Father continued speaking:

We walked to the southwest corner of the western mezzanine area and passed into a desert looking area with bare mountains in the distance. I looked at the vegetation and it was almost exclusively cactus-like plants of all varieties. The area was mostly sandy it seemed, and dry. There were desert animals in abundance.

4. We kept walking together directly west. The vegetation, animals and terrain were beautiful, typical of what I would expect to see in the Sonoran Desert in the southwest part of the United States.

We soon came to an oasis with gurgling water coming up in the middle. There were palm trees of all varieties around, with flowering plants of the desert! We walked around the northern side of this oasis and came to a bench under a grove of date palms I believe. We all three sat on the bench, facing the beautiful round oasis lake in this lovely desert. Heavenly Father spoke again:

11. All of your actions stem from the way you have grown to think about life and what you 'should' do. We are pleased when these are challenged and carefully evaluated, with mature understanding and in council with us, your Heavenly Parents.

12. Many who are raised in strict religious norms find it most difficult to change their attitudes and ways if these are not based on eternal truths. Also, religious institutions of all varieties are very prone to corruptions. Often religious values change based on falsehoods, and in time these become established as truths revealed from God.

13. Our church, that we have established through the prophet Joseph Smith, has changed to accept many falsehoods, now established as religious truths revealed from heaven. The established LDS church has become very regimented and judging of any who challenge these. Sometimes leaders of the church remove them from membership if they counter these rules and norms. All of these untrue policies and changes, over time, have been displeasing to us, their Gods. Members are taught to not think on their own, but to blindly follow their leaders and the full religious established doctrine.

14. It is now time for a cleansing in our church. We have chosen to give no more revelation to the leaders of our Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints as far as directing the church goes. We have chosen to reestablish this church anew in the future, for we need a terrestrial church in the millennial day to prepare our children for the Church of the Firstborn that you will establish.

15. We will cleanse the old and establish the new Church of Christ in the near future. Our many elect in the LDS Church will have their religious world shaken up. They may come unto us, their Gods, for direction, and we will gently lead them to find the truth, each being guided in ways we choose. Our many servants and gatherers will assist us in strengthening them, bringing them to a spiritual oasis in the desert of the unknown. Their minds thus will be able to gradually see truths from heaven which have always been there but hidden from their view.'

16. Heavenly Father paused and looked again at the beautiful oasis before us. He stood, walked to the water's edge, and cupped his right hand. He dipped it into the living water of the oasis and brought back some in his hand. He then spoke:

I stood and he placed his cupped hand next to my mouth, and I drank living water from the oasis.

17. He continued:

18. I then embraced my Father. He whispered in my ear that he loved me, and would continue to instruct and lead me!

We separated, and I next found myself in the loving embrace of my Heavenly Mother! I felt her deep love and tenderness. I so love both of my Heavenly Parents!

I thanked them for leading me to this beautiful desert oasis! I said I would always follow them, wherever they led me and to whatever truths they reveal. I asked for strength to perform my mission as they direct me.

19. I then had this glorious vision and experience start to fade from my view. I felt like I was falling back to mortal earth! I feel such peace and calmness! I am very happy today to have connected so fully with God in prayer!

I then knelt by my recliner, and prayed again to my Heavenly Parents. I confirmed in my mind that this was a true vision, and that I had correctly written all in my journal. I felt what I wrote was accurate and true, a gift from God! I then started my day.

2. Heavenly Father spoke:

3. He then asked me to write the remaining of his words as he would speak them:

9. I felt great relief at Heavenly Father's words this morning! I think each of us have walked a fine line at some time in our effort to keep our identity as angels hidden. We may be able to do a lot by just not saying much, but we will likely have a time when we "are in a pickle" of a situation. The higher rule is to keep our secrecy so that God's purposes may be fulfilled.

I then asked again if this important information might be included in my post 67. I asked my Heavenly Parents who were before me.

10. Heavenly Mother responded:

11. I thanked my Heavenly Mother for her answer! This has been an interesting extension of my post 67, now for five additional days. I see how God may change his/her mind, and may also have us, their servants, act in fulfilling higher purposes. I think our intentions and our hearts need to be fully aligned with God and then we act as they command and inspire."

12. Here is what my sister K wrote in her journal from prayer. She shared this with me on the phone, and then typed it up and emailed it to me:

I responded: