A. R's Personal Journal Entry, November 16, 2017 Thursday

1. I have enjoyed working and living without any soreness yesterday or the day before after my prayer when I ate at Heavenly Mother's table. It seemed to be a remarkable shift in my strength. I really have felt great since then.

I prayed last night and this morning on the eastern steps leading to the Great Assembly Hall. My Heavenly Parents have come both times and were happy with me.

I asked this morning if I was sufficiently open to their direction. I asked if I had really surrendered my desire to direct my own life. I asked if I had let go of all my expectations to their desires.

2. Heavenly Mother answered me:

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D. R's Personal Journal Entry, November 19, 2017 Sunday

1. This morning I awoke to another clear sunny day, with lots of frost on the fields. I feel invigorated.

I enjoyed a good prayer at the maple tree grove next to Lake Beautiful. My Heavenly Parents came to me, smiling. I shared with them my great thankfulness to have been brought to this point. I delineated much of what has happened in heaven and thanked them for sharing this with me. I confirmed the great events of the ever-growing refugees of Lucifer in the area just north of the fir forest. I am awed by the grandeur of this conversion.

I humbly submitted my entire being before God, to do and act as they wish. I feel so blessed!

2. I then gazed into the eyes of God! Heavenly Father asked me to write as he spoke to me. I have written to this point. Here are the words of my Heavenly Father I now write:

3. I stood and came between them, Heavenly Father on my left and Heavenly Mother on my right. We rose up in the sky very high, even above the celestial orb on which we had been standing! We came to a place of great darkness and stillness, somewhere in the vast immensity of space. God somehow 'turned off' their light emanating from their presence. We were fully wrapped in darkness and stillness! Heavenly Father then spoke, although I couldn't see him because of the immense darkness all around:

9. As the light and love continued to engulf them, they started shedding the shackles of disbelief and trauma. Oh, we feel so compassionate for these with the journey they chose and the terrible experiences they endured with Lucifer and his evil tactics!'

10. Heavenly Father then took my hand and we three traveled to the top boughs of the fir trees at the edge of the area where these refugees from Lucifer had been brought. I saw people for miles and miles below me as far as my eyes could span! They were being loved, taught, healed and fully reclaimed! They were becoming happy once again like they had been in heaven before their departure with Lucifer! They were becoming a large force of goodness and love. I saw the transformation was so dramatic, over such a short amount of time! They started taking on a role of service and love, more and more, to other refugees who came. They were all soon becoming beacons of light and love themselves! They had just recently been in darkness and fear and now they were in great light and love!

11. I turned and thanked my Heavenly Father for showing me where these refugees had been and where they were now. I was so, so grateful for their rescue!

My prayer then ended. I felt so happy to have chosen the light from the beginning. I never, never want to be desperate or in darkness, even to a small degree, like these, my brothers and sisters were for so long!

12. Later after church–My wife and I went to sacrament meeting in Mapleton, to a missionary farewell of a friend. I had a few minutes to ponder before the meeting started. I felt I was in the maple tree grove facing north to Lake Beautiful. I tried going other places, but I was 'sprung' back to this location in the celestial world. We soon sang together hymn 192, "He Died, the Great Redeemer Died". While singing this hymn about the Savior, I saw Jesus Christ come into the maple grove from my left (north). He turned and stood in front of me.

Then my Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother also came from the north into the maple grove. They came behind their Son, Jesus Christ and stood facing me.

13. Once the sacrament song was completed, Jesus walked to the right side of the Father. They waited there. The priest then offered the blessing on the bread. I then immediately made a covenant with my Heavenly Parents who were standing before me. I soon partook of the broken bread.

Heavenly Father then spoke to me:

17. I watched these three after Heavenly Father finished. I felt very honored to receive this message! When the sacrament was completed, the three Gods before me turned and left the same way they came, from the north. I was then left alone when the bishop came to the podium and announced the remainder of the meeting.

E. R's Personal Journal Entry, November 20, 2017 Monday

1. Last night I emailed a link to my latest post #62, The Refugees of Lucifer. This morning I confirmed again that this was pleasing to my Heavenly Parents in my prayer.

While I was preparing the post last night, we were listening to Elder Oaks and Ballard in their responses to questions by the Young Single Adults. Something Elder Oaks stated disturbed me and I asked God about it in my prayer this morning. We only listened to about one quarter of the fireside.

2. I came to my Heavenly Parents in the birch tree grove this morning. I drank of the living water from the little stream there. My Heavenly Parents were before me. I gazed into their happy, smiling faces. I felt great peace.

I then thanked them for all I had seen and been shown. I felt their trust and acceptance.
Here is my question:

3. Q: Elder Oaks said we could know if our answers we receive are from God or not if they are consistent with what has already been revealed before. He said we should compare the 'revelation' to what the scriptures say and what has already been revealed to the prophets. He said God is very consistent. Is this correct?

4. Answer, from Heavenly Mother:

6. We have actually revealed to you not to pay tithing and not to attend church, the very example Elder Oaks mentioned that was from the wrong source. He should have talked about the need to be open to spiritual impressions and to connect to their Heavenly Father in humility and faith.

7. These two men, Elder Oaks and Ballard, have previously rejected our revelation about high priestesses because they felt it was inconsistent with previous revelations in the scriptures and to the brethren. This is why we have come to you, Raphael, who are open to our promptings and revelations.

8. We will gather our elect by spiritual revelations to their mind and hearts. They cannot rely on others or the doctrines of men, but only on this spiritual connection to us, their God. This is as we have designed the process of receiving and accepting revelation from God.'

I thanked my Heavenly Mother for her clear words. I felt so blessed that I have been open to their direction and trusted in my own intuition and revelations they have given me.

9. Heavenly Father then wanted me to write the words he would speak to me. I feel very directed now in writing his words:

This condemnation has brought the whole church under condemnation:

12. I could tell that my Father and Mother were very firm in what they said. They are displeased with these attitudes that are being taught. I thanked them for their clear direction and the strength of their answers this morning.

13. I was ready now to start my day. I then felt to kneel down again from writing in the chair in my journal. I saw then the 'hot displeasure look' on the faces of my Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother! I had somehow stirred up in them perhaps a subject that greatly displeased them. They were both looking beyond me to those members of the LDS church who were rejecting their revelations and who were in condemnation before them! I then felt this in my mind: "Woe to those who are condemned before God!" This is the condemnation of God! I prayed then for those good people in the LDS church who have been lulled away in carnal security because of false teachings. These are the ones whom God will scourge and who are under the judgment of God!

F. R's Personal Journal Entry, November 21, 2017 Tuesday

1. Last night in my prayer in the birch tree grove, I asked for my Heavenly Parents for any message they might want to give me. Heavenly Father said:

2. I felt very bad that I had waited until nearly midnight to connect to them! I asked for forgiveness and closed in the name of Jesus Christ. I then saw my Heavenly Parents leave in the same way as they had come to me–Heavenly Father from my left and Heavenly Mother from my right.

3. This morning I awoke and determined to go to Jesus Christ before my prayer. I drank three times from the fountain of living waters. I then walked to the white gate. Jesus opened wide the gate and immediately embraced me! He was smiling! He spoke these words:

I thanked my Redeemer and turned to the straight and narrow path. I soon arrived at the tree of life and plucked a fruit and a leaf. I walked east to the sapling tree and sat down on the ground.

5. I ate the fruit and thought of increasing my love for all my family, individually. I then chewed and swallowed the leaf and thought about cleansing my physical body of the toxins I regularly eat, unintentionally. (I have had more inflammation I think from these toxins recently).

I then faced east, and knelt just past the sapling tree of life. I called upon Elohim and Jesus Christ to come.

6. I then saw all three come from the distant pit of rocks into which the river representing Jesus Christ disappeared in the distance. They all three were soon before me, Heavenly Father in the middle, Jesus on his right and Heavenly Mother on his left.

I gazed into their faces and saw firmness and even disgust and anger. There were no smiles today! I felt very humbled and weak even, and prostrated myself before them.

Heavenly Mother then spoke:

7. I stood and looked on her. She was firm in her visage. I knew she wasn't upset at me, but had a stern message to give to me for others.

8. She spoke again:

I came between Heavenly Father on my left and Heavenly Mother on my right. They turned and we all four headed to the rocky pit where the river was crashing into.

11. Heavenly Mother spoke:

12. We went into the rocky pit. I began seeing people's faces, completely void of knowing they were in sin and living apart from God. They looked like they were busy, but there was a gnaw of dissatisfaction deep in their souls. They seemed happy but it was more enjoyment in carnal security, not in feeling connected with their own self or with God. I also saw many devils around these people in the pit. The minions of Satan were having great success in persuading them to do their bidding, leading them carefully down to hell!

13. I saw great varieties of situations and feelings in these people's faces all around me. However, none were trying to be holy, but had a more cultural and social obligation to act with decorum. Inwardly they were selfish and sought pleasure.

14. Heavenly Mother spoke:

17. I then was immediately kneeling by my bed! The vision was over. I felt to write all of this down. I have now adequately conveyed the vision in my journal. I pray for these elect of God to respond to God's efforts in saving them from their awful situation!

3. Yesterday I talked to my sister K on the phone. She shared with me her journal entry of a blessing I gave her as voice, in the presence of our Heavenly Parents and Jesus Christ. She sent this to me and I feel impressed to share her sweet entry in its entirety here:

4. K's Journal Entry November 17, 2017

8. I truly pray for these weaknesses to become strengths. Those strengths would be:

9. Raphael then had me sit on the bench and he stood behind me. Heavenly Mother, Heavenly Father and Jesus Christ came also and Raphael offered a blessing while in their presence (with his hands on my head).

14. I then embraced Raphael, then Heavenly Mother, then Jesus, then Heavenly Father. They all love me and were pleased." (End of K's entry).

15. K had mentioned there were now 600 million who had turned from Lucifer's domination to Jesus Christ! I am sure we will continue to see this vast number still rise dramatically in coming days. This is an all-out battle for every soul! I am so glad that my journey has not been with Satan as these new converts experienced!

This morning I prayed again at the fountain of living waters. I came to the fountain and drank three times of its water. I then came 20 feet or so before the fountain, giving space for my Heavenly Parents to come between it and me.

16. Soon, I was gazing again with my spiritual eyes into the happy faces of my Heavenly Parents! I looked at myself through the eternity eyes of Heavenly Father. I saw a humble and weak son of Heavenly Father. I also saw great potential and a determined soul. I saw that my persistence has been rewarded by being blessed to come into their presence.

As I looked at myself through the eternity eyes of Heavenly Mother, I was struck with the great love and compassion she has for me! I felt an immediate connection and deep love for her! I then came in front of Heavenly Mother and she spoke to me:

21. I felt deeply honored for this opportunity to give blessings and thanked my Heavenly Mother for her confidence and love. I then felt my work on earth pull me in my conscious mind. I felt I would stay near them at the fountain and receive further directions that I am not privy to in my conscious mind.

I then closed my prayer in the name of Jesus Christ and started my day.

I wish that those mortal angels who do receive a blessing in the future to please share this also with me by email. I would think too, if they each concur, to share this with our small group so that we all would be strengthened.

22. Later, at evening prayer:

My Heavenly Parents came to me tonight by the fountain of living waters. They seemed very happy to be with me. Heavenly Mother spoke:

23. I felt so satisfied just to bask in their presence! It is a continual joy that brings deep peace and satisfaction to my soul.

I then retired to bed. It should be a very enjoyable day tomorrow for Thanksgiving.

He opened the gate and shut it after me. I knelt before him and thanked him abundantly for all he had given me! I expressed deep gratitude to be able to be cleansed by his power and to be able to come into his presence so frequently. He smiled at me and accepted my gratitude.

2. I then remembered a question from M.A. about the resurrection. She had the thought that the resurrection of the righteous had continued after his resurrection, even until now. I asked him about this.

3. He then asked me to read what the scriptures spoke of. I opened my LDS Tools on my phone and read every verse in the topical guide to the scriptures, the bible dictionary and the guide to the scriptures on the resurrection. I then realized there would be a shout of an archangel and also a sounding of a trumpet of an angel prior to those who were in their graves to be awakened and resurrected. I knew Moroni was resurrected, but that he died after Christ was resurrected. I believe that Joseph Smith, too, was resurrected. I then wondered why the three Nephites and John the Beloved weren't resurrected, but translated, awaiting the day of their resurrection until later.

4. Jesus then asked me to write the words he would speak to me. Here are his words:

7. After I come to the earth to rule and reign on the earth for one thousand years, there will also be those who are resurrected. When the just die, they will immediately be resurrected, all through the millennial day.

8. At the end of the millennium, after all the righteous are resurrected to a celestial glory, the angel will sound again his trump of God and the remainder of the dead will all come forth in the second resurrection (D&C 29:26). This will be for those who do not attain the glory of the celestial, but are of the terrestrial and the telestial. These will stand to be judged of their works at that time.

9. There has been a large group of translated souls like yourself, who will not be resurrected until later. These are translated for a mission they have which requires translation. Enoch and his group are translated and will be resurrected at my second coming. The mortal angels will remain translated throughout the millennial day and will be resurrected at the end of the thousand years. There will be others who receive their translation or resurrection at various times, depending on their assignments and mission. My Beloved Son, John the Beloved, will be resurrected at the beginning of the millennium.

10. Raphael, we wish for you and the holy mortal angels to administer the ordinances for the Church of the Firstborn in your translated mortal state. You will administer to many who are resurrected. These ordinances are to be part of the terrestrial earth in the celestial city of the New Jerusalem with those who are translated to a celestial state. This is the reason why you and the mortal angels will need to wait until the end of the millennium to receive your glorious celestial resurrections.'

11. I thanked my Redeemer for these clarifying words of truth about the resurrection! I feel very satisfied in his response. I stood, held both of his hands in mine and then turned to walk on the straight and narrow path towards the tree of life.

12. I arrived at the tree and plucked of the fruit and leaf. I felt so very grateful to be able to come here at will whenever I now desired! I took them to the granite cliff in Heavenly Mother's upper garden.

I ate these in preparation for my communion with my Heavenly Parents in prayer. I prayed next, kneeling on the rock and facing due west to the temple in the far distance.

13. Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother came to me in a beam of light from their temple! They came to me, standing in the air in front of me.

I gazed into their glorious happy faces! I then profusely thanked them for everything I could think of! I thanked them to be their son and to have their image in my countenance. I thanked them for the abundant love and knowledge they continue to pour out upon me! I thanked them to have chosen me to be an angel of God with important responsibilities, acting under their direction. I felt so very grateful for all!

14. Heavenly Father spoke:

15. I then felt my conscious communion with them was done and I needed to come back to a normal state on earth. However, I felt I continued to receive direction from my Heavenly Parents in my unconscious mind. I truly do dwell in the presence of my Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother continually in my unconscious mind!

16. Later: It is now after 11:00 PM and I am getting ready for my evening prayer. I settled down and prepared myself. I came to the granite cliff again, in Heavenly Mother's upper garden area.

In my prayer, my Heavenly Parents both came. I gazed at them and felt love and warmth from their glorious presence. They smiled at me. This was the only communication I received. I felt pleased to connect with them there.

I. R's Personal Journal Entry, November 24, 2017 Friday

1. This morning I awoke early and felt to go to Heavenly Mother's lower garden at her glass table. I knelt and prayed northwards. My Heavenly Parents came quickly and then Heavenly Mother spoke:

I sat upon the chair and she placed before me a plate with hearty bread cut into slices with berries on it. I ate all of it and was filled. She then gave me a beautiful peach which I also ate. Now I was very full! I was as stuffed as I was yesterday at Thanksgiving! I said:

She seemed very pleased. They then left to go to the river by God's temple representing her that flowed gently south. I was left at the table alone and wrote all this down in my pocket journal.

3. Once done, I prayed again to my Heavenly Parents, asking why I needed to eat today, even to being so very full. Heavenly Mother's voice then came into my mind:

I thanked her again and started my day.

J. R's Personal Journal Entry, November 25, 2017 Saturday

1. We enjoyed a very fun and happy Thanksgiving over the past two days with our family. We had family events both days. I ate till very full both days.

Last night and this morning I felt to go to Heavenly Mother's lower garden area at the glass table area. I faced west this time as I prayed. Last night I enjoyed the presence of my Heavenly Parents, but I ate no food.

2. This morning I first teleported to the fountain of living water and then to the white gate. When I came to the gate it was wide open. I entered to a smiling and happy Jesus Christ there! He shut the gate after I entered. Jesus then spoke to me:

(Jonathan Cahn videos on the Paradigm: Jonathan Cahn - The Paradigm, and Jonathan Cahn - The Paradigm Part 2.)

4. I thanked Jesus for his messages. I also asked him to increase my perceptions of what I experience and perceive in my unconscious mind. He said he would help me perceive more clearly. He said that the link or connection between my conscious and unconscious mind could not be forced and that I was to just let the subtle impressions and perceptions flow freely. These are like whispers, subtle intuitions that just come into my mind. I was to let them come without questioning their source. After these come and my thoughts are clarified, mostly by writing them down, then I can verify all of them in prayer. There is a delicate balance of revelation that just comes as I prepare my mind in a prayerful and meditative state. This is how it is meant to be experienced.

5. I again thanked Jesus, my Redeemer, for these beautiful insights. I arose from my knees and we embraced. I love looking into his face! He is so compassionate and tender, particularly in his eternity eyes!

I turned then and walked on the straight and narrow gold path leading to the tree of life. I made sure I was holding onto the rod of iron next to me.

6. I felt that there were beautiful vistas today along the path. Although I wanted to stop and explore, I kept walking. When I arrived at the tree, I looked back from where I came. I then saw that these beautiful vistas each had some treacherous gulf or dangerous obstacle that I couldn't see from the path! I was glad I had held tight to the iron rod and not been dissuaded by my curiosity.

7. I plucked then a white fruit and a leaf from the tree of life. I brought these with me to the glass table in Heavenly Mother's lower garden. I sat on one of the glass chairs there and ate first the fruit. I sought to increase my love towards all those I meet. I wanted to be genuinely interested in them and their well-being. I then ate of the leaf of the tree of life. I asked in my mind while I chewed and swallowed it, that my physical body be revived and strengthened so that I could fulfill any mission I might be asked to do from God.

8. As I have been doing this, I kept feeling my mission was going to soon take the pattern of Elijah in the bible. These thoughts have been coming to me last night and this morning. I have not been pushing them away but just letting them settle . As yet I don't know if this is my doing or impressions from God.

I then read a little bit in the bible dictionary and the bible on the life of Elijah, the prophet. This was in my minds as I knelt in prayer to my Heavenly Parents at the glass table this morning.

My Heavenly Parents then came up a path from the west until they came in front of me. They were pleasant and intent on something but were not smiling much. I think they were happy with me, but intent on doing something with me.

9. Heavenly Father spoke:

I then sat up at the chair, facing north next to the glass table. Heavenly Mother then came and brought me a little cake and a cruse of water. She spoke:

10. 'Raphael, this is the same type of food that you gave to our prophet Elijah when you appeared to him as an angel of God as recorded in 1 Kings 19:5-7. Take it now and eat all of the cake and drink all of the water.'

I then ate the little cake and drank of the living water in the cruse. The cake was hearty and extremely filling to my soul.

12. When I was done, Heavenly Mother spoke again:

K. R's Personal Journal Entry, November 26, 2017 Sunday

1. Last night I was creating an audio/video of #43 "Cover Up!" and I had a strong desire to look at cliff jumping images on the Internet. There were some inappropriate images that pulled strongly at me, stronger than I had ever before experienced. I wondered if a false spirit was giving me these strong impressions. I soon was able to drop all of this and finished up my audio work on the Cover Up post.

2. This morning I came to the glass table again and prayed, facing south. My Heavenly Parents came from a path to the south and Heavenly Father stood to my left. He first reached his hand into my head and removed a strong false spirit that had tempted me last night while I was on my computer. Somehow his hand went into my replicated celestial body and then into my mortal conscious mind where the spirit had lodged, hidden from me somehow. This action cleared me of that wicked spirit. I was clear again. I don't know how it wiggled past the 24 warrior angels who were around me. Maybe they let him enter in order to have God teach me something.

3. By this time Heavenly Mother came to my left side and Heavenly Father asked me to sit again at her table on the chair. I sat and pulled up the chair to the table, facing south. Heavenly Mother then brought another hearty small cake on a plate and a small cruse of living water. She spoke:

4. I started eating and became very quickly full. I spoke:

5. She replied:

I then finished off the small cake and drank the entire cruse of living water. I felt very, very full!

6. Heavenly Mother then spoke again:

7. There will be one more temptation that you will have difficulty recognizing today or tomorrow. It is about speaking ill of other people.

In all of these temptations, when you think on them, turn to your God, either Heavenly Father, Jesus Christ, our Beloved Son, or myself and think of us and seek to see our faces. You will then know if this thought is from us or not. This will bring you to your right mind and keep you focused on your mission and journey we desire you to pursue.'

8. I thanked my Heavenly Mother that she is always nearby ready to guide me! I asked for her forgiveness of my great weaknesses. I prayed for strength and her presence to be near me always. I prayed that I would be able to have the courage and strength to take whatever journey they wish me to take in the near future.

I then ended my prayer and started my mortal day on earth.

9. Later–I went to church today with my wife to a local ward. As we got into the sacrament portion of the meeting, I found myself kneeling in front of the fountain of living waters. When I knelt, I could 'see' Heavenly Father before me in the middle with Heavenly Mother on his left side and Jesus on his right side. I was facing south. These three Gods were standing before me with pleasant looks, watching me.

10. I made my covenant once I received the bread. Once I ate, then Heavenly Mother spoke to me:

12. At this time the priests offered the blessing on the water. I then made another covenant with my Heavenly Parents and I then addressed my Savior who was also before me:

Jesus responded:

14. I looked at the three Gods before me. They were compassionate and looked so lovingly towards me. I felt the light of their countenances upon me, their son.

5. I asked my Heavenly Mother to forgive me! I felt bad to have been so critical. I said to her I would try harder to ask her and Heavenly Father about the correctness of my thoughts and feelings more often. I want to really do as they wish and not let myself be carried about with misdirected thinking.

6. During my prayer this morning, I asked also how my future journey would be like that of Elijah's. Heavenly Father then brought Elijah the Tishbite into our circle. He appeared in a heavy beard with rough clothes on, probably how he looked on earth. He spoke to me:

I then had received my answer. I will wait and see what happens!

7. Later: I want to finish my prayer notes from this morning. When I started my prayer this morning, Heavenly Father came from my left side and Heavenly Mother from my right side. They extended both of their hands to me and I took both of their hands and stood up. Then Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother took each other's free hands and we were in a tight circle. When Heavenly Father brought Elijah into the circle, he let go of Heavenly Mother's hand and opened the circle into a U-shape and then Elijah came in front of us, before the fountain of living water.

8. When Elijah ended speaking, he then turned and left at the east side of the fountain. Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother stayed with me. However, I had to leave the prayer since my day in mortality beckoned me. I believe I stayed with my Heavenly Parents and kept being in their presence next to the fountain of living water.

M. R's Personal Journal Entry, November 28, 2017 Tuesday

1. A couple of weeks ago we were in Costco and met our son's family there by accident! It was fun to be with the whole family. We then saw a tall man who had a full-length white beard. I told my wife that he looked like Santa Claus! We talked to him and he was a Santa Claus! He showed us pictures of himself in his suit with his wife, Mrs. Claus. We took pictures of our grandkids with him that day at Costco.

2. When leaving, my wife said I should try to grow a beard and see if it would be white like his! This season would be a perfect time of the year. I then started growing a beard and it is white! Anyway, I am writing all of this because of my curious interaction with Elijah yesterday who was called a hairy man in the scriptures (2 Kings 1:8). When he appeared before me yesterday he had a full beard, brownish colored I think. I wondered if my growing a beard now was anything relating to my link with Elijah.

3. This morning after talking to my wife, I came to the adjacent room to pray. I had gone to a point when Heavenly Mother asked me to write it all down and that there would be more given to me also as I wrote. Here goes–

4. When I prayed last night and this morning, I came to Heavenly Mother's upper garden next to the rock wall that was pocketed with holes with hanging flowers growing. It was such a beautiful setting, the flowers, a mountain stream and sapling trees and animals all around! I knelt facing south right next to the stream and leaned forward and drank of living water from the stream. I then prayed and invited my Heavenly Parents to come to me.

5. They both came from the other side of the stream and walked around the sapling trees to a location right above the stream in front of me. I gazed into their loving faces. I spent time looking at their faces, robes and hands. I saw that Heavenly Mother had parted hair with no bangs on her face. She had a large smile and sparkling eyes! I went into her eyes and saw myself kneeling before her. I saw I was clear and pure in all of my motives. I also seemed a little stronger too than last time I saw myself through God's eyes. It seems this happens as I spend time in their presence.

6. I came back to myself and addressed them both in humble prayer. I thanked them so much for the privilege to be in their presence and to be able to see them with my spiritual eyes. I felt very honored for this time to be with them.

I prayed for loved ones who were struggling. I sought to have no expectation at all and to not conjure up any idea of what might lie ahead in my future or in that of the world around me. I than asked that God then speak to me and I waited.

10. I thanked my Heavenly Father for his pertinent and warm words he gave me today. I felt so comfortable to be in his presence! I am so glad that I have open connections with my unconscious mind where all of this is received.

11. I then looked at my Heavenly Mother who was about to speak to me next. Here are her words:

A Barn owl flying as part of the raptor show at the desert museum

13. These hands also heal when I touch and bless my children. It is good that your website is named "God's Loving Healing Hands"! The image of the hands you have painted on your website are those of our Beloved Son, Jesus Christ. He has learned all his loving healing ways from Heavenly Father and myself. He exemplifies all that we are and how we love and act. Through his example and love we will bring our elect, who follow our ways, to a place where we live in eternity. This is the most satisfying happy life that can ever be!'

14. She then reached for me with both of her loving hands! I took them and stood before her. She pulled me close and embraced me so lovingly! She kissed me on my lips and I seemed to go inside of her very being! I was filled with such joy and resplendent happiness, even to bursting!

15. Heavenly Mother then held me with both of her hands on my shoulders in front of me. She took my right hand in her left and walked with me in her beautiful mountain paradise! Heavenly Father came next to my left side and walked next to us too. I then lost where we were going, for I was so taken by the supreme bubbling happiness I felt!

This ended my prayer this morning! I feel so overjoyed by this choice experience. I am very satisfied and deeply happy now as I start a new day!

4. Heavenly Mother then asked me to write the words she would speak to me. She said that she would answer some of S.A.'s questions that she had emailed me last night:

5. (Her question: "I thought that children can get genetic personality traits from their earthly parents and ancestors as part of their genetic makeup. Is this true or is their personality solely what they came with from their premortal character? I give unto men weakness–so these weren't ours, but were given to us for a mortal test? What is the scripture they without us and we without them can't be made perfect really about?")

6. From Heavenly Mother again:

9. We seek to awaken them to their unconscious mind by giving them impressions and promptings to act in goodness and love. Those who respond to our promptings are our elect.

10. When our child comes into mortality, they receive the genetic makeup of their earthly parents and ancestors in both physical features and in some personality issues. These are due to their physical inheritance. However, their physical traits and looks grow into the look of their spirit, so that when they are grown to maturity they look like their spirit inside them. There may be defects in the flesh that affect this outcome. Their personality becomes a combination of their premortal personality and the one created and shaped while growing up on earth.

11. Raphael, when you were young, your personality included timidity due mostly to a very strong father figure whom you feared to some degree. This timidity has lessened as you matured and as you awakened to your true self, your unconscious mind self that you developed in the premortal life. You did not have experiences in loving and serving openly the people around you earlier in your life. However, this has now changed too, and you are now outwardly loving and warm. This has come from your experiences in your family, church, business, and living through trauma. You are now a bold and loving instrument in our hands. Your premortal personality is now coming more and more forward in your being, living in the telestial physical world.

12. S.A. asked a question about they without us and us without them cannot be made perfect (see D&C 128:15). This refers to the sealing of children to parents in the temple. This has been done in The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints and will continue to be performed in the Church of Christ in the future. This ordinance allows the eternal sealings in family relationships to be perpetuated in eternity for those who are worthy. This is part of the perfection of our sons and daughters and is what this scripture is referring to. It does not refer to personality or physical attributes.'

13. I thanked my Heavenly Mother for her clear words. I so love her and Heavenly Father's answers–how direct they are. I hope this answers S.A.'s questions on this topic.

I am now feeling the pull of mortal life and I need to consciously start my day. I long to continue with my Parents in this lovely setting in Heavenly Mother's upper garden area!"

14. Later: In my prayer tonight I met Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother near the same place on the mountain stream in Heavenly Mother's upper garden. I looked carefully at their eyes, their eternity eyes. They were so penetrating and deep! I had looked at a website tonight named Crystal Children, referred to me by M.A. . She wondered if these 'crystal children' were true or not. I read the article and then looked up crystal children eyes on the Internet. This made me think about my Heavenly Parents' eyes when I gazed into their eyes tonight, they were extremely deep and clear!

15. I asked if there was anything to these crystal children being real. Heavenly Father replied and asked me to write his response:

17. I felt enlightened by my Heavenly Father's words! I thanked him for his answer. I expressed great love towards him and Heavenly Mother. I then went to bed.

3. I thanked them immensely for being before me in my morning prayer! I then asked Jesus S.A.'s question, "If Heavenly Father wasn't the savior of his world, then what about the scripture where Christ says I can do nothing but what I have seen the Father do, in reference to being sacrificed?" (See John 5:19-20 'Then answered Jesus and said unto them, verily, verily, I say unto you, the Son can do nothing of himself, but what he seeth the Father do, for what things so ever he doeth, these also doeth the Son likewise. For the Father loveth the Son and sheweth him all things that himself doeth; and he will show him greater works than these, that ye may marvel.' (See also John 8:28).

4. Jesus answered my question:

5. I thanked my Savior for these words and for the fulfillment of his mission of the Messiah. I felt so deeply grateful to him!

I then asked S.A.'s next question " Why do some of thy children have the same premortal names? How do they select names?"

6. Heavenly Mother answered this question. She asked me to write her words as she spoke:

7. I thanked my Heavenly Mother for her words.

I then had to close my prayer due to the needs of my mortal life and appointments and activities today. I prayed for the safety of our trip and those in need around me. I felt deeply connected to God–all three today!

4. I thanked my Savior for increased patience and love. I tried to replace my thoughts of aggravation with patience that evening.

I then turned and walked the path towards the tree of life. I came to the tree and plucked a white fruit and a leaf. I brought them to the sapling tree of life to the west. I ate these there, seeking more patience, love and clarity of mind.

5. I then prayed to my Heavenly Parents. They came from a path to the west in the garden area there. They were smiling and happy with me. I gazed into their loving faces. Heavenly Father spoke:

9. Q: 'What are the devils' rules? How do they cross the line of conduct? What things constitute that?'

10. A: From Heavenly Father:

12. Q: 'What did Satan promise them to lure them with to leave the presence of God in the first place? I think you wrote this before but I forget.'

13. A: From Heavenly Mother:

14. Q: 'When they left heaven, did they lose their spirit features? Did those who came back gain them again when they came back to heaven?'

15. A: From Heavenly Father:

'Refer to the book 'Visions of Glory' where Spencer describes the look of the minions of Satan as shorter and more shriveled even than disembodied spirits. The motivations of these evil followers of Satan are control and domination. They are fulfilling the will of their master, Lucifer, for these are his practices over them too and his plan of domination over all humanity.

16. The spirit features of looking dark and smaller, even withered, is what the ages of being evil and living in darkness without any light has done to their spirits. When some have turned to Jesus Christ, their spirits hadn't felt love or kindness since the time they were expelled from heaven. The blessing from Jesus Christ corrected their posture and returned them to their state prior to departing heaven. They were then in a position to accept, to give also and to love again.'
(R–I felt too that this answer is accurate and from Heavenly Father.)

17. We have enjoyed two days in southern Arizona. Tomorrow we plan to attend a historic Tucson Catholic Church before heading to S.A.sdale.

An original wooden door from the Mission San Xavier

Q. R's Personal Journal Entry, December 3, 2017 Sunday

1. We awoke to beautiful sunny skies. I had half an hour before my wife and son awoke, and was able to pray. I prayed on the little outcropping above the circling waters. I prayed here last night too. I loved being in the presence of my Heavenly Parents both times. Each was a relatively short 'checking-in' experience. This morning Heavenly Mother told me to enjoy myself on my vacation break. I told her I wanted to renew my covenants with them in the historic Tucson Catholic Church. I asked that Jesus Christ would pass me the sacrament in the celestial realms while I was there today. I also asked for many things in my own life on earth and for my family and loved ones.

2. Later–We attended church on an Indian reservation for the O'odhem, Hohokam and Wa:k tribe (different names for the same tribe), at the Catholic Mission San Xavier del Bac. It has a lot of history and was a fun visit and enjoyable. We participated in mass at the First Advent of the month of December at 12:30 pm. When it came time for communion, I felt that I was also in the celestial world in the little outcropping above the circling waters. My Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother were immediately before me. I gazed into their faces and they were pleased with me. I had the impression in my morning prayer that Jesus Christ himself was going to pass the sacrament to me!

3. When the priest blessed the bread (wafers) and the wine, we all three got up and walked with everyone else to the front where the helpers of the priest were giving everyone a wafer. When he did so he said 'This is the body of Christ.'

I partook and sat back down. My son also came to the person with the clear liquor (probably tequila made from agave) that represented the blood of Christ. He took a sip and was quite shocked how it burned in his mouth! We had a good laugh!

4. I made my covenant with my Heavenly Parents who were standing before me in the air above the circling water. As I walked up to the man handing out the wafers, I saw in my mind Jesus Christ coming to me from the right side of Heavenly Father in the celestial world. He had a tray with broken bread on it. I took a piece in heaven while kneeling and then took the wafer in the Catholic Church. I loved the look in Jesus' eyes and his smile–so, so compassionate and accepting!

5. I then looked at my Heavenly Father and he said that they accepted my covenant to take upon me the name of Jesus Christ, their son, to always remember them and to keep their commandments.

About that time my son drank from the silver cup and I then saw Jesus give me a cup of wine. I drank there in heaven soon after my son drank from the cup in the Catholic Church.

6. Heavenly Mother then spoke:

An angel statue in the Mission San Xavior Church

7. She smiled and all three stood before me. I felt very privileged and loved by God! I then listened to the remainder of the service in the historic Catholic mission. We stayed until the mass was finished and then roamed around the grounds and the museum. Later in the day we drove to S.A.sdale to a hotel. We plan to have my son's medical appointment tomorrow and fly back to Utah.

Typical humble dwelling in the Indian Reservation in Tuscon