A. R's Personal Journal Entry, April 22, 2019, Monday (continued)

1. Evening–Tonight I came to the birch tree grove on the eastern slopes of Lake Beautiful, going down into the valley below, where the city of Enoch is located. I was next to the little stream that gurgled as it descended the slope. I knelt and drank some living water. I felt clarified and prepared for my prayer. I faced the north and prayed next to the stream. I asked for one or both of my Heavenly Parents to come to me. At that moment, both Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother came into view on my left, or uphill. They descended in the air in front of me and turned and faced me. They were both so majestic! The light lit up all the surrounding forest and ground all around. My Heavenly Parents were both smiling and looked upon me in love, for that is the primary emotion I felt as the love poured upon me.

2. Heavenly Mother spoke to me first: 'Raphael, we are able to read the motives of our children, for we not only have the great gift of foresight, but we have much experience in observing the behavior of millions of our children. We see how they act to thwart their full acceptance of the gospel of love that we teach in word and by example. We have seen so many that we know what they will do, particularly if we look into their future with our gift of foresight. Even though we know the future, and what each son or daughter will do, we treat them extremely fairly, with no inkling of what we know will happen. We are strict to always act based on the present situation. Therefore, we don't predestine any of our children, but we let them determine their own destiny by what they choose. Our children fully determine the type of person they will be and their nature.

3. Some of our children have initially rebelled against our greater counsels and commandments. They may later repent and choose to live in obedience, whereas others may choose to live in obedience all the while.

4. In the end, regardless of their path back to us, their loving Heavenly Parents, they may each attain eternal life and exaltation. The path to coming back to us isn't so important as to be finally on the path and possessing the attributes of love and obedience at the Day of Judgment.

5. For example, a refugee of Lucifer may finally repent and be in the same station as one who always obeyed us and followed us. The atonement of Jesus Christ cleanses them just as thoroughly as the one who was always obedient. They are both brought back into our presence just the same and may be both full participants as the elect of God.

6. Both of our children that end up at the same station have greatly varied experiences and lessons they've learned. The refugees of Lucifer will have developed such compassion for those who are subjugated by a very controlling overlord, for that was their experience with Lucifer. The other child may have not had any experiences with subjugation, or unrighteous dominion issues. They will have experienced an entirely different path back to our presence.

7. In the end, both are loving and caring individuals, filled with our spirit and the light of our presence. They are clean and have developed the attributes of the celestial nature.'

8. Heavenly Father then spoke to me: 'Raphael, I have planted a wheat seed, or will plant one, for each of our children who finally obey our voice and keep our commandments. I have already planted some wheat seeds for those who are currently in the depths of sin, whom I know will one day repent and align themselves as the elect of God. We never give up on our children until the last possible moment! There will be those, for example, of the followers of Lucifer, who repent at the last opportunity and fully turn their lives over to Jesus Christ. These are still very precious to us! They have endured such a hard path back to us.

9. Once the last call is made, or pleas to Lucifer and his hosts, and the last ones of our elect children who come forth in their second probationary estate have completed their mortal life and gone into the world of the dead, then will we first determine the exact sons and daughters who are of our celestial nature and are candidates for a celestial resurrection.

10. These will all be part of the First Resurrection, all resurrected before any of our other children are resurrected. There will be no more of the elect of God that are resurrected at that time. Raphael, you will be the last one resurrected to a celestial resurrection, for you will perform the ordinances of the waters of separation for most of our elect as a mortal, up to the end of the 7000 years of earth's continuance, even as a translated celestial being.

11. Your resurrection will signal that most of the elect have entered into the Church of the Firstborn and are on their path to exaltation and eternal lives. There will be a few elect who are awaiting marriage (required for entry into the Church of the Firstborn) and are of a celestial nature. These will be admitted later into the Church of the Firstborn by you and Oriphiel, when you are resurrected to a celestial glory. All will be resurrected to a celestial glory by the time that you are resurrected to a celestial glory.'

12. I thanked my Heavenly Parents for their words tonight! I felt very connected to them! Thus ended my prayer tonight.

B. R's Personal Journal Entry, April 23, 2019, Tuesday

1. I am here at the shores of God's Loving Healing Lake. I am sitting on the beach, contemplating and seeking to get ready to enter into the presence of my Heavenly Parents. I am happy and eager to come into their presence. I came to the water's edge and drank living water and felt clear and without spot of any sin. I felt very weak and have many faults and shortcomings. These didn't restrict me, however, from coming into God's presence. My sins did restrict me, if I didn't repent of them, and become cleansed by Jesus Christ, my Great Redeemer.

2. Anyway, I stayed at the shore of the lake and asked for my Heavenly Parents, or one to come to me. My Heavenly Mother came immediately in front of me, standing in the air above the water! She was radiant and smiling broadly. I loved her sparkly eyes! Her light radiated into me and through me, making my entire being so full of her intense light of the Holy Ghost. I could easily see every part of my body being filled with her loving light.

3. Heavenly Mother spoke: 'Raphael, early this Thursday morning, you will be joined by most of the holy angels in transmitting my intense light of the Holy Ghost to rid the earth of much of its pollutions. It will have been two weeks for them to have practiced and become skilled in the shining forth of my light through their hands. The angels will then work day and night in this great effort to clean the entire earth of its abundant pollutions. I will cause my light that they shine to remove most of these harmful toxins.

4. This effort will be our continuing work in transitioning the earth and its inhabitants to a terrestrial sphere. Your Heavenly Father, Jesus Christ and I also are pouring out our abundant revelations more and more upon our elect of God. These truths that we are now more freely sharing will spread forth all over the earth in its great awakening!

5. Raphael, these are the dark days that veil the earth as prophesied. We will preserve our elect, sending down light and revelations upon them in abundance.

6. Moses 7:61-62

"And the day shall come that the earth shall rest, but before that day the heavens shall be darkened, and a veil of darkness shall cover the earth; and the heavens shall shake, and also the earth; and great tribulations shall be among the children of men, but my people will I preserve;

And righteousness will I send down out of heaven; and truth will I send forth out of the earth, to bear testimony of mine Only Begotten; his resurrection from the dead; yea, and also the resurrection of all men; and righteousness and truth will I cause to sweep the earth as with a flood, to gather out mine elect from the four quarters of the earth, unto a place which I shall prepare, an Holy city, that my people may gird up their loins, and be looking forth for the time of my coming; for there shall be my tabernacle, and it shall be called Zion, a New Jerusalem."

7. 'Raphael, R.S. had a couple of questions I would like to address now:

Q1–"Are we supposed to keep a detailed daily journal?"

A1–'When we send down our revelations upon our children, we expect them to write these down so that they can refer to them later and that they may be shared with their family and others of the faithful. These records will be precious to many in a future day."

8. Q2–"I was pondering about the Refugees of Lucifer in the celestial world after their arrival, and having been taught the great truths and coming to their great awakening. If these refugees were permitted to be birthed during the millennium, along with the other spirit children, would the veil be much thinner for them? Since they traveled from a celestial realm to a terrestrial realm? Our journey is from a celestial realm to a telestial realm. R, wouldn't this group during the millennium make great teachers?"

A2–The veil over our children in your fallen telestial world is heavy and strong. The further into darkness our children come, the stronger is the veil over their unconscious mind. As our children seek to quiet down their lives and come unto us in meditation and prayer, the veil will begin to lift, like it has for you. It is by their individual effort that this happens.

In the millennial day, when the earth is in a terrestrial state of glory, the veil will be much thinner for our children. There will be many more remembrances of their previous life in the celestial world and much more communion with us, their Gods. Angels and messengers will come much more frequently to the faithful in answer to their sincere prayers. The Refugees of Lucifer who come to the earth for their mortal probation will be on an equal status of all the rest of our spirit children who come to earth. They will all come to families, mixed at different times and places, even as we will decide. Most will not be aware of their previous path where they were in subjugation to Lucifer for so long. Salvation is freely offered to all, including the Refugees of Lucifer, once they come to Jesus Christ and side with our great plan of happiness.

9. In the millennial day, there will be many teachers very filled with the spirit of God. We will pour out truth and righteousness upon the earth in abundance and our children will be sensitive to it and receptive to our counsels. The earth will rest and will receive again her paradisiacal glory as it experienced in the Garden of Eden.'

10. I thanked my Heavenly Mother for this wonderful day of transitioning into a better world in which we live now! I told her how much I enjoyed being in her presence and of receiving such great truths from her!

11. Evening–I became aware tonight of myself on the celestial orb, at God's Loving Healing Lake, next to the little stream that flowed down to the lake. All I could hear was the gurgling brook. It was so very beautiful and restful to my soul! I was kneeling next to the stream facing the lake. I asked for my Heavenly Parents, or one to come to me.

12. Heavenly Mother appeared immediately next to me. She was smiling, and full of love and acceptance for me! I loved her light coming into me, making my feel so enlightened.

'Raphael, when you have difficult days that are because of what others choose to make with their poor decisions, and for whom you cannot influence, and have no power to change, then it is not reasonable to become discouraged. Your attitude is strictly created by your own mind! You might ask is there any benefit in feeling down or to dwell in my negative thoughts? I have chosen to limit my exposure to the negative and the unwanted, for if I can control my own attitude when someone makes me feel bad by their choices, and with whom I can do nothing to remedy the situation, then I choose not to be negative. It does no good, like effective grieving may do well. If there is a situation where grieving would help, like in the loss of Lucifer and his hosts, then I will choose to go through the grieving process. But if it would do no good, I stay positive and happy in such times.

13. Raphael, there are always those of our children who are making poor choices that could continuously upset me. There are also those who make very good, wholesome choices. I choose to rejoice in their positive choices and pay no heed to the negative emotions that may come to me when one or more of my children make very poor decisions in their life.

14. Raphael, you are enticed to think and act however you choose when there is a negative situation caused by those around you, for whom you have no power to change or influence. Those in your society may have their expectations for you to act a certain way, but you alone may choose to act and not to be constrained to act in a certain way. Our desire is that you act how you choose to act, independent of what others may think. Choose to act in a way that makes you as positive as you may wish, and yet be real and willing to suffer grief and loss when it is appropriate. This is how I act!'

15. I thanked my Heavenly Mother for her wisdom she shared with me tonight! I will seek to be always as positive as I can, in all situations that I judge that I can't do anything about, or that are beyond my control. I will try to act as real as possible, but choose to act in positive ways. I so appreciate the great example of my Heavenly Mother who shows me how she is able to be so loving and positive!

C. R's Personal Journal Entry, April 24, 2019, Wednesday

1. This morning I feel happy and ready to meet any challenges of the day. I am feeling confident and ready to commune again with my Heavenly Parents. I am so very glad that they direct me in my life, and are so constant and present.

2. This morning I came to the shores of Lake Beautiful, on the west side of the river representing Heavenly Father as it flowed into the lake. It was a lovely beach area with lots of wildlife and beauty! The celestial sun was overhead, and it was pleasant outside.

3. I came to the shore and drank living water from my cupped hand. I felt clarified and full of faith! I knelt on the shore facing north over the lake. I asked for one or both of my Heavenly Parents to come to me, in answer to my prayer.

4. I then saw my Heavenly Father walking to me over the lake, a little above the water in the air! He was shining in light, and seemed happy. He was smiling and had love in his eyes it seemed. He spoke when he got to me:

5. 'Raphael, your mind is very powerful, and may be trained to think just how you wish. As you mature and grow in your life, we will give you experiences that will be easy to react to, rather than choose your own mindset and mental state. However, if you seek to think in certain ways of mental control, particularly of your emotions, you will grow skills in training your mind to think just how you wish.

6. Your Heavenly Mother and I have perfected our ability to act and not to be acted upon. We have learned to sidestep negative energy and to determine what we wish to think and for how long.

7. The advice your Heavenly Mother gave you last night is very wonderful counsel. She and I always choose to act in the best way we want, for the best and most reasonable choice. We then restrict our thinking to our choices, and never become whiplashed by the consequences and choices of others. We are then fully in control of our emotions and act in exact ways as we choose.'

8. I then thought of this scripture in the Book of Mormon: 2 Nephi 2:26-27-

"And the Messiah cometh in the fullness of time, that he may redeem the children of men from the fall and because they are redeemed from the fall that have become free forever, knowing good and evil, to act for themselves and not to be acted upon, save it be by the punishment of the law at the great and last day, according to the commandments which God hath given.

Wherefore, men are free according to the flesh, and all things are given them, which are expedient unto man. And they are free to choose liberty and eternal life, through the great mediator of all men, or to choose captivity and death, according to the captivity and power of the devil, for he seeketh that all men might be miserable like unto himself."

9. I realized that we might be held captive by our own minds when we subject ourselves to the actions and poor choices of others. We might experience sorrow and grief that is really not reasonable. It is far better to logically think through how we wish to think and feel, so that we might act and not be acted upon. We then will be free and independent of the actions and choices of others. We will be free to choose how much grieving we may choose to think and feel.

10. We might empathize and commiserate with one who makes poor choices, but we don't have to be subject to all or any of the consequences of the sins of others when we ourselves haven't sinned.

11. Heavenly Father spoke again: 'Raphael, your thoughts are correct. We want you and our faithful elect to be mostly happy and positive in the days ahead. You are being propelled into dark times, which are the result of others actions and sins. You have no power to change the environment you live in mortality, except by what you allow to influence your thoughts and your mindset. You are free to choose to dwell on the darkness and sorrow of the people all around you, that they have brought upon themselves, or you may choose how you want yourself to act and to think. We desire that you choose how to think and act, independent of your circumstances and environment you find yourself in while living in your mortal telestial fallen world. You also work and labor in the celestial realms on the earth, in your replicated celestial translated self. The environment there is peaceful and beautiful! There are neither heavy nor dark oppressing feelings in the environment, like there are in your telestial world. You are happy and positive almost all the time while working for us in serving your fellow man from that celestial realm.

12. In your own telestial realm where you live your mortal life, act in similar happy ways as you do in your unconscious mind in the celestial realms. Choose to not be subject to the sins and oppressive feelings of the consequences of sin that are not your own doing. Choose to be free and controlled in what you think and how you act. This mindset will bless your life more and more as the world you live in sinks into more despair and darkness.'

13. I thanked my loving Heavenly Father for his very positive encouragement! I want to shield myself from the consequences of sin and poor choices from loved ones and neighbors, and from my community and world. I want to see all the beauty and happiness in the lives of people around me, and focus on the positive. I will choose to act in happy and positive ways, and to live my own celestial nature and by my own choosing.

14. At night–Tonight I came to the horizontal log in the meadow, just west of the top of the switchback path in God's Loving Healing Center. This is near the domed room. It was very pretty with meadow flowers around to the south and grassy spots where I walked. I came to the horizontal log and knelt on the grass next to the log. I asked for my Heavenly Parents, or one, to come to me.

Both Heavenly Father and Heavenly Mother appeared at the top of the switchback path to my east! They looked at me and were both instantly in front of me in the air. They were bright and glorious! Their eternity eyes were so accepting and loving of me. I felt so comfortable to be in their presence.

15. Heavenly Father first spoke to me:

'Raphael, the holy angels are now practiced and prepared to send for the light that their Heavenly Mother will send to them with great intensity to the earth. They will begin early tomorrow morning. We will have all the holy angels to send forth the light of the Holy Ghost through their hands to the earth. We are pleased with the heed and diligence they have given to us. Almost all of their practice has been done in the celestial realms above the earth or on the celestial orb.

16. Heavenly Mother then spoke: 'Raphael, when an adult you care about or love is going through difficult times, you may reach out in love and consideration to them. If they wish to be left alone or don't want your help, then there are no actions you may do without infringing on their agency. These individuals may reach out in the future to you but they have chosen to be left alone. At that point, you have no responsibility to them unless they change their mind and seek your help.

17. In the case when you can do nothing more, then you may relieve your mind in being responsible in the caring for them or serving them. We also want you not to feel guilty in not feeling bad or not being full of sorrow for them. On the contrary, if you can do no more, then we hope you can drop your sadness and return to your happy cheerful self.

18. Each grown man or woman is responsible for their own actions and choices. You are not responsible for them. You may have compassion or express love and concern, but their choices are their own and not yours.

19. If one of our children doesn't know about Jesus Christ, or the gospel plan of happiness, you may feel impressed to share this with them. They should not be directed to come to the LDS Church, for it has no longer our sanction nor priesthood power and authority. In time, they may be directed to come to the Church of Christ, once it has been reestablished again on the earth by our authority. They then may gather to the wards and stakes by baptism. Then they may be nourished and taught the gospel the gospel of Jesus Christ in all of its purity and truth.'

20. I thanked both of my Heavenly Parents for their words to me tonight.

D. R's Personal Journal Entry, April 25, 2019, Thursday

1. I am going with my family later this afternoon on a short vacation to Capitol Reef National Park. I may miss effective prayers for the next three times until Saturday morning, depending on when we return Friday evening.

2. This morning I came to the maple tree grove near the Great Assembly Hall. I knelt on the soft soil facing Lake Beautiful to the east. It was a very lovely and peaceful area. I knelt and asked for my Heavenly Father and or Heavenly Mother to come to me.

3. Heavenly Mother came to me from the shore of the lake and ascended up the slope to where I was in the grove of majestic maple trees! She was shining brightly and seemed so happy. Her eternity eyes were sparkling. I felt very filled with her intense light of the Holy Ghost that passed into me and through me. This is such a beautiful and clear sensation!

4. Heavenly Mother spoke to me: 'Raphael, the emergence of spring is a very beautiful time of year! Every one of our creations that awakens at this time is beautiful, emerging at different times. I love the blooming flowers, many which you and your wife have planted that are best suited for the climate in your area.

5. Our greatest creations are our own offspring that come to their mortal experience as helpless babies. For them, they awaken to a brand new physical body of flesh and bones. They have practiced and been fully trained in operating their new bodies in the pre-mortal life. They are learning so much as infants as they discover the world around them. The creation of a new physical baby son or daughter is a great witness of our power and presence in the lives of our children on earth.

6. The miracle of life–how great it is! I am still always awed by how beautiful and coordinated all living things are in any sphere we may create for them! When we place an intelligence into a tabernacle of formed elemental matter, and have functional systems for living and growing, and it all works flawlessly, I am still amazed and excited at life and our creations! Our first parent Gods were so intelligent and wise in how they set up spirit and the physical components of life! The plan of progression of a probationary state, of resurrection and of eternal glory for those who pass their probationary estates is remarkable!

7. You have two beautiful fresh babies recently born into your extended family and one more coming in a few months. We are very pleased in providing such capable and perfected human physical bodies for our beloved sons and daughters who come to their telestial mortal experience. They have waited and prepared for their advent into this experience and the new adventure of mortality.

8. As our beloved sons and daughters grow, we communicate with them as much as they, in their unconscious state, will receive. We orchestrate many experiences and events in their lives, all at different times and seasons, for their growth and learning. We are ever watchful and make the experience of the mortal probation the best it can possibly be for each one.

9. When our sons and daughters become fully grown adults, they are then capable of making their own decisions for their lives, and what they want to do in their remaining years. They will have prepared in so many ways for their adult life. They each have desires to choose for themselves their own path. Their worlds are usually exciting and open, with no restrictions on them, except as they may perceive. The power is within them to govern themselves and choose whom they want to become. Our children are fully immersed in their world, their culture, their environment and surroundings. Now is the time of their true probation, for they may choose what they want and truly desire.

10. Their world at this time is fraught with danger and temptations of the adversary. However, we are countering Satan's influence with more and more truth coming down from heaven. For those who ask of us, we give them abundant direction and answers to their prayers. We balance the intensity of the evil around them with more enlightenment and guidance from us and those we send to them. We have many of our choice elect coming forth as babies and youth at this time. These will be the ones who transition into the great millennial era in a few years. They will form the basis of our righteous society in the upcoming beautiful terrestrial world of peace and happiness.

11. Raphael, to aid our elect sons and daughters who will establish this new world in the millennium, we are inspiring men and women like you with great revelations and truths from heaven. We are inspiring all of you with our abundant revelations, many that have never yet been revealed to mankind on earth. You might see this world of yours becoming darkened and more dangerous, but at the same time it is becoming so enlightened with our abundant truths we are revealing.

12. We are pleased that you are moving forward with your index of all your past and present posts. We will inspire you to continue to receive our truths and abundant revelations and make them available in our due time to the faithful, many more precious records will also come forth and become available for all. I will inspire with my Holy Spirit those who inquire of their Father and me, in the name of our Beloved Son, Jesus Christ, the truth of all things. They will be able to avoid deceptions and the trickeries of the evil one, until we lock the evil ones up, so that they can't disturb the peace of our beautiful world. In the great millennial day, there will be abundant peace, love and light in every corner of the world in which our children will thrive and our creations flourish!'

13. Heavenly Mother was shining brightly with her excitement and love beaming upon me within her light! She then reached forward with both of her hands and took my hands. We were instantly in front of a beautiful world, the earth upon which I dwell, at the early stages of the millennium! She was so pleased with this beautiful gem, our earth in its glorious terrestrial state! I too was so very impressed as we traveled over her surface and saw the lands and the beautiful inhabitants of that world. I was filled with such awe and excitement, as was my Heavenly Mother!

14. This all happened in my unconscious mind. I knew I experienced it, but I don't recall all the details. I was filled with the same awe that my Heavenly Mother experienced with the beauty of her creations, particularly her own mortal children in that millennial day! I thanked her abundantly for this wonderful vision and revelation she shared with me today! I feel so humbled to receive her great truths today.

E. R's Personal Journal Entry, April 26, 2019, Friday

1. We arrived at Torrey, Utah near the entrance of Capitol Reef National Park. We plan to spend the day and then return to our home late tonight.

2. Last night I was very tired. When I prayed, Heavenly Father's face came to me, with no words. This morning I came to the circling waters. Heavenly Mother came but it was difficult for me to connect to her. She finally came in her bright glory. I could feel her light pass through me. I then saw her face, her smile. She said she was happy that I was with my family on our vacation. She said she nor Heavenly Father would not give me any revelations while I was on my trip. Then she smiled and left.

3. I was up before the rest of the family and have written this down in my journal.

F. R's Personal Journal Entry, April 27, 2019, Saturday

1. I came back home late last night from my trip. I prayed in bed and connected to my Heavenly Mother for a very short time. She said to meet her at the circling waters in the morning. I had a good sleep and am now ready to come to Heavenly Mother at the circling waters.

2. The vacation for 30 hours or so was quick and very fun, a great reset for us all. I am very excited to come back in contact again with my Heavenly Mother in prayer this morning!

I came to the circling waters and drank living water from my cupped hand. I feel refreshed and perceptive and ready to come again in contact with God. I came back in front of the bench and faced the water. I then asked for my Heavenly Mother to come to me. I didn't feel Heavenly Father would come. I then waited and watched.

3. Heavenly Mother came above the water in a beam of light! She descended and touched the water with her right foot and then moved in the air directly towards me. She was smiling and very bright in glory! Her light fully penetrated me and was continually flowing into me. I felt the light come into every part of my body. It felt so good to receive her light and love into me!

4. Heavenly Mother spoke: 'Raphael, you are correct that your short trip provided a reset for you and for those in your family who went with you. Your mind is clear and receptive now after your short break. When you were in the Utah desert, you saw multiple desert flowers in bloom. These are usually small flowers that are very pretty. I have created most of these, or brought their ancestor flowers from other worlds where other gods created them. There are various climate and ecosystems in the multiple earths across the millions of galaxies of the gods. We share our creations freely between ourselves. The southern Utah desert in your telestial world is one of the harshest environments on your planet. The plants are the most beautiful in the springtime when there is more rain and it is warmer after the cold winters.

5. When your Heavenly Father and I create a plant, we determine which ecosystem it will survive in within the telestial, terrestrial and celestial worlds. We create it to withstand and thrive in every season in each of these spiritual spheres. There are often unique ways of propagation we devise. The plants you were enthralled with in taking photos of yesterday were very beautiful and at their peak of growth and flowering.'

6. The desert has flash flooding, extreme hot and cold temperatures and periods of no rain for months on end. In creating these plants, we have fully considered this for our beautiful desert plants to adapt to such extremes.

7. In creating our own offspring, we have also created them to be able to adapt and thrive in many varied climates and circumstances. We send our beloved children forth under all circumstances to come forth in their mortal probation. In every case and situation, there is a struggle for them to grow and experience the lessons we sent them forth to learn. We have found that it is in the effort they each need to put forth to grow that they may learn the most. Was life on earth easy, there would be not nearly the growth that making a comfortable life in a harsh environment provides. The environment that is hostile may be in areas of spiritual, emotional, physical, or mental struggles. We design life to be accompanied also with inherent weaknesses of the flesh with which we bless our children. Every age of mortality may return rich lessons we design which may be learned in no other environment.

8. Once our children die, they usually go to the world of the dead in the spirit realms. This is usually a continuation of our child's lessons that started in mortality. As their spirit never dies, they experience life without their physical body and in a spirit only environment in their fallen telestial or terrestrial world. These are very different from their experiences in their pre-mortal celestial spirit world. Having learned how capable they were with their physical mortal bodies, and now being in a place without their bodies again, they learn other valuable lessons associated with spiritual, emotional and mental growth. When they have passed through several physical and spiritual spheres up to this point, they glean from each the lessons we have devised and planned for their improvement and understanding. Every phase is helpful in maturing our children and in helping us see their true natures.

9. We are near our children in every phase of their living, even until their resurrection to the glory to which they are assigned. We have a higher celestial realm in each phase of their progress so that we may be near them unseen. We are always ready to answer their yearnings to connect to us in prayer and to seek to hear our voice as we gently lead them. We are always the same in how we help and guide them. In the lower telestial realms it is more difficult for even our elect children to come to us, to see our faces and to know that we live. The veil of forgetfulness is strong on purpose. How else could we really determine the natures and tendencies of our children without it?

10. All of the gods, in all the galaxies in all of their worlds and spheres of creation, use these same methods of testing and trying their own offspring in probationary estates. These various realms give us all the needed information and the places of growth and struggle necessary in the maturing and lessons needed for our children.

11. Once our children are resurrected and receive the eternal glory and level of happiness that they really desired in all of their stages of growth and probation, they enter a very pleasant existence. Every eternal glory of telestial, terrestrial or celestial has an abundant amount of happiness and enjoyment for our children that inhabit them. They each find the most comfortable place of living in these spheres that they truly desired. A child who attained a terrestrial world of eternal glory, for example, is very content and pleased in living eternally in that world with others who desired the same glory and level of happiness.

12. Raphael, since you are of a celestial nature, neither the telestial nor terrestrial eternal worlds would be satisfying to you as an eternal place of glory. You and our elect would yearn for a greater! However, when you ultimately dwell with other celestial beings of light in eternal worlds of celestial glory, your happiness will be deeply satisfying and you will receive a fullness of joy! You will all be rewarded positions of great power and glory, even in being couple gods in eternity. This state is the highest level of happiness possible. We are very excited to share our wonderful life with each of you, our elect and faithful children in eternity, forever and ever!'

13. I thanked my very happy Heavenly Mother for her wonderful message today! She was beaming a wide smile, her eternity eyes were sparkling with deep satisfaction and she was shining brightly in her intense light! I felt so honored to receive again her messages by revelation to my mind and heart.

14. Evening–I came this evening to the desert oasis. I looked forward to communing tonight with my Heavenly Parents. I came near the water and drank from my cupped hand. I then came back to the bench and knelt, asking God to come to me. I faced the oasis and water.

15. Heavenly Father then walked to me from my left side on the path around the oasis. Heavenly Mother was not with him. He was smiling and walked up to me. He spoke to me immediately:

'Raphael, you returned from a trip recently to Capitol Reef National Park. You kept remarking how there were so many various layers of rock sediments. Some were deposited, it seemed, at various depths, and then the earth tilted and more were deposited, all over the process of time. The beauty in the sedimentary layers of the rocks is remarkable!

16. I would like to talk about our creation of the physical earth in the beginning. We have previously given you much information about the earth's physical creation in Post 100.

We created the physical earth at the beginning of this eternity. This coincided with the birth of our own early spirit children in our celestial orb, in their pre-mortal life. We were involved with the formation of new molten rock in the early days of creation. We knew how long the bare rock would take to cool and then how long before plant life would start to propagate on her surface. She was a brand new creation, made from new physical elemental matter that we had gathered with Immanuel for the entire structure of the earth. The earth was created over six days, and the spans of the latter phases, particularly the sixth day of creation, were measured in long geologic time, with millions and millions of years before the final seventh day of creation. It took millions of years to create the rich layers of soil and deposits that were gradually, season after season, laid down on the earth. These created the fuel deposits on the earth and the rich topsoil.

17. All things were planned from the beginning while we were birthing our own spirit children on our celestial orb. Our children generally did not even know about their future earth, for we had not yet revealed this to them. We did have Immanuel, our firstborn Son help create the physical earth in the beginning, however, we also had other spirit children help by planting seeds in the earth which grew into the abundant plants. The rock layers of the earth, like you saw this week, are an accurate historical record of the various sedimentary layers that were gradually deposited so very slowly. These were all built up since the first part of this eternity.

18. The rock layers contain the dead bodies of plants and animals, gradually building on the surface of the earth. Many of these very large plants and animals lived and died on the telestial earth where we desired the earth to be prepared for the advent of our sons and daughters. This gradual building up of sedimentary layers of the earth on its bedrock foundation of rock that cooled from molten rock, is what has occurred in all of our eternities. Each earth is gradually prepared for the advent of our offspring. We planned her to be a beautiful and very fertile earth once we came to the Garden of Eden and bore our first man Adam and our first woman Eve. The reckoning of earth's own time was initiated at the fall of man. Prior to this time, there was no temporal reckoning of time, as you know it today. This was the case even though the earth was in its current solar system.

19. When Adam and Eve left the Garden of Eden, the earth was in a very prepared state for the habitation of man on her surface. We had planned and timed everything for the benefit and use of our sons and daughters. We had a mere seven thousand years of earth's temporal existence when we gave our children reckoning with time. All was prepared over the nearly full eternity up to that point for the earth to be ready. All of our creations and the earth herself were prepared for the use of man, their probation during this very critical mortal existence.

20. Adam and Eve were our first son and daughter to come forth on the earth in their physical mortal bodies. They were our direct descendants, our very own son and daughter in the terrestrial Garden of Eden. These, our son and daughter, had barely been born in the spirit in their pre-mortal life when we initiated the creation of the physical earth.'

21. I thanked my Heavenly Father for his remarkable revelation tonight! This perspective and revelation of how the earth was created and how man came forth is not known or taught in our world today, but it is true!

G. R's Personal Journal Entry, April 28, 2019, Sunday

1. This morning I scanned over post 100 "The Earth's Physical Creation". It was very enlightening! I had been thinking about the historic rock layers of the earth, how these were laid down gradually over time. We can now see the various eras of earth's history, during these phases of layering sedimentary mud and dead matter of plants and animals, all shown now in the rock layers. At Capitol Reef and other National Parks like Bryce, the Grand Canyon, Canyonlands or Arches, these rock layers are so very beautiful! There are various shades of colors of rocks now eroded away and exposed for us all to see. It is all a wonder how this earth must have been at these various periods when these layers were being deposited!

2. I used to think that the earth was created by God who brought the rich soils from other planets of Heavenly Father's and Heavenly Mother's creations, to the earth. I now know that all was formed here on our very own earth. All was planned and layered over the millions of years of slow deposition over the bedrock on the earth. The bedrock used to be molten, but the layers were not unless there had been volcanic activity that spewed forth lava on the surface of the earth.

3. At Capitol Reef, we also saw lots of volcanic rocks strewn on top of the ground. These we were told were carried by glaciers that picked them up and moved them many miles to their present location. We also saw effects of wind and water erosion on the exposed rocks, forming many cavities and holes in the rocks. It is all so fascinating to me!

4. Anyway, this morning I came to the granite cliff at the far east end of Heavenly Mother's upper garden. As soon as I knelt to pray, Heavenly Mother came to me in a beam of light from her temple in the distance. She was full of light and radiance! I felt her intense love and acceptance of me! Heavenly Mother then spoke:

'Raphael, you have been told by your Father all about how the rock layers were gradually formed on your own earth. This same pattern of gradually creating the soils, rich fuel deposits and preparing the surface to be suitable for man, happened on our own earth. When your Father and I lived on our telestial earth at the time, it brought forth in abundance and was a perfect place for us to live. This is how every earth is created and prepared for the advent of man on its surface, in every eternity throughout our vast universe among all the gods.

5. The celestial orb upon which you now kneel was created by your Father and I when we found we needed more room than our inheritance on our own celestial earth would allow. We also wanted this celestial orb to be much larger than the earth where we dwelt.



6. We followed a similar pattern of creation, by creating our celestial orb spiritually first and then physically. We selected one intelligence and added to it first raw spirit elemental matter for its spirit creation. Once we created all spiritually, then we created the physical celestial orb by adding raw physical elemental matter. Our celestial orb was created then in its present state, in its celestial glory from the beginning. He never was created in a lower order like a telestial or terrestrial state. We created also a higher celestial sphere on our celestial orb from the beginning.


7. Once the terrain and soils were created, we added the celestial waters for our celestial orb. This was another living being that we created spiritually and then physically, also in its celestial state. We placed the living waters in the depressions we had formed on the celestial orb's surface, creating lakes, streams, rivers and oceans.

8. We next added another living being, our celestial atmosphere. This was also created spiritually then physically. We now could create weather patterns that greatly enhanced the beauty of our celestial orb. We soon added our celestial sun and moon to beautify the skies above, both in the day and in the night.

9. Once all of these were functional on our celestial orb, we brought celestial seeds from plants from our lands of inheritance on our earth and from various locations on our celestial earth. We were also given seeds from other worlds of the gods that we came with and planted on our new celestial orb. These grew quickly and abundantly as we had planned.

10. We then brought celestial offspring from celestial parent animals from other celestial earths and worlds to populate our beautiful celestial orb. This was now a perfect place in which to raise our own spirit children!

11. We finally build our own celestial temple and many other houses and structures. These buildings we constructed from the celestial orb itself, from quarries we made in an area of the celestial orb. We had wood we had grown from celestial trees for doors and trim that enhanced these structures. We did not spare anything in beautifying our temple, the prize beauty of our buildings on our celestial orb. We created whatever we desired in order to make our celestial orb one of exquisite celestial beauty and function!

12. Our celestial orb was created in our first eternity and housed our many children from that eternity in their pre-mortal estate. It has since been the abode of all of our beloved children from every eternity since. We have modified our celestial orb but little from the beginning. The living beings of the celestial orb, water and atmosphere continue to function like we created them from the beginning. The many plants and animals also live eternally here in their celestial glory from eternity to eternity. Only our children come and go from one eternity to the next.

13. Your Heavenly Father and I continue to receive a fullness of joy in creating and raising our own offspring. Our children are the focus of all of our efforts and bring us the greatest joys! We never tire of our life we have chosen and have been so blessed in living! Such is the heritage of all our faithful and elect children!'

14. I looked around upon this beautiful celestial orb and was amazed at his grandeur! I thanked my Heavenly Mother for sharing the story of his creation and of all the celestial life on his surface. I told my Mother how much I loved her and cherished her words she and Heavenly Father have continually given to me!




15. Sunday evening–my wife and I attended our own ward this afternoon. I had an interesting experience at the sacrament: I came in my replicated person to the granite cliff at the east end of Heavenly Mother's upper garden, and faced west to the distant temple. I partook of the bread back in the ward, and made my covenant with my Heavenly Parents. They both immediately came to me from their temple on the celestial orb. Heavenly Father had very clear and deep eternity eyes and was smiling. Heavenly Mother was so very bright and shone into my body with her intense light of the Holy Ghost.

16. Heavenly Mother then spoke to me: 'Raphael, we accept your covenant, and also covenant with you that we will always respond personally to your prayers you make to us in our heavenly orb. We will also be next to you in our higher celestial realm while you are in your mortal life.'

17. We then became elevated up in the heavens, even above the celestial orb. I could also see other large stars or planets nearby. Heavenly Father then spoke: 'Raphael, we will continue to reveal all things to you in the coming days, months and years!'

18. We then were somehow in the depths of the oceans it seemed. Heavenly Father spoke again: 'Raphael, we will reveal mysteries and workings of our creations with you, as fast as you are able to receive these truths!'

19. The meeting then continued and I wrote all of this down immediately in my pocket journal.

It is now near bedtime, and I want to connect again in prayer with one or both of my Heavenly Parents. I came again to the granite cliff and asked for one of them to come to me.

20. Heavenly Mother then appeared before me, as she had done at the sacrament earlier today. Heavenly Father was not with her. I felt the same intense light flow into my body and felt so very transparent and clarified, being filled with the light from her!

21. She spoke: 'Raphael, you watched with your wife on your television tonight early pioneer dances. These were very wholesome and enjoyable to the many hardworking settlers. There were lots of dances that brought the people together and united communities. Today these wholesome dances and associations are all but lost, and replaced by very loud music and degrading dances, for the most part in your land among the youth. This is very displeasing to us, and has been a factor in the degradation of societal norms and manners. We will destroy the sinful practices of your current society in time. This will include the destruction of the music and seductive dances that are so popular, and all that are promoted by the adversary.

22. In the millennial day, there will be a revival of wholesome group dances that are very fun, and both strengthen and unify a community. Your interest in contra dances, English country dances and square dances is pleasing to your Father and Me. These sorts of dances are commonly developed at different times in the earth of our mortal children. We endorse all such activities that are lovely and wholesome, and to where I send my Spirit. We enjoyed such wholesome community dances when your Heavenly Father and I lived on our own mortal earth. These were so enjoyable to us and our families!'

23. I thanked my Heavenly Mother for her words on dance and music tonight! I recalled the scripture found in D&C 136:28–"If thou are merry, praise the Lord with singing, with music, with dancing, and with a prayer of praise and thanksgiving."

24. This was a scripture apparently given to Brigham Young by God at Winter Quarters, near Council Bluffs, Iowa after the Latter-day Saints fled Illinois.

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H. R's Personal Journal Entry, April 29, 2019, Monday

1. This new week I came to the bluff overlooking the lake at God's Loving Healing Center. I could see the temple in the distant north. The celestial sun was up in the sky. All seemed very still and serene!

2. I knelt where I was and asked for my Heavenly Father or Heavenly Mother to come to me in answer to my prayer. I waited and watched in faith.

3. Then to my immediate left, Heavenly Father came from the bushes and trees to a place right in front of me in the air! He turned and faced me. He was full of light and smiling. I felt love and peace from him. He spoke:

4. "Raphael, you have been asked a question about the origin of man: Q–"What about the times of early man that have been said to be so old, much older than 7,000 years–much, much older?" A–Raphael, there are many nowadays who fudge science because of the notoriety they hope to receive in discovering fossil remains of early man. It is also not difficult to receive false test results from carbon dating on the age of these fossils. Cover-up and false reporting have been added to the current accepted data pool of scientific data, when in reality this date was misreported on purpose for gain and notoriety. There is so much false reporting in all fields of modern science testing that is truly unfounded. This falsified test data is used to make claims on the introductions of mankind in the fossil records. The basis of many evolutionary theories is flawed, and the reporting is not accurate. Were true results reported, they would be dismissed as incorrect because the prevalent beliefs of these scientists are so tainted with falsehoods. The premise that natural selection of species occurred over millions of years is also incorrect, particularly with the advent of mankind in the rock layer historical records in the earth.

5. There was no evolution of mankind from the missing links of early man as claimed by the scientific community. When these archeological groups receive funding from different scientific establishments, they only pay for science that supports their theories. If the results they desire are not supportive of their beliefs, they stop their funding. This pressure is intense to produce data that would keep the funding coming. Thus has Satan overtaken the bulk of the science community by inspiring false reporting. Their falsified data and suppositions "prove" to many that God does not exist, but that Darwin's evolutionary theories are true. They believe in the survival of the fittest. They are supported in their false beliefs by governments that dictate non-creationism in the schools. There is a lot of ridicule for those who hold fast to their beliefs that Adam was the first man, and that mankind did not evolve from more primitive forms over long periods of time. The truth is that we birthed the first mortal man and woman, Adam and Eve, in the Garden of Eden. The animals living on the earth prior to mankind's advent were not related to their species that were created in our own image. There still is and never has been any link at all between lower forms of life and human life.

6. We allow some adaptations in a particular species to occur in the plant and animal world. This is particularly evident in how varied plants can be changed by selection of certain more desirable forms, and those traits propagated in future generations. This is also true in some degree in interbreeding of dogs, for example. Human races also may mix, creating offspring that are not from the gene pools of both parents. However, there are not adaptations between reptiles and mammals for example, as claimed by evolutionary theories in your modern educational communities. These are confounded by sound scientific studies and test data.'

7. Heavenly Father then smiled and gradually disappeared from before me. I was soon alone on the cliff overlooking God's Loving Healing Lake. I felt gratified in what I had received this morning from my Heavenly Father. I believe so much modern science is skewed and yet fiercely promoted and taught in our schools and even churches. I look forward to the future millennial day when true science is reported, and where there is not the large falsehood of scientific "data" that permeates our current society.

8. Tonight I came to the celestial orb under the branches of the main tree of life, near God’s temple. The sky was dark outside, but under the tree it was light due to the shining bright white fruit. I reached up and plucked a fruit and ate. I held still and felt increased love in my heart from the fruit of the tree of life. This helped settle me after a full and busy day.

9. I then knelt at the edge of the canopy looking south to the straight and narrow path. I asked for my Heavenly Parents, or one, to come to me. I next saw Heavenly Mother and Jesus Christ both coming in the air above the path directly to me from the area by the white gate to my south. They were holding hands. Soon both were in front of me next to the tree.




10. Heavenly Mother spoke to me waving her arm in front of Jesus Christ: ‘Raphael, this is Jesus Christ, my Beloved Son, whom your Father and I have chosen from the beginning of this eternity. He was my Firstborn of all my spirit offspring. We laid on him our power and authority and gave him the charge of being the Great Redeemer for all of our children we bore for this eternity. He has completed his redeeming work for each of our children! His atonement satisfied the demands of justice for our children in their premortal, mortal and postmortal states. Through his mercy and suffering, they may repent and become clean and pure before us, and enter again into our presence.’

11. She then brought Jesus Christ before me with her hand. He thanked her and then faced me and spoke: ‘Raphael, when Lucifer rebelled against the plan of our Heavenly Parents, he began spreading insurrections and contentions among our brothers and sisters. During this time, you were very vocal in support of our parents’ plan and of their choice of me, Immanuel, in being chosen as the Great Redeemer.

12. During this time, I was not fighting for or even promoting myself, but let God’s children take sides either in support of God, and me being this Great Redeemer, or in support of Lucifer. I was being trained and endowed with power, understanding, and special gifts I needed to have compassion and sufficient love to suffer, bleed and die for all mankind as their Messiah. Our Heavenly Parents taught me many truths that I needed to learn and later recall when I would be on earth in my ministry. They showed me exactly how to fully act and minister to their children. They involved me in the creation of the earth and in bringing forth of many of their plants and animals that would inhabit the earth. They soon did many works in my name. They taught me how to be the God of their children in the flesh. I have acted in that role during all phases of the mortal earth.

13. There was a time when the pre-mortal children taking sides that they ordained me to be their Beloved Son and have powers of being a god. You and the angels were also chosen and called at that time and witnessed my ordination. This increased power gave me the mantle of authority to expel Lucifer from our heavenly home.

14. I was then very intimately involved in bringing forth mortal man on the earth and being on the right hand of the Father in all of his judgments and commands. My Father and Mother wanted me to act as the intermediary between them and their children and to give those in their mortal fallen state my revelations, as I would receive them from my Heavenly Parents. I have continued doing this, even until the present day.

15. Our own Heavenly Mother has kept herself in secret from her children, even until she revealed herself to you in openness and clarity. She has since become so much more open in interacting with her own children. This is the great day of her awakening in the hearts and minds of her elect children! She is the Holy Ghost among all the elect who love God and keep our commandments!

16. Raphael, you live at the start of the revelation of all things that we are beginning to pour out upon the faithful. You have a pivotal mission in this transition to a millennial world of glory, of locking up Satan and his hosts and in establishing the Church of the Firstborn! You receive revelation directly from our Father and Mother daily, as part of your great mission. You will continue to work in secret until they wish to reveal you to our elect and faithful. By then you will have recorded some of the greatest revelations from God of all time. These we will verify by our Spirit and by personal revelation for those who humbly ask of us.’

17. Jesus stood in majesty and power! Heavenly Mother’s light beamed upon me in great glory! I felt so humbled to be in their presence, under the canopy of the beautiful tree of life that represented the love of God.

18. I thanked them humbly for coming to me tonight and for delivering their beautiful messages! They both smiled and held hands again. Soon they were gone into the higher celestial realms and I was alone. I closed my prayer and got ready for bed. I verified that I had truly received these great truths from their very mouths tonight! I know they live!

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I. R’s Personal Journal Entry, April 30, 2019, Tuesday

1. I came this morning to the desert oasis. I decided to walk around the oasis on the path that encircles the water. The sun was up in the sky and I felt happy and warm. It was very still here and very quiet. As I was walking, I could clearly hear my own footsteps. I was listening to this when I realized another pair of footsteps was walking next to me! I looked around and saw my Heavenly Father next to me walking in my same direction! He was smiling and seemed happy to be next to me.

2. He spoke to me as we continued walking: ‘Raphael, I would like to answer a few questions you have been emailed by those who receive your posts.

Q1–“Is there more we can learn about gravity?”

A1–There are laws that govern every realm or are operative in each realm. You are familiar with the laws that govern the telestial realm, for you consciously live in this realm. Gravity and inertia are two of these laws. They are predictable and are normal for you to experience in your mortal world. However, in our celestial world, both of these laws may be switched off by our intentions. This is how we may travel at great speed and then suddenly and abruptly stop without any concern to our person that inertia would cause in your lower sphere. We may also wish to float in the air, or defy the gravitational forces on our bodies by our intentions. Our celestial orb may also adjust the gravitational forces on itself in various localities, like in the small stream flowing down the hill from Lake Beautiful to the city of Enoch. It now flows gently, under a reduced gravitational force than would normally happen. There are little changes we have made like this all over our celestial world. The law of gravity in our kingdom is similar to that in your world except that we may adjust it with our intention for a particular desire we have. The celestial orb is the one we have assigned to govern the laws of gravity in our celestial world. When we desire to change this law to our benefit, he adjusts it according to our desire. This is how I may float in the air without any gravitational force apparently on my body, and then I may freely walk on the ground, being held there the next instant by gravity.

3. When we create huge stars and planets, we also may adjust the gravitational forces on these, for they are physically created by us, who are celestial, and know the laws of the sphere in which the world we create is subject to. Being a god, and having creative powers, I also may adjust gravitational forces for the elemental matter are subjected to when they are created into our living being. In their original raw state, outside the universe, raw elemental matter exists without the law of gravity acting upon it. It simply exists in the vast regions of space. It is therefore easily transported by us, even very large masses to whatever we need it for.

4. For example, when your Heavenly Mother and I created Kolob, our very massive and large governing planet at the center of our galaxy, we fashioned it and formed it with the intention to hold in place all other planets and stars of our galaxy. However, we brought it into place without gravitational effects acting upon it. Once in place, we increased the gravity to what we desired, even to be able to hold in rotation all of the other large or small orbs that rotate around it. This is what holds our very own celestial orb in space, for it rotates around Kolob and other governing planets that are at the very exact center of our galaxy.

5. We are able to move very large or small masses of elemental matter with or without gravity acting upon it. In the final place of creation where we wish it to remain, we then adjust gravity to hold it in place. Some orbs rotate around others and some just remain without rotation, all according to our intention and desire. This is all possible because we assign the law of gravity to them as we desire and according to the kingdom or realm in which it exists.




6. For your earth, once we brought her to the current position in your already rotating solar system, we then assigned to her the law of gravity in the terrestrial or telestial sphere in which she was created and intended to act under. When the earth and your solar system transition or move across space to come to the center of our galaxy during the millennium, we make the movement of travel by our intention. The forces on your earth, moon, sun and other planets in your solar system, will necessarily have to be adjusted to start this movement, else they would remain in their current orbits and locations. When we intend by our thought to adjust these large gravitational forces, they immediately adjust and the large bodies start to move. In the case of your solar system, that we wish to have travel to the center of our galaxy, we intend the forces from Kolob and our other large governing bodies to specifically pull by gravity your own solar system to them. This increased pulling force will start your solar system moving towards its galactic center. This is controlled by our intentions, we who are the gods of our universe. Kolob and the governing large cluster of stars then respond to our command by pulling through space your solar system to themselves.

7. There are many similar laws we assign to each spiritual realm in our galaxy. The eternal states of glory of our children are all on planets we have created for housing our children in telestial or terrestrial spheres. These all are placed in our large galaxy where we wish and rotate in their sphere around our central governing galactic center and/or around their own solar systems with other planets of similar orders. There are a great variety of these we have created and hold in place by the adjusted and final laws we assign them, like the law of gravity. All of these worlds are held in their glories and positions by the laws we impose upon them.

8. Our huge galaxy is therefore a very organized and majestic creation, all formed and held in place in this vast universe by law and order. We have created all of the planets, moons, stars and orbs, each with specific function and purpose. All of our creations are also continually lightened by the light matter that pours into our very celestial orb and us and then is directed to each location and realm in our vast galaxy.

9. Q2–“Is there any difference in the plants and animals that were brought from your land of inheritance on your celestial earth, or from other parts of your celestial earth?”

A2–Our own celestial earth has many locations where the gods from our own eternity have their own inheritance. These are all varied, according to the wishes of the ones who receive their inheritance from our own Heavenly Parents. There are also other sections on our own celestial earth where there are large areas that were not assigned as lands of inheritance. These are where there are celestial plants and animals that existed and lived on our earth that are now resurrected to a celestial order. These enjoy their celestial state and glory in eternal felicity. They also are used to produce seeds and offspring for the gods in their own galaxies and creations. This is a shared resource for all of us in the same eternity or generation. Our own lands of inheritance have some of these creations that may produce seeds and offspring, but the shared areas on our earth have a much greater variety of living beings to choose from.’

10. We had walked together all around the desert oasis together. We were back by the bench where we started. I thanked my Heavenly Father for his wonderful truths he shared with me! I felt so happy to have more enlightenment and understanding. He then turned and faced me. He next quickly faded into that other higher realm and was gone. I felt I had correctly written all of his words and that what I had written was true and of God.

11. Evening–I have been thinking about the revelations from God about the earth, about the galaxy we live in, and the laws and processes that are used in these by the gods. I am excited always to learn new things like this!

12. Far harder, though, than learning such truths from God are the truths that require me to change and repent, to adapt my mindset to become more Godlike. I have deep-seated issues that are not easy to change. These take time and persistent effort to shift and replace those with more Godlike attributes.




13. Tonight I came to the birch tree grove on the hill descending from Lake Beautiful. I drank from the small stream, and felt refreshed. I sought to hear and see again one or both of my Heavenly Parents tonight. It was still light in the sky above.

14. I knelt and faced north, positioning myself next to the stream. I asked for my Heavenly Parents to come to me, I waited and watched, fully expecting to have one or both of them come to me in my unconscious mind, to my replicated celestial translated being.

15. Heavenly Father came to me from a few feet away, and stepped forward to be in front of me above the stream. He was very majestic and seemed so much in control of everything! He then spoke to me:

'Raphael, you are exactly correct that the hardest revelations are those that require you to change. However, these are the most important revelations for you to personally receive. The other revelations on light, laws, how things work, events and such are very interesting but may be learned at any time. Those which motivate you to change your actions and behavior are most difficult.

16. You have been busy in your family, mostly in serving your wife, children and grandchildren much of your day. These are very noteworthy, and please us. However, when you ever do any service begrudgingly, or with emotions that convey being put upon, or with impatience, or any tone that may convey such feelings, these negate the good will of your service. It would have been better to have not extended your service if not fully given in love and cheerfulness. This is very hard to do when struggling yourself with issues of being tired, having to repeat over and over again something to one who may not understand, or another such thing that you may struggle with.

17. I want you to seek to become aware of such situations so they are brought to your attention. This alone may be sufficient to make a significant improvement in your behavior. If these actions you want to change persist, then approach your Heavenly Mother and me in prayer, with a desire to change, and perhaps a plan to change. We will then be able to strengthen you once you desire to change yourself.

18. Raphael, you have many weaknesses of the flesh, in your mortal body and mind. These are common to all of our children in mortality. Remain open, malleable and humble, and don't let pride or an elitist or deserving attitude ever rise to the surface in your mind and heart. Humility and openness is so very important while navigating in your mortal life when those weaknesses are more common and abundant.

19. I thanked my Heavenly Father for his gentle reprimand. I asked him to help me find the situations that I am not aware of. I said I wanted to improve, and become more and more like Him and Heavenly Mother. I asked if he would enlighten my mind in helping me own my foibles, and find a way to overcome them.

20. He smiled, and placed one hand on my shoulder. He then immediately vanished. I now really want to change and conform to his very high standard of Christian conduct!

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J. R's Personal Journal Entry, May 1, 2019, Wednesday

1. This morning I came to the small desert stream west of the desert oasis. I stepped into the small gully to drink some living water from the stream. As I did so I felt enlightened and clarified in my mind. I remained in this position and asked for God to come.

2. Heavenly Mother came to me on the top of the east bank! She then stepped down to me, remaining a little in the air. She was very bright, filling me with light and her emotion of love and acceptance. I felt a lot of comfort in being in her presence!

3. She spoke to me: 'Raphael, your Father and I wish to mold you into a strong and very powerful, yet open and humble man of God. It is such a state that you will fulfill your angelic mission in the flesh in the Church of the Firstborn. We will help you as you evaluate your daily actions in mortality that you may wish to change.

4. We desire all of our mortal angels and servants also to make continual improvements in their behaviors and actions. As you all represent us to our other children that we may send you to minister to, you yourself need to be very pure and holy, with clean motives and pure hearts. We desire you to be a ray of sunshine in all of your ministrations to our elect that we may send you to!

5. Raphael, you read a blog last night about the ministrations of angels. In this blog, many of our children who wrote wondered about the appropriateness of asking for angels or ministering servants to come to them, whether in person or unseen. I would like to address this topic this morning.

6. We have chosen angels and servants in every eternity to minister to our children who seek to come unto us their gods. Angels are those children we have ordained, clothed in special robes, and given additional gifts like seer stones to enhance their own abilities and desires. These selflessly serve us in behalf of our elect who seek support and help from us or our servants.

7. We have given those who hold our authority in the Aaronic Priesthood the keys of ministering of angels, inherent in their priesthood. This is also available and part of the office of high priestess for my faithful daughters who receive my authority in the flesh. Those who possess such keys have our charge to ask us in prayer and faith for the visitation and guidance of angels we may send to them. They have this charge and great privilege in their personal lives! We expect them to seek, ask and expect such visitations.

8. Those who don't hold our authority may also ask for the ministration of angels. We will send you or another of our angels to comfort, cheer, encourage, teach, warn, and to deliver our message to the one asking. We ask that our child ask of the Father, in the name of Jesus Christ for the ministration of angels in their life. This is pleasing to us! They may also ask of me, in faith in their prayers to send an angel to bless, comfort, or direct them, and I will do so. This should also be requested in the name of my Beloved Son, Jesus Christ. Our children may now pray to either or both the Father and or me, in the name of Jesus Christ, and we will answer their prayers given in faith.

9. Previously we have asked our children to pray only to the Father. Now, as I am becoming more open to the world, and being more available as their Heavenly Mother, they may address me directly or with their Father in prayer. We share equal status in answering the prayers of our children who dwell on the earth or in other realms of their progression.




10. When we send our angel as a ministering servant to our child who asks of us, we give our angel specific details for their ministration. Sometimes we have them openly appear to them, and sometimes we send them in secret. Often we want their identity to remain hidden, for the purpose is to represent God and not to become a specific person or angel that the one asking may only seek for. We want the focus of our child to be to us, and not to any particular angel. We do not want our child to pray directly to anyone except to us. Their request may be, however, to have us send an angel or a person who wrote a specific passage of scripture, or performed a specific action to help them understand a particular thing. We do not want them to pray directly to that person, but to always go through us in their requests.

11. For example, when you come to the area in Jackson County, Missouri at the time you are to build the New Jerusalem, you may ask of us to send Melchizedek to you. We will do so, and Melchizedek will come and minister to you.

12. You may also ask us to send to you someone skilled in construction of heavy walls taken from a quarry. We would then select that person and send them to you. This is the pattern we wish you to have.

13. For our children who dwell on earth, they may have health issues, or need a particular solution to their problem of any variety, and as they ask in faith in prayer to us, we may choose to answer them directly, or by sending our Spirit to enlighten their minds, or we may send a messenger or an angel to help them. This has always been a part of our gospel from the beginning.

14. When Adam and Eve were cast out of the Garden of Eden, they were desirous to come back into our presence, or to have messengers sent to them. They build an altar and offered prayer, addressing both your Heavenly Father and me in the name of Jesus Christ. They specifically asked us to send them messengers to help teach and guide them. We had given to both Adam and Eve a way to discern if those messengers were from us their God, and were true messengers. This pattern of praying to us and asking for true angels or servants was practiced from the beginning.

15. Moroni, our ancient prophet and current ministering angels, listed the beholding of angels and ministering spirits as part of the gifts of the spirit (see Moroni 10:14). These gifts of the spirit are given by us, your loving Heavenly Parents, to those who seek us, for their profit and well being in their lives. These are given as gifts from us to them, to bless them and those around them as they live in mortality or in other realms. We have given many the gift of beholding of angels or servants of God, coming from realms of glory. However, many who have this great gift have never exercised it, and this gift lies dormant. We wish they would inquire of us what gifts they possess, and then to use them as we intended. These will provide great blessings to them and those around them.

16. Sometimes we send our angels and messengers to those on earth as a normal looking man or woman. These always point their recipient to Christ, our Beloved Son. They also do the works of God, always fulfilling our own desires in delivering their message or acting as we have directed.

17. Raphael, being an angel like you are is a wonderful opportunity to serve selflessly our needy children! Minister to all in love and with our light, even as we may direct and guide you. Follow our inspirations, and heed your intuition, and our thoughts we may give to you. Your actions will then always please us and serve and bless our needy child.'

18. I thanked my very gracious and loving Heavenly Mother for her message today to me! I feel very honored to be one of her humble and obedient angels!



19. She stepped forward and drew me close to her! I felt her deep love for all of her children who have come to earth, trying to make sense of life and wanting to find their way back to her and Heavenly Father. I felt like I came inside of her somehow, and could see with her perspective her desires for her children who were faithful in her voice, the voice of the Holy Ghost. I yearned to be the extension of her and Heavenly Father in ministering in love to their children, as they might direct me!

20. She then suddenly left me with such a feeling of hope and peace! I found myself writing all of this experience down in my journal as it happened. I believe what I have written to be fully true and accurate.

21. Evening–Tonight I came to the fountain of living water to offer my prayer. I was on the north side of the fountain, facing the temple. I felt clear and in a meditative state, so I knelt and offered a prayer asking one or both of my Heavenly Parents to come. I waited and watched.

22. Heavenly Mother then appeared next to me by the fountain. She asked me to stand and walk with her! She put her right arm in my left arm and we strolled west on the path next to the river representing Jesus Christ. As we were walking, she spoke to me:

23. 'Raphael, sometimes in mortality our children get stressed and find it hard to control their thoughts and their worries. Today you became stressed and felt pressured with all of the duties you felt needed to be done, just to address the concerns of your day. In these times I recommend that you only think of doing one thing at a time. Then you will be able to act more unpressured since you think only of one task you are to do.

24. You have been also thinking of adding more things to do on your weekly tasks. In all you do, we wish you to keep sufficient open time also during your day to be refreshed and happy with activities that bring you satisfaction. You have several helpers with your posts, in typing these up and in indexing them. These individuals are helping you carry an increasing load. Make sure you have time to care for your own wellbeing and also care for those around you in service, both to your family and neighbors.'

25. We were next to the south bank of the river representing Jesus Christ that flowed west. We started walking upon the bank, still walking west along the river. 'Raphael, mortality and the spirit world of the dead are usually the only telestial and terrestrial realms where our children may get stressed by too many activities. In their earth life, they get tired and may overfill their life with good tasks, but these may not be the most important. They should make sure the very most important daily tasks are not left undone, because they are too busy with less important things to do.

26. In the spirit world of the dead, there may be too many things to do also, without the ability to replicate. Both of these telestial and terrestrial environments may become ones of becoming too busy.

27. In the celestial realms, where you and the angels work, you never have the feeling of being too busy since you may replicate yourself as much as is required. You may replicate yourself to have enjoyable, quiet or recreational time as well, to balance your life. This is not possible in the lower spiritual realms.

28. You are learning valuable skills in time management and in controlling your own mind. This is the time for you to learn these things. Scheduling with goals and objective planning will help you in your future life in the eternal realms. In all you do, keep a happy and positive attitude and manage your stress level with proper planning and mind control.'

29. Heavenly Mother then suddenly disappeared, leaving me standing on the riverbank. I looked how steady the river flowed, and how calm and peaceful life seemed in this celestial world. I felt more committed to plan better and to live my mortal life more fully, with meaningful activities.

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K. R's Personal Journal Entry, May 2, 2019, Thursday

1. I came today to the circling waters in Heavenly Mother's upper gardens, not far from the waterfall. I drank from living water and felt more clarified in my mind. Sleep and requirements of rest are part of mortal life, associated with our mortal temporal bodies. I am glad to have to balance time issues and make allowances for sleep. When we have been short on sleep, like I was last night, it can dramatically affect us throughout the day! When we go to other spiritual realms, there is no more requirements for sleep or eating. I want to appreciate these needs for we learn a lot in mortality in caring for our mortal body. I appreciate that I can usually sleep well and feel invigorated in the mornings.

2. I knelt by the circling waters, facing the mountain stream to my south. I asked for my Heavenly Father and/or Heavenly Mother to come to me. Heavenly Father immediately came to me, appearing a little above the circling waters! He was full of light and appeared happy. I love looking into his deep eternity eyes!

3. He spoke to me: 'Raphael, our first parent Gods determined the needs of the mortal body of man and woman from the beginning. They chose to make the need for rest and sleep an essential part of the growth and well being of their children in that realm. They also chose other necessary factors like eating, the need for water, and requirements to balance and adjust many temporal issues for the wellbeing and sustenance of the human body. This is a unique requirement of the mortal physical body. Without regular rest, for example, the body cannot function, and this need becomes all consuming. You were not able to really understand this and other body functions and needs until you actually experienced mortality.

4. Our first parent Gods could have created mankind, their children in the telestial world, much differently. In their wisdom, they chose to make the needs of the physical body very demanding and necessary in their fallen mortal life. Time became a dominant factor for God's children, and learning how to plan and regulate oneself around the body needs was absolutely necessary.

5. There are many skills of planning and waiting for time to pass that our children could only learn in a mortal environment. All of the other realms of man were not so driven by time needs and the regularity and repetitive needs like sleeping and eating. The earth itself became a night and day regulator that allowed these body needs to become part of normal happy living. All of this was created by wise gods who designed the entire mortal life around time, body functions, and patterns that you take for granted, now that you are immersed in mortality.

6. After the needs of the body are met, there is much less time of the 24-hour day that our mortal children may work, enjoy their experiences, learn and grow. For the first time, our children had to gain planning skills, patience, and control of their bodily appetites and passions. Our intention was that as they grew and matured, they would grow in wisdom that only an earth life environment would be able to create. The youth are so energetic with new strong bodies, whereas the older mature ones are not so energetic but have lots of wisdom from a life that has taught them management of their own abilities, all in a time based world of demanding needs. The very process of growth from baby to adult and fully-grown with the gradual awakening to the needs of the body and the temporal world taught many lessons. Each phase of life at the various stages of growth and energy and skill levels, were designed to teach valuable lessons. The experience of life, from birth to death was all planned in detail for all of our children by our first parent Gods. This cycle of life is common to all who live in a telestial or terrestrial mortal estate, in all of God's creations, in all eternities.

7. The development of character and wisdom is made possible in a fallen estate, subject to death and disease and unpredictable circumstances of all varieties. We planned for the conscious and unconscious mind of man and cleverly designed how we, who are the Heavenly Parents of our children in their mortal estate, would be able to guide and test our children. We designed that during the normal span of living a mortal life, it would give us almost all the information we needed to see how our children would be in eternity. Our children also would hopefully know their true nature and character after they lived a full life on earth. It is still such a marvelous plan and effective way that has largely been kept unchanged from the beginning earth of our first parent Gods.




8. When our children finally die and exit from a full life of living in their fallen mortal earth, they will be able to remember all they did. They will see how they acted, how they changed. They will be able to see their true nature. Some will continue to seek to progress and improve on their path towards eternal life. However, many will accept who they are and won't want to continue to change and improve. All of their future and eternal existence fully depends on their own desires.

There would be some of our children who would not have a full life in mortality. Some would have been cut short, even at the time of their birth or early youth. These would receive much training in the spirit world of the dead, mostly my ministering to those on the earth as guardian spirits. By proxy they could see the rigors of earth life, and understand fully the full measure of the fallen telestial mortal world. Many would also be involved in the terrestrial sphere of the dead where they would have responsibilities to bless others in the telestial sphere of the dead.

Those who will become gods like us will have the greatest desire to continue to perfect themselves and follow our plan for their eternal progress and growth. These are our elect, the ones motivated to live celestial lives in eternity.'

9. I thanked my Heavenly Father for his wonderful revelation this morning! I feel so grateful to be immersed now in mortality and to understand how important this phase and realm we are all in is.

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